CHAPTER XIII.

_NEW SCENES._

THE fortnight came to an end, as all fortnights do, and the appointed

day saw us on board the good ship "Speedwell" dropping rapidly down the

bay with the tide, our party, consisting of Mr. Wyndham, the English

lawyer, who was Elmina's guardian, Aunt Belinda, Elmina, and myself,

being the only passengers. A voyage across the ocean was a greater

event in those days than it is now. Three weeks was the shortest time

in which it could be performed, and it not uncommonly consumed five or

six. We made great provision for our own private table of biscuits,

gingerbread, plum-cake, and so forth, with sundry bottles of wine and

brandy. It is curious to me, as I look back at those times, to see how

entirely wine and spirits were considered necessaries of life. My aunt

always had decanters of brandy, West India rum, and Jamaica standing on

her side-board, of which all gentleman visitors partook as a matter of

course. She had some famous Madeira, which Mr. Wyndham declared to be

the very best he had ever tasted, and she had presented him with a case

of the same to carry home. But this is by the way.

I said our party were standing on the deck, but they did not remain

there long. The wind blew fresh; and when we reached the outer harbour,

and the ship began to feel the motion, to lift her head to the waves

and drop again, my aunt and Elmina speedily became too sick to stand,

and betook themselves to their berths in the little cramped-up

state-room below. I was not sick in the least, and would have enjoyed

staying on deck, but of course it was my place to wait on my aunt and

Elmina. Our accommodations were no more like those even of the second

cabin in an ocean steamer nowadays than a log shanty is like my aunt's

drawing-room. However, my aunt, who had made the voyage several times,

said they were the nicest she had ever seen, and we were content to

make the best of them.

My aunt never complained, and was very kind and considerate to me,

often sending me on deck in the care of the captain's wife "to

refresh myself with the inhalation of the fresh air, and with such

exercise as the confined space afforded," she said; for Aunt Belinda's

conversational style was by no means at the mercy of such trifling

enemies as winds and waves.

Mrs. Clarkson was very kind to me. She was one of the most agreeable

women I ever met in my life. She had been three times married, always

to sailors, and had been more than once around the world, and she

had a wonderful faculty of describing what she had seen. I remember

she had once been shipwrecked on New Holland, as Australia was then

called, where she had all sorts of wonderful adventures, and came near

being eaten up by cannibals. She declared it was a beautiful country,

and would some time become a great nation. I remember that she was

very much interested in the subject of foreign missions—a subject on

which the American Church was just beginning to wake up. I enjoyed

her society very much, but I always found Elmina so low spirited when

I returned to her, and so certain that she should never live to see

England, that I did not like to leave her long at a time.

After a while, however, matters improved.

My aunt and Elmina so far recovered from their sea-sickness as to be

able to come on deck. Mr. Wyndham also appeared again, and resumed his

animated political discussions with my aunt on the future prospects of

the United States. Mr. Wyndham was quite certain that the independence

of the new republic could not last, that so many discordant elements

could not possibly be harmonized—that, as he expressed it, the

conglomeration would fall apart by its own weight, and its elements

would either go to utter destruction or be saved only by seeking the

protection of that country which they had disowned. I have lived to

hear similar prophecies once or twice since that day.

My aunt, who was very patriotic, and also very well informed on all

political subjects, held her own very well in these discussions, and

also kept her temper, which was more than Elmina and I could do. Of

course we took no part in the conversation, for it was a fundamental

principle of good manners in those days—and I must say one that had

its advantages—that in the company of their elders little girls were

to be seen and not heard; but we relieved our minds when we were alone

together.

"And just to think," said Elmina one day, "that I have got to live with

English people and hear just such talk for seven long years! I don't

care. I will come back to America the very minute I am of age, and

bring all Uncle Richard Vernon's money and plate, and everything, with

me, and give it to the United States to buy ships of war with; and then

see!"

I highly approved this patriotic resolve of Elmina's, but suggested

that she would want some of the property to live on.

"Well, anyhow, I will give a thousand dollars," said Elmina; "and the

ship shall be called the Olivia."

My aunt had many letters of introduction to ladies and gentlemen in

England, both English and American. She proposed, after seeing Elmina

settled in her new home, to spend some time in London, that I might

take music and drawing-lessons, since, as she said, I might never have

such another opportunity.

Travelling on the Continent was now out of the question even if my aunt

had desired it, but I don't think she did. She said, however, that

she should like to have me see the Alps, and perhaps we might visit

Switzerland before our return if public affairs should become more

settled.

"Yes, you will be having all the nice times travelling about with Aunt

Belinda and living with her in London," grumbled Elmina, "while I

shall be shut up in the country with a stupid governess whom I shall

dislike—I know I shall."

"Perhaps she won't be stupid; and if she is, you needn't dislike her,"

said I, sententiously. "We ought not to dislike people because they are

stupid. You used to think you would give anything to get away from Aunt

Belinda."

"Aunt Belinda was very different then, and so was I," answered Elmina,

to which I agreed.

"But just think of living in a beautiful country-house all your own,"

said I, "with a carriage and horses and a beautiful library and

green-house, and everything such as one reads about in 'Evelina' and

'Cecilia.'"

"I never read 'Evelina' and 'Cecilia,' but I don't care a pin about all

these fine things," answered Elmina; and I really don't think she did.

"I mean to make an American flag and keep it hung up in my room over my

picture of Washington all the time. And I 'won't' ever be an English

girl!" said Elmina, vehemently. "I will be a Yankee girl just as long

as I live; and the very minute I get to be twenty-one, I mean to take

all my property and get on a ship and come home."

I applauded these sentiments, and we spent a long time telling each

other what we meant to do when we were grown-up. I told Elmina for the

first time of my favourite castle in the air—the boarding-school for

young ladies which I meant to establish, and which I was never tired of

thinking about.

Elmina did not altogether sympathize with me in this pet scheme. She

could not imagine why anybody could want to keep a school, but she

promised to buy me some nice books and pictures and a pair of globes

like those we had once seen at one of the professor's houses in

Cambridge. Also she meant to find all the poor little girls who had no

mothers to take care of them, and send them to the to school. We used

to amuse ourselves for hours with these plans for the future. I don't

think they did us any harm. Certainly they were very unselfish, for the

most part, however unpractical they might have been, since they were

all intended for the benefit of our fellow-creatures. I have learned

since then that it is by no means so easy to do good to people as those

imagine who have never tried. I don't suppose, for example, that all

the good influences in Boonville would make Lucinda Bell take decent

care of her children, for all the dreadful warning she had in the death

of her two oldest girls by the explosion of kerosene. She has had help

enough and good counsel enough, if that is all, but I am afraid she

will be nothing better than a scold and a slattern to the end of her

days.

Our voyage went on very much like any other sea-voyage. We had very

good weather, for the most part. We slept as much as we possibly could,

and ate twice as much as usual, partly from idleness, partly because

the air made us hungry. I had brought along books enough to last out

the voyage, as I thought, only I read them every one through the first

week, and had done the same by every volume on board by the second. My

aunt and Mr. Wyndham played chess and discussed French; English, and

American politics; with theological arguments Mr. Wyndham would have

nothing to do. Elmina and I walked on the deck, and built our castles

in the air, anal made friends with the captain's cat and with a pet

goat who went where she liked, was a great favourite with all on board,

and learned of the mate how to tie all sorts of curious knots such as

sailors use about ship. Once or twice we had a heavy blow which made

all the rest sick and gave me plenty of work in waiting on them, for,

oddly enough, I never was sick at all.

"Little Miss Evans is sure to get on in life wherever she is," I heard

the captain say once to my aunt. "She never misses learning everything

that comes in her way. She knows the ropes pretty well already, and can

make as neat a splice as many an old sailor. I have had plenty of lady

passengers who never learned to know the difference between stem and

stern, and didn't want to."

And indeed it was true that I had always a great thirst for knowledge

of every sort, and I don't know that I ever acquired any which I have

not some time found useful, from the studies I pursued with my aunt

down to such little accomplishments as the making of paper flowers and

filigree frames.

One joyful afternoon land was seen, and the captain promised to land

us at Bristol, which was to be our port, in the course of forty-eight

hours, if the weather held good.

"But there's just the p'int, you see," continued Captain Coffin,

squinting up at the sky. "It looks a little like dirty weather; and if

it comes on to blow from the north-east, it is a chance. However, we

won't borrow trouble. Time enough when it comes."

[Illustration: The boats were lowered.]

Time enough for that, indeed. That night I was sleeping soundly, when

I was waked by a terrible noise, and presently I heard Aunt Belinda's

voice saying quite composedly as it seemed,—

"Olivia, get up and put on your clothes as quickly as possible. The

ship is in danger of sinking. Be cool and steady, my child. We are all

in God's hands."

I cannot describe the scene that followed. The night was intensely

dark, the wind blowing a gale, and the sea very rough. The boats were

already lowered, and preparations were being made for our safety. One

of the sailors was burning some kind of firework which made a ghastly

blue light, and I remember in the midst of all the turmoil noticing

the coolness with which this man lighted one at the other, just before

it went out, so as to save his materials. But I can give very little

account of the matter. All I know is that every one was got into the

boats, the captain being the last man to leave the ship; that in the

hurry and confusion our party was separated, my aunt and Elmina being

in one boat and Mr. Wyndham and I in the other; that the sea was

terribly rough, and it was very dark; that we were dreadfully tossed

about and separated from our friends in the other boat, and at last

thrown violently on shore. I felt a severe blow on my head, and then I

knew no more till I heard a kind voice say in a very odd accent,—

"She's a-coming to herself, dear tender lamb! Try and drink this, my

pretty."

I felt a cup at my lips, and drank eagerly some hot tea. It seemed to

revive me, and I opened my eyes. I was laying on a poor but decent bed,

in a queer low room with a brick floor, and two or three women were

busy round me, rubbing my hands and feet and putting warm bricks about

me.

"That's right, my lamb," said the elder woman. "Drink some more now,

do! Susan, you tell father to tell the gentleman that little miss is

come to herself. Can't you speak e'er a word, my precious young heart?"

"Where are my aunt and Elmina?" were my first words.

The women looked at each other, and were silent a moment; then the

elder one said gently,—

"Well, we don't rightly know, dear heart. Was they in the other boat?"

I nodded, for I could not speak.

"Well, you see, dear, the boat you was in was stove all to pieces on

the beach, and we haven't no news of the other one, but it's very

likely she's all right and will come in yet, or maybe some one will

pick 'em up. Don't you fret, now, my lamb, don't, but put your trust in

the Lord. Now, do, my dear!"

"Is the child better?" said a grave, kind voice at the door.

And the women stood aside to allow a tall, handsome gentleman whom I

guessed at once to be a minister to enter.

"Yes, sir, yes; she's come quite to herself, poor dear! Only wearying

for her aunt, as was in the other boat, she says. Is there any news of

the boat, please, sir?"

The minister shook his head.

"I fear not, nor ever will be till the sea gives up its dead," said he.

"It is indeed marvellous that this should have escaped as it did. My

dear child, I am very thankful that you have come to yourself."

"Was Mr. Wyndham killed?" I asked.

"No; he is hurt, but will, I hope, be quite well soon."

I could not yet realize that my aunt and Elmina were probably lost. I

answered all the gentleman's questions, I believe, very reasonably,

telling him who I was and how I had come abroad, and all that I

knew—which was very little—about our shipwreck; but my mind was all

the time in a curious state. I felt sure that it was all a dream, and

that I should wake up presently and find myself, not on the ship or in

Boston, but in my own little bed-room at Lee. I was quite composed.

I even considered that the minister was like those I had read of in

"Evelina" and "Cecilia," but still the impression remained that it was

all a dream.

"She is talking too much," said a gentle voice, presently; and a lady

who had come in later, and was standing beside the rector, laid her

hand on mine and kissed me. "She had better be quiet now, and try to

get some sleep. Do not have any fear, dear child; we will take good

care of you."

"I will be quiet and do as you tell me if only you will let me see Aunt

Belinda and Elmina as soon as they come; and please don't tell mother,

because she will be so frightened, and it always makes her head ache to

be scared," I added, for I was not quite right yet.

I saw the women wipe their eyes and the minister turn suddenly away,

and I wondered what they were crying about. I had not long to speculate

on the matter, for I directly fell sound asleep, and remained so for

many hours.

When I waked, Mr. Wyndham was sitting by me. He was very pale and had a

great cut on his white forehead, plastered up with sticking-plaster. My

head was somewhat clearer now, and I felt very much refreshed, though

weak and shaken. Mr. Wyndham would have evaded my questions at first;

but seeing that, as I said, my mind was quite clear, he told me at last

the whole story, and I learned that I was shipwrecked in a strange land

and among strangers, with no friend near me but Mr. Wyndham, himself

almost a stranger. So far as any one knew, we two and one sailor were

the sole survivors of the wreck. Nothing had been seen or heard of the

other boat, but it was not at all probable that she had lived through

the gale, which was still blowing fiercely off shore.

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