Christophe was never disposed to think himself obliged to abase himself

in return for service rendered, nor--what amounted to the same thing--to

surrender his liberty. He did not lend his own benefactions at so much

per cent.: he gave them. His benefactors, however, were of a very

different way of thinking. Their lofty moral feeling of the duties of

their debtors was shocked by Christophe's refusal to write the music for

a stupid hymn for an advertising festivity organized by the paper. They

made him feel the impropriety of his conduct. Christophe sent them

packing. And finally he exasperated them by the flat denial which he

gave shortly afterwards to certain statements attributed to him by the

paper.

Then they began a campaign against him. They used every possible weapon.

They dragged out once more the old pettifogging engine of war which has

always served the impotent against creative men, and, though it has

never killed anybody, yet it never fails to have an effect upon the

simple-minded and the fools: they accused him of plagiarism. They went

and picked out artfully selected and distorted passages from his

compositions and from those of various obscure musicians, and they

proved that he had stolen his inspiration from others. He was accused of

having tried to stifle various young artists. It would have been well

enough if he had only had to deal with those whose business it is to

bark, with those critics, those mannikins, who climb on the shoulders of

a great man and cry;

"I am greater than you!"

But no: men of talent must be wrangling among themselves: each man does

his best to make himself intolerable to his colleagues: and yet, as

Christophe said, the world was large enough for all of them to be able

to work in peace: and each of them in his own talent had quite enough to

struggle against.

In Germany he found artists so jealous of him that they were ready to

furnish his enemies with weapons against him, and even, if need be, to

invent them. He found the same thing in France. The nationalists of the

musical press--several of whom were foreigners,--flung his nationality

in his teeth as an insult. Christophe's success had grown widely; and as

he had a certain vogue, they pretended that his exaggeration must

irritate even those who had no definite views--much more those who had.

Among the concert-going public, and among people in society and the

writers on the young reviews, Christophe by this time had enthusiastic

partisans, who went into ecstasies over everything he did, and were wont

to declare that music did not exist before his advent. Some of them

explained his music and found philosophic meanings in it which simply

astounded him. Others would see in it a musical revolution, an assault

on the traditions which Christophe respected more than anybody. It was

useless for him to protest. They would have proved to him that he did

not know what he had written. They admired themselves by admiring him.

And so the campaign against Christophe met with great sympathy among his

colleagues, who were exasperated by the "log-rolling" to which he was no

party. They did not need to rely on such reasons for not liking his

music: most of them felt with regard to it the natural irritation of the

man who has no ideas and no difficulty in expressing them according to

parrot-like formulæ, with the man who is full of ideas and employs them

clumsily in accordance with the apparent disorder of his creative

faculty. How often he had had to face the reproach of not being able to

write hurled at him by scribes, for whom style consisted in recipes

concocted by groups or schools, kitchen molds into which thought was

cast! Christophe's best friends, those who did not try to understand

him, and were alone in understanding him, because they loved him,

simply, for the pleasure he gave them, were obscure auditors who had no

voice in the matter. The only man who could have replied vigorously in

Christophe's name--Olivier--was at that time out of friends with him,

and had apparently forgotten him. Thus Christophe was delivered into the

hands of his adversaries and admirers, who vied with each other in doing

him harm. He was too disgusted to reply. When he read the

pronunciamentos directed against him in the pages of an important

newspaper by one of those presumptuous critics who usurp the sovereignty

of art with all the insolence of ignorance and impunity, he would shrug

his shoulders and say:

"Judge me. I judge you. Let us meet in a hundred years!"

But meanwhile the outcry against him took its course: and the public, as

usual, gulped down the most fatuous and shameful accusations.

As though his position was not already difficult enough, Christophe

chose that moment to quarrel with his publisher. He had no reason at all

to complain of Hecht, who published each new work as it was written, and

was honest in business. It is true that his honesty did not prevent his

making contracts disadvantageous to Christophe: but he kept his

contracts. He kept them only too well. One day Christophe was amazed to

see a septette of his arranged as a quartette, and a suite of piano

pieces clumsily transcribed as a duet, without his having been

consulted. He rushed to Heeht's office and thrust the offending music

under his nose, and said:

"Do you know these?"

"Of course," said Hecht.

"And you dared ... you dared tamper with my work without asking my

permission!..."

"What permission?" said Hecht calmly. "Your compositions are mine."

"Mine, too, I suppose?"

"No," said Hecht quietly.

Christophe started.

"My own work does not belong to me?"

"They are not yours any longer. You sold them to me."

"You're making fun of me! I sold you the paper. Make money out of that

if you like. But what is written on it is my life-blood; it is mine."

"You sold me everything. In exchange for these particular pieces, I gave

you a sum of three hundred francs in advance of a royalty of thirty

centimes on every copy sold of the original edition. Upon that

consideration, without any restriction or reserve, you have assigned to

me all your rights in your work."

"Even the right to destroy it?"

Hecht shrugged his shoulders, rang the bell, and said to a clerk.

"Bring me M. Kraff's account."

He gravely read Christophe the terms of the contract, which he had

signed without reading--from which it appeared, in accordance with the

ordinary run of contracts signed by music publishers in those very

distant times--"that M. Hecht was the assignee of all the rights,

powers, and property of the author, and had the exclusive right to edit,

publish, engrave, print, translate, hire, sell to his own profit, in any

form he pleased, to have the said work performed at concerts,

café-concerts, balls, theaters, etc., and to publish any arrangement of

the said work for any instrument and even with words, and also to change

the title ... etc., etc."

"You see," he said, "I am really very moderate."

"Evidently," said Christophe. "I ought to thank you. You might have

turned my septette into a café-concert song."

He stopped in horror and held his head in his hands.

"I have sold my soul," he said over and over again.

"You may be sure," said Hecht sarcastically, "that I shall not abuse

it."

"And to think," said Christophe, "that your Republic authorizes such

practices! You say that man is free. And you put ideas up to public

auction."

"You have had your money," said Hecht.

"Thirty pieces of silver. Yes," said Christophe. "Take them back."

He fumbled in his pockets, meaning to give the three hundred francs back

to Hecht. But he had nothing like that sum. Hecht smiled a little

disdainfully. His smile infuriated Christophe.

"I want my work back," he said. "I will buy them back from you."

"You have no right to do so," said Hecht. "But as I have no desire to

keep a man against his will, I am quite ready to give them back to

you,--if you are in a position to pay the indemnity stated in the

contract."

"I will do it," said Christophe, "even if I have to sell myself."

He accepted without discussion the conditions which Hecht submitted to

him a fortnight later. It was an amazing act of folly, and he bought

back his published compositions at a price five times greater than the

sum they had brought him in, though it was by no means exorbitant: for

it was scrupulously calculated on the basis of the actual profits which

had accrued to Hecht. Christophe could not pay, and Hecht had counted on

it. He had no intention of squeezing Christophe, of whom he thought more

highly, both as a musician and as a man, than of any other young

musician: but he wanted to teach him a lesson: for he could not permit

his clients to revolt against what was after all within his rights. He

had not made the laws: they were those of the time, and they seemed to

him equitable. Besides, he was quite sincerely convinced that they were

to the benefit of the author as much as to the benefit of the publisher,

who knows better than the author how to circulate his work, and is not,

like the author, hindered by scruples of a sentimental, respectable

order, which are contrary to his real interests. He had made up his mind

to help Christophe to succeed, but in his own way, and on condition that

Christophe was delivered into his hands, tied hand and foot. He wanted

to make him feel that he could not so easily dispense with his services.

They made a conditional bargain: if, at the end of six months,

Christophe could not manage to pay, his work should become Hecht's

absolute property. It was perfectly obvious that Christophe would not be

able to collect a quarter of the sum requisite.

However, he stuck to it, said good-by to the rooms which were so full of

memories for him, and took a less expensive flat,--selling a number of

things, none of which, to his great surprise, were of any

value,--getting into debt, and appealing to Mooch's good nature, who,

unfortunately, was at that time very badly off and ill, being confined

to the house with rheumatism,--trying to find another publisher, and

everywhere finding conditions as grasping as Hecht's, and in some cases

a point-blank refusal.

It was just at the time when the attack on him in the musical press was

at its height. One of the leading Parisian papers was especially

implacable: he was like a red rag to a bull to one of the staff who did

not sign his name; not a week passed but there appeared in the column

headed _Échos_ a spiteful paragraph ridiculing him. The musical

critic completed the work of his anonymous colleague: the very smallest

pretext served him as an opportunity of expressing his animosity. But

that was only the preliminary skirmishing: he promised to return to the

subject and deal with it at leisure, and to proceed in due course to

execution. They were in no hurry, knowing that a definite accusation has

nothing like the same effect on the public as a succession of

insinuations repeated persistently. They played with Christophe like a

cat with a mouse. The articles were all sent to Christophe, and he

despised them, though they made him suffer for all that. However, he

said nothing: and, instead of replying--(could he have done so, even if

he had wanted to?)--he persisted in the futile and unequal fight with

his publisher, provoked by his own vanity. He wasted his time, his

strength, his money, and his only weapons, since in the lightness of his

heart he was rash enough to deprive himself of the publicity which his

music gained through Hecht.

Suddenly there was a complete change. The article announced in the paper

never appeared. The insinuations against him were dropped. The campaign

stopped short. More than that: a few weeks later, the critic of the

paper published incidentally a few eulogistic remarks which seemed to

indicate that peace was made. A great publisher at Leipzig wrote to

Christophe offering to publish his work, and the contract was signed on

terms very advantageous to him. A flattering letter, bearing the seal of

the Austrian Embassy, informed Christophe that it was desired to place

certain of his compositions on the programs of the galas given at the

Embassy. Philomela, whom Christophe was pushing forward, was asked to

sing at one of the galas: and, immediately afterwards, she was in great

demand in the best houses of the German and Italian colonies in Paris.

Christophe himself, who could not get out of going to one of the

concerts, was very well received by the Ambassador. However, a very

short conversation showed him that his host, who knew very little about

music, was absolutely ignorant of his work. How, then, did this sudden

interest come about? An invisible hand seemed to be protecting him,

removing obstacles, and making the way smooth for him. Christophe made

inquiries. The Ambassador alluded to friends of Christophe--Count and

Countess Berény, who were very fond of him. Christophe did not even know

their name: and on the night of his visit to the Embassy he had no

opportunity of being introduced to them. He did not make any effort to

meet them. He was passing through a period of disgust with men, in which

he set as little store by his friends as by his enemies: friends and

enemies were equally uncertain: they changed with the wind: he would

have to learn how to do without them, and say, like the old fellow of

the seventeenth century:

"_God gave me friends: He took them from me. They have left me. I will

leave them and say no more about it_."

Since the day when he left Olivier's house, Olivier had given no sign of

life: all seemed over between them. Christophe had no mind to form new

friendships. He imagined Count and Countess Berény to be like the rest

of the snobs who called themselves his friends: and he made no attempt

to meet them. He was more inclined to avoid them. He longed to be able

to escape from Paris. He felt an urgent desire to take refuge for a few

weeks in soothing solitude. If only he could have a few days, only a few

days, to refresh himself in his native country! Little by little that

idea became a morbid obsession. He wanted once more to see his dear

river, his own native sky, the land of his dead kinsfolk. He felt that

he must see them. He could not without endangering his freedom: he was

still subject to the warrant of arrest issued against him at the time of

his flight from Germany. But he felt that he was prepared to go to any

lengths if he could return, though it were only for one day.

As good luck would have it, he spoke of his longing to one of his new

patrons. A young attaché of the German Embassy, whom he met at an At

Home where he was playing, happened to say to him that his country was

proud of so fine a musician as himself, to which Christophe replied

bitterly:

"Our country is so proud of me that she lets me die on her doorstep

rather than open to me."

The young diplomatist asked him to explain the situation, and, a few

days later, he came to see Christophe, and said:

"People in high places are interested in you. A very great personage who

alone has the power to suspend the consequence of the sentence which is

the cause of your wretchedness has been informed of your position: and

he deigns to be touched by it. I don't know how it is that your music

can have given him any pleasure: for--(between ourselves)--his taste is

not very good: but he is intelligent, and he has a generous heart.

Though he cannot, for the moment, remove the sentence passed upon you,

the police are willing to shut their eyes, if you care to spend

forty-eight hours in your native town to see your family once more. Here

is a passport. You must have it endorsed when you arrive and when you

leave. Be wary, and do not attract attention to yourself."

Once more Christophe saw his native land. He spent the two days which

had been granted him in communion with the earth and those who were

beneath it. He visited his mother's grave. The grass was growing over

it: but flowers had lately been laid on it. His father and grandfather

slept side by side. He sat at their feet. Their grave lay beneath the

wall of the cemetery. It was shaded by a chestnut-tree growing in the

sunken road on the other side of the low wall, over which he could see

the golden crops, softly waving in the warm wind: the sun was shining in

his majesty over the drowsy earth: he could hear the cry of the quails

in the corn, and the soft murmuring of the cypress-trees above the

graves. Christophe was alone with his dreams. His heart was at peace. He

sat there with his hands clasping his knees, and his back against the

wall, gazing up at the sky. He closed his eyes for a moment. How simple

everything was! He felt at home here with his own people. He stayed

there near them, as it were hand in hand. The hours slipped by. Towards

evening he heard footsteps scrunching on the gravel paths. The custodian

passed by and looked at Christophe sitting there. Christophe asked him

who had laid the flowers on the grave. The man answered that the

farmer's wife from Buir came once or twice a year.

"Lorchen?" said Christophe.

They began to talk.

"You are her son?" said the man.

"She had three," said Christophe.

"I mean the one at Hamburg. The other two turned out badly."

Christophe sat still with his head thrown back a little, and said

nothing. The sun was setting.

"I'm going to lock up," said the custodian.

Christophe got up and walked slowly round the cemetery with him. The

custodian did the honors of the place. Christophe stopped every now and

then to read the names carved on the gravestones. How many of those he

knew were of that company! Old Euler,--his son-in-law,--and farther off,

the comrades of his childhood, little girls with whom he had played,

--and there, a name which stirred his heart: Ada.... Peace be with all of

them....

The fiery rays of the setting sun put a girdle round the calm horizon.

Christophe left the cemetery. He went for a long walk through the

fields. The stars were peeping....

Next day he came again, and once more spent the afternoon at his vigil.

But the fair silent calm of the day before was broken and thrilling with

life. His heart sang a careless, happy hymn. He sat on the curb of the

grave, and set down the song he heard in pencil in a notebook resting on

his knees. So the day passed. It seemed to him that he was working in

his old little room, and that his mother was there on the other side of

the partition. When he had finished and was ready to go--he had moved a

little away from the grave,--he changed his mind and returned, and

buried the notebook in the grass under the ivy. A few drops of rain were

beginning to fall. Christophe thought:

"It will soon be blotted out. So much the better!... For you alone. For

nobody else."

And he went to see the river once more, and the familiar streets where

so many things were changed. By the gates of the town along the

promenade of the old fortifications a little wood of acacia-trees which

he had seen planted had overrun the place, and they were stifling the

old trees. As he passed along the wall surrounding the Von Kerichs'

garden, he recognized the post on which he used to climb when he was a

little boy, to look over into the grounds: and he was surprised to see

how small the tree, the wall, and the garden had become.

He stopped for a moment before the front gateway. He was going on when a

carriage passed him. Mechanically he raised his eyes: and they met those

of a young lady, fresh, plump, happy-looking, who stared at him with a

puzzled expression. She gave an exclamation of surprise. She ordered the

carriage to stop, and said:

"Herr Krafft!"

He stopped.

She said laughingly:

"Minna...."

He ran to her almost as nervous as he had been on the day when he first

met her. [Footnote: See "Jean-Christophe: Morning."]

She was with a tall, stout, bald gentleman, with mustachios brushed up

belligerently, whom she introduced as "Herr Reichsgerichtsrat von

Brombach"--her husband. She wanted Christophe to go home with her. He

tried to excuse himself. But Minna exclaimed:

"No, no. You must come; come and dine with us."

She spoke very loud and very quickly, and, without waiting to be asked,

began to tell him her whole life. Christophe was stupefied by her

volubility and the noise she made, and only heard half what she said,

and stood looking at her. So that was his little Minna. She looked

blooming, healthy, well-fed: she had a pretty skin and pink complexion,

but her features were rather coarse, and her nose in particular was

thick and heavy. Her gestures, manners, pretty little ways, were just

the same; but her size was greatly altered.

However, she never stopped talking: she told Christophe all the stories

of her past; her whole private history, and how she had come to love her

husband and her husband her. Christophe was embarrassed. She was an

uncritical optimist, who found everything belonging to herself perfect

and superior to other people's possessions--(at least, when she was with

other people)--her town, her house, her family, her husband, her

cooking, her four children, and herself. She said of her husband in his

presence that he was "the most splendid man she had even seen," and that

there was in him "a superhuman force." "The most splendid man" pinched

Minna's cheeks laughingly, and assured Christophe that she "was a very

remarkable woman."

It seemed that _Herr Reichsgerichtsrat_ was informed of

Christophe's position, and did not exactly know whether he ought to

treat him with or without respect, having regard on the one hand to the

warrant out against him, and on the other to the august protection which

shielded him: he solved the difficulty by affecting a compromise between

the two manners. As for Minna, she went on talking. When she had talked

her fill about herself to Christophe, she began to talk about him: she

battered him with questions as intimate as her answers had been to the

supposititious questions which he had never asked. She was delighted to

see Christophe again: she knew nothing about his music: but she knew

that he was famous: it flattered her to think that she had loved

him,--(and that she had rejected him).--She reminded him of it jokingly

without much delicacy. She asked him for his autograph for her album.

She pestered him with questions about Paris. She showed a mixture of

curiosity and contempt for that city. She pretended that she knew it,

having been to the Folies-Bergère, the Opéra, Montmartre, and

Saint-Cloud. According to her, the women of Paris were all _cocottes_, bad

mothers, who had as few children as possible, and did not look after them,

and left them at home while they went to the theater or the haunts of

pleasant vice. She did not suffer contradiction. In the course of the

evening she asked Christophe to play the piano. She thought it charming.

But at bottom she admired her husband's playing just as much, for she

thought him as superior all round as she was herself.

Christophe had the pleasure of meeting Minna's mother once more, Frau

von Kerich. He still had a secret tenderness for her because she had

been kind to him. She had not lost any of her old kindness, and she was

more natural than Minna: but she still treated Christophe with that

ironical affection which used to irritate him in the old days. She had

stayed very much where he had left her: she liked the same things; and

it did not seem possible for her to admit that any one could do better

or differently: she set the Jean-Christophe of the old days against the

new Jean-Christophe, and preferred the former.

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