“Claud stared at me—stared like a baby—with his mouth and his big blue

eyes wide open, and while he stared what little blood was left in his

wasted body found its way up into his face; at last, it seemed to me, he

was ashamed on _his own account_. While he was staring at me Deshay came

up.

“‘Call your cur,’ he growled. I was vexed that he interfered just when

he did, as Claud in his weakened state had not yet assimilated the

pre-digested idea which I had fed him. I was scarcely normal at the

time, Doctor; to my mind, the whole thing mattered very little; it was

like one of those nightmares in which one is sub-consciously aware that

it is really only a dream and acts with delightful disregard of

consequences. I thought of dying as one thinks of waking up, and before

waking up I wanted to see Claud kill Deshay. I knew that he could kill

him if he wanted to, for all of us had passed the physical limits and

were living upon our mentalities, and Claud’s being so much more virile

than Deshay’s, he was just that much more alive; yet Deshay was too

stupid to discover this, although I think that he must have felt it in a

way.

“‘Call your cur!’ he repeated, but this time there was a change in his

tone. It reminded me of the voice in which Claud had attempted to assert

_him_self upon that first day aboard the schooner, but in Deshay’s case

this irresolution was on _his own_ account; subjective, you see—not

objective, like Claud’s.

“I noticed this and began to laugh, and Deshay looked at me sheepishly.

It was not a pleasant laugh; one feels sorry, Doctor, for a man who

sacrifices his self-respect for the sake of some one else, but one

laughs as I did at the man who does so for himself. This was the

proportion between Claud and Deshay, and, although I found it amusing, I

was nevertheless grievously disappointed when I saw that Deshay was

subtle enough to feel his side of the see-saw go down—for, as I have

said, I wanted to see Claud kill him before _any_ of us died.

“As it was, Claud simply ignored his demands—and that was a little step

toward preponderance. You see, Doctor, the two were dying men; we were

all dying men. Deshay’s investment was ultra-physical, and consequently

low; Claud’s was psychical, and although he might not last any longer,

or as long, for that matter, he was _all there_ as long as he _did_

last; he was either alive or dead, not half-alive, like Deshay—and as

the springs of our lives ran low Deshay’s grew muddy, while Claud’s was

still clear and cold.

“The following morning Dixie again discovered a nest of eggs. I do not

wish to tax your credulity, Doctor, and yet I will ask you to believe

that so nearly approached the types of these two gentlemen that the

sensibilities predominant in Claud obtained in Dixie to an extent where

he, too, felt the fall of Deshay, and when he had found the eggs and we

starving wretches shambled up to the cache, Dixie, the fine,

thoroughbred, peace-loving aristocrat, stood over his find with bared

fangs and flashing eyes and allowed all to approach but Deshay.

“Yet gentlemen do not press these things, these matters of authority, as

do your ruffians who have cut a high card in the shuffle of Fate—they

accept them as a matter of course—and so neither Claud nor Dixie

emphasized this occult change of balance, and as the days passed Deshay,

crass fool that he was, lost sight of the fact that he had been

relegated with any other dejecta. He would thrust in with surliness

rather than ugliness, according to the nature of the low-grade,

overthrown bully; but Claud and Dixie ignored him, his two sailors

grinned at him, old Lentz blinked at him, and I, the mean average of the

lot, laughed at him and explained carefully to him in how very many

different sorts of ways he was a fool, neglecting to help him out. This

was quite safe, for, although my own mentality is of a fairly low grade,

it was still in excess of Deshay’s, and this fact gave me the whip hand.

I did not tell him too much, as I still cherished hopes of seeing him

killed.

“There came another season of starvation in this epoch of famine and

none of us had anything to eat, and it was at this time that Deshay

began a systematic stalking of Dixie, who was still a peace-lover and

preferred, when nothing of greater value than his own life was at stake,

to get out of the way. The dog slept always at his master’s side, and,

although the nights were cool to men starved and shelterless, Claud

would never draw near the fire, because he wished to avoid the

propinquity of Deshay. More than once I had awakened from my light,

fitful, fever sleep to see this sneaking wretch creeping stealthily on

hands and knees toward the sleeping animal, but with invariable

result—Dixie would slip silently away and Deshay would return to the

fire, cursing savagely. Often through the day one would see him slyly

maneuvering to get within reach of his prey; and as our starvation

proceeded, this desire fastened upon his famished brain with the force

of an insistent idea, until I really believe that he was impelled less

by his hunger than through a sort of dementia. At times he would awake

with a sharp cry, spring to his feet and rush at Dixie, who would lope

away before him, when Deshay would fall into a paroxysm of rage. At

these times Claud would turn away with a shiver of disgust, Lentz would

blink rapidly, the two sailors would lie upon their empty bellies and

snigger, while I would laugh.

“Yet all of this time Deshay had been encroaching little by little upon

Claud’s liberty, for, you see, Doctor, he was one of those unimaginative

animals who require a clubbing at certain intervals as a sort of tonic

treatment. Claud had utterly ignored him; he had rubbed against the rest

of us in little ways and found himself of baser metal, but Claud, like

Dixie, had only avoided him, and this avoidance he continued to

misinterpret until his confidence returned.

“It was after one of his frantic attempts to catch Dixie that he sought

to force the issue. He turned suddenly and strode to where Claud was

lying on the sand, and at the sight of his face the lad struggled to his

feet—while I sat and waited, for something seemed to tell me that the

time had come, and I felt no fear of the result.

“‘Call your dog, you putty-face!’ snarled Deshay. ‘Call your dog!’—he

thrust out his matted jaw; ‘call him up where I can get my hands on

him!’ said he. He had put away his knife and gripped the stretcher.

‘Call him up, d’ye hear, or I’ll spatter your fool brains all over the

shop!’

“It was here that he struck the steel beneath the fresco. Claud looked

him over, carefully, coolly, and, although their faces were almost in

contact, from such an infinite distance—and then he spoke, in a voice

which matched his look, and at the chill of it Deshay drew back.

“Claud half turned and pointed to the cluster of palms. ‘Go over there,’

said he, very quietly, ‘and see if you cannot die a little more decently

than you have lived.’ Words fail to express the icy dignity of his tone.

‘It is the only thing left for you,’ he continued, and leaned slightly

toward Deshay, looking intently into his face, and at something in the

look Deshay drew back with a shiver. ‘There is death in your eyes,’ said

Claud; ‘I think that you are going to die this very day’—and then the

bolt fell.

“Deshay, terrified, panic-struck at some quality of the cold voice and

the words and the chill light of the eyes, staggered and threw up one

arm as if to ward a blow. There was no suspicion of a threat in the

gesture—no intent—but Dixie, crouching at his master’s side, read it

differently. Before Deshay’s arm began to descend the hound had sprung.

There was the shock of contact, gurgling noises, convulsive forms

heaving upon the sand, the guttering sounds of—of—the _abattoir_! I saw

the snout of the hound twisted sideways, the nose pushed comically

upwards, the full mouth in a grotesque grin. Ah, what is more terrible,

Doctor, than to see something in human guise worried and throttled by

something in the guise of a brute beast?”

Leyden walked to the rail, drummed upon it with his fingers and spat

several times into the sea. One guessed that he felt with the hound.

“Dixie sprang back,” he continued, his face still from me; “he sprang

back and stood panting, _salivating_—as a dog does when for the first

and only time in his life he commits the error of picking up a toad.

Dixie was a starving animal—you understand, Doctor—and his mouth was

full of blood, but he did not want _that_ blood—that human blood—nor did

he want a human life, to save _his own_. He backed away, then leaned far

forward—as far as he could without stepping nearer, and his delicate

nostrils twitched at his work—where his hold had been.

“Soon he turned and walked slowly down to the water, waded out and swam

seaward, until all that I could see was the brown speck of his head just

entering the outer line of surf; and then he disappeared, and it seemed

to me that there were other specks about in the water; but I did not see

much of anything for a while. I heard Claud laughing as if to kill

himself, and apparently he did, for the natives who found me said that

he was dead and one of the sailors was dead. The other sailor, Lentz and

myself hung on—the sailor because he took advantage of what Dixie _would

not do_; Lentz, because his pulse was slow, like a tortoise, and, like a

camel, he was able to live for a while on his reserve adipose; and I,

because the fever had banked my fires so low that no food was required.

Besides, I am tough, and—will you please tell me, Doctor, what in the

devil ever possessed me to tell such a villainous story? That cat?

_Ach!_—yes—_p’st!_—scat, you beast!”

I walked over and put a “sheep-shank” in the lanyard on the cage of the

_tulu-pial_ bird, and then the cat was unable to reach it.

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THE BAMBOULA

FROM the deck of the ship the night seemed split into three zones of

darkness: the vague water, with its elusive surface sheen; the heavier

murk of the land, which was not black, but a deep tone of color

impalpable from lack of light; then the sky, which was all that was

left, and rested prone upon the other two, with no intermediary

separation.

I leaned on the rail and tried to pick out the features of the land; a

pale band of beach crept out of the opacity, and it seemed to me that I

could see dark splotches where the _compèche_ was piled. Now and then a

light would spark out and disappear, in many cases its swinging motion

proving it to be a torch carried in some black fist. A thin land breeze

had sprung up, and it brought off the scent of the damp earth, whiffs of

wood smoke, and now and then the heavy fragrance of the stephanotis.

Deeper in the gloom tossing hills threw their rough shoulders against

the opaque sky.

Suddenly, from a shadowy recess in the black land there arose the steady

beat of a drum—a pulsing, cavernous sound, measured in rhythmic time,

neither loud nor fast; a patient sound, yet a note impalpable in

quality, insistent and seeming like the throbbing heart-beat of the

savage island sleeping under the black mantle of the night.

There came an alert step on the deck behind me, and a throaty voice,

with the hint of a German accent, remarked at my shoulder:

“The bamboula!”

It was Dr. Leyden who spoke—a shipmate whom I had met the day we both

went aboard at Demerara. He had just come down the Essequibo, after

three months’ orchid-hunting in the bush; an interesting man, who was by

profession what one might call a “market-naturalist.” By that I mean

that he was one of these not ultra-scientific collectors who can tell a

rare specimen when they see it and who do the outdoor work of the

“closet naturalist,” in whose place they get the fever, and to whom they

are ready to sell fame at so much per bone, or bug, or plant. He had

been everywhere, barring the populous communities, and was at home with

all primitive peoples. “No, Doctor,” he said to me one day, “I speak

very few languages, no more than nine or ten, but I am acquainted with a

great many dialects!” He could acquire an ordinary savage dialect in

about a month.

“What is it?” said I, in answer to his remark. “A dance?”

“Perhaps—it sounds like it. There are but few lights yonder in the

village and there are torches moving on the mountain-side. Wait—let us

see.”

Just below us a shore-boat was hanging to the staging at the foot of the

accommodation ladder, waiting, no doubt, to take some visitors ashore.

Leyden called down to them in Créole, asking if there was to be a dance

that night. One of the men replied somewhat sulkily that there was not.

“A minute,” said Leyden, turning to me. He slipped below, and directly I

heard what appeared to be the voice of a Haytian stevedore coming from

one of the freight-ports. A boatman in the bow replied guardedly, and

for a few minutes there was a conversation in low tones. Soon it ceased,

and Leyden rejoined me.

“There is to be a dance,” said he, “but it is a small affair.”

“Was that you talking from below?” I asked.

“Yes. I stood back in the shadow, and the fellow thought that he was

speaking with one of the black gang. They do not like to discuss the

bamboula with _leblancs_.”

“Your imitation was extraordinary. If I had not suspected what you were

up to I could have sworn that it was one of the Haytian boatmen talking.

You must have lived in this country.”

“It was but three months, and that several years ago. I came here to

catch snails. There was an experience—a thing odd and uneven. It is

possible that you would be interested—listen!” He held up one hand.

From out of the illusive velvety depths that marked the contours of the

tumbling hills came monotonously the “tom-tom-tom-tom-tom-tom-tom,” now

rising with the puff of the land breeze, waning slightly, yet unvarying

as the swing of a pendulum. With it came the night smells of flowers

drenched in dew and the mouldy reek of the tropic woods.

“Smell it!” said Leyden. He leaned both elbows on the rail and dropped

the butt of his cigar into the black water, where it drowned with a

spiteful little hiss. “The ‘bamboula’—the smell of the trees and the

stephanotis—_ach_, how it seems as if it were last night! That bamboula,

with its tom-tom-tom! First it is quaint, then it is a nuisance, then

irritating, then fascinating, and last of all it maddens. To think that

such a people should have learned the secret of repeated concussions on

a single group of brain-cells——”

“You have heard it before?” I interrupted, for I knew all of this he was

telling me and wanted his story.

“Yes. It was when I was here five years ago looking for snails. I was

crossing on a French boat, and the second day out I met the Doctor and

Madame Fouchère. He was a Haytian, a _marabout_, an Adonis carved out of

jet, for you know that breed are of a type magnificent and hold their

fineness of skin and feature far into advanced age. He was an

intelligent man, highly educated and skilled in his profession. I

learned afterwards that he was the left-handed son of a former President

by a _marabout_ woman—one of the usual cases of _placage_ of those high

in official circles. Fouchère had been educated in France, and after

talking with him for a while one forgot that he was black; yet I will

confess to a sense of shock when he presented me to Madame.

“She might easily have passed for pure French. I fancy that I was the

only person aboard who could see the outcrop of African—or, to be

polite, Haytian. She was charming in manner and appearance, inclined to

be fair, with blue eyes and that dusky blonde hair which will defy any

pedigree. Her face was pretty, rather piquant, and her figure _svelte_

and full of grace. Altogether she was most attractive and not lacking in

a certain _chic_, but there was a furtive expression about her eyes like

that which I have noticed in the eyes of a trained lioness.

“I talked with the Fouchères many times during the voyage, and learned

that since their marriage they had lived in Paris and were returning to

Hayti for the first time. Madame, it appeared, although Haytian by

birth, had been sent to a convent school in France when a mere child and

had not visited her native country since then.

“The day after our arrival in New York we sailed for Hayti by the Dutch

mail. By this time I had grown to know them quite well. A very decent

fellow, Fouchère; different from the average educated Haytian—but, then,

he was of quite a higher type. On parting at Port-au-Prince he made me

promise to visit them before I left the island.”

Leyden paused and shifted his position, leaning back against an awning

stanchion and hooking the fingers of one hand over the bolt-rope above

his head. The night had darkened, for a heavy cloud-bank had drifted

across to shroud that part of the sky where the late moon would rise. It

welded to itself the dim, broken outline of the mountain-tops and gave

to the sable contour of the land the sinister aspect of looming almost

to the zenith—and all the while from somewhere just beneath the surface

came the hollow, rhythmic beat of the bamboula.

“Enough to drive one _loi_,” muttered Leyden.

I heard a rustling from the shore-boat lying at the staging. The crew

were softly picking up their oars.

“They are getting restless, those fellows below. They cannot stand it

long, this night and that noise. Ho! they are shoving off without their

fares.” He leaned over the rail and hailed the boatman in Créole.

“_Ou ça v’aller?_” he called, with a trace of irony. They paid no

attention.

“_Attention, mon cher! Ou ça v’aller?_” he called, peremptorily.

“_Ca ou dit!_” growled one of the men, sulkily.

“_Côté bamboula la?_” called Leyden. They began to row again, without

answering, but it seemed to me that I caught a mutter which sounded like

“_nère vous écrasse!_”

Leyden chuckled. “Like master, like man in this savage country,” he

remarked, absently. “But I was telling you about Fouchère. When I had

got my snails and a beetle or two I remembered my promise to Fouchère

and looked him up. He had a nice place, for Hayti, up at La Coupe. I

sent word that I was coming the day before, and one of his servants came

down the mountain on horseback with a note from Madame expressing

herself as charmed. I went up the following forenoon. You know what the

journey is from Port-au-Prince to La Coupe: six miles of steady upward

strain by two emaciated, dying ponies, along a road which the rains have

made the dry bed of a torrential cataract; a half-wrecked surrey

fastened together with ropes, two of the wheels on the wrong side

before, the bush turning in the hub of one of them and screaming like a

soul in torment; bad sights and bad smells at every hand, and all about

you scenery which seems almost as divine as the Garden of Paradise.

“When finally I arrived, feeling like the pea in a tin whistle, the

Fouchères were awaiting me; and when Madame led me through the house to

the verandah in the rear, whence one got the full magnificence of the

view of the green valley stretching away to Port-au-Prince, the

sparkling blue of the bay, the vivid green of the mountains rising

behind Bisoton, and far in the distance the cloud-capped island of

Gonave, I felt amply repaid for the sun and the dust and other trials of

the trip up.

“Our _dejeuner_ was very good, though, like even the best in Hayti,

falling just a little short of being clean, and later in the day Dr.

Fouchère ordered his ponies saddled, and we rode higher up the mountain

to a point whence we were able to enjoy a magnificent view of the bay on

one side and the big lakes which form part of the geographical boundary

between Hayti and Santo Domingo on the other.

“We dined at six, for the Haytians retire early when they retire at all.

After dinner, as we sat upon the verandah with our cigars, I became

conscious of a certain lack of repose on the part of both my host and

hostess. Madame was obviously making an effort to be at ease, yet all of

the time it seemed to me that she was under a certain tension; alert,

expectant and a little restive—as one listens for a summons—or fears

that perhaps it may have passed unobserved. Dr. Fouchère was also

_distrait_, and several times I noticed that he turned his head sharply

to one side, as if striving to catch some hidden sound.

“It was such a night as this—dark, still, partly clouded, but with stars

and a late moon. At times there would be a flare of lightning in the

south, but the five o’clock shower had come and gone and there would be

no more rain. I was narrating an experience in Java, and they appeared

to be interested; then, as I talked on, there came pulsing up from the

valley beneath the slow, measured beat of a bamboula.

“I heard a rustle from the _chaise-longue_ occupied by Madame; the dull

glow at the end of Dr. Fouchère’s cigar blazed suddenly bright, then

died away again.

“I went on with my story, but all of the time that wretched drum was

sounding its even, tireless beat, and, although a good way off, there

was something insistent about the noise which refused to be ignored. As

I talked on, it began to set a time for my speech, and I found myself

unconsciously trying to adjust it to my words, or, more properly, to

adjust my words to _it_. Some people have a more distinct perception of

time and rhythm, just as some have a keener musical ear, and I have

both. The result was that before long I began to get a bit confused,

missed the point of my anecdote and finished lamely and with some anger.

“‘Will that fellow never finish beating that drum?’ I demanded

impatiently of my host. Of course, I had heard such instruments before

during my sojourn in the country, and had often noticed the children

thumping them in the daytime, so that the sound had no especial

significance for me.

“The lighted end of Dr. Fouchère’s cigar suddenly glowed again, then he

remarked: ‘I am afraid that noise will go on all night, Dr. Leyden. I

understand that the peasants are having one of their dances to-night.’

He slightly emphasized the word peasants.

“‘The bamboula?’ I asked, curiously, for, of course, I knew of the rites

attendant upon voodoo worship, although I had never witnessed them.

“‘Yes,’ he answered; ‘one of my servants told me this evening that there

was to be a dance to-night. This relic of paganism is one of the curses

of our country, Dr. Leyden. Although we whites have done our best to

discountenance it, it still persists.’

“Unlike most Haytians of the better class, who pretend to a black

aristocracy socially superior to the white, Dr. Fouchère always referred

to himself as white, although a blacker man never walked in the full

blaze of the equatorial sun. No doubt this was due to his prolonged

residence among the white race.

“‘Is the affair, then, as bad as it is painted?’ I inquired, for I had

heard some very somber stories of the bamboula.

“He hesitated for an instant, and in the pause my ear caught the click

of Madame’s little slipper tapping the floor to the time of the distant

drum.

“‘It is primitive,’ replied my host. ‘A virile people do not forget in a

day the customs of centuries.’ He paused again, and, as before, I heard

the click-click of Madame’s slipper marking the beat of the drum.

“‘Perhaps Dr. Leyden is fatigued and would wish to retire,’ she

suggested. ‘One rises early——’

“‘Indeed,’ I protested, ‘I am accustomed to sleep but little, but pray

do not let me keep you and Dr. Fouchère from your repose.’ To tell the

truth, the thought of lying on a bed and counting the strokes of that

infernal drum was terrifying to me.

“There was another brief pause, but in the interval I heard Fouchère’s

fingers softly tapping the rail in concert with the drum and the slipper

of Madame.”

Leyden paused and stared into the viscid water beneath. The land breeze

was fanning steadily now; the regular pulses of sound had swelled in

volume, but the interval was unchanged.

He continued, without looking up. “‘_Derrière mornes, gagner mornes_,’

as the Haytian proverb has it,” he sighed. “But I did not guess what was

behind their solicitude for my comfort. Fouchère politely denied any

wish to retire, and Madame said that she would wait a little longer

before asking to be excused.

“‘Come, we will smoke a fresh cigar,’ said Fouchère, presently. He

clapped his hands, but no servant appeared.

“‘The rascals are all out,’ he said, apologetically. ‘If you will pardon

me, I will go myself.’

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