CHAPTER XXXIX

THE LETTER

"LAD DEAR, I was saying to myself the other day, 'Patrick Mungovan, when

you go home to God, what will you be leaving--you that haven't a red

cent to your name--to that mite of a boy, John?' 'Well,' Patrick

Mungovan answered back, 'to be truthful, I've nothing to leave but the

memory of a sweet friendship and, maybe, a letter.'

"So down I sat, and started this. Just at the beginning of it, where it

can help to ease any pain in your heart, let me say a word about my

going, for I want you to be happy always when you're thinking of me. So

believe what I say: though we can't sit and talk together, as we have,

still we'll never be parted. No! For the reason that I'll live on, not

only in the spirit, but also in that fine brain of yours! And whenever

you'll be wanting me, you'll think me with you, and there I'll be, never

a day older, never a bit less red-headed, or dear to your loving eyes.

So! We're friends, you and I, as long as memory lasts!

"Lad dear, I called you rich once. You didn't understand all I meant by

it, and I'm going to explain myself here. And I'll start the list of

your riches with this: though you've been shut in, and worked hard, and

fed none too well, and dressed badly, and cheated by Tom Barber out of

the smiles, and the decent words of praise, and the consideration and

politeness that's every child's honest due--in spite of all this, I say,

you've gone right on, ignoring what you couldn't help, learning what

you could, improving yourself, preserving your sense of humor (which is

the power to see what's funny in everything), and never letting your

young heart forget to sing.

"'But,' you'll ask, 'how is it that not caring too much about food and

clothes may be counted as a valuable possession?' And I'll answer, 'That

man is strong, John, whose appetite is his servant, not his master. And

that man is stronger yet if, wearing ragged, old clothes, all the same

he can keep his pride high. For "Is not the life more than meat, and the

body than raiment?" Well, that's how it's been with you!

"Some of your riches consist of things which you haven't got--now that

sounds strange, does it not? And I don't mean the scarlet fever which

you haven't, or a hair lip, or such like. No. You're rich in not being

morbid, for instance,--in not dwelling on what's unpleasant, and ugly.

Also because you don't harbor malice and ill-will. Because you don't

fret, and sulk, and brood, all these goings-on being a sad waste of

time.

"And now let's count over the riches that you've got in your character.

In the back of your Handbook, Mr. Roosevelt, writing about boy scouts,

named four qualities for a fine lad: unselfish, gentle, strong, brave.

They're your qualities, lad dear. And you proved the last one when you

took that whipping with the ropes--ah, is a boy poor when he's got the

spunk in him? He is not! Well, along with those four qualities I can

honestly add these others: you're grateful, you're clean (in heart and

in mouth, liking and speaking what's good), you're merciful, you're

truthful, you're ambitious, you've got decent instincts--inherited, but

a part of your riches, just the same.

"As for the way you like what helps you (and queer as it may seem, too

many boys _don't_ like what helps them), that has astonished and

pleased me many a day. I remember your telling me once that you got

tired of prunes and potatoes. And I said to you, 'Prunes are good for

you, and nothing could be better than baked potatoes,'--I knowing how

you relished them mashed! Well, after that, never another mashed potato

dared to show its eyes! And, oh, how you did make away with the prunes!

"It's the good things you've got in your character, and the bad things

that you haven't got, which explain how it comes that you're loved the

way you are--by Narcissa, and Grandpa (ah, it's handsome, is that old

soldier's love for you! it's grand!), and Mrs. Kukor, and the Western

gentleman, and Mr. Perkins, and me! With so much love as all that, could

you ever think of yourself as poor? Now you just couldn't!

"And then consider the way you love each of us in return! And no lad can

say he's poor when he's got the power to love in him! and the sweet

sacrifice! And you know the kind of love that all sound young hearts

give to the crippled and the helpless and the dumb. Grandpa would say

Yes to that if he could. And so would the sparrows on the window sill!

"But, of course, we'll not be forgetting that you've got your youth, and

most precious it is, and two rows of teeth which don't need bridging!

Also, you're as good-looking as any boy ought to be, you're improving in

strength, and you're healthy. Why, there's many a millionaire who'd give

his fortune if he had that grand little tummy of yours, which can digest

the knobs off the doors!

"Already--at twelve!--you've got the habit of work, and, oh, what a

blessing that habit is, and what an insurance against Satan! And you've

got the book habit, a glorious one, since it gives you information,

entertains you, and teaches you to think, to argue things out for

yourself. Yes, it's reading which makes a lad strong in himself. You

don't need racket, and the company of other lads, in order to have a

good time. And, John, you know how to listen, and that's uncommon, too.

"But thinking is your greatest blessing. You get your joy, not out of

what you _have_, for God in His wisdom knows how little that is, but out

of what you _think_. If there's something you haven't, you go ahead and

supply it with your thoughts, creating beauty where there isn't any,

building a world of your own. Never before have I met a lad who could

dream as you can dream. Ah, and what it's done for you--in that dark,

dirty, little flat!

"Dreams! Behind every big thing that's ever happened was a dream! The

Universe itself was first of all just an idea in the mind of Almighty

God. In His wisdom and love He left it to man to work out other plans

less grand. And who's ever been great that didn't dream? First you dream

a thing; then you do it. Take Samuel Morse, for instance. He had a

wonderful thought. Next, with his telegraph, he'd constructed the nerves

of the world! And there's Mr. Marconi. Not so long ago, they'd have

burned him as a gentleman witch!

"Imagination! I've no doubt you've often envied Aladdin his wonderful

lamp? (They're not making so many of those lamps these days!) But, boy

dear, every lad's got a lamp that's just as wonderful! The lamp of

knowledge. Get knowledge, John. Then--_rub it with your imagination_.

"And look at all the marvels that lie about you waiting to help! The

books, the paintings, the schools, the churches, the universities, the

music, the museums, the right kind of plays--they're all right here in

New York City. Why, lad dear, even the shops are an education, with

their rugs, and their fine weaves, and furniture, and crystal, and

china, and all the rest of it. Think of having such a city just to go

out and walk around in! And you'll not cast aside a single opportunity!

"So what of your future? Here! Take Father Pat's hand, and shut your

eyes, and we'll go on an Aladdin trip together, this to see what became

of certain other poor little boys. Here's a wonderful office, and a man

is sitting at his desk. He heads one of the biggest concerns in the

world, he's cultured, and generous, and a credit to his country. Suppose

we go back with him thirty years. Oh, look, lad! _He's selling

newspapers!_

"We're off again. We're in a room that's lofty and grand. And looking at

a man in a solemn mantle. He's high in our nation's counsels, he's

honored, and known by the whole world. He's a Justice of the Supreme

Court of the United States of America. Let's go back with _him_ thirty

years. Dear! dear! what do we see! A poor, little, tattered youngster

who's driving home the cows!

"Ah, Johnnie, lads don't get on by having things soft. Give a lad a

hundred thousand dollars, and it's likely you'll ruin him. Let him

_make_ a hundred thousand, _honestly_, and--you've got a man!

"Seldom do the sons of rich men distinguish themselves. Theodore

Roosevelt did (he that said, 'Don't go around; go over--or through').

And, yes, I recall another--that fine gentleman who was a great

electrical engineer, Peter Cooper Hewitt. But most of the big men in

this country were _poor boys_. Having to struggle, they grew strong.

"For instance, there were the Wright brothers, who turned men into

eagles! Their sister was called 'the little schoolma'am with the crazy

brothers!' Robert Burns, the Scotch poet, was the son of a laboring man.

Charles Dickens earned money by sticking labels in a shoe-blacking

factory. William Shakespeare's father made gloves. Benjamin Franklin was

the son of a candlemaker. Daniel Defoe, who wrote that _Robinson Crusoe_

you love so much, helped his father around the butcher shop. John

Bunyan was a traveling tinker. And Christopher Columbus was the son of a

wool comber, and himself worked before the mast.

"They're gone, but their thoughts live on, as busy as ever, whirling

about us like the rain out of Heaven. Each of them dreamed, and what

they dreamed is our heritage. When such men pass, we must have lads who

can take their places. And I believe that you are one of these lads. For

nobody can tell me that the power you have of seeing things with your

brain--things you've never seen with your eyes--won't carry you far and

high among your fellowmen. And some day, you'll be one of the greatest

in this dear land. And it'll be told of you how you lived in the East

Side, in a scrap of a flat, where you were like a prisoner, and took

care of a weak, old soldier, and did your duty, though it came hard, and

began the dreaming of your dreams.

"Thinking about the big ones that won out against long odds will help

you--will give you the grit to carry on. And grit makes a good, solid

foundation, whether it's for a house or a lad. And when you've

accomplished the most for yourself, then I know you'll remember that

doing for yourself is just a small part of it; the other part--the grand

part--is what you can do for your fellowmen.

"There's a true saying that 'God helps them who help themselves.' But,

suppose you lived where it wasn't possible for you to help yourself? And

there are countries just like that. But here, in the United States, you

_can_ help yourself! Ah, that's a great blessing, my yellow-head! Oh,

Johnnie, was there ever a land like this one before? Boy dear, this

United States, _this_ is the Land of Aladdin!

"Young friend, as I close I want to thank you for what you've done for a

smashed-up priest--gladdened his last days with the sight of a grand

lad, a good scout. And I've got just a single warning for you, and it's

this: Watch your play! For it's not by the work that a man does that you

can judge him. No; I'll tell you what a man is like if you'll tell me

_how he plays_.

"One thing more: do you remember the vow the knights used to take in the

old days?--'live pure, speak true, right wrong, follow the king.' Father

Pat knows he can trust John Blake to keep that vow. And his last wish,

and his dying prayer is, O little, little lad, that you put your trust

in God--just that, and everything else will come right for you--put your

trust in God.

"PATRICK MUNGOVAN."

Thus it ended. There the hand of that faithful friend had stopped. But

below the name, separated from it and the body of the letter, was a

short paragraph which was a prayer:

"I entreat the Saints to watch over him, to guard him and keep him all

the days of his life, and when that life is ended, to bring him in

joyful safety to the feet of Almighty God."

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