CHAPTER XXI

THE SINGER

The combination of at last having a definite aim in life, and the

cutting rebuke received in his father's library, had caused Edgar

Fabian to wake up.

On the hot morning when he took the train for Portland, he even looked

a little pale from the unwonted vigil of the night before. As he tossed

on his bed in the small hours, he had fretted at the heat, but it

was not temperature that made him survey the causes for his father's

drastic words; and he recalled the emotion which Kathleen had not been

able to conceal with a sort of affectionate dismay. Kathleen was a good

sort, after all. She had worked for him, he knew, and mitigated the

situation so far as she could.

"Father wants to be shown, does he?" he thought, clenching his teeth.

"Well, I'll show him. I will."

His soul was still smarting when he boarded the train in the breathless

station and the porter carried his suitcase to his chair in the day

coach.

A group of girls were standing about the neighboring seat, but he did

not regard them. One of them observed him, and for her the thermometer

suddenly went up ten degrees more.

"Hurry girls, you must go," she said, softly and peremptorily, moving

with them to the end of the car. "How I wish you didn't have to!" Then,

as they reached the door, the flushed one squeezed their arms. "That

was Mr. Fabian, girls!" she added.

"Where? Where?" they ejaculated, looking wildly about.

"Back there in the very next chair to mine. Oh, get off, dears."

They regarded the rosy face.

"Slyboots!" exclaimed Roxana.

"Indeed, I knew nothing of it!" declared Violet.

"Very well." Regina spoke in hasty exhortation. "The sun shines hard

enough for you to make all the hay there is. I've a great mind to throw

a pump after you!"

The friends slipped off just in time, and Violet waved them a laughing

adieu; then her face sobered while her eyes shone. She could not go

back to her place at once. The combination was more than flesh and

blood could endure nonchalantly: her work finished, she starting for

the island earlier than she had hoped, with the joyful anticipation of

surprising her aunt, and, instead of journeying alone, to find _the_

man beside her.

Violet was extremely indignant with herself for calling Edgar _the_

man. Never one thing had he done to deserve it. There was no one

on earth to whom in reality she was more indifferent. She allowed

conductors, porter, passengers, and luggage to stumble by and over her

in the narrow passage while she reflected upon the utter uncongeniality

of herself and Edgar Fabian; the gulf fixed between their lots, their

habits, their tastes. A man who was so artificial that he couldn't like

Brewster's Island. How could any girl with genuine feeling do more than

politely endure him!

Violet finally, having been bumped and trodden on until she realized

that she was being scowled at by all comers, stepped under the portière

into the ladies' room and looked in the glass. The neatest and trimmest

of visions regarded her.

"I don't care a snap how I look, but I am dreadfully warm," she

thought, and taking a powder-puff from her mesh bag, she raised her

veil and cooled her crimson cheeks and dabbed her nose; then she pinned

the veil back closely; and gave her bright eyes a challenging and

warning gaze.

"If you dare!" she murmured, then moved out into the aisle again and

sought her place.

Edgar had hung up his hat, his back was to the car, and his gloomy eyes

gazed out of the window. Violet sank into her chair, turning its back

to him. "There!" she thought sternly, "we can ride this way all day.

There's not the slightest necessity for recognition."

An hour passed and this seemed only too true. She took up the copy of

"Life" which Roxana had left with her, and looked through it with more

grim determination than is usually brought to bear upon that enlivening

sheet.

Everything continued to be quiet behind her. She wondered if Edgar had

gone to sleep; but what was it to her what he was doing? She became

conscious that there were more strokes on the illustrations than the

artists had intended.

"I must take off my veil!" she reflected.

Of course, no girl can take off her veil and hat without making some

stir. She hoped she should not attract her neighbor's attention by

these movements. She didn't.

At last all was comfortably arranged, and she picked up the periodical

which had been Regina's offering and looked at her chatelaine watch,

wondering how much time had been wasted already.

She never before heard of a man who stayed in his seat on the train

unless he was an invalid. One would think he would at least walk up

and down once in a while. She turned her chair a little away from the

window and toward the aisle. A fat man who was her vis-à-vis glanced

at her, and finding the glance most satisfactory, looked again, long

enough to make her aware of him. She swung slowly back toward the

window, but not so far that she could not command movements in the

aisle.

Of course, Mr. Fabian was asleep. He had probably been turning night

into day in the festivities which society events had recorded as

preceding Mrs. Larrabee's departure for Europe.

The thought was a tonic. She loved to realize how insignificant and

selfish was the life this young man led; making him not worth a second

thought to a womanly woman who scorned to associate with any man to

whom she could not look up, and he hadn't shaved off that blond pointed

mustache, either; how she despised mustaches.

"Why--why, Miss Manning." The interested greeting broke forth directly

above her, and she started and looked up straight into the scorned

mustache. "How wonderful," said Edgar. "I was just wondering who liked

the 'Century' better upside down than right-side up; then I noticed

that whoever it was had pretty hair, so I looked again and saw it was

you."

"I"--stammered Violet, blushing violently and dropping the

magazine,--"I think I was so sleepy I didn't know--I--where did you

spring from?"

"Just now from the smoking-room, but I'm here, right here in this chair

next to you. Can you beat it? Are you for the island?"

"Yes."

"I, too. Great that we should meet. Let me turn your chair around. I

was never so glad to see you."

"Why? Were you bored?" Violet's tone and manner of courteous

indifference were so excellent that they deceived the fat man, who

regarded the _contretemps_ over the top of his paper and felt quite

chivalrously impatient of the "fresh guy" who had interrupted the young

traveller's meditations; and heartily commiserated the girl for the

coincidence which had made her the prey of an acquaintance.

"No, not more bored than usual," replied Edgar, having arranged the

chairs at the best angle for sociability, "but if you talk to me I may

forget how I want to smoke."

Violet raised her eyebrows. "Oh, I'm to be useful and not ornamental,"

she said with an icily sweet smile.

"You can't help being ornamental," said Edgar, drumming nervously on

the arm of his chair. "There, that's the last compliment I'm going

to give you. I warn you. I'm a bear to-day. I'm sorry for you." The

speaker was pale and Violet laid both pallor and nervousness to the

door of the vivacious lady about to sail for foreign shores.

"Yes," she replied, looking at him blandly. "I saw that your charming

friend Mrs. Larrabee is leaving."

Edgar looked around quickly. "Yes, she's leaving. I bade her good-bye

last night."

"Is that why you wish to smoke all the time?" asked Violet, with cooing

gentleness.

"All the time! Great Scott! I've had just one cigarette since I got up."

"You said you had just come from the smoking-room."

"Yes, but I hadn't been in. That's the trouble. I'm cutting it out."

"Why? Have you made a virtuous vow?"

"I'm afraid I'm in no mood for joking this morning." Edgar frowned and

twisted his mustache.

Violet spoke with laughing sweetness.

"Nothing is more easy than to escape it," she said, and deftly turned

her chair with its back to him.

He seized it by the arm and twisted it around again.

"No, you don't," he said. "Forgive me; you know the stereotyped advice

to newly married couples about the two bears; 'bear and forbear,' don't

you? Well, remember it, please."

"I don't see the parallel," said Violet coolly; "and anyway, is the

advice directed entirely at the woman?"

"No, I'm bearing with you now for turning your back to me, you who are

going to teach me to clog when we reach the island." He gave her the

smile designed to melt the icy heart.

"In consideration," returned Violet, "for a continuous ripple of song."

Edgar suddenly looked important, and gazed out of the window. Then he

turned back to the girl who was regarding him.

"What do you think of my voice--honestly?" he asked.

"I think it is one of the most beautiful I have ever heard," she

answered promptly.

He nodded slowly. "I fished to some purpose, didn't I," he said

gravely. "Well, since you really think that, and I've always admired

your sincerity, you may be interested to know that I have given up

business in order to cultivate it."

There being nobody present who was employed in Mr. Fabian's office, the

dignity of this statement was not impaired by hilarity; and Violet,

greatly impressed, clasped her hands.

"Oh, I'm so glad," she said. "All your friends will be so glad."

Had she known it, she might have added, "and all your business

associates"; but neither word nor look minimized the enthusiasm of the

moment.

Enough of Violet's faith and admiration shone in her speaking eyes to

fall like balm on Edgar's wounded soul. He began to heal under it;

began to mount into his wonted atmosphere of assurance.

"I've been studying ever since January with Mazzini. I've kept quiet

about it because, after all,"--the speaker spread his hands in a modest

gesture,--"he might be mistaken in his extremely enthusiastic estimate."

"Oh, no, no!" said Violet earnestly. Edgar drank more healing from the

fountain of her eyes. "What shall you do? Go into opera?"

"I don't know yet," replied the aspirant, with the air of one who was

holding Mr. Hammerstein in the hollow of his hand, uncertain whether

to throw him over or to be gracious. "I'm very much alone in this," he

added, meeting the girl's gaze with an air of confidence. "Of course

my father and mother and sister are willing; in fact, they are pleased

that I have undertaken this."

"Think of giving up smoking!" exclaimed Violet. "What a sacrifice that

means to a man! I should think your family would see by that how in

earnest you are."

"Yes, they believe I am in earnest; but when one in a family is keenly

temperamental and the others are not, there are only certain planes on

which they can meet, you understand?"

"By all means!" Violet understood perfectly.

"I have certain ideas that I never divulge to them. They would only

laugh. What would it mean to them if I were to say that I had purple

moods--and red moods--"

"Probably nothing," returned Violet, quickly and with close attention.

"Black and green and blue are the only common ones."

Edgar looked at her suspiciously. Had the fountain of healing

admiration vanished, and was she laughing at him? Not at all. She was

regarding him with a respect and awe which he could not doubt.

"Explain the others to me. Do you think you could?" she asked.

"I'm afraid not," he answered gently, "but, well, for instance, while

in the purple mood I could never learn to clog. Does that mean anything

to you?"

"Ah, yes," returned Violet fervently. "I see. You would be too intense."

"Exactly. In the red, I might. It would depend on which way it took me."

His listener nodded earnestly. "Yes, yes. A berserk rage is red. They

always see red in books."

"But so is a glowing sunset red," said Edgar. "The red of joy. I see

you understand. Oh, what rest it is to have people understand!"

Violet glowed. Some memory recurred to her. "Does Mr. Sidney know about

this?" she asked.

Edgar shrugged his shoulders. "He is at the island with my people. They

may have told him."

The girl's rosy lips set. "Now," she wondered, "would he chuckle over

foolish sketches of conceited robins! At all events, he would very soon

give it up."

The two travellers had a wonderful day together, undaunted by heat and

cinders.

Edgar gave Violet as dainty a luncheon as circumstances permitted, and

when they reached Portland too late for the last boat, he left her at

her hotel with the promise to call for her in the morning.

The boat they took next day was the same one which bore Miss Jane

Foster to her summer home; so when, after the cooling ride down the

bay, they arrived at Brewster's Island and saw Philip Sidney and Eliza

Brewster waiting with Kathleen, Edgar pointed Eliza out to Violet with

amusement.

"I wonder how Sidney enjoys his shadow," he remarked, "I suppose she's

trailing him all over the place."

As Mrs. Wright had no expectation of her niece's early arrival, Eliza

looked out with indifference from under her closely tied shade hat at

the fair girl in neat tailor gown who stood by Edgar as the boat pulled

in; and the exclamation of her companions was her first intimation that

it was Violet Manning.

Eliza stood quietly amid the greeting and laughing and explanations of

the young people, and was introduced to Miss Manning; then she caught

sight of Jane Foster, for whose eagerly expected face Phil had been

gazing over the heads of everybody, notwithstanding that he had no idea

what she looked like.

"Better go home with the Fabians and come to us later," she suggested,

speaking low to him.

"Guess again, Eliza," he returned softly. Then he turned to Kathleen.

"I'll not interrupt your first _tête-à-tête_ with your brother. I'll

walk up the hill with Miss Manning and see Mrs. Wright's face when we

appear."

Kathleen nodded her agreement, and when they all reached the road, she

opened her eyes at the manner in which her brother parted from Violet.

Neither spoke. They clasped hands and exchanged a look, which was, to

say the least, unusual.

"You and Miss Manning seemed to be giving each other the grip," she

laughed when the two began their ascent slowly. "Do you belong to the

same secret society?"

His reply was still more amazing. "We do," he answered impressively.

"You guessed right the very first time. That girl has more sense in a

minute than the general run have in years."

"I always liked her," returned Kathleen, wondering.

As for Philip, he carried Violet's suitcase and Miss Foster's bag and

received the jubilant chatter of the young girl with appreciative

assent, casting sheep's eyes all the way up the hill at the modest

owner of the chicken-house, who little suspected that the big handsome

young man who was carrying her bag cared more to get one monosyllable

from her than for all the pleasant things this pretty girl might say to

him.

Mrs. Wright, busy taking Eliza's place in the preparations for the

early dinner, was not watching for the arrival, and the first warning

she had of Violet's presence was two vigorous arms being thrown around

her neck.

Her first impression was that Jane Foster had an attack of emotional

insanity, but in a moment she was returning the embrace.

"My little girl, what does this mean?" she cried joyously. "Not a

flower in your room. Nothing ready."

"Yes, dinner is. I can smell it. Oh, Aunt Amy, _you_ and vacation, and

no city and no heat, and the divine island smell, and twenty-four hours

in the day, and seven days in the week. Oh, it's too much happiness!"

And Violet danced back into the living-room straight into the arms of

Mr. Wright, who had just been washing his hands for dinner.

"Right you are, Violet. No place like the island," he said heartily,

while Eliza and Jane Foster regarded the newcomer with calm wonder. How

could they know the glamour that was gilding all?

Phil was so preoccupied, he scarcely noticed the girl's antics. His

eyes were fixed with the most lover-like eagerness on Jane Foster's

serious countenance.

"Had you better ask her or I, Eliza?" he murmured, under cover of

Violet's laughter.

"You'd better not trust me," replied Eliza darkly, upon which Phil

interrupted Miss Foster as she was starting for the stairs.

"Might I speak to you one moment before you go up?" he asked.

Her calm eyes turned to him. "You want board?" she asked.

"No--not exactly. Would you mind coming outside a minute. I'd like to

see you alone."

Jane Foster looked into the brilliant face, wondering; then she

followed him outside the door. Perhaps he wanted to buy the farmhouse.

She had made some calculation before she reached the rustic bench; but

his first words dashed her expectations.

"Miss Foster, I'm an artist and like them all, at first, I haven't

any money. I've been wondering if you'd let me camp down in your

chicken-house and do some work. What rent would you want?"

Jane Foster regarded him calmly. "'T ain't habitable," she said.

"I'll make it so," he returned forcefully.

"I can't imagine--" she began slowly.

"You don't have to," he interrupted ardently. "Imagining is my

business." He beamed upon her with a smile that warmed her through and

through from the chill of the boat. "If you haven't any other use for

it just now--"

"Oh, 'tain't any use," she said slowly.

"Then I may?" Phil embarrassed Miss Foster terribly by seizing her hand.

Violet observed them from a window. "Is Mr. Sidney proposing to Miss

Foster?" she laughed, turning to Eliza.

"Yes, he is, exactly," returned the latter, hanging up her shade hat.

"Well, I can't imagine anyone refusing him," said Violet.

"I only hope she will," muttered Eliza; but the devout words were

scarcely out of her lips when Phil came into the room like a cyclone

and she was seized and swung up till her respectable head nearly grazed

the ceiling.

"It's mine," he cried. "Hurray!" and went out of the house again and

across the field toward the boulder cottage.

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