CHAPTER XI

MRS. FABIAN'S GIFTS

Mrs. Fabian had taken her daughter to the train before she appeared

to Pat's amazed eyes at the stable door. Her chagrin at discovering

the removal of the barrel did not prevent her recognition of the

discomforts of Phil's north-lighted chamber. Her nostrils dilated as

she looked about her at the rumpled pile of blankets where the artist

had evidently slept; the unlighted stove, and the open windows through

which came an eager and a nipping air.

"Poor boy! Poor boy!" she said to herself repeatedly.

She had had an unpleasant fifteen minutes with Kathleen in the motor,

for the girl had asked her directly if she intended to kidnap the

missent barrel, and she had replied in an emphatic affirmative.

"Would you rather have those old dishes than Mr. Sidney's respect?"

Kathleen asked her.

Mrs. Fabian looked her surprise. "It sounds very absurd to hear you

call Phil 'Mr. Sidney,'" she said, fencing. "Don't you remember your

Aunt Mary Sidney?"

"Indeed, I do."

Mrs. Fabian's mind was of the sort which associates social status

indissolubly with money. She had always felt that in winning a

millionaire for a husband, she had married above her; and, shaking

off her own humble family connection wherever possible, had tried to

be as nearly all Fabian as circumstances permitted. Her step-children

had therefore never been expected or requested to adopt her relatives

as their own. She now referred to the one memorable visit of Phil's

beautiful mother to their island home, for Kathleen's persistent

formality in referring to the artist brought a flush to her cheeks.

If Kathleen, the proud, the reserved, the self-contained, were to

pronounce upon the young man unfavorably, she should have nothing to

say to the contrary, though she would continue to be kind to Mary's

child in private.

"I was only thinking," she continued, "that if you still remember his

mother in your thoughts as your Aunt Mary, it seems rather formal to

tack a Mr. upon Philip. You know, Kathleen," Mrs. Fabian's flush

deepened, "I did not ask you to go to see him. I wanted Edgar to go,

for the looks of the thing, since Phil is an entire stranger, and when

I found he never would go by himself, I was thankful that you took him.

You have been so--so grouchy ever since, that I'm sorry you went; but I

don't see why you should blame me for it. It was your own proposition."

"I know, mother," returned the girl; "and if you will promise not to

go over there and take the tea-set I'll not be grouchy." The dark eyes

lifted wistfully to Mrs. Fabian's astonished countenance.

"What do you mean by my forfeiting Phil's respect?" she asked. "Do you

mean that he wants them so much? Why, they'll be smashed or stolen in

that rough place. They'll be nothing but a nuisance to him."

"They belong to Eliza," pleaded Kathleen.

"They belong to me!" retorted Mrs. Fabian explosively. "Philip will see

that at once."

Kathleen's lips closed. They had arrived at the station, and she said

no more; but she departed with one consoling thought. Mrs. Fabian had

misdirected herself and Edgar the day before. Perhaps she could not

find the place to-day; but that lady, as soon as the car door was

closed on her child, spoke through the tube to the chauffeur.

"Drive," she said, "to the same place in Gramercy Park where you took

Miss Kathleen yesterday."

Soon she was face to face with Pat, and presently standing in Phil's

forlorn apartment. The pieces of Mrs. Ballard's bedstead were still

leaning against the wall.

She pictured Kathleen the fastidious, the dainty, perching on that

pile of blankets; but if the girl had despised the poverty-stricken

art-student, why was she so strenuous and persistent as to retaining

his respect? Why had she left for the studio in the best of spirits,

and returned distrait, behaving in an absent-minded manner ever since.

"Kathleen is a great deal more tenderhearted than she appears. I

believe she pitied Phil so much it made her blue, and she couldn't bear

to have me take away the only pretty things he had. Well, it seems I'm

not going to!"

Mrs. Fabian even opened the closet door. A few suits of clothes

hung within, but the rest was chaos; and in that chaos no welcome

curves of a barrel were to be found. Her alert eyes made a hasty but

comprehensive search of the room.

"The boy drank his coffee out of that mug!" she decided. "He is not in

a mountain camp and he shall not live as if he were. He shall see that

he is not dependent on Eliza Brewster for the decencies of life!"

Then followed her descent upon Pat, her catechism, and her magnificent

departure.

Scarcely had Phil received the Irishman's account of the visit and gone

up to his room that afternoon, when he heard a knocking on the stable

door; and when Pat had opened it, a violent expletive from somebody.

Phil stood still to listen. Surely he could not be connected with the

present invasion, whatever it might be. His circle of acquaintance in

Gotham had come, done its best and its worst, and departed for all time.

"Misther Sidney, sor," yelled Pat from the foot of the stairs. "'T is

the barr'l come back. Sure, and is it worth while totin' it up, whin it

can't be at rest!"

"It isn't for me," called Phil, coming out in his little hallway. "I

refuse to live in such a whirl of excitement."

"It is fer you, else all the money spint on me eddication is gone fer

nothin'--and faith there's more to follow," added Pat, in a tone of

such sudden surprise that Phil ran downstairs faster than he had gone

up. A couch was approaching the stable door. This was followed by

several large packages, upon one of which was tied a letter, and at

last a Morris chair entered upon the scene.

"Ye're the very soul of extravagance," said Pat severely, when the

delivery man had departed. "If ye're a poor art-shtudent, say so; but

if ye're a prince in disguise, out with it!"

"This is a surprise party if I ever had one," declared Phil slowly,

staring around at the objects.

"Poor art-shtudents don't buy iligant couches with box springs long

enough fer the lord mayor!" said Pat, unconvinced. "What brings ye to a

stable whin ye've the Queen o' Sheby fer an aunt?"

At the word a light illumined the situation.

"For a fact, Pat! You did tell me my aunt was here!" And in a flash

Phil's mind reverted to Kathleen with a sensation of gratitude. In

some way she had prevented the disagreeable details of yesterday from

angering her mother.

"Give me a hand up, Pat," he said. "I'll guarantee this barrel will

stay where it's put."

When they had all the articles upstairs, Phil found himself possessed

of a springy bed with ample clothing for the night, and ample couch

cushions for day; well-selected dishes, alcohol lamp and copper kettle,

and a table on which to stand them, a reading-lamp, and the easy-chair.

"What do you think of it?" he said, looking about half-dazed.

"I think ye're in the wrong box, bein' in a stable," answered Pat,

scratching his head in perplexity.

"No, no," Phil laughed; "a box stall for me. Wait till you see me

scattering paint around here."

"Faith, I have me doubts o' you," said Pat.

His Irish dislike of voicing the unpleasant withheld him from

expressing his thought; but as he regarded Phil now, standing coatless,

and with tossed hair, looking about his transformed apartment, he

decided that he was viewing the black sheep of a wealthy family, the

masculine members of which had left him to his own poverty-stricken

devices, while his softer-hearted female relatives were surreptitiously

ameliorating his hard lot. It was difficult to see Phil in the rôle of

black sheep, but Pat was sophisticated and knew that appearances were

deceitful.

"Pat," said the perplexing tenant suddenly, "I begin to believe I was

born with a silver spoon in my mouth. I'm the happiest fellow in the

world."

"Sure a man doesn't say that till his wedding-day," objected Pat.

Phil smiled confidently. "I told you I had the girl; and she's the

faithfullest of the faithful."

"You bet she is," returned the Irishman devoutly. "Whativer you've

done, the gurr'l gets her hands on you once'll niver let go."

"Whatever I've done? What do you think I've done?" laughed Phil.

"Here's my mother. Want to see her?" And he sorted several leaves from

the pile of sketches and laid them out on the new table.

"It's swate she is!" said the Irishman, gazing with interest; and,

perceiving the expression in the artist's eyes as he looked upon the

pictures, he spoke suspiciously: "She ain't the gurr'l ye're talkin'

of?"

"No, no," returned Phil, "but she entirely approves of the match."

"That helps, ye know," said Pat benevolently. "'Tis well to get airly

settled in life, thin if"--he made a lenient gesture--"if ye've played

too many cards or made any other mistakes, ye soon lave thim behind ye

and there's little time wasted."

That evening Phil called up the Fabian house, and, finding that Mrs.

Fabian was to be at home, soon presented himself in that lady's boudoir.

Mrs. Fabian, in a becoming négligée, sat before an open fire; a soft

lamp at her elbow, and a French novel in her hand.

"You know the naughty things in a French story are so stimulating,

Phil," she explained, when he commented on her book. "You wouldn't

think of reading the same things in English; but you get so curious to

know what it's all about, that you work, and study, and I find it very

helpful. Excuse my not rising to greet you. I've had an exhausting day;

so as Edgar wasn't coming home, and Mr. Fabian had to attend a banquet,

I had my dinner brought to me here."

"I'm sure it is I who have exhausted you," said Phil, drawing his

chair close to the luxurious downy nest which was embracing her plump

person. "I don't know what to say to you, Aunt Isabel," he added

gratefully, regarding her as she half-reclined, a living example of

what can be accomplished by beauty-doctor and accomplished maid.

She placed her white hand, with its perfect rosy tips, for an instant

on his, then she patted the folds of her violet gown.

"Now, don't say a word, my dear," she returned, complacency lighting

her countenance. Her husband had little time for compliments, Edgar was

uniformly ungrateful, and Phil was very handsome. She remembered how

charming had seemed to her the relation between him and his mother; and

she felt a longing to evoke something like that affection for herself.

"But, indeed, I shall say a great deal," he declared. "You've turned

my camp over there into the lap of luxury. I go on accepting things,

everybody seems in a conspiracy to prevent my having any hardships, so

I suspect I'm going to catch them at the school."

"Aren't the teachers agreeable?"

"Well, I've been there only a few days, but I see already that doctors

disagree there as they do elsewhere. One comes and tells you you're

all right, and the next declares you're all wrong; but I'm after the

fundamental training I've never had, and I'm going to get it if I make

their lives a burden to them."

"I don't pretend to know anything about art, Phil," said the hostess

complacently, "and I'm not going to add that I know what I like,

either, so you needn't smile at the fire; but from those sketches of

yours that I saw out at the mine I could see that you were bound to

accomplish something if you had free rein. Kathleen was delighted with

them."

"I was much pleased to meet Miss Fabian," said Phil.

"Dear me, why should you children be so formal!" exclaimed his hostess.

"'Miss Fabian'! 'Mr. Sidney'! It's ridiculous when you consider your

mother and me--more like sisters than cousins as we are."

Philip bit his lip. The description struck him as diverting,

considering the lapse of years during which his mother had heard

nothing from this cousin.

"I shall be very glad if Miss Fabian will let me know her better," he

said.

"It's a very, very strange thing, Phil," went on Mrs. Fabian, shaking

her waved head and gazing at the fire, "to be a step-mother. I should

have always said that environment was more powerful than heredity; but

I've had those children almost from babyhood,"--the speaker challenged

Phil with impressive eyes,--"and yet I look at them, yes, I assure you,

I look at them as a hen might look at the ducks she had hatched."

Phil saw that he was intended to respond, so he changed his position

and made a soft, inarticulate exclamation.

"Those children," declared Mrs. Fabian, "would probably both claim that

they understood me from _a_ to _z_; but I am frank enough to state that

I understand neither of them. Now, I'm going to tell you, Phil, that I

am hanging great hopes upon your influence over Edgar."

"My dear Aunt Isabel!" ejaculated the visitor. Phil's gratitude to this

relative did not blind him to her characteristics, or as to how her

idle and fashionable life had reflected in the bringing-up or coming-up

of her son.

"Now, don't say no, Phil," she went on. "I don't expect that you found

any kindred spirit in Edgar, but I'm going to be frank, his father

is so out of patience with him that he is severe, and I am hoping

that the sight of your economy will show Edgar that something beside

extravagance can bring happiness; and the sight of your industry will

rebuke his idle tastes."

"I can't conceive of myself as an example to the young," laughed Phil

uncomfortably. "I half suspected yesterday that you had been holding

me up before Edgar. There aren't any comparisons to be made between a

gilded youth and a painter, and I assure you it is no lofty principle

that makes me care little where I live and eat. It is only a desire to

do a certain thing, so intense that it dwarfs every other need."

"He has overpowering desires, too," said Mrs. Fabian bitterly; "but

it is to go yachting and play polo and drink champagne." She sighed.

"I suppose I haven't known how to be a good mother," she added with

dejection, "but there,"--her voice grew suddenly argumentative,--"look

at Kathleen! I've brought them up alike, but she is the other extreme.

She has no taste for pleasure. She's a natural student and bookworm;

and what I am to do with her when she graduates, Heaven only knows. I

shall insist upon her coming out," added Mrs. Fabian virtuously. "She

must go through the same form as the other girls in her set, and it may

be that a reaction will set in and she will find a normal satisfaction

in it. It will break my heart if she drops out and becomes one of

these poky oddities. Well,"--another sigh,--"I mustn't borrow trouble.

Were you surprised at my early morning call at your room, Phil? I hoped

I should be early enough to catch you."

"I was surprised; but it was a lucky visit for me, even though I was

not there."

"I'm glad you're pleased with those little comforts; but I shall be

frank,--it was to try to get my grandmother's silver that I went. If

you had known you were working against me, Phil, you wouldn't have

helped that crazy Eliza to carry the things away."

"They belong to her, she tells me," said Phil simply. "Aunt Mary seemed

to think you were living in an embarrassment of riches anyway."

"Then you should have shipped them to your mother. It's quite indecent

that a servant should have them. It reflects upon your mother and me.

Can't you see that, Phil?"

He stirred his broad shoulders uncomfortably.

"I'm glad you aren't going to blame me for it anyway," he returned,

looking at his hostess with a frank smile. "After all they're only

_things_, you know. The important part is how Aunt Mary felt about

them, isn't it? You know probably what sort of thoughts she had about

you in her last days."

Mrs. Fabian looked at him with quick suspicion as he rose to go. Was he

rebuking her in spite of his smile?

"Some people marry into a family," she said after the pause. "Some

marry out of one. I did both. I married a man with children, and a big

establishment. I simply married out of my family. I didn't have time to

attend to both, and any right-minded person can see where my duty lay!"

The virtuousness in the speaker's face and voice were so enveloping

that they created an atmosphere in which Phil was able to make his

adieux without further embarrassment.

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