As she grew older, she became more reserved and thoughtful. Seeing but

few children of her own age, and mixing intimately with none, her mind

was debarred from the usual objects which distract the vivacity, the

restless and wondrous observation, of childhood. She came in and out of

Sir Miles's library of a morning, or his drawing-room of an evening, till

her hour for rest, with unquestioned and sometimes unnoticed freedom; she

listened to the conversation around her, and formed her own conclusions

unchecked. It has a great influence upon a child, whether for good or

for evil, to mix early and habitually with those grown up,--for good to

the mere intellect always; the evil depends upon the character and

discretion of those the child sees and hears. "Reverence the greatest is

due to the children," exclaims the wisest of the Romans [Cicero. The

sentiment is borrowed by Juvenal.],--that is to say, that we must revere

the candour and inexperience and innocence of their minds.

Now, Sir Miles's habitual associates were persons of the world,--well-

bred and decorous, indeed, before children, as the best of the old school

were, avoiding all anecdotes; all allusions, for which the prudent matron

would send her girls out of the room; but with that reserve speaking of

the world as the world goes: if talking of young A----, calculating

carelessly what he would have when old A----, his father, died; naturally

giving to wealth and station and ability their fixed importance in life;

not over-apt to single out for eulogium some quiet goodness; rather

inclined to speak with irony of pretensions to virtue; rarely speaking

but with respect of the worldly seemings which rule mankind. All these

had their inevitable effect upon that keen, quick, yet moody and

reflective intellect.

Sir Miles removed at last to Laughton. He gave up London,--why, he

acknowledged not to himself; but it was because he had outlived his age.

Most of his old set were gone; new hours, new habits, had stolen in. He

had ceased to be of importance as a marrying man, as a personage of

fashion; his health was impaired; he shrank from the fatigues of a

contested election; he resigned his seat in parliament for his native

county; and once settled at Laughton, the life there soothed and

flattered him,--there all his former claims to distinction were still

fresh. He amused himself by collecting, in his old halls and chambers,

his statues and pictures, and felt that, without fatigue or trouble, he

was a greater man at Laughton in his old age than he had been in London

during his youth.

Lucretia was then thirteen. Three years afterwards, Olivier Dalibard was

established in the house; and from that time a great change became

noticeable in her. The irregular vehemence of her temper gradually

subsided, and was replaced by an habitual self-command which rendered the

rare deviations from it more effective and imposing. Her pride changed

its character wholly and permanently; no word, no look of scorn to the

low-born and the poor escaped her. The masculine studies which her

erudite tutor opened to a grasping and inquisitive mind, elevated her

very errors above the petty distinctions of class. She imbibed earnestly

what Dalibard assumed or felt,--the more dangerous pride of the fallen

angel,--and set up the intellect as a deity. All belonging to the mere

study of mind charmed and enchained her; but active and practical in her

very reveries, if she brooded, it was to scheme, to plot, to weave, web,

and mesh, and to smile in haughty triumph at her own ingenuity and

daring. The first lesson of mere worldly wisdom teaches us to command

temper; it was worldly wisdom that made the once impetuous girl calm,

tranquil, and serene. Sir Miles was pleased by a change that removed

from Lucretia's outward character its chief blot,--perhaps, as his frame

declined, he sighed sometimes to think that with so much majesty there

appeared but little tenderness; he took, however, the merits with the

faults, and was content upon the whole.

If the Provencal had taken more than common pains with his young pupil,

the pains were not solely disinterested. In plunging her mind amidst

that profound corruption which belongs only to intellect cultivated in

scorn of good and in suppression of heart, he had his own views to serve.

He watched the age when the passions ripen, and he grasped at the fruit

which his training sought to mature. In the human heart ill regulated

there is a dark desire for the forbidden. This Lucretia felt; this her

studies cherished, and her thoughts brooded over. She detected, with the

quickness of her sex, the preceptor's stealthy aim. She started not at

the danger. Proud of her mastery over herself, she rather triumphed in

luring on into weakness this master-intelligence which had lighted up her

own,--to see her slave in her teacher; to despise or to pity him whom she

had first contemplated with awe. And with this mere pride of the

understanding might be connected that of the sex; she had attained the

years when woman is curious to know and to sound her power. To inflame

Dalibard's cupidity or ambition was easy; but to touch his heart,--that

marble heart!--this had its dignity and its charm. Strange to say, she

succeeded; the passion, as well as interests, of this dangerous and able

man became enlisted in his hopes. And now the game played between them

had a terror in its suspense; for if Dalibard penetrated not into the

recesses of his pupil's complicated nature, she was far from having yet

sounded the hell that lay, black and devouring, beneath his own. Not

through her affections,--those he scarce hoped for,--but through her

inexperience, her vanity, her passions, he contemplated the path to his

victory over her soul and her fate. And so resolute, so wily, so

unscrupulous was this person, who had played upon all the subtlest keys

and chords in the scale of turbulent life, that, despite the lofty smile

with which Lucretia at length heard and repelled his suit, he had no fear

of the ultimate issue, when all his projects were traversed, all his

mines and stratagems abruptly brought to a close, by an event which he

had wholly unforeseen,--the appearance of a rival; the ardent and almost

purifying love, which, escaping a while from all the demons he had

evoked, she had, with a girl's frank heart and impulse, conceived for

Mainwaring. And here, indeed, was the great crisis in Lucretia's life

and destiny. So interwoven with her nature had become the hard

calculations of the understanding; so habitual to her now was the zest

for scheming, which revels in the play and vivacity of intrigue and plot,

and which Shakspeare has perhaps intended chiefly to depict in the

villany of Iago,--that it is probable Lucretia could never become a

character thoroughly amiable and honest. But with a happy and well-placed

love, her ambition might have had legitimate vents; her restless

energies, the woman's natural field in sympathies for another. The

heart, once opened, softens by use; gradually and unconsciously the

interchange of affection, the companionship with an upright and ingenuous

mind (for virtue is not only beautiful, it is contagious), might have had

their redeeming and hallowing influence. Happier, indeed, had it been,

if her choice had fallen upon a more commanding and lofty nature! But

perhaps it was the very meekness and susceptibility of Mainwaring's

temper, relieved from feebleness by his talents, which, once in play,

were undeniably great, that pleased her by contrast with her own hardness

of spirit and despotism of will.

That Sir Miles should have been blind to the position of the lovers is

less disparaging to his penetration than it may appear; for the very

imprudence with which Lucretia abandoned herself to the society of

Mainwaring during his visits at Laughton took a resemblance to candour.

Sir Miles knew his niece to be more than commonly clever and well

informed; that she, like him, should feel that the conversation of a

superior young man was a relief to the ordinary babble of their country

neighbours, was natural enough; and if now and then a doubt, a fear, had

crossed his mind and rendered him more touched than he liked to own by

Vernon's remarks, it had vanished upon perceiving that Lucretia never

seemed a shade more pensive in Mainwaring's absence. The listlessness

and the melancholy which are apt to accompany love, especially where

unpropitiously placed, were not visible on the surface of this strong

nature. In truth, once assured that Mainwaring returned her affection,

Lucretia reposed on the future with a calm and resolute confidence; and

her customary dissimulation closed like an unruffled sea over all the

undercurrents that met and played below. Still, Sir Miles's attention

once, however slightly, aroused to the recollection that Lucretia was at

the age when woman naturally meditates upon love and marriage, had

suggested, afresh and more vividly, a project which had before been

indistinctly conceived,--namely, the union of the divided branches of his

house, by the marriage of the last male of the Vernons with the heiress

of the St. Johns. Sir Miles had seen much of Vernon himself at various

intervals; he had been present at his christening, though he had refused

to be his godfather, for fear of raising undue expectations; he had

visited and munificently "tipped" him at Eton; he had accompanied him to

his quarters when he joined the prince's regiment; he had come often in

contact with him when, at the death of his father, Vernon retired from

the army and blazed in the front ranks of metropolitan fashion; he had

given him counsel and had even lent him money. Vernon's spendthrift

habits and dissipated if not dissolute life had certainly confirmed the

old baronet in his intentions to trust the lands of Laughton to the

lesser risk which property incurs in the hands of a female, if tightly

settled on her, than in the more colossal and multiform luxuries of an

expensive man; and to do him justice, during the flush of Vernon's

riotous career he had shrunk from the thought of confiding the happiness

of his niece to so unstable a partner. But of late, whether from his

impaired health or his broken fortunes, Vernon's follies had been less

glaring. He had now arrived at the mature age of thirty-three, when wild

oats may reasonably be sown. The composed and steadfast character of

Lucretia might serve to guide and direct him; and Sir Miles was one of

those who hold the doctrine that a reformed rake makes the best husband.

Add to this, there was nothing in Vernon's reputation--once allowing that

his thirst for pleasure was slaked--which could excite serious

apprehensions. Through all his difficulties, he had maintained his

honour unblemished; a thousand traits of amiability and kindness of heart

made him popular and beloved. He was nobody's enemy but his own. His

very distresses--the prospect of his ruin, if left unassisted by Sir

Miles's testamentary dispositions--were arguments in his favour. And,

after all, though Lucretia was a nearer relation, Vernon was in truth the

direct male heir, and according to the usual prejudices of family,

therefore, the fitter representative of the ancient line. With these

feelings and views, he had invited Vernon to his house, and we have seen

already that his favourable impressions had been confirmed by the visit.

And here we must say that Vernon himself had been brought up in boyhood

and youth to regard himself the presumptive inheritor of Laughton. It

had been, from time immemorial, the custom of the St. Johns to pass by

the claims of females in the settlement of the entails; from male to male

the estate had gone, furnishing warriors to the army, and senators to the

State. And if when Lucretia first came to Sir Miles's house the bright

prospect seemed somewhat obscure, still the mesalliance of the mother,

and Sir Miles's obstinate resentment thereat, seemed to warrant the

supposition that he would probably only leave to the orphan the usual

portion of a daughter of the house, and that the lands would go in their

ordinary destination. This belief, adopted passively, and as a thing of

course, had had a very prejudicial effect upon Vernon's career. What

mattered that he overenjoyed his youth, that the subordinate property of

the Vernons, a paltry four or five thousand pounds a year, went a little

too fast,--the splendid estates of Laughton would recover all. From this

dream he had only been awakened, two or three years before, by an

attachment he had formed to the portionless daughter of an earl; and the

Grange being too far encumbered to allow him the proper settlements which

the lady's family required, it became a matter of importance to ascertain

Sir Miles's intentions. Too delicate himself to sound them, he had

prevailed upon the earl, who was well acquainted with Sir Miles, to take

Laughton in his way to his own seat in Dorsetshire, and, without

betraying the grounds of his interest in the question, learn carelessly,

as it were, the views of the wealthy man. The result had been a severe

and terrible disappointment. Sir Miles had then fully determined upon

constituting Lucretia his heiress; and with the usual openness of his

character, he had plainly said so upon the very first covert and polished

allusion to the subject which the earl slyly made. This discovery, in

breaking off all hopes of a union with Lady Mary Stanville, had crushed

more than mercenary expectations. It affected, through his heart,

Vernon's health and spirits; it rankled deep, and was resented at first

as a fatal injury. But Vernon's native nobility of disposition gradually

softened an indignation which his reason convinced him was groundless and

unjust. Sir Miles had never encouraged the expectations which Vernon's

family and himself had unthinkingly formed. The baronet was master of

his own fortune, and after all, was it not more natural that he should

prefer the child he had brought up and reared, to a distant relation,

little more than an acquaintance, simply because man succeeded to man in

the mouldy pedigree of the St. Johns? And, Mary fairly lost to him, his

constitutional indifference to money, a certain French levity of temper,

a persuasion that his life was nearing its wasted close, had left him

without regret, as without resentment, at his kinsman's decision. His

boyish affection for the hearty, generous old gentleman returned, and

though he abhorred the country, he had, without a single interested

thought or calculation, cordially accepted the baronet's hospitable

overtures, and deserted, for the wilds of Hampshire, "the sweet shady

side of Pall-Mall."

We may now enter the drawing-room at Laughton, in which were already

assembled several of the families residing in the more immediate

neighbourhood, and who sociably dropped in to chat around the national

tea-table, play a rubber at whist, or make up, by the help of two or

three children and two or three grandpapas, a merry country-dance; for in

that happy day people were much more sociable than they are now in the

houses of our rural Thanes. Our country seats became bustling and

animated after the Birthday; many even of the more important families

resided, indeed, all the year round on their estates. The Continent was

closed to us; the fastidious exclusiveness which comes from habitual

residence in cities had not made that demarcation, in castes and in talk,

between neighbour and neighbour, which exists now. Our squires were less

educated, less refined, but more hospitable and unassuming. In a word,

there was what does not exist now, except in some districts remote from

London,--a rural society for those who sought it.

The party, as we enter, is grouped somewhat thus. But first we must cast

a glance at the room itself, which rarely failed to be the first object

to attract a stranger's notice. It was a long, and not particularly

well-proportioned apartment,--according, at least, to modern notions,--

for it had rather the appearance of two rooms thrown into one. At the

distance of about thirty-five feet, the walls, before somewhat narrow,

were met by an arch, supported by carved pilasters, which opened into a

space nearly double the width of the previous part of the room, with a

domed ceiling and an embayed window of such depth that the recess almost

formed a chamber in itself. But both these divisions of the apartment

corresponded exactly in point of decoration,--they had the same small

panelling, painted a very light green, which seemed almost white by

candlelight, each compartment wrought with an arabesque; the same

enriched frieze and cornice; they had the same high mantelpieces,

ascending to the ceiling, with the arms of St. John in bold relief. They

had, too, the same old-fashioned and venerable furniture, draperies of

thick figured velvet, with immense chairs and sofas to correspond,--

interspersed, it is true, with more modern and commodious inventions of

the upholsterer's art, in grave stuffed leather or lively chintz. Two

windows, nearly as deep as that in the farther division, broke the

outline of the former one, and helped to give that irregular and nooky

appearance to the apartment which took all discomfort from its extent,

and furnished all convenience for solitary study or detached flirtation.

With little respect for the carved work of the panels, the walls were

covered with pictures brought by Sir Miles from Italy; here and there

marble busts and statues gave lightness to the character of the room, and

harmonized well with that half-Italian mode of decoration which belongs

to the period of James the First. The shape of the chamber, in its

divisions, lent itself admirably to that friendly and sociable

intermixture of amusements which reconciles the tastes of young and old.

In the first division, near the fireplace, Sir Miles, seated in his easy-

chair, and sheltered from the opening door by a seven-fold tapestry

screen, was still at chess with his librarian. At a little distance a

middle-aged gentleman and three turbaned matrons were cutting in at

whist, shilling points, with a half-crown bet optional, and not much

ventured on. On tables, drawn into the recesses of the windows, were the

day's newspapers, Gilray's caricatures, the last new publications, and

such other ingenious suggestions to chit-chat. And round these tables

grouped those who had not yet found elsewhere their evening's amusement,-

-two or three shy young clergymen, the parish doctor, four or five

squires who felt great interest in politics, but never dreamed of the

extravagance of taking in a daily paper, and who now, monopolizing all

the journals they could find, began fairly with the heroic resolution to

skip nothing, from the first advertisement to the printer's name. Amidst

one of these groups Mainwaring had bashfully ensconced himself. In the

farther division, the chandelier, suspended from the domed ceiling, threw

its cheerful light over a large circular table below, on which gleamed

the ponderous tea-urn of massive silver, with its usual accompaniments.

Nor were wanting there, in addition to those airy nothings, sliced

infinitesimally, from a French roll, the more substantial and now exiled

cheer of cakes,--plum and seed, Yorkshire and saffron,--attesting the

light hand of the housekeeper and the strong digestion of the guests.

Round this table were seated, in full gossip, the maids and the matrons,

with a slight sprinkling of the bolder young gentlemen who had been

taught to please the fair. The warmth of the evening allowed the upper

casement to be opened and the curtains drawn aside, and the July

moonlight feebly struggled against the blaze of the lights within. At

this table it was Miss Clavering's obvious duty to preside; but that was

a complaisance to which she rarely condescended. Nevertheless, she had

her own way of doing the honour of her uncle's house, which was not

without courtesy and grace; to glide from one to the other, exchange a

few friendly words, see that each set had its well-known amusements, and,

finally, sit quietly down to converse with some who, from gravity or age,

appeared most to neglect or be neglected by the rest, was her ordinary,

and not unpopular mode of welcoming the guests at Laughton,--not

unpopular; for she thus avoided all interference with the flirtations and

conquests of humbler damsels, whom her station and her endowments might

otherwise have crossed or humbled, while she insured the good word of the

old, to whom the young are seldom so attentive. But if a stranger of

more than provincial repute chanced to be present; if some stray member

of parliament, or barrister on the circuit, or wandering artist,

accompanied any of the neighbours,--to him Lucretia gave more earnest and

undivided attention. Him she sought to draw into a conversation deeper

than the usual babble, and with her calm, searching eyes, bent on him

while he spoke, seemed to fathom the intellect she set in play. But as

yet, this evening, she had not made her appearance,--a sin against

etiquette very unusual in her. Perhaps her recent conversation with

Dalibard had absorbed her thoughts to forgetfulness of the less important

demands on her attention. Her absence had not interfered with the gayety

at the tea-table, which was frank even to noisiness as it centred round

the laughing face of Ardworth, who, though unknown to most or all of the

ladies present, beyond a brief introduction to one or two of the first

comers from Sir Miles (as the host had risen from his chess to bid them

welcome), had already contrived to make himself perfectly at home and

outrageously popular. Niched between two bouncing lasses, he had

commenced acquaintance with them in a strain of familiar drollery and

fun, which had soon broadened its circle, and now embraced the whole

group in the happy contagion of good-humour and young animal spirits.

Gabriel, allowed to sit up later than his usual hour, had not, as might

have been expected, attached himself to this circle, nor indeed to any;

he might be seen moving quietly about,--now contemplating the pictures on

the wall with a curious eye; now pausing at the whist-table, and noting

the game with the interest of an embryo gamester; now throwing himself on

an ottoman, and trying to coax towards him Dash or Ponto,--trying in

vain, for both the dogs abhorred him; yet still, through all this general

movement, had any one taken the pains to observe him closely, it might

have been sufficiently apparent that his keen, bright, restless eye, from

the corner of its long, sly lids, roved chiefly towards the three persons

whom he approached the least,--his father, Mainwaring, and Mr. Vernon.

This last had ensconced himself apart from all, in the angle formed by

one of the pilasters of the arch that divided the room, so that he was in

command, as it were, of both sections. Reclined, with the careless grace

that seemed inseparable from every attitude and motion of his person, in

one of the great velvet chairs, with a book in his hand, which, to say

truth, was turned upside down, but in the lecture of which he seemed

absorbed, he heard at one hand the mirthful laughter that circled round

young Ardworth, or, in its pauses, caught, on the other side, muttered

exclamations from the grave whist-players: "If you had but trumped that

diamond, ma'am!" "Bless me, sir, it was the best heart!" And somehow or

other, both the laughter and the exclamations affected him alike with

what then was called "the spleen,"--for the one reminded him of his own

young days of joyless, careless mirth, of which his mechanical gayety now

was but a mocking ghost; and the other seemed a satire, a parody, on the

fierce but noiseless rapture of gaming, through which his passions had

passed, when thousands had slipped away with a bland smile, provoking not

one of those natural ebullitions of emotion which there accompanied the

loss of a shilling point. And besides this, Vernon had been so

accustomed to the success of the drawing-room, to be a somebody and a

something in the company of wits and princes, that he felt, for the first

time, a sense of insignificance in this provincial circle. Those fat

squires had heard nothing of Mr. Vernon, except that he would not have

Laughton,--he had no acres, no vote in their county; he was a nobody to

them. Those ruddy maidens, though now and then, indeed, one or two might

steal an admiring glance at a figure of elegance so unusual, regarded him

not with the female interest he had been accustomed to inspire. They

felt instinctively that he could be nothing to them, nor they to him,

--a mere London fop, and not half so handsome as Squires Bluff and Chuff.

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