Having arrived at Batna, which is the starting-place for Timgad and also

for the desert beyond, I found that there was a good road which the

French had built going along a valley under Aurès, but that the distance

was over twenty miles. I wasted the daylight bargaining, for no one

would drive me twenty miles for less than sixteen shillings. It was

late, and in my eagerness to bargain I missed the chance of a daylight

march, for it was within an hour of sunset when the night driver who was

to start on the Tebessa road (which runs near Timgad) a little later

refused me. The poorer people whom I asked told me that no one else was

going eastward along that lonely valley, but that, if I were to reach

Timgad, I must make a night march of it or wait a night over in Batna

itself at an inn.

[Sidenote: Lamboesis]

Adventure is never to be refused, so I went out eastward alone under the

evening, and I was well rewarded, though I went hungry for hours and was

afoot nearly all the way, for I saw a great sight under the sunset, and

I met a man I shall never meet again.

The sight I saw was Lambèse, which was called Lamboesis by the Romans,

and this is what stamps it upon the mind of a lonely man before

nightfall: not what remains, for hardly anything remains, but that the

fragments which remain of it should be so far apart.

[Sidenote: The Praetorian Tower]

There is a sort of long cup or hollow here pointing at a spur of the

Atlas—that high mountain which holds up the sky. The big lift of Aurès

is on one side of this hollow, mixing into the clouds, and on the other

are isolated and uninhabited high hills. The very floor of this valley

is as high as the top of Cader Idris is in Wales; the heights beyond are

as high as the Pyrenees; and an air of desertion haunts the place. It is

impossible to forget that the Sahara is near by, down beyond the crest

of the range. For though the land is muddy and the sky full of rough

clouds and rain, yet the rain seems to make no grass and the land is

bare. In such a world there stands up before one a square and hardly

ruined tower.

[Sidenote: The Vastness of Lambèse]

A man of northern Europe looking at this thing from the high road cannot

but think it Jacobean (if he is English) or (if he is German or French)

a thing of the Thirty Years’ War. It might be later perhaps, the freak

of some Highland landlord or the relic of some local rebellion. It is

older than our language by far, and almost older than the Faith. As one

looks at it one cannot feel but only know its age, and one watches it up

an avenue of stones wondering why it stands so lonely. But one’s wonder

has no stuff in it till one goes on half a mile and more: by the

roadside is a pile of Roman stones. These also stood in Lamboesis. Then,

feeling himself yet within the walls of an unseen city, a man looks back

over the stretch he has come and is appalled. In such a gaze you look

westward towards the light beyond the mountains. The valley is already

dark. The high road which the French have made glistens as hard as stone

under the last light. Trees are still visible, especially the few

mournful and hard pyramids of the cypress, but the little village, the

modern prison (for there is a prison), and the rare labourers here and

there are muffled up in twilight; and there lies before one a mere

emptiness, beyond which, a long way off, dwindled to quite little, is

the Praetorian Tower. A sharp memory of childhood from beyond years of

common experience so strikes the mind.

The spread plain with its one central tower seems infinite; it is now

without hedges or trees or roofs or men; but once the Legion had filled

up everything.

[Sidenote: The Driver Passes]

It was all quite bare as I surveyed it—more bare than a heath or a down,

and as large as any landscape you may know.

While I was watching this empty space, and surmising what contrast it

would make with the famous and crowded ruins of Timgad to which this

Lamboesis had been a neighbouring city, as Chichester is to Arundel—or,

better still, as Portsmouth and its armament is to Southampton and its

trade—I heard the rumble of heavy and fast wheels, and a man driving a

coach passed me and then pulled up at my hail. He was the same man who

had refused my bargain an hour and more before. He was driving the night

coach to Tebessa. Not understanding men, he raised his price. I told him

that I would pay him only what I had offered at Batna, _less_ the price

of the miles I had gone. He would not yield, but he did these three

things: first, he promised to send word, as he passed, to an old Soldier

who kept a house near Timgad that a traveller was on the road; secondly,

he gave me advice, telling me that I should freeze to death by night in

that valley (for it was growing cold and the weather would not hold

under such a sky); thirdly, he informed me of the exact distance, which

was at the thirty-second stone, where there is a branch road to the

right, leading in half an hour up the slopes of the range to Timgad.

Then he drove on, and I spent what was left of a doubtful light in

pressing onwards.

* * * * *

[Sidenote: The Cold]

A great mass of snow had recently covered the peaks, and in the valley

up which I was trudging freezing gusts and very sharp scurries of cold

rain disturbed the traveller. I had already passed the last ruins of the

Romans and had seen, far off in the dusk, the last arch of the Legions

standing all alone with one big tree beside it. The west was wild-red

under the storm, and it was cut like a fret with the jagged edge of the

Sierras, quite black, when I saw against the purple of a nearer hill the

white cloak of an Arab.

[Illustration]

[Sidenote: The Arab]

He drove a little cart—a light cart with two wheels. His horse was of

such a sort as you may buy any day in Africa for ten pounds, that is, it

was gentle, strong, swift, and small, and looked in the half-light as

though it did not weigh upon the earth but as though it were accustomed

to running over the tops of the sea. I said to the Arab: “Will you not

give me a lift?” He answered: “If it is the will of God.” Hearing so

excellent an answer, and finding myself a part of universal fate, I

leapt into his cart and he drove along through the gloaming, and as he

went he sang a little song which had but three notes in it, and each of

these notes was divided from the next by only a quarter of a note. So he

sang, and so I sat by his side.

At last he saw that it was only right to break into talk, if for no

other reason than that I was his guest; so he said quite suddenly,

looking straight before him:

“I am very rich.”

“I,” said I, “am moderately poor.”

At this he shook his head and said: “I am more fortunate than you; I am

very, very rich.” He then wagged his head again slowly from side to side

and was silent for a good minute or more.

He next said slyly, with a mixture of curiosity and politeness: “My

Lord, when you say you are poor you mean poor after the manner of the

Romans, that is, with no money in your pocket but always the power to

obtain it.”

“No,” said I, “I have no land, and not even the power of which you

speak. I am really, though moderately, poor. All that I get I earn by

talking in public places in the cold weather, and in spring time and

summer by writing and by other tricks.” He looked solemn for a moment,

and then said: “Have you, indeed, no land?” I said “No” again; for at

that moment I had none. Then he replied: “I have sixteen hundred acres

of land.”

When he had said this he tossed back his head in that lion-like way they

have, for they are as theatrical as children or animals, and he went on:

“Yes, and of these one-fourth is in good fruit-trees ... they bear ...

they bear ... I cannot contain myself for well-being.” “God give you

increase,” said I. “A good word,” said he, “and I would say the same to

you but that you have nothing to increase with. However, it is the will

of God. ‘To one man it comes, from another it goes,’ said the Berber,

and again it is said, ‘Which of you can be certain?’”

These last phrases he rattled off like a lesson with no sort of unction:

it was evidently a form. He then continued:

“I have little rivulets running by my trees. He-from-whom-I-bought had

let them go dry; I nurtured them till they sparkled. They feed the roots

of my orchard. I am very rich. Some let their walls fall down; I prop

them up; nay, sometimes I rebuild. All my roofs are tiled with tiles

from Marseilles.... I am very rich.” Then I took up the psalm in my

turn, and I said:

“What is it to be rich if you are not also famous? Can you sing or dance

or make men laugh or cry by your recitals? I will not ask if you can

draw or sculpture, for your religion forbids it, but do you play the

instrument or the flute? Can you put together wise phrases which are

repeated by others?”

To this he answered quite readily: “I have not yet attempted to do any

of these things you mention: doubtless were I to try them I should

succeed, for I have become very rich, and a man who is rich in money

from his own labour could have made himself rich in any other thing.”

When he said this I appreciated from whence such a doctrine had invaded

England. It had come from the Orientals. I listened to him as he went

on: “But it is no matter; my farm is enough for me. If there were no men

with farms, who would pay for the flute and the instrument and the wise

beggar and the rest? Ah! who would feed them?”

“None,” said I, “you are quite right.” So we went quickly forward for a

long time under the darkness, saying nothing more until a thought moved

him. “My father was rich,” he said, “but I am far richer than my

father.”

It was cold, and I remembered what a terrible way I had to go that

night—twenty miles or more through this empty land of Africa. So I was

shivering as I answered: “Your father did well in his day, and through

him you are rich. It says, ‘Revere your father: God is not more to

you.’” He answered: “You speak sensibly; I have sons.” Then for some

time more we rode along upon the high wheels.

But in a few minutes the lights of a low steading appeared far off under

poplar-trees, and as he waved his hand towards it he said: “That is my

farm.” “Blessed be your farm,” said I, “and all who dwell in it.” To

this he made the astonishing reply: “God will give it to you; I have

none.” “What is that you say?” I asked him in amazement. He repeated the

phrase, and then I saw that it was a form, and that it was of no

importance whether I understood it or not. But I understood the next

thing which he said as he stopped at his gates, which was: “Here, then,

you get out.” I asked him what I should pay for the service, and he

replied: “What you will. Nothing at all.” So I gave him a franc, which

was all I had in silver. He took it with a magnificent salutation,

saying as he did so: “I can accept nothing from you,” which, I take it,

was again a form. Then the night swallowed him up, and I shall never see

him again till that Great Day in which we both believed but of which

neither of us could know anything at all.

* * * * *

We were born, I cannot tell how many leagues apart, in different

climates and for different destinies, but we were two men together in

the night, and, for a short time, we were very near each other compared

with the distance of the stars, or with the distance that separates any

two philosophers.

* * * * *

[Sidenote: The Goat-Story Again]

Many who read this will say they know the Mohammedan better than I. They

will be right: then let them explain the story of the goats, for I

cannot. I will repeat it to save them the trouble of turning back.

A young man of Ain-Yagout, hearing that the Government had carefully

planted little cedars on a distant hill, drove his goats fifteen miles

to browse upon the same. “Better,” said he, “that I should flourish than

the Government, and that my goats should give milk than that these silly

little trees should fatten.”

They caught him and brought him before the magistrate, where he

confessed what he had done, and even that he had lifted the goats

laboriously, one by one, over a high wall to get at the Government

trees. But when they asked him what good reason he could give for his

conduct, he replied:

“_R’aho!_ It was the will of God. _Mektoub_, it was written.”

Or words to that effect.

I will admit that when the full lips, the long uncertain eye and the

tall forehead of the true Arab met me in these short travels I was

always half silenced and half moved to question and to learn. But I saw

such Oriental features rarely, for, in spite of the turban and the

bernous, they are very rare.

[Sidenote: The Moor]

Indeed, of all the men I came across in this country, only two were of

the purely Oriental kind the books make out to be so common. One was a

fierce Moor of gigantic stature and incredible girth. He was dressed in

bright green, and drank the cordial called _crême de menthe_ in a little

bower. The other was a poor Arab and old, who sold fruits upon a stall

in Setif. In his face there was a deep contempt of Christendom.

[Sidenote: The Little Old Semite]

The snow fell all around him swiftly, mixed with sleet and sharp needles

of cold rain. It was evening and the people were passing down the street

hurriedly to find their homes: so passed I, when I saw him standing like

a little stunted ghost in the rain. He knew me at once for some one to

whom Africa was strange, and therefore might have hoped to make me stop

even upon such a night to buy of him. Yet he did not say a word, but

only looked at me as much as to say: “Fool! will you buy?” And I looked

back at him as I passed, and put my answer into my eyes as much as to

say: “No! Barbarian, I will not buy.” In this way we met and parted, and

we shall never see each other again till that Great Day....

[Illustration]

* * * * *

Remembering him and this last one who had given me a ride, I went on

through the night towards Timgad.

It was a very lonely road.

[Sidenote: The Lonely Night March]

Loneliness, when it is absolute, is very difficult to depict, for it is

a negation and lacks quality, and therefore words fail it. But one may

express the loneliness of that valley best by saying that it felt, not

as though men had deserted it, but as though men had perpetually tried

to return to it and, as perpetually, had despaired and left the sullen

earth. The impression was false. The Romans had once thoroughly

possessed and tilled this land: the scrub had once been forests, the

shifting soil ordered and bounded fields; but the Mohammedan sterility

had sunk in so deeply that one could not believe that our people had

ever been here. Even the sharp and recent memory of those ruins of

Lamboesis faded in the stillness. Europe came back into my mind. The

full rivers and the fields which are to us a natural landscape are but a

made garden and are due to continuous tradition, and I wondered whether,

if that tradition were finally lost, our sons would come to see, in

England as I saw here in the night in Africa, vague hills without trees

and drifts of mould and sand through which the rain-bursts would dig

deep channels at random.

There was a moon risen by this time, but it lay behind a level flow of

clouds. All along the way, to my right, made smaller by the darkness,

lay Aurès—one could still just discern the snow upon his summits. The

road went on—French, exact, and, if I may say so, alien—bridging this

barbaric void which already smelt of the desert where it lay beyond

those mountains down under the southern wall of Atlas. For the desert,

when I had seen Timgad, I determined to strike.

[Sidenote: The Columns of Timgad]

So the road went on, and I with it till I came to the thirty-second

stone, and recognised its number by holding a match close by. Then I

knew that I had covered twenty miles and was close to Timgad. A branch

road opened out on the right, and there was a sign-post pointing along

it. I followed the new road across a careful girder bridge such as might

cross a brook in Normandy. I saw a light up on the rise of the

foot-hills, and beyond it, suddenly and yet dimly, a very mob of

columns. They stood up against the vague glimmer of the sky of every

size and in thousands, as though they were marching. A little rift in

the clouds let in the moon upon them palely. Her light was soon

extinguished, but in that moment I had seen a large city, unroofed and

dead, in the middle of this wasted land.

[Sidenote: The Old Soldier]

However men may act who see a vision but see it in extreme fatigue, so

did I. I suffered the violent impression of that ghost, but my curiosity

was no longer of the body. I took no step to see the wonder which this

gleam had hinted at, but I turned and struck at the door of the house

which was now quite near me, and which was still lit within. An old man,

small, bent, and full of energy, opened the door to me. He was that

soldier of whom they had told me at Lambèse.

“I was expecting you,” he said.

I remembered that the driver had promised to warn him, and I was

grateful.

“I have prepared you a meal,” he went on. Then, after a little

hesitation, “It is mutton: it is neither hot nor cold.”

A man who has been on guard as often as had this old sergeant need not

mind awakening in the small hours, and a man who has marched twenty

miles and more in the dark must eat what he is given, though it be sheep

and tepid. So I sat down. He brought me their very rough African wine

and a loaf, and sat down opposite me, looking at me fixedly under the

candle. Then he said:

“To-morrow you will see Timgad, which is the most wonderful town in the

world.”

“Certainly not to-night,” I answered; to which he said, “No!”

[Sidenote: The Strange Food]

I took a bite of the food, and he at once continued rapidly: “Timgad is

a marvel. We call it ‘the marvel.’ I had thought of calling this house

‘Timgad the Marvel,’ or, again, ‘Timgad the——’”

“Is this sheep?” I said.

“Certainly,” he answered. “What else could it be but sheep?”

“Good Lord!” I said, “it might be anything. There is no lack of beasts

on God’s earth.” I took another bite and found it horrible.

“I desire you to tell me frankly,” said I, “whether this is goat. There

are many Italians in Africa, and I shall not blame any man for giving me

goat’s flesh. The Hebrew prophets ate it and the Romans; only tell me

the truth, for goat is bad for me.”

He said it was not goat. Indeed, I believed him, for it was of a large

and terrible sort, as though it had roamed the hills and towered above

all goats and sheep. I thought of lions, but remembered that their value

would forbid their being killed for the table. I again attempted the

meal, and he again began:

“Timgad is a place——”

At this moment a god inspired me, and I shouted, “Camel!” He did not

turn a hair. I put down my knife and fork, and pushed the plate away. I

said:

“You are not to be blamed for giving me the food of the country, but for

passing it under another name.”

He was a good host, and did not answer. He went out, and came back with

cheese. Then he said, as he put it down before me:

“I do assure you it is sheep,” and we discussed the point no more.

[Sidenote: Timgad]

But in the hour that followed we spoke of many things—of the army (which

he remembered), of active service (which he regretted, for he had lost

half a hand), of money (which he loved), and of the Church—which he

hated. He was good to the bottom of his soul. His face was sad. He had

most evidently helped the poor, he had fought hard and gained his

independence, and there he was under Aurès, in a neglected place a

thousand miles away from his own people, talking French talk of

disestablishment and of the equality of all opinion before the law. So

we talked till the camel (or sheep) was stiff in its plate and cold, and

the first glimmer of dawn had begun to sadden the bare room and to

oppress the yellow light of the candle. Then he took me to a room, and

as I went I saw from a window, beyond a garden he had planted, the awful

sight of Timgad, utterly silent and ruined, stretching a mile under the

dull morning; and with that sight still controlling me I fell heavily

asleep.

When the morning came I looked out again from my window and I saw the

last of the storm still hurrying overhead, and beneath and before me, of

one even grey colour and quite silent, the city of Timgad. There was no

one in it alive. There were no roofs and no criers. It was all ruins

standing up everywhere: broken walls and broken columns absolutely

still, except in one place where some pious care had led the water back

to its old channels. There a little fountain ran from an urn that a

Cupid held.

[Illustration]

I passed at once through the gates and walked for perhaps an hour,

noting curiously a hundred things: the shop-stalls and the lines of

pedestals; the flag-stones of the Forum and the courses of brick—even,

small, Roman and abandoned. I walked so, gazing sometimes beyond the

distant limits of the city to the distant slopes of Atlas, till I came

to a high place where the Theatre had once stood, dug out of a hillside

and built in with rows of stone seats. Here I sat down to draw the

stretch of silence before me, and then I recognised for the first time

that I was very tired.

I said to myself: “This comes of my long march through the night”; but

when I had finished my drawing and had got up to walk again (for one

might walk in Timgad for many days, or for a lifetime if one chose) I

found a better reason for my fatigue, which was this: that, try as I

would I could not walk firmly and strongly upon those deserted streets

or across the flags of that Forum, but I was compelled by something in

the town to tread uncertainly and gently. When I recollected myself I

would force my feet to a natural and ready step; but in a moment, as my

thoughts were taken by some new aspect of the place, I found myself

walking again with strain and care, noiselessly, as one does in shrines,

or in the room of a sleeper or of the dead. It was not I that did it,

but the town.

I saw, some hundred yards away, a man going to his field along a street

of Timgad: he showed plainly for the houses had sunk to rubble upon

either side of his way. This was the first life I had seen under that

stormy mountain morning, and in that lonely place which had been lonely

for so very long. He also walked doubtfully and with careful feet; he

looked downward and made no sound.

I went up and down Timgad all that morning. The sun was not high before

I felt that by long wandering between the columns and peering round many

corners and finding nothing, one at last became free of the city. An

ease and a familiarity, a sort of friendship with abandoned but once

human walls, took the traveller as he grew used to the silence; but

whether in such companionship he did not suffer some evil influence, I

cannot say.

I came to one place and to another and to another, each quite without

men, and each casting such an increasing spell upon the mind as is cast

by voices heard in the night, when one does not know whether they are of

the world, or not of the world.

I came to a triumphal arch which had once guarded the main entry to the

city from Lamboesis and the west. It was ornate, four-sided, built, one

would think, in the centuries of the decline. Beyond it, the suburbs

into which the city expanded just before it fell stretched far out into

the plain. Not far from it a very careful inscription recalled a man who

has thus survived as he wished to survive; the sacred tablet testified

to the spirit which unites the religion of antiquity with our own—for it

was chiselled in fulfilment of a vow. In another place was the statue of

the gods’ mother, crowned with a wall and towers. This also was of the

decline, but still full of that serenity which faces wore before the

Barbarian march and the sack of cities.

[Illustration]

There is a crossing of the streets in Timgad where one may sit a long

time and consider her desolation upon every side. The seclusion is

absolute, and the presence of so many made things with none to use them

gradually invades the mind. The sun gives life to you as you look down

this Decumanian way, and see the runnels where the wheels ran once

noisily to the market; it warms you but it nourishes for you no

companions. The town stares at you and is blind.

[Illustration]

Against the sky, upon a little mound, stand two tall columns, much

taller than the rest. They shine under the low winter sun from every

part of Timgad and are white over the plain of grey stones. They may

have been raised for the Temple of Capitoline Jove.

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