CHAPTER XXVI

STOCKLEY'S STORY

When our unfortunate treasurer of the pitching cage fund entered the

sickroom he was scarcely prepared for what he found there. The room,

to his imagination, resembled an emergency hospital. The air was

impregnated with the odors of arnica, and iodine and ether--decidedly

sickly smells to one coming in suddenly and not accustomed to them.

On the table near the bed where Stockley was lying were a number of

bottles, gauze, and sponges and the remains of a light breakfast. The

boy was propped up with pillows, his broken arm in splints resting on

one, while another was gently pressed against his fractured ribs.

Stockley was not an ill-featured boy. It is true that he had somewhat

neglected his personal appearance of late, but there was nothing about

him that was really repulsive, and now after his alcohol bath and with

his hair well brushed from his forehead he appeared quite presentable.

He had a fine mouth and his eyes were large and clear. His forehead

was high and intelligent, and notwithstanding his faults one could not

fail to recognize a sort of innate nobility in him, and Roy discovered

something more than even this as he watched him. He saw on his face a

softened, chastened look. His countenance showed that softening effect

which appears in so peculiar yet unmistakable a way immediately

after receiving one of the sacraments of the Church. His look was

subdued and yet exalted. There was a species of radiance on the face

which Roy felt he could not define, but yet was quite discernible.

There was also a change of manner of speech. Stockley had been very

close to the gates of death and that tremendous fact had changed his

views, and the sacrament of Penance had the effect of softening his

hitherto somewhat hard exterior conduct and manner and he was even now

under the apprehension that it was quite doubtful whether he would

recover from his injuries, although the physician had told him that

unless most unexpected complications ensued there was no danger. He

was nevertheless quite frightened, and was now very serious. It must

not be understood, however, that the story he told was due to his

fright, for he had quite a different motive in relating what he did.

Roy saw the change in the boy, yet he could not help but regard him

with disfavor, although he determined to be perfectly just to him. He

was anxious, also, to keep his wits about him in order to lose nothing

of what might be said. In justice to himself he meant to get the whole

story, although in his heart of hearts he had the sickening dread that

this boy lying wounded and bruised before him would confirm his worst

fears concerning his cousin Garrett.

Henning realized that the present moment was a critical one in his

life; that now, or perhaps never, would all suspicion be removed. He

felt that if this interview should result in nothing not already

known, and he remain under the unjust and cruel suspicion, it would

compel him to reconsider seriously his purpose of entering the

seminary. Was there not also a possibility that the bishop would

reject him--would be compelled to reject him--upon learning that his

character for honesty was impugned?

All this and much more he saw as he stood by the bedside of the

injured boy, waiting for him to speak. While waiting he offered a

fervent prayer to the Sacred Heart for direction for himself, and that

if it were in Stockley's power to do so, he might clear up everything.

To see Henning at this moment one would never imagine that he was very

much excited. His two friends thought he was taking the matter very

coolly. He stood at the bedside with his hands in the side pockets of

his trousers, and with as much apparent nonchalance as if he were

watching a ball-game.

Perceiving that Stockley would not, or at least did not begin the

conversation, he remarked:

"I am sorry that you have met with so serious and so terrible an

accident."

There was no reply. Stockley put out his uninjured hand, but Roy did

not take it. He felt that there was something in the character of the

boy lying before him that was entirely antagonistic to his own

character and disposition. They were the opposites of each other in

almost everything. The one was animated with noble and generous

impulses, with exalted ideals of life and duty and goodness. The

other, as far as Roy had known him, was the antithesis of all this.

Seeing that Stockley did not speak, he again made an attempt to open

the conversation.

"The infirmarian tells me that you wish to say something to me."

"Yes," said the other in a low voice. He was really suffering a great

deal of pain. "Yes, won't you all take chairs? Sit down, all of

you."

"Thanks, I prefer to stand," said Roy, but the other two found seats.

"But it is rather a long story I have determined to tell. It will take

some time."

Roy sat down.

"That's right. It makes it easier for me to say what I am going to

tell."

Henning nodded his head, without venturing a reply.

"You seem rather sour with me."

"No. Excuse me if I appear so. I am anxious to hear what you have to

say."

"By the way, where is Smithers? Why hasn't he been up here to see me?

Where is he?"

"I know nothing about him. You know I have only arrived from home this

morning. As yet I have no news of the yard."

"Well, he might have come, seeing how thick we have been. But there!

I'm not going to say anything about him, or about anybody but myself."

Roy nodded his head in approbation.

"Ah! that suits you. You pious fellows are so particular about what is

said about one's neighbor. I must be careful. You are right, of

course, and besides I received a pretty close call, up there on the

hillside, so I am going to try to undo some of the harm I have done.

The chaplain has urged me, too."

"Yes, be careful, please. But what is your story?"

"I was brought up," he began in a low voice, "in a strange,

unwholesome way. I suppose heredity, or at least environment, must

have something to do with my tendencies and disposition. The only

piece of good fortune I have had was in being sent to St. Cuthbert's,

but, now when it is too late, I see how I have missed my chances here.

Ever since I can remember, my father has been a heavy drinker and our

home has been one of squalid discomfort, and I became more or less

soured with everything and everybody and found myself doing many a

mean thing. Do you know who it was who put the suspicion of theft on

you? Three of us worked that, or strictly speaking, two; It was I and

Smithers, and occasionally--once in a great while--your cousin

Garrett."

"So I have thought all along; in fact I knew it," said Henning,

"but why on earth did you do such a thing? Do you not know how much

I have suffered from this? And you must know how terribly hard this

was to bear."

"I know very well. Why did we do it? I, for one, was thoroughly

envious of your popularity. I was angry, as a good many others were,

at your refusal to play baseball or football. I did not, and to tell

you the truth, do not like you, and I wanted to do something to vex

you. Of course I see these things now in a different light after

confession. You know I have been to confession, don't you."

"I suspected as much. I am glad of that. So you started the cowardly

rumor against my honesty all the time knowing I was innocent."

Henning was determined to be diplomatic, so the question was not put

as in anger, or with any apparent excitement or resentment, but rather

as if he were helping the boy make a full confession by suggesting to

him facts known to both.

"Yes, I acted this way knowing you to be innocent," answered Stockley.

"Did you realize that you might have ruined me for life?"

"To be honest, I never dreamed of such a result. It was done simply to

annoy you, and for no other reason, on my part."

"Did you suggest this to Garrett or he to you?" asked Roy.

"To do him justice, I must say that we, Smithers and I, suggested it

to him. We had a hard job to bring him over, in fact he never did

really come over. He would never let the letter be circulated."

"Letter! What letter? What do you mean?"

"Don't you know? That was my biggest card and it fell flat. Don't

know? Oh, well, if you don't know about the letter, you must ask your

cousin. He wouldn't give it up. I guess he's got it yet."

Roy was much mystified. He could not imagine what the letter could be,

or what bearing it had on the case.

"Stockley, you have told us some things of importance. Now will you

not go farther? You know I am innocent of the robbery, and of any

possible connection with it?"

"No doubt about that," said the other.

"Now to make your story complete, and of immense value to me, will you

not reiterate your statement before Bracebridge and Beecham here that

you know me to be innocent of all the charges which have been

circulated about me in the yard?"

"Why, yes. I repeat emphatically that you are guiltless of them all."

"Thanks! thanks! You are sure of what you say?"

"Quite sure. You are scot-free."

"Thanks again. Now, Stockley, as you are quite sure, do you not see

the only way in which you can convince others that you are correct is

to admit you know the thief?"

The boy on the bed laughed.

"Well, Henning, I suppose you think you have caught me nicely. You

think I have either said too much or too little. If I had not been to

confession I should not have allowed you to drive me into this

corner, but I did not intend to stop at this. Yes, I will tell you the

name of the thief."

"Who is he?" asked Roy, as calmly as he could, although he felt

himself half choking with suppressed excitement.

"I must continue my story. When I have done you will know. What time

is it?"

"Twenty minutes to ten," answered Roy.

"You've got it yet," said the boy, pointing his finger at Roy's watch,

which he still held in his hand.

"What? The watch? Oh! yes." It was a rather small gold hunting-case

watch.

"That watch was the cause of the robbery," said Stockley dramatically.

Henning clicked the watch shut with a start, and put it back in his

pocket.

"This watch the cause of the robbery! What on earth are you talking

about? Your senses must be leaving you----"

"Just wait. You'll soon see I'm not wandering. Why should there be

such an unequal distribution of wealth, and of the good things of the

world? Why can you have all that heart can desire, and why must I get

along with a mere pittance, just enough to make me wince under my own

indigence? Look at my father and yours; my home and your home. Your

father is a wealthy and honored lawyer with a home like a palace;

mine, as I said before, one of squalid discomfort. My father gave me

five dollars to get through the school year with, yours probably gave

you a hundred."

Henning began to pity the boy. Laying his hand gently on Stockley he

said:

"Hold on. I begin to catch your view, but you are getting on too fast.

I am going to tell you something which I have never breathed to a

living soul. Do you know how much money I had to spend this year?"

"As I said," replied the other, "about a hundred, or perhaps much

more."

"You are mistaken. I had just twenty-five dollars--not one cent

more--and you see that's a very small amount for me, because I am

supposed--just as you suppose now--to have plenty."

"Oh! Come off! You gave Smithers nearly ten!"

"I know it, and it left me fifteen."

Jack and Ambrose were never so surprised in their lives--and felt like

cheering. Stockley remained silent. This was a revelation to him. He

had supposed that a rich man's son, because he was a rich man's son,

always had all the money he wanted. He was sharp enough to realize

Roy's position during the year.

"My, that must have been hard on you!"

"It was hard," replied Roy.

Another long pause. The injured boy was thinking new thoughts.

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