The dinner party was over, and carriage after carriage rolled up to the
Hall; the rooms began to fill; there was a faint sound of music, a
murmur of conversation and laughter.
"You have not forgotten your promise to me, Miss Earle?" said Lord
Airlie. "I am to have the first dance and the last, certainly, and as
many more as you can spare."
"I have not forgotten," replied Beatrice. She was never quite at her
ease with him, although she loved him better than any one else on
earth. There was ever present with her the consciousness that she did
so love him, and the wonder whether he cared for her.
They opened the ball, and many significant comments were made upon the
fact. Gaspar Laurence was present. He was deeply engaged for more
than two hours in making up his mind whether he should ask Beatrice to
dance with him or not--she looked so beautiful, so far above him.
Gaspar could not help loving her--that was impossible; the first moment
he saw her he was entranced. But his was a humble, hopeless kind of
adoration. He would sooner have dreamed of wooing and winning a royal
princess than of ever asking Beatrice to be his wife.
At length he summoned up courage, and was rewarded by a bright smile
and kind words. Poor Gaspar! When the beautiful face was near him,
and her hand rested on his shoulder, he thought he must be dreaming.
"There," he said, when the dance was over; "I shall not dance again. I
should not like to lose the memory of that waltz."
"Why not?" she asked, wonderingly.
"I must be candid with you," said Gaspar, sadly. "Perhaps my
confession is a vain one; but I love you, Miss Earle--so dearly that
the ground on which you stand is sacred to me."
"That is not a very timid declaration," said Beatrice with a smile.
"You are courageous, Mr. Laurence. I have only seen you three times."
"It would make no difference," said Gaspar, "whether I had seen you
only once, or whether I met you every day. I am not going to pain you,
Miss Earle. Think kindly of me--I do not ask more; only remember that
living in this world there is one who would stand between you and all
peril--who would sacrifice his life for you. You will not forget?"
"I will not," said Beatrice, firmly. "Never could I forget such words.
I am willing to be your friend--I know how to value you."
"I shall be happier with your friendship than with the love of any
other woman," said Gaspar, gratefully.
Just then Lord Earle came and took Mr. Laurence away. Beatrice stood
where he had left her, half screened from sight by the luxuriant
foliage and magnificent flowers of a rare American plant. There was a
thoughtful, tender expression on her face that softened it into
wondrous beauty. She liked Gaspar, and was both pleased and sorry that
he loved her. Very pleasant was this delicious homage of
love--pleasant was it to know that strong, brave, gifted men laid all
they had in the world at her feet--to know that her looks, smiles, and
words moved them as nothing else could.
Yet she was sorry for Gaspar. It must be sad to give all one's love
and expect no return. She would be his friend, but she could never be
anything more. She could give him her sincere admiration and esteem,
but not her love.
The proud, beautiful lips quivered, and the bright eyes grew dim with
tears. No, not her love--that was given, and could never be recalled;
in all the wide world, from among all men's, Lord Airlie's face stood
out clear and distinct. Living or dying, Lord Earle's daughter knew
she could care for no other man.
She had taken in her hand one of the crimson flowers of the plant above
her, and seemed lost in contemplating it. She saw neither the blossom
nor the leaves. She was thinking of Lord Airlie's face, and the last
words he had said to her, when suddenly a shadow fell before her, and
looking up hastily, she saw him by her side. He appeared unlike
himself, pale and anxious.
"Beatrice," said he, "I must speak with you. Pray come with me, away
from all these people. I can bear this suspense no longer."
She looked at him, and would have refused; but she saw in his face that
which compelled obedience. For Lord Airlie had watched Gaspar
Laurence--he had watched the dance and the interview that followed it.
He saw the softened look on her face, and it half maddened him. For
the first time in his life Lord Airlie was fiercely jealous. He
detested this fair-haired Gaspar, with his fund of German romance and
poetry.
Could it be that he would win the prize he himself would have died to
secure? What was he saying to her that softened the expression on her
face? What had he said that left her standing there with a tender
light in her dark eyes which he had never seen before? He could not
bear the suspense; perhaps a ball room might not be the most
appropriate place for an offer of marriage, but he must know his fate,
let it be what it might. He went up to her and made his request.
"Where are you going?" asked Beatrice, suddenly, for Lord Airlie had
walked rapidly through the suite of rooms, crowded with people, and
through the long conservatory.
"We are not alone," he replied. "See, Lady Laurence and Mr. Gresham
prefer the rose garden here to those warm rooms. I must speak with
you, Miss Earle. Let me speak now."
They stood in the pretty garden, where roses of varied hues hung in
rich profusion; the air was heavy with perfume. The moon shone
brightly in the evening sky; its beams fell upon the flowers, bathing
them in floods of silver light.
A little rustic garden seat stood among the sleeping roses; and there
Beatrice sat, wondering at the strong emotion she read in her lover's
face.
"Beatrice," he said, "I can bear it no longer. Why did Gaspar Laurence
bend over you? What was he saying? My darling, do you not know how I
love you--so dearly and so deeply that I could not live without you?
Do you not know that I have loved you from the first moment I ever
beheld you? Beatrice, my words are weak. Look at me--read the love in
my face that my lips know not how to utter."
But she never raised her eyes to him; the glorious golden light of love
that had fallen upon her dazzled her.
"You must not send me from you, Beatrice," he said, clasping her hands
in his. "I am a strong man, not given to weakness; but, believe me, if
you send me from you, it will kill me. Every hope of my life is
centered in you. Beatrice, will you try to care for me?"
She turned her face to his--the moonlight showed clearly the bright
tears in her dark eyes. For answer she said, simply:
"Do not leave me--I care for you now; my love--my love--did you not
know it?"
The sweet face and quivering lips were so near him that Lord Airlie
kissed the tears away; he also kissed the white hands that clasped his
own.
"You are mine--my own," he whispered, "until death; say so, Beatrice."
"I am yours," she said, "even in death."
It was a stolen half hour, but so full of happiness that it could never
fade from memory.
"I must go," said Beatrice, at length, unclasping the firm hand that
held her own. "Oh, Lord Airlie, how am I to meet all my friends? Why
did you not wait until tomorrow?"
"I could not," he said; "and you perhaps would not then have been so
kind."
He loved her all the more for her simplicity. As they left the garden,
Lord Airlie gathered a white rose and gave it to Beatrice. Long
afterward, when the leaves had become yellow and dry, the rose was
found.
They remained in the conservatory a few minutes, and then went back to
the ball room.
"Every waltz must be mine now," said Lord Airlie. "And, Beatrice, I
shall speak to Lord Earle tonight. Are you willing?"
Yes, she was willing. It was very pleasant to be taken possession of
so completely. It was pleasant to find a will stronger than her own.
She did not care how soon all the world knew that she loved him. The
only thing she wondered at was why he should be so unspeakably happy.