The evening of his return was one of the happiest of Lord Earle's life.
He was charmed with his daughters. Lady Helena thought, with a smile,
that it was difficult to realize the relationship between them.
Although her son looked sad and care-worn, he seemed more like an elder
brother than the father of the two young girls.
There was some little restraint between them at first. Lord Earle
seemed at a loss what to talk about; then Lady Helena's gracious tact
came into play. She would not have dinner in the large dining room,
she ordered it to be served in the pretty morning room, where the fire
burned cheerfully and the lamps gave a flow of mellow light. It was a
picture of warm, cozy English comfort, and Lord Earle looked pleased
when he saw it.
Then, when dinner was over, she asked Beatrice to sing, and she, only
pleased to show Lord Earle the extent of her accomplishments, obeyed.
Her superb voice, with its clear, ringing tones, amazed him. Beatrice
sang song after song with a passion and fire that told how deep the
music lay in her soul.
Then Lady Helena bade Lillian bring out her folio of drawings, and
again Lord Earle was pleased and surprised by the skill and talent he
had not looked for. He praised the drawings highly. One especially
attracted his attention--it was the pretty scene Lillian had sketched
on the May day now so long passed--the sun shining upon the distant
white sails, and the broad, beautiful sweep of sea at Knutsford.
"That is an excellent picture," he said; "it ought to be framed. It is
too good to be hidden in a folio. You have just caught the right
coloring, Lillian; one can almost see the sun sparkling on the water.
Where is this sea-view taken from?"
"Do you not know it?" she asked, looking at him with wonder in her
eyes. "It is from Knutsford--mamma's home."
Ronald looked up in sudden, pained surprise.
"Mamma's home!" The words smote him like a blow. He remembered Dora's
offense--her cold letter, her hurried flight, his own firm resolve
never to receive her in his home again--but he had not remembered that
the children must love her--that she was part of their lives. He could
not drive her memory from their minds. There before him lay the pretty
picture of "mamma's home."
"This," said Lillian, "is the Elms. See those grand old trees, papa!
This is the window of Mamma's room, and this was our study."
He looked with wonder. This, then, was Dora's home--the pretty, quaint
homestead standing in the midst of the green meadows. As he gazed, he
half wondered what the Dora who for fifteen years had lived there could
be like. Did the curling rings of black hair fall as gracefully as
ever? Had the blushing dimpled face grown pale and still? And then,
chasing away all softened thought, came the remembrance of that hateful
garden scene. Ah, no, he could never forgive--he could not speak of
her even to these, her children! The two pictures were laid aside, and
no more was said of framing them.
Lord Earle said to himself, after his daughters had retired, that both
were charming; but, though he hardly owned it to himself, if he had a
preference, it was for brilliant, beautiful Beatrice. He had never seen
any one to surpass her. After Lady Helena had left him, he sat by the
fire dreaming, as his father long years ago had done before him.
It was not too late yet, he thought, to retrieve the fatal mistake of
his life. He would begin at once. He would first give all his
attention to his estate; it should be a model for all others. He would
interest himself in social duties; people who lamented his foolish,
wasted youth should speak with warm admiration of his manhood; above
all matters he dreamed of great things for his daughters, especially
Beatrice. With her beauty and grace, her magnificent voice, her frank,
fearless spirit, and piquant, charming wit, she would be a queen of
society; through his daughter his early error would be redeemed.
Beatrice was sure to marry well; she would bring fresh honors to the
grand old race ha had shamed. When the annals of the family told, in
years to come, the story of his mistaken marriage, it would be amply
redeemed by the grand alliance Beatrice would be sure to contract.
His hopes rested upon her and centered in her. As he sat watching the
glowing embers, there came to him the thought that what Beatrice was to
him he had once been to the father he was never more to see. Ah! If
his daughter should be like himself if she should ruin his hopes, throw
down the air castle he had built--should love unworthily, marry beneath
her, deceive and disappoint him! But no, it should not be--he would
watch over her. Lord Earle shuddered at the thought.
During breakfast on the morning following his return Lady Helena asked
what his plans were for the day--whether he intended driving the girls
over to Holte.
"No," said Lord Earle. "I wish to have a long conversation with my
daughters. We shall be engaged during the morning. After luncheon we
will go to Holte."
Ronald, Lord Earle, had made up his mind. In the place where his
father had warned him, and made the strongest impression upon him, he
would warn his children, and in the same way; so he took them to the
picture gallery, where he had last stood with his father.
With gentle firmness he said: "I have brought you here as I have
something to say to you which is best said here. Years ago, children,
my father brought me, as I bring you, to warn and advise me--I warn and
advise you. We are, though so closely related, almost strangers. I am
ready to love you and do love you. I intend to make your happiness my
chief study. But there is one thing I must have--that is, perfect
openness, one thing I must forbid--that is, deceit of any kind, on any
subject. If either of you have in your short lives a secret, tell it
to me now; if either of you love any one, even though it be one
unworthy, tell me now. I will pardon any imprudence, any folly, any
want of caution--everything save deceit. Trust me, and I will be
gentle as a tender woman; deceive me, and I will never forgive you."
Both fair faces had grown pale--Beatrice's from sudden and deadly fear;
Lillian's from strong emotion.
"The men of our race," said Lord Earle, "have erred at times, the women
never. You belong to a long line of noble, pure, and high-bred woman;
there must be nothing in your lives less high, and less noble than in
theirs; but if there had been--if, from want of vigilance, of training,
and of caution there should be anything in this short past, tell it to
me now, and I will forget it."
Neither spoke to him one word, and a strange pathos came into his voice.
"I committed one act of deceit in my life," continued Lord Earle; "it
drove me from home, and it made me an exile during the best years of my
life. It matters little what it was--you will never know; but it has
made me merciless to all deceit. I will never spare it; it has made me
harsh and bitter. You will both find in me the truest, the best of
friends; if in everything you are straightforward and honorable; but,
children, dearly as I love you, I will never pardon a lie or an act of
deceit."
"I never told a lie in my life," said Lillian, proudly. "My mother
taught us to love the truth."
"And you, my Beatrice?" he asked, gently as he turned to the beautiful
face half averted from him.
"I can say with my sister," was the haughty reply, "I have never told a
lie."
Even as she spoke her lips grew pale with fear, as she remembered the
fatal secret of her engagement to Hugh Fernely.
"I believe it," replied Lord Earle. "I can read truth in each face.
Now tell me--have no fear--have you any secret in that past life?
Remember, no matter what you may have done, I shall freely pardon it.
If you should be in any trouble or difficulty, as young people are at
times, I will help you. I will do anything for you, if you will trust
me."
And again Lillian raised her sweet face to his.
"I have no secret," she said, simply. "I do not think I know a secret,
or anything like one. My past life is an open book, papa, and you can
read every page in it."
"Thank Heaven!" said Lord Earle, as he placed his hand caressingly upon
the fair head.
It was strange, and he remembered the omission afterward, that he did
not repeat the question to Beatrice--he seemed to consider that
Lillian's answer included her. He did not know her heart was beating
high with fear.
"I know," he continued, gently, "that some young girls have their
little love secrets. You tell me you have none. I believe you. I have
but one word more to say. You will be out in the great world soon, and
you will doubtless both have plenty of admirers. Then will come the
time of trial and temptation; remember my words--there is no curse so
great as a clandestine love, no error so great or degrading. One of
our race was so cursed, and his punishment was great. No matter whom
you love and who loves you, let all be fair, honorable, and open as the
day. Trust me, do not deceive me. Let me in justice say I will never
oppose any reasonable marriage, but I will never pardon a clandestine
attachment.
"However dearly I might love the one who so transgressed," continued
Lord Earle, "even if it broke my heart to part from her, I should send
her from me at once; she should never more be a child of mine. Do not
think me harsh or unkind; I have weighty reasons for every word I have
uttered. I am half ashamed to speak of such things to you, but it must
be done. You are smiling, Lillian, what is it?"
"I should laugh, papa," she replied, "if you did not look so very
grave. We must see people in order to love them. Beatrice, how many
do we know in the world? Farmer Leigh, the doctor at Seabay, Doctor
Goode, who came to the Elms when mamma was ill, two farm laborers, and
the shepherd--that was the extent of our acquaintance until we came to
Earlescourt. I may now add Sir Henry Holt and Prince Borgesi to my
list. You forget, papa, we have lived out of the world."
Lord Earle remembered with pleasure that it was true. "You will soon
be in the midst of a new world," he said, "and before you enter society
I thought it better to give you this warning. I place no control over
your affections; the only thing I forbid, detest, and will never
pardon, is any underhand, clandestine love affair. You know not what
they would cost."
He remembered afterward how strangely silent Beatrice was, and how her
beautiful, proud face was turned from him.
"It is a disagreeable subject," said Lord Earle, "and I am pleased to
have finished with it--it need never be renewed. Now I have one more
thing to say--I shall never control or force your affections, but in my
heart there is one great wish."
Lord Earle paused for a few minutes; he was looking at the face of Lady
Alicia Earle, whom Beatrice strongly resembled.
"I have no son," he continued, "and you, my daughters, will not inherit
title or estate--both go to Lionel Dacre. If ever the time should come
when Lionel asks either of you to be his wife, my dearest wish will be
accomplished. And now, as my long lecture is finished, and the bell
has rung, we will prepare for a visit to Sir Harry and Lady Laurence."
There was not much time for thought during the rest of the day; but
when night came, and Beatrice was alone, she looked the secret of her
life in the face.
She had been strongly tempted, when Lord Earle had spoken so kindly, to
tell him all. She now wished she had done so; all would have been
over. He would perhaps have chided her simple, girlish folly, and have
forgiven her. He would never forgive her now that she had deliberately
concealed the fact; the time for forgiveness was past. A few words,
and all might have been told; it was too late now to utter them. Proud
of her and fond of her as she saw Lord Earle was, there would be no
indulgence for her if her secret was discovered.
She would have to leave the magnificent and luxurious home, the
splendor that delighted her, the glorious prospects opening to her, and
return to the Elms, perhaps never to leave it again. Ah, no! The
secret must be kept! She did not feel much alarmed; many things might
happen. Perhaps the "Seagull" might be lost she thought, without pain
or sorrow, of the possible death of the man who loved her as few love.
Even if he returned, he might have forgotten her or never find her.
She did not feel very unhappy or ill at ease--the chances, she thought,
were many in her favor. She had but one thing to do to keep all
knowledge of her secret from Lord Earle.