Chapter XIX

There were confusion and dismay in the stately home of the Earles. One

sultry morning in August Lord Earle went out into the garden, paying no

heed to the excessive heat. As he did not return to luncheon, the

butler went in search of him and found his master lying as one dead on

the ground. He was carried to his own room, doctors were summoned in

hot haste from far and near; everything that science or love, skill or

wisdom could suggest was done for him, but all in vain. The hour had

come when he must leave home, rank, wealth, position--whatever he

valued most--when he must answer for his life and what he had done with

it--when he must account for wealth, talent, for the son given to

him--when human likings, human passions, would seem so infinitely

little.

But while Lord Earle lay upon the bed, pale and unconscious, Lady

Earle, who knelt by him and never left him, felt sure that his mind and

heart were both active. He could not speak; he did not seem to

understand. Who knows what passes in those dread moments of silence,

when the light of eternity shows so clearly all that we have done in

the past? It may be that while he lay there, hovering as it were

between two worlds, the remembrance of his son struck him like a

two-edged sword--his son, his only child given to him to train, not

only for earth but for heaven--the boy he had loved and idolized, then

cast off, and allowed to become a wanderer on the face of the earth.

It may be that his stern, sullen pride, his imperious self-will, his

resolute trampling upon the voice of nature and duty, confronted him in

the new light shining upon him. Perhaps his own words returned to him,

that until he lay dead Ronald should never see Earlescourt again; for

suddenly the voice they thought hushed forever sounded strangely in the

silence of that death chamber.

"My son!" cried the dying man, clasping his hands--"my son!"

Those who saw it never forgot the blank, awful terror that came upon

the dying face as he uttered his last words.

They bore the weeping wife from the room. Lady Earle, strong, and

resolute though she was, could not drive that scene from her mind. She

was ill for many days, and so it happened that the lord of Earlescourt

was laid in the family vault long ere the family at the Elms knew of

the change awaiting them.

Ronald was summoned home in all haste; but months passed ere letters

reached him, and many more before he returned to England.

Lord Earle's will was brief, there was no mention of his son's name.

There was a handsome provision for Lady Earle, the pretty little estate

of Roslyn was settled upon her; the servants received numerous

legacies; Sir Harry Laurence and Sir Hugh Charteris were each to

receive a magnificent mourning ring; but there was no mention of the

once-loved son and heir.

As the heir at law, everything was Ronald's--the large amount of money

the late lord had saved, title, estates, everything reverted to him.

But Ronald would have exchanged all for one line of forgiveness, one

word of pardon from the father he had never ceased to love.

It was arranged that until Ronald's return his mother should continue

to reside at Earlescourt, and the management of the estates was

intrusted to Mr. Burt, the family solicitor.

Lady Earle resolved to go to the Elms herself; great changes must be

made there. Ronald's wife and children must take their places in the

world; and she felt a proud satisfaction in thinking that, thanks to

her sensible and judicious management, Dora would fill her future

position with credit. She anticipated Ronald's delight when he should

see his beautiful and accomplished daughters. Despite her great

sorrow, the lady of Earlescourt felt some degree of hope for the

future. She wrote to the Elms, telling Dora of her husband's death,

and announcing her own coming; then the little household understood

that their quiet and solitude had ended forever.

The first thing was to provide handsome mourning. Dora was strangely

quiet and sad through it all. The girls asked a hundred questions

about their father, whom they longed to see. They knew he had left home

in consequence of some quarrel with his father--so much Lady Earle told

them--but they never dreamed that his marriage had caused the fatal

disagreement; they never knew that, for their mother's sake, Lady Earle

carefully concealed all knowledge of it from them.

Lady Earle reached the Elms one evening in the beginning of September.

She asked first to see Dora alone.

During the long years Dora had grown to love the stately, gentle lady

who was Ronald's mother. She could not resist her sweet, gracious

dignity and winning manners. So, when Lady Earle, before seeing her

granddaughters, went to Dora's room, wishing for a long consultation

with her, Dora received her with gentle, reverential affection.

"I wish to see you first," said Lady Helena Earle, "so that we may

arrange our plans before the children know anything of them. Ronald

will return to England in a few months. Dora, what course shall you

adopt?"

"None," she replied. "Your son's return has nothing whatever to do

with me."

"But, surely," said lady Helena, "for the children's sake you will not

refuse at least an outward show of reconciliation?"

"Mr. Earle has not asked it," said Dora--"he never will do so, Lady

Helena. It is as far from his thoughts as from mine."

Lady Earle sat for some moments too much astounded for speech.

"I never inquired the cause of your separation, Dora," she said,

gently, "and I never wish to know it. My son told me you could live

together no longer. I loved my own husband; I was a devoted and

affectionate wife to him. I bore with his faults and loved his

virtues, so that I can not imagine what I should do were I in your

place. I say to you what I should say to Ronald--they are solemn

words--'What therefore God hath joined together, let no man put

asunder.' Now let me tell you my opinion. It is this, that nothing

can justify such a separation as yours--nothing but the most outrageous

offenses or the most barbarous cruelty. Take the right course, Dora;

submit to your husband. Believe me, woman's rights are all fancy and

nonsense; loving, gentle submission is the fairest ornament of woman.

Even should Ronald be in the wrong, trample upon all pride and temper,

and make the first advances to him."

"I can not," said Dora gravely.

"Ronald was always generous and chivalrous," continued Lady Earle.

"Oh, Dora, have you forgotten how my son gave up all the world for you?"

"No," she replied, bitterly; "nor has he forgotten it, Lady Earle."

The remembrance of what she thought her wrongs rose visibly before her.

She saw again the magnificent face of Valentine Charteris, with its

calm, high-bred wonder. She saw her husband's white, angry, indignant

countenance--gestures full of unutterable contempt. Ah, no, never

again! Nothing could heal that quarrel.

"You must take your place in the world," continued Lady Earle. "You are

no longer simply Mrs. Earle of the Elms; you are Lady Earle, of

Earlescourt, wife of its lord, the mother of his children. You have

duties too numerous for me to mention, and you must not shrink from

them."

"I refuse all," she replied, calmly; "I refuse to share your son's

titles, his wealth, his position, his duties; I refuse to make any

advances toward a reconciliation; I refuse to be reconciled."

"And why?" asked Lady Helena, gravely.

A proud flush rose to Dora's face--hot anger stirred in her heart.

"Because your son said words to me that I never can and never will

forget," she cried. "I did wrong--Lady Helena, I was mad, jealous,

blind--I did wrong--I did what I now know to be dishonorable and

degrading. I knew no better, and he might have pardoned me,

remembering that. But before the woman I believe to be my rival he

bitterly regretted having made me his wife."

"They were hard words," said Lady Earle.

"Very hard," replied Dora; "they broke my heart--they slew me in my

youth; I have never lived since then."

"Can you never forgive and forget them, Dora?" asked Lady Helena.

"Never," she replied; "they are burned into my heart and on my brain.

I shall never forget them; your son and I must be strangers, Lady

Earle, while we live."

"I can say no more," sighed Lady Earle. "Perhaps a mightier voice will

call to you, Dora, and then you will obey."

A deep silence fell upon them. Lady Helena was more grieved and

disconcerted than she cared to own. She had thought of taking her

son's wife and children home in triumph, but it was not to be.

"Shall we speak of the children now?" she asked at length. "Some

arrangements must be made for them."

"Yes," said Dora, "their father has claims upon them. I am ready to

yield to them. I do not believe he will ever love them or care for

them, because they are mine. At the same time, I give them up to him

and to you, Lady Earle. The sweetest and best years of their lives

have been spent with me; I must therefore not repine. I have but one

stipulation to make, and it is that my children shall never hear one

word against me."

"You know little of me," said Lady Helena, "if you think such a thing

is possible. You would rather part with your children than accompany

them?"

"Far rather," she replied. "I know you will allow them to visit me,

Lady Earle. I have known for many years that such a time must come,

and I am prepared for it."

"But, my dear Dora," said Lady Earle, warmly, "have you considered what

parting with your children implies--the solitude, the desolation?"

"I know it all," replied Dora. "It will be hard, but not so hard nor

so bitter as living under the same roof with their father."

Carefully and quietly Dora listened to Lady Earle's plans and

arrangements--how her children were to go to Earlescourt and take the

position belonging to them. Mrs. Vyvian was to go with them and remain

until Lord Earle returned. Until then they were not to be introduced

into society; it would take some time to accustom them to so great a

change. When Lord Earl returned he could pursue what course he would.

"He will be so proud of them!" said Lady Earle. "I have never seen a

girl so spirited and beautiful as Beatrice, nor one so fair and gentle

as Lillian. Oh, Dora, I should be happy if you were going with us."

Never once during the few days of busy preparation did Dora's proud

courage give way. The girls at first refused to leave her; they

exhausted themselves in conjectures as to her continued residence at

the Elms, and were forced to be satisfied with Lady Earle's off-hand

declaration that their mother could not endure any but a private life.

"Mamma has a title now," said Beatrice, wonderingly; "why will she not

assume it?"

"Your mother's tastes are simple and plain," replied Lady Earle. "Her

wishes must be treated with respect."

Dora did not give way until the two fair faces that had brightened her

house vanished. When they were gone, and a strange, hushed silence

fell upon the place, pride and courage gave way. In that hour the very

bitterness of death seemed to be upon her.

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