Chapter XIII

The angry, passionate words spoken by Ronald--almost the first he had

ever uttered--soon faded from his mind, but they rankled like poisoned

arrows in Dora's heart. She believed them. Before evening her husband

repented of his anger, and called himself a coward for having scolded

Dora. He went up to her and raised her face to his.

"Little wife," He said, "we have both been wrong. I am very sorry--let

us make friends."

There was just a suspicion of sullenness in Dora's nature, and it

showed itself in full force now.

"It is no matter," she replied, coolly; "I knew long ago that you were

tired of me."

Ronald would not answer, lest they should quarrel again, but he thought

to himself that perhaps she was not far wrong.

From that day the breach between them widened. In after years Dora saw

how much she was to blame. She understood then how distasteful her

quiet, sullen reserve must have been to a high-bred, fastidious man

like Ronald. She did not see it then, but nursed in her heart

imaginary wrongs and injuries; and, above all, she yielded to a wild,

fierce jealousy of Valentine Charteris.

For some weeks Miss Charteris saw the cloud deepening on Ronald's face.

He grew silent, and lost the flow of spirit that had once seemed never

to fail; and during the few weeks that followed, a strong resolution

grew in her mind. She was his true friend, and she would try to

restore peace and harmony between him and his wife. She waited for

some days, but at her mother's house it was impossible to see him

alone. Yet she honestly believed that, if she could talk to him,

remind him of his first love for Dora, of her simplicity and many

virtues, she might restore peace and harmony to her old friend's house.

She thought Ronald to blame. He had voluntarily taken active duties

upon himself, and to her clearly, rightly judging mind, there was no

earthly reason why he should not fulfill them. He would not feel hurt

at her speaking, she felt sure, for he had voluntarily sought her aid

years ago. So Valentine waited day after day, hoping to find a chance

for those few words she thought would do so much good; but, as no

opportunity came, she resolved to make one. Taking her little jeweled

pencil, she wrote the following lines that were in after-time a death

warrant:

"Dear Mr. Earle,--I wish to speak to you particularly and privately. I

shall be in our grounds tomorrow morning about ten; let me see you

there before you enter the house. Your sincere friend, Valentine

Charteris."

All the world might have read the note--there was nothing wrong in

it--good intentions and a kindly heart dictated it, but it worked fatal

mischief. When Ronald was leaving her mother's house, Miss Charteris

openly placed the letter in his hands.

"This is the first note I have ever written to you," she said, with a

smile. "You must not refuse the request it contains."

"I will send him home happy tomorrow," she thought, "he is easily

influenced for good. He must make up the misunderstanding with his

pretty little wife--neither of them look happy."

Ronald did not open the letter until he reached home. Then he read it

with a half-consciousness of what Valentine wanted him for.

"She is a noble woman," he thought. "Her words made me brave

before--they will do me good again."

He left the folded paper upon the table in his studio; and jealous

little Dora, going in search of some work she had left, found it there.

She read it word by word, the color dying slowly out of her face as she

did so, and a bitter, deadly jealousy piercing her heart like a

two-edged sword. It confirmed her worst fears, her darkest doubts.

How dared this brilliant, beautiful woman lure Ronald from her? How

dared she rob her of his love?

Ronald looked aghast at his wife's face as she re-entered the sitting

room. He had been playing with the children, and had forgotten for the

time both Valentine and her note. He cried out in alarm as she turned

her white, wild face to him in dumb, silent despair.

"What is the matter, Dora?" he cried. "Are you ill or frightened? You

look like a ghost."

She made no reply, and her husband, thinking she had relapsed into one

of her little fits of temper, sighed heavily and bade her good night.

Poor, foolish, jealous heart--she never lay down to rest!

She had quite resolved she would go and meet the husband who was tired

of her and the woman who lured him away. She would listen to all they

had to say, and then confront them. No thought of the dishonor of such

a proceeding struck her. Poor Dora was not gifted with great

refinement of feeling--she looked upon the step she contemplated rather

as a triumph over an enemy than a degradation to herself. She knew the

place in the grounds where they should be sure to meet. Miss Charteris

called it her bower; it was a thick cluster of trees under the shade of

which stood a pretty, rustic seat; and Dora thought that, if she placed

herself behind the trees, she would be able to hear all unseen.

Before Ronald partook of breakfast, Dora had quitted the house on her

foolish errand. She knew the way to the house and the entrance to the

garden. She had no fear; even were she discovered there, no one could

surmise more than that she was resting on her way to the house. She

crouched behind the trees and waited. It was wrong, weak, and wicked;

but there was something so pitiful in the white face full of anguish,

that one would hardly know whether to pity or blame her.

The sunshine reached her, the birds were singing in the trees, the

flowers were all blooming--she, in her sorrow and desolation, heeded

nothing. At length she saw them--Valentine in her white morning dress,

her beautiful face full of deep, earnest emotion, and Ronald by her

side. As she surmised, they walked straight to the trees, and

Valentine signed to Ronald to take a seat by her side. Sweetly and

clearly every word she uttered sounded to Ronald, but they fell like

drops of molten lead on the jealous heart of Ronald's wife.

"You must try," Valentine was saying; "I used to think you would be a

hero. You are proving yourself a very weak and erring man."

Dora could not distinguish Ronald's words so plainly; he said something

about life and its mistakes.

"I told you once," said Valentine, "that the man who could endure so

bravely the consequences of his own actions was a true hero. Grant the

worst--that you have made a mistake. You must make the best you can of

it, and you are not doing that now."

"No," he said gravely. "I am very unhappy--more so than you can

imagine, Valentine. Life seems to have lost all its charms for me. I

had such great hopes once, but they are all dead now."

"You are too young to say that," she replied; "a little courage, a

little patience, and all will be well. If it comforts you to know that

my warmest, deepest sympathy is with you--"

Valentine Charteris never finished her sentence; a pale, angry face and

dark, gleaming eyes full of passion suddenly flashed before her.

"You may spare your pity, Miss Charteris," cried a hoarse voice. "Why

have you made my husband dissatisfied with me? Why have you taken his

love from me? Why do you write notes asking him to meet you, that you

may both speak evil and wrong of his low-born wife?"

"Hush!" said Ronald, sternly, grasping her arm. "Stop those wild

words, Dora! Are you mad?"

"No, not yet," she cried; "but this false woman will drive me so!"

Then Miss Charteris rose, her calm, grand face unruffled, not a quiver

on her proud lips.

"Stay, Miss Charteris, one moment, I pray you," said Ronald, "while my

wife apologizes for her folly."

"It is all true," cried Dora. "She wrote and asked you to meet her

here."

"Dora," said her husband, gravely, "did you read the letter Miss

Charteris wrote to me?"

"I did," she replied.

"And you deliberately came here to listen to what she had to say to

me?" he continued. "You deliberately listened to what you were never

intended to hear?"

His grave, stern dignity calmed her angry passion, and she looked

half-frightened into his quiet white face.

"Answer me!" he said. "Have you crouched behind those trees

deliberately and purposely to listen?

"Yes," she said; "and I would do so again if any one tried to take my

husband from me."

"Then may I be forgiven for the dishonor I have brought to my name and

race!" said Ronald. "May I be forgiven for thinking such a woman fit

to be my wife! Hear me," he continued, and the passion in his voice

changed to contempt: "Miss Charteris is your friend; she asked me to

meet her here that she might plead your cause, Dora--that she might

advise me to remain more at home with you, to go less into society, to

look more at the bright side of our married life, and be a better

husband than I have been lately; it was for that she summoned me here."

"I--I do not believe it," sobbed his wife.

"That is at your option," he replied coolly. "Miss Charteris, I should

kneel to ask your pardon for the insults you have received. If a man

had uttered them, I would avenge them. The woman who spoke them bears

my name. I entreat your pardon."

"It is granted," she replied; "your wife must have been mad, or she

would have known I was her friend. I deeply regret that my good

intentions have resulted so unhappily. Forget my annoyance, Mr. Earle,

and forgive Dora; she could not have known what she was saying."

"I forgive her," said Ronald; "but I never wish to look upon her face

again. I see nothing but dishonor there. My love died a violent death

ten minutes since. The woman so dead to all delicacy, all honor as to

listen and suspect will never more be wife of mine."

"Be pitiful," said Valentine, for Dora was weeping bitterly now; all

her fire and passion, all her angry jealousy, had faded before his

wrath.

"I am pitiful," he replied. "Heaven knows I pity her. I pity myself.

We Earles love honorable women when we love at all. I will escort you

to your house, Miss Charteris, and then Mrs. Earle and myself will make

our arrangements."

In her sweet, womanly pity, Valentine bent down and kissed the

despairing face.

"Try to believe that you are wrong and mistaken, Mrs. Earle," she said

gently. "I had no thought save to be your friend."

They spoke no word as they passed through the pretty grounds. Valentine

was full of pity for her companion, and of regret for her own share in

that fatal morning's work.

When Ronald reached the cluster of trees again, Dora was not there.

Just at that moment he cared but little whither she had gone. His

vexation and sorrow seemed almost greater than he could bear.

Dora Thorne · 第 13 / 45 章