CHAPTER XXXIX.

Two years after the eventful morning of her departure from Madras,

Hester was seated one afternoon in her favourite nook in the Rectory

garden. The painful past had not failed to leave its traces on the

deep-hearted girl. The gaiety, the "laughing light" of youth was changed

to soberer hues. But the unnatural reserve which at first seemed to

paralyze her had been replaced by a quiet shining peace of heart, a rare

power of sympathy for others, and an inventiveness in ministering to

those in sorrow. This spiritual beauty seemed reflected in face and

form. There was a perfection of unconscious grace about every movement,

and though the English roses on her cheeks, of which her husband had

been so proud, had faded, the tender bloom of health was not lacking in

her soft colouring and clear, earnest eyes. The black clinging dress

which she still wore suited well her fair wavy hair she sat bending over

her book.

After the first year of mourning, to her parents' satisfaction, Hester

was not unwilling to take part in the social life round her. Visitors

had come and gone who had been dearly welcome to her in a way that none

can understand who have not been part of "an alien land on a foreign

strand," knit together by many common memories. The coming of Colonel

and Mrs. Fellowes had been a great joy to her; while, to her mother, it

had proved an opportunity of hearing some pages from that short year of

wedded life which had hitherto been folded away even from the eyes of

those nearest to the young widow.

Hester had taken up all her daughterly duties with quiet faithfulness,

proving a cheerful companion to her younger brothers in their holidays,

though Charlie was conscious of a change. More than once, for instance,

when he had tried to elicit some news of his friend, Mark Cheveril,

Hester seemed to grow dreamy and preoccupied, changing the topic as soon

as possible. He decided that there must have been a coldness between

these two friends.

"I don't wonder," he remarked to his mother. "If Rayner was half what

old Colonel Fellowes told me of him, Cheveril couldn't have stood him;

so naturally there was a rift between Hester and him."

Mrs. Bellairs, whatever her thoughts were, proved almost as reticent as

her daughter. More than one suitor had sought the hand of the young

widow, but Hester's quick, firm decision had always been adverse to

their hopes. "She will never marry again," acquaintances agreed. Only

her mother, though she gave no opinion, thought she knew some one who

might one day be able to persuade her daughter to allow him to replace

the house of sand which had crumbled away, by a fair house founded on a

rock of true love. But she kept her own counsel.

As the days went on nothing transpired which gave any clue to what the

future might bring. No letter from Mark Cheveril ever reached the

Rectory now; but Hester had still one link with her short wedded life

which she clung to. Many a thin blue page crossed the sea, dated from an

address unknown to the fashionable residents in Madras. And these

letters were responded to by gracious, loving words which gladdened the

heart of the lonely man, and not only his, they were often shared with

one whom long since Mr. Morpeth had come to regard as a son.

"Mr. Cheveril is the most be-fathered man I know," declared little Mrs.

Samptor. "He is the well-beloved boy of our surly Collector and the

precious son of David Morpeth, and Samptor has a softer side to him

than he has ever showed to any other young man."

Mr. Morpeth had often paid visits to Mark in his bungalow, and there was

no more honoured guest at the Collector's table than the old Eurasian,

and no more popular man in the little station of Puranapore. Through

him, Mark was kept much more in touch with Hester than from Charlie's

brief epistles from his London chambers. Often indeed all mention of his

sister's name was purposely omitted. So when on Mark's first furlough

home he desired to reach her, it was not to Charlie he turned, but

decided on more direct methods.

When Hester heard footsteps approaching the walnut tree under which she

sat, reading the brown volume of poems which had reached her one

afternoon at Clive's Road, when she sorely needed its ministry, she took

them to be her brother's.

"Come here, young man," she called, "sit at my feet and learn wisdom

from Browning!"

"Nothing will please me better, Hester," answered a familiar voice that

was not Charlie's.

"Mark--you! I never even knew you had left Madras," exclaimed Hester.

"Why ever did Mr. Morpeth not give me that bit of news? Have you just

arrived?"

"I went to Shropshire first to see my old uncle who has been ailing. He

lives--or rather vegetates--in an ancient black-timbered mansion all his

lone; but he is a very independent old fellow. I was kept there longer

than I reckoned on, owing to something unexpected turning up. Then I had

to go to London about some business. I looked up Charlie at his

chambers, but he wasn't to be found----"

"Oh, Charlie will be overjoyed to see you! He and Cecil are out shooting

rabbits just now. I do hope he'll be back soon."

Mark did not re-echo that hope. In fact he prayed it might be some time

before the walnut grove was invaded by any. His eyes were resting

eagerly on Hester. He perceived with joy that the healing process had

been at work, binding up the old wounds and restoring serenity to the

once sorely troubled life.

"I must tell you, Hester," he said with a frank smile, "that I don't

feel a stranger to any of your doings. Dear old Morpeth preserves your

letters in lavender and gives me a share of them."

For a moment Hester was startled, remembering that she had shared many

of her most intimate thoughts with the wise saint with whom she felt a

close bond; then she answered with a smile as frank as his own.

"No, I don't mind. You know so much of those past days, Mark. You could

understand much that was only meant for the dear old man."

There was something natural and spontaneous in Hester's tone which had

the effect of banishing Mark's fears concerning this first meeting with

one who, every day since they parted, had become more enshrined in his

thoughts.

"But how can I have been so many minutes without asking for your beloved

Collector?" she said; and though the topic was congenial, Mark grudged

the digression from more personal matters. "Mr. Worsley is quite a

family friend here now, you know. He spent a week of his furlough with

us and took everybody by storm. Father and mother were so happy with

him, and he with them. He seemed like a delightful balm; and yet I

remember when I wouldn't listen to your praise of him and felt sure he

must be the surly bear people said he was! But, Mark, I must tell you,

he made some rather sceptical remarks about your being a Eurasian. I

think father was rather shocked at his levity. He said it was only a

hallucination of yours--though an excellent one--seeing the Eurasians

needed friends so much."

"Then I suspect the Collector will have a crow over me now!" said Mark,

with a laugh. "What do you think, Hester? I discovered a box of papers

in a lumber room at Cheveril. It had never been opened seemingly since

it was sent home from the East after my father's death. He was Uncle

Mark's younger brother, you know, a lieutenant in the Indian Army; and I

find that my mother who was always believed to be an Indian--and a

princess to boot--was after all an English girl, lost at the time of the

Mutiny, though she had a happier fate than some, for she was adopted by

a good Ranee. She was only seventeen when my father married her, and she

died at my birth. My father died soon after, and I was sent home to my

grandparents at Cheveril; very likely the old cedar-wood box was part of

my baggage! I've always understood from Uncle Mark that owing to my

father's hasty marriage there was a coldness between my grandparents and

him, and that letters ceased between them, though his early death was

said to be a great blow. Probably they heard misleading rumours of the

choice of a girl from the Ranee's palace. It was a romantic affair, of

course, and would be sure to set tongues wagging. Anyhow, the truth has

been disclosed at last by this old chest which looks so Indian that I

expect it was part of my mother's providing by the Ranee. My mother, by

the way, was a daughter of a General Worsley. I can't help thinking and

hoping that she must have been of the same family as the Collector; but

that will all be cleared up by and by."

"And are you glad or sorry, Mark?" asked Hester, with a wistful look in

her eyes.

"Well, to know the truth is always best, don't you think?" said Mark

simply. "But I'll tell you who is jolly glad--my uncle! He says he

rejoices there has been no 'blot on the scutcheon' after all! He is in

great excitement, and has had his lawyer down to examine the old papers

which he might have discovered long ago."

"But then you mightn't have been the cordial succourer of so many

Eurasians. Indeed, I feel sure you will prove no less their friend in

days to come, though there is no blood-tie; but I must say, Mark, for

many reasons, I'm grateful to the old cedar-wood box for holding its

secret so long! Even Alfred, in his heart of hearts, admired your

courage, and it was all on the side of good for him," said Hester,

wondering why it was so much more easy to speak that name to this friend

than to any of her home people.

Mark went on to tell her that his return to India would no longer be to

the familiar Puranapore. Since the Collector was about to retire, he

acknowledged, he was nothing loth to have a change, especially since an

attractive post had been offered to him in the North, though it would

necessitate a speedy return to the East.

He now bent forward suddenly, saying:

"Hester, would you risk the black water again and go with me? You have

all my love and my worship--will you be my wife? I once banished my love

as a forbidden thing and tried to be your loyal friend----"

"You did, Mark," murmured Hester, with bowed head. "Right loyally you

did----"

"But now--the present is ours, Hester, the present and the future. You

will make it golden for me if you will grant me this. Hester, didn't you

invite me to come and learn wisdom at your feet as I came under this

tree?" asked Mark, with a glowing mien, flinging himself on the ground

and looking up into her drooping face.

"No, it was Charlie I invited."

"My answer, Hester! I have waited long," he pleaded, looking at her with

all his soul in his eyes. "I know now too well that I loved you

before--before that other ever saw you."

Hester felt as if she knew it too. And she also knew that as the first

man who had wooed and won her was false, this one was wholly true.

Stretching out both her hands to him, she said:

"Yes, Mark, I will venture the black water again with you! Where you go

I will go. My love and trust are wholly yours--and have been

since--since that morning we stood together on the deck of the _El

Dorado_."

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_Jarrold & Sons, Ltd., Printers, The Empire Press, Norwich._

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