CHAPTER XXXVII.

As Mark Cheveril was stepping out of the railway carriage in the Madras

station, a hand was laid upon his shoulder.

"The very man I was anxious to meet this morning," said Mr. Morpeth,

fixing his deep grey eyes on his young friend. "In fact, it was my

anxiety about all of you at Puranapore that brought me here at this

hour. I heard rumours yesterday of an impending riot in the town. Then I

had a bad dream! I haven't actually visited the place for years, but I

saw you all with a furious mob round you, and big champing horses riding

over you. I feared you and Mr. Worsley might be in trouble. But I'm glad

to see you're all safe, anyhow, Cheveril. But you do look a bit jaded.

Has the rioting been serious? Come and tell me all about it."

The old man put his arm through Mark's, and walked down the platform

with him.

"Serious enough," answered Mark. "But a company of soldiers from the

Fort soon settled the rioters. It's an unexpected event connected with

the riot that has brought me here this morning. You'll be sorry to hear,

Morpeth, that our friend, Mrs. Rayner's husband, has been

killed--literally trampled to death by a savage Mahomedan on horseback."

"Alfred dead!" gasped Mr. Morpeth, with a look of grief and terror in

his eyes. He stumbled in his walk, and but for Mark's strong arm would

have fallen forward.

His companion regarded him with astonishment.

"Yes, Rayner's gone, poor fellow! It's very sad! This sudden bad news

will be terrible for his wife. I didn't think you knew him though?"

added Mark interrogatively. "I'm just on my way to break the news to her

if I can muster up courage. I've been watching by him all night--he

passed away at dawn."

"God bless you for that," murmured Mr. Morpeth, his face quivering.

"Cheveril, there's no need to keep the secret any longer. I was wrong to

keep it at all. It was the ruin of him. He was my only son--Alfred."

Then in reply to Mark's silent start, he added, "Yes, that was his

mother's portrait you and his wife came on that afternoon. The incident

struck me at the time. I would I had spoken even then."

"Rayner--your son? It's hardly believable," stammered Mark, suddenly

recalling the incident of his first evening in Madras, when Rayner in

the mail-phaeton had, it seemed to him, almost deliberately set himself

to trample down the old man on whose cheek the tears were now running

down in sorrow for his loss. "He did not know this, of course--he never

knew it?" burst forth Mark, in an almost pleading tone.

"Yes, Alfred did know he was my son--but not in time--not till lately,"

the father acknowledged in a faltering voice. "I should like to tell you

all about it, Cheveril. And from you, who have stood by his dying bed,

there is much I want to hear."

Mark assented, and tightening his arm on Mr. Morpeth's, he led him to a

quiet comer of the big station, where they could carry on a conversation

without interruption. He would fain have suggested that he should take

the old man to the peace of his own library, but he felt his first duty

was to her who had been the beloved and sheltered one of Pinkthorpe

Rectory, and who was now alone and forlorn in this alien land.

In broken words David Morpeth told his tale of many-sided pain. Mark

Cheveril's sympathetic heart read its import even more completely than

the speaker guessed, though his words were few. After a little silence,

he glanced at the clock, saying:

"I was on my way to Clive's Road to tell her. Do you think----"

"Ah, yes, it is for me to take that duty," said Mr. Morpeth, starting up

from the bench where they were sitting. "I've shirked my

responsibilities too long. I see it now when it is too late. I shall go

to that sweet child whom I have loved for her own sake as my daughter."

The proposal was eagerly hailed by Mark, who now began to consider

whether he would share Zynool's communication with the stricken father,

but decided that before doing so he would seek fuller information, and

arranged to meet Mr. Morpeth at his house an hour or two later. He was

desirous of returning to Puranapore as soon as possible, not only on

account of his arrears of work, but also that he might through Zynool

even in prison ascertain the charge that was brought against Rayner,

which, on his own acknowledgment, had made him a fugitive in disguise.

After seeing Mr. Morpeth into his little victoria, Mark drove to the

Club, having much food for thought as he pondered over the tragical

story to which he had listened; and which, as he linked on certain

incidents which sprang to his memory with painful vividness, obliged him

to acknowledge the utter baseness of Hester's husband.

When Mr. Morpeth alighted from his carriage at Clive's Road and walked

up the broad steps, he caught sight of Hester seated in the verandah,

looking like a ghost of her former self.

"The poor child must have heard already," he said to himself, as he went

forward. Even the sound of the carriage wheels seemed to have struck

terror into Hester's heart. She clung to the arms of her chair as she

essayed to rise, and looked at her visitor with scared, questioning

eyes.

"You know already, then?" murmured Mr. Morpeth, taking her hand and

gazing pitifully into her face.

"Oh, have they caught him? Is he in prison?" she cried, the blood

rushing into her pale cheeks. "Oh, I can't bear it!"

"In prison, my dear? What do you mean?" asked Mr. Morpeth in a

bewildered tone. "No, Hester, death is not prison! Pray that in spite of

all it may be the Gate of Life."

"'Death'! Have you come to tell me that my husband is dead?" she asked

with startled air.

Mr. Morpeth briefly narrated to her the events of which Mark Cheveril

had put him in possession at the station. Hester listened, dry-eyed, as

one spell-bound.

"And Hester," he added slowly, "I prayed that I might bring this news to

you because I am Alfred's father----"

"You are? Then it _was_ true!" cried Hester, as if awakening from a

dream. "But oh, why did not poor Alfred have all the good a father like

you might have been to him? I thought these women who told me were only

gossiping, but I even wished that it _were_ true. Why did you ever lose

hold of your son?" asked Hester, looking reproachfully on the worn, grey

face.

So it happened, that for the second time that morning, David Morpeth,

with aching heart, had to take up the tangled skein of the past. And

Hester, as she listened, with her quick perception easily filled up the

gaps in the narration.

"Oh, the loss to him!" she murmured. "If he had been brought up by one

good and true like you he might have been different, instead of being

embittered, reckless, mad."

In her turn, she had to unfold to the father the story of his son's

crime and the fear of its consequences, which had driven him from his

home, a fugitive from justice.

The father's grey head was bowed in grief. He sat in silence for some

time, then looking up with a sob he said:

"If he had only come to me--even that night. I was his father--but he

would have none of me."

"But how could he go to you--he did not know," faltered Hester.

"Ah, child, that is the worst sorrow of all--Alfred did know," said the

truth-loving man, looking at Hester with his earnest eyes.

"Not that evening on the beach when he was so rude--so cruel? Oh, say he

did not know then?"

Hester's eyes as well as her tone pleaded for an assurance that at least

she could exonerate her husband from the terrible stain such knowledge

must shed on his conduct that evening.

"How can I tell her," he thought. "Listen, my child! When Alfred was in

Calcutta he learnt that David Morpeth, the old East Indian, was his

father. He disowned me and scornfully refused my allowance to him from

that day forward. As I have explained to you, it was my own fault for

weakly consenting to a foolish promise--for allowing my child to pass

from me as I did. The fact is my own will inclined to it. I had always

been too sensitively conscious of the disabilities of Eurasians--perhaps

unduly dominated by the aristocracy of colour in the white man. Mr.

Cheveril, now, has turned those very disabilities which were my weakness

into strength, but I bent my head before the prejudice, having suffered

in many-sided ways from my youth up. To shield my son against it seemed

in my mistaken judgment worthy of the sacrifice I had to make. I desired

to save him from the cup that had been so bitter to my taste, forgetting

that the cup Our Father offers is the only safe one for us. I dreamt too

of his having a very different training in England, idealising

everything there, as I did in those days. I thought no sacrifice too

great to bring about this end; but my wife's sister thwarted my purposes

and even deceived me for long. Ignorant as I was of English ways save

through literature, I shrank from going there to arrange matters for my

son until it was too late. I have long known, however, that it was not

only my foolish promise to the dead mother that bound me--it was my own

pride and self-will. Long ago, of course, I saw the fatal mistake I had

made. But we have to reap as we sow. My reaping time is sore indeed. Oh,

the bitterness to think of his being a forger and a felon."

With a groan the old man bent his head and covered his face with his

hands. Hester's pity, even at this her own dark hour, was stirred for

the forlorn man. She rose and laid her hand on his grey head.

"Try to forgive him," she murmured. "It is terrible to think of, but

Alfred is dead. We must try not to judge him hardly any more."

The pathetic ring in her voice caused the old man to look up at her.

"You have suffered too, my child," he said, taking her hand. "Have I not

been a silent witness of your trials--haunted by the thought of them

even when I went about my daily work? How I longed to spare you, to

protect you. Now, at last, in that matter I can have my wish," he added,

with a touch of his old energy coming into his face. "As Alfred's

father, it is my right to do all I can to help and protect you at this

terrible time. The responsibility will be my greatest comfort now.

First, may I go and ask your good friend Mrs. Fellowes to come and be

with you?"

"No, no, just for to-day let me be alone. There is such a thing as

getting acquainted with grief, you know," returned Hester, with a sad

smile.

"As you will, my dear! Then, I should like to tell you that all the

offices for the dead will be my care. You will let me have my son just

once in his father's house?" he asked, in a pleading tone. "It is my

purpose to take him to Calcutta and lay him beside his young mother. And

you, Hester, will want to return to your happy home? You have youth and

hope still with you. It is no doubt your wish to go back to England?"

"Oh, yes, I shall go home. He needs me no more. I did try to help

him--but----" She broke off with a sob.

"Didn't I see you did? Ah, how my heart yearned for you as well as for

my poor wayward son! But I was powerless to help either the one or the

other. That was my punishment. But now you must allow me to atone for it

by giving you all the help I can."

"When he is with you on the sea, I shall go on my voyage too. I cannot

stay in this house longer--or anywhere else in this place."

"Nor need you. All can be arranged. Can you be ready to start in a

couple of days?"

"Easily. Everything here must be left to pay the debts we owe--that

money he took too. I can only give up everything I have. It's not much,

I fear, but it's all I can do just now. When I get home, my father----"

"Not a word about that matter," interrupted Mr. Morpeth, rising. "These

burdens are all my right now. I must go, but I shall look in again this

evening, since you prefer to be alone to-day. Go and lie down, my child,

you are overwrought," he added, glancing at Hester's worn face.

Beckoning to the butler, he briefly told him of his master's death, and

charged him to see well to his mistress, who would soon have to cross

"the black water" again. Then, with his habitual calm taking possession

of him once more, Mr. Morpeth hurried away to face a more difficult and

trying day than Hester had any idea of.

She too had her hours of storm and stress as the long, hot hours wore

on. The terrible tension arising from the suspense was now at an end.

Her weak, erring husband had gone to another Bar than the earthly one

she had so dreaded for him. Her brief married life lay in ruins, and

though love was dead, its spectre haunted her at every turn. Now it was

the beautiful face, the impassioned eyes of the almost unknown suitor in

the Woodglade arbour that rose before her. Again, it was one incident

after another disclosing his disordered heart; scenes before which she

had learnt to quail in fear--not for herself, she soon learnt to outlive

that--but for the restless, unhappy one to whom she had pledged her

wedded troth. Sometimes it was the recollection of that morning on which

he had spoken such insulting words to his own father that sprang into

her mind. And as she vividly recalled the scene, she began to wonder if,

all along, Alfred could have had some subconscious glimmering of the

close relationship between him and the noble-hearted man he was spurning

which goaded him to a sense of desperation. Then the memory of her happy

morning ride with Mark Cheveril came to her mind. How kind, how

comforting, how high-toned and self-restrained he had ever proved, and

yet, for her sake, he had to endure taunts which, had they been flung at

him by any other than her husband, she felt sure would have been dealt

with very differently. Yet it had been that friend who had smoothed the

dying pillow of her disgraced husband!

Deeply grateful as she was to Mark Cheveril for all that he had been to

her, she felt no desire to meet him on this dark day, and was thankful

that Mr. Morpeth, and not he, had been the messenger of the evil

tidings. Perhaps Mark and she would never meet again in this world; yet

between them she felt there would ever be the bond forged during these

eventful months when faith and honour and fealty had called her to turn

from the true man to him whom she had too late awakened to find deeply

false, although he was the husband of her youth.

Even the thought of the home-going--that thought so thrilling to the

hearts of Anglo-Indians--brought no lightening to Hester's load of pain

that day, nor for many a succeeding one.

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