CHAPTER XXXIII.

Hester was still sitting in the verandah waiting her husband's return.

Her own preparations for the projected journey to the hills were well

advanced, but there was still a good deal to settle before their

departure, and she had expected Alfred to hurry home earlier than usual

to complete all arrangements. Not realising how late it was, she

reckoned that he must have been detained by some important interview

with a client. As she sat with folded hands wearily waiting, her

thoughts suddenly reverted to the disagreeable visitors of the afternoon

and their extraordinary communication. It seemed to take shape in her

mind for the first time and she sighed softly.

"I only wish Mr. Morpeth had been Alfred's father! How differently he

would have brought him up from that silly aunt whose memory he

despises!"

But the story was so evidently the outcome of malice that it was hardly

worthy of consideration. Perhaps this Leila Baltus had been a former

acquaintance of Alfred's. The thought had occurred to her before, and

now she felt certain of it, and yet it seemed strange in the light of

his bitter prejudice against the Eurasian community. But evidently the

girl did owe him a grudge, and it was not pleasant to think of; so

Hester tried to dismiss the incident from her mind.

She rose from her lounging chair and began to pace up and down the

verandah, looking out on the moon-silvered lawn and drinking in the

peace of the midnight landscape. A slight movement of one of the side

blinds of the verandah which had not, like the others, been raised at

sunset, now arrested her attention. She drew some steps nearer. Through

one of the chinks of the rattan, which was being gently pushed up, she

caught sight of a pair of eyes. For a moment she stood riveted to the

spot with terror, then she turned with the intention of rousing the

"maty," whom she knew to be stretched in deep slumber in the verandah at

the back of the house, but a voice whispered through the

chinks--"Hester."

The tone that fell on her ear was not familiar. Was it a ghostly

presence that had crept near her? Those eyes had looked so terrible.

They were withdrawn now, and she heard a light footfall on the steps

which froze her blood within her. Suddenly her husband stood before her

in his strange garb and with so wild and distraught a bearing that her

terror was hardly lessened.

"Alfred," she gasped. "What is the matter? Why have you come like this?"

"Hush, Hester, don't speak so loud. Nobody must hear. Are you quite

alone? Nobody about--all the servants gone?" whispered her husband,

glancing round furtively.

"Alfred, what has--How awful you look--and that dress. What has

happened?"

"Yes, I must look an awful guy! I'm sorry I've scared you! I might at

least have taken off the turban before I showed myself--seeing I'm not a

native, anyhow," he added, with a bitter laugh. Then springing forward

he took hold of his wife's trembling hands and wailed in a piteous tone:

"Oh, Hester, you won't desert me? Whatever happens, whatever you may

hear about me. There will be many lies afloat. Hester, I'm in mortal

trouble, everything has tumbled to bits----"

"Alfred, is it--is it that you've just found out--since you left this

morning--that Mr. Morpeth is your father?" she asked, holding his hands

and looking into his eyes.

"So you've heard that!" he gasped. "It's true what that fiend told

me----"

"But why trouble about that?" said Hester gently. "I have just been

thinking how good it would be if it were true! I know you have hated

Eurasians, but--but if your father is one, surely that prejudice will

snap like a gossamer thread. Think how noble he is--and Mark Cheveril

too."

As she spoke that name, a picture, like a benediction, sprang into her

troubled mind--those frank, honest eyes, that chivalrous protective

presence--what would she not give to have Mark Cheveril with her at this

difficult juncture to aid her in her persuasions, for she had not yet

fathomed the abyss of trouble which seethed about her. "Why, Alfred, a

parentage like that will be our pride," she went on, and her tone rang

with conviction.

Her husband stared at her for an instant with a strange wistful

expression in his eyes, then he shook his head and pulled his hand from

her grasp.

"It's a lie," he shrieked. "A vile lie! I wouldn't touch the man with

the tongs! He's not my father. You're on the wrong track altogether,

Hester, it's not that. Listen and I'll whisper," he added, turning with

terrified eyes to stare at the long shadows thrown by the moonlight from

the shrubs encircling the gravel sweep. "I'm a hunted man. They're after

me already--the police, I mean! I'm a criminal, Hester! In a mad moment

I yielded to a vile temptation. The long and the short of it is that

I've made myself liable to conviction for forgery. I'm ruined."

Then he narrated incoherently all that had led up to his using the

Mahomedan's name.

Hester listened silently with strained eyes and a face of deadly pallor.

Indeed she seemed unable to find utterance.

"Speak, Hester," wailed her husband, when he had told her all. "Don't

stand staring at me like a ghost. I've come to say good-bye, Hester! I

couldn't resist that. Mind, I did it for you--to get money to go to the

hills, and now I'll have to flee an outcast and alone!"

"But how--where?" asked Hester in bewildered tones, as if she was only

beginning to have a glimmering of the dreadful import of the revelation

which she had just heard.

"Well, listen--I might dodge the police if I can get off to-night. I've

got some hours in front of them still. I can't for the life of me steady

my thoughts to make any plan. Hester, help me!" he wailed feebly. "I

can't, I won't see the inside of an Indian jail!"

Hester's eyes dilated with horror, but she seemed unable to utter a

word.

"Look here, wife, if I could only get hold of some disguise I might get

off by the early train to Beypore, and go on to Karrachi and ship there.

I've got a pal there who will help me, and see me through this scrape if

I could only reach Beypore without being caught. Ah, but I shouldn't

have told you--I should have kept that dark! Never mind now, you're my

wife and you can keep a secret. Can't you plan out any make-up that

would serve my turn--male or female?"

Hester's mind was already at work. She had so far grasped the desperate

situation. Pain and shame gnawed at her spirit, and the unspoken wail

rang in her heart, "Oh, how could he commit such a dreadful crime?" Even

the query rose in her mind, "Was it right to help him?" If she did not,

the issue was certain according to his own showing. When morning dawned

he would be dragged off to prison. That slender body, those high strung

nerves would not stand that even for a day! "O God, help me," she

murmured, looking on the cowering figure of her husband. "The issues are

with Thee, but surely it is for me, his wife, to help him at this

terrible hour--all I can!"

"Oh, save me, Hester, save me!" implored her husband. "The morning will

be on us, and they'll drag me off as sure as fate."

"Listen to me, Alfred," began Hester, in a quiet firm voice. "Will you

wait here for a moment? I think I have a plan, but I must go up-stairs

and see ayah about it. You need not fear her, she'll be quite

faithful----"

"Anyhow we must risk it," he interrupted, with a ring of hope in his

voice. "I'll wait, Hester, but be quick, there's not a moment to lose."

Left alone Mr. Rayner threw himself on one of the lounging chairs, then,

feeling faint, he remembered that he had not tasted food for many hours.

"Shan't whisper that to her, or she'd be insisting on a good square

meal, and that might cost me dear."

He made his way to the dining-room and lit one of the candles in the

candelabra which stood on the table. He went to the sideboard and poured

himself out a glass of brandy and drank it eagerly. The stimulant nerved

him for a little, but he began to grow impatient for his wife's return.

Meanwhile Hester's brain was at work up-stairs. In a whisper she had

confided to her ayah that her husband must hurry off at once because he

had done something bad which had been found out.

"Something veree bad," repeated the ayah, shaking her head. "Poor

gentleman, what a pity it is done find out!"

"When we do wrong it is always found out by God, ayah," replied Hester.

"His punishment must come unless we repent and make amends. But I feel

we must give him some help. I want to dress my husband in some clothes

as unlike his own as possible. Where is that saree and jacket you used

to wear in the cold weather. Will you sell it to me, ayah?"

"Sell, missus? I giving, not selling. I go fetch this veree minute."

Hester then hurried downstairs quickly, divulging the plan to her

husband.

"First-rate idea!" he said, springing up from his chair. "You're a

genius, Hester!"

"Come then," she answered, drawing his arm through hers and leading him

up-stairs.

The ayah stood in readiness, holding the required garments.

"Awfully good of you, ayah," said Mr. Rayner almost lightly. "I'll send

your saree back again, or better still, your missus will buy you a new

one!"

The red saree was soon deftly arranged by the ayah, but when she drew

back to regard her work, she shook her head.

"Ai, ai, thatt _feringhi_ white face will spoil all!"

"She's right, Hester," said Rayner, fixing hopeless eyes on his wife.

Hester silently went to her _almirah_, remembering a little box of

colouring powders which had been given her by a visitor to the Rectory

when some charades were on foot, and her brothers had to be hastily

transformed into Red Indians. She had returned the box next morning, but

her friend had said, "Keep it, my dear, you may find it useful yet!" She

recalled the words with a sad smile. Yes, she thought, she would find it

useful now to help the flight of her husband, to whom she had not been a

year married, and to save him, if possible, from being convicted as a

forger!

She set about her work, executing it as skilfully as on that happy

evening when she had won golden opinions for her clever imitation of the

colouring of Red Indians. The old ayah forgot her misery, and fairly

clapped her hands when she saw the result. Even Mr. Rayner, when he

surveyed himself in the mirror after having the saree draped round his

head, said with a relieved air:

"Hester, you're an angel! I declare I'll pass for an old ayah going to

visit my granddaughter. Of course my lovely nut brown hue will soon wear

off but it may last till I reach--ah, I mustn't mention the place,

though! But I'm afraid those bare feet, though brown enough, will take

badly to the road, and yet my shoes would give me away."

"But master must have ring on his toe," cried the ayah, and the kindly

old woman transferred her own ring from her toe to his.

"You'll need to hurry, Alfred," said Hester. "The dawn is beginning to

steal in."

When her husband caught sight of her grief-stricken face, the brief

courage which his successful disguise had imparted began to give way.

"Oh, I can't do it, Hester," he moaned. "I'm not fit to go through with

it. I'll rather stay and be caught, like a rat in a trap," and he threw

himself down on a sofa.

Hester's brave spirit rose with the desperate crisis.

"You must carry out your plan, Alfred. It's too late to draw back

now--unless it is any sense that it is wrong to go that makes you

shrink? You must not let your faint heart get the upper hand," she said

firmly, almost dragging him from the sofa. "Alfred, I want to say

something to you," she whispered, as they went downstairs to the

verandah. "Will you try to think of what you've done? It's so terrible!

Will you cry to God to make you feel the shame and the sin of it all? It

is never too late to seek His forgiveness. Nothing else really matters

but that in the end," she said softly, and her eyes pleaded more than

her words.

"You're a saint," murmured her husband, looking into her face with an

awed air. "God bless you, my sweet wife! I was never worthy of you. Old

Worsley was right there."

Even in her woe Hester felt surprise at these words. "He's dreaming,"

she thought, but the time for words was past. Not one moment longer

could she allow him to linger. She urged him to go, but he threw himself

into a chair.

"It's you who are sending me away," he groaned. "I never thought it

would end so. I won't be hoofed out by you like this! No, don't lay a

finger on me," he cried, pushing her away as she stooped over him

caressingly, as a mother might over a rebellious child. "You'll spoil my

make-up if you touch me and then my only chance of escape will be gone!"

After a moment he recovered himself and started up. "Look here, Hester,

how could I forget? You must share in my gold--I've got plenty here," he

said, pulling out one of the bags he had stowed away in the remnants of

English clothing which he had retained beneath the thickly pleated folds

of the red saree. "See, I'll give you half----"

"Of the money you stole!" cried his wife, with a ring of scorn in her

voice. "Not a penny of it! Come what may, it must all be returned to the

Mahomedan, whoever he is," she added with decision. The incident seemed

to brace her thoughts, though she was conscious that the fact of her

husband offering her a share of his theft emphasised the gulf between

them. Something of this seemed to strike him also. He stood staring at

her with misery in his eyes.

"Oh, Hester, what a hideous mess I've brought you into!" he burst forth.

"But you'll not forsake me, will you? This horrid hunt for me will not

last long. I'll get off scot free, never fear. We may be able to meet

soon and go to England together. I'll send you word. If not together,

I'll hurry there, and you'll meet me, won't you, dear?" he asked,

clinging to her.

Hester started back on seeing the growing light of the sky.

"Alfred, you're forgetting the risk you run by lingering like this. You

must go as long as it is possible. See, it will be day soon. Oh, do go,

I implore you," she cried in terror, thinking she heard sounds in the

back verandah, and almost pushing him down the steps. "I cannot let you

perish! Go, go, oh, do go!"

"I fear I can't risk my make-up by an embrace," he said lightly, looking

back as he began to go down the steps. But when he reached the gravel,

he darted up again and threw his arms round her trembling figure,

kissing her passionately; then he fled, just as the silver dawn was

chasing the last shadows of night from the sky.

Hester stood a silent statuesque figure, watching her husband as he

disappeared along the avenue of casuarina trees. Then her dauntless

spirit gave way and she fell down in a faint.

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