CHAPTER XXII. SERMONS AND WOODBOXES

On the afternoon that Pollyanna told John Pendleton of Jimmy Bean, the

Rev. Paul Ford climbed the hill and entered the Pendleton Woods, hoping

that the hushed beauty of God's out-of-doors would still the tumult that

His children of men had wrought.

The Rev. Paul Ford was sick at heart. Month by month, for a year past,

conditions in the parish under him had been growing worse and worse;

until it seemed that now, turn which way he would, he encountered only

wrangling, backbiting, scandal, and jealousy. He had argued, pleaded,

rebuked, and ignored by turns; and always and through all he had

prayed--earnestly, hopefully. But to-day miserably he was forced to own

that matters were no better, but rather worse.

Two of his deacons were at swords' points over a silly something

that only endless brooding had made of any account. Three of his most

energetic women workers had withdrawn from the Ladies' Aid Society

because a tiny spark of gossip had been fanned by wagging tongues into a

devouring flame of scandal. The choir had split over the amount of solo

work given to a fanciedly preferred singer. Even the Christian Endeavor

Society was in a ferment of unrest owing to open criticism of two of its

officers. As to the Sunday school--it had been the resignation of its

superintendent and two of its teachers that had been the last straw, and

that had sent the harassed minister to the quiet woods for prayer and

meditation.

Under the green arch of the trees the Rev. Paul Ford faced the thing

squarely. To his mind, the crisis had come. Something must be done--and

done at once. The entire work of the church was at a standstill. The

Sunday services, the week-day prayer meeting, the missionary teas, even

the suppers and socials were becoming less and less well attended. True,

a few conscientious workers were still left. But they pulled at cross

purposes, usually; and always they showed themselves to be acutely aware

of the critical eyes all about them, and of the tongues that had nothing

to do but to talk about what the eyes saw.

And because of all this, the Rev. Paul Ford understood very well that he

(God's minister), the church, the town, and even Christianity itself was

suffering; and must suffer still more unless--

Clearly something must be done, and done at once. But what?

Slowly the minister took from his pocket the notes he had made for his

next Sunday's sermon. Frowningly he looked at them. His mouth settled

into stern lines, as aloud, very impressively, he read the verses on

which he had determined to speak:

“'But woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye shut

up the kingdom of heaven against men: for ye neither go in yourselves,

neither suffer ye them that are entering to go in.'

“'Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye devour

widows' houses, and for a pretence make long prayer: therefore ye shall

receive the greater damnation.'

“'Woe unto you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! for ye pay tithe of

mint and anise and cummin, and have omitted the weightier matters of the

law, judgment, mercy, and faith: these ought ye to have done, and not to

leave the other undone.'”

It was a bitter denunciation. In the green aisles of the woods, the

minister's deep voice rang out with scathing effect. Even the birds and

squirrels seemed hushed into awed silence. It brought to the minister a

vivid realization of how those words would sound the next Sunday when he

should utter them before his people in the sacred hush of the church.

His people!--they WERE his people. Could he do it? Dare he do it? Dare

he not do it? It was a fearful denunciation, even without the words that

would follow--his own words. He had prayed and prayed. He had pleaded

earnestly for help, for guidance. He longed--oh, how earnestly he

longed!--to take now, in this crisis, the right step. But was this--the

right step?

Slowly the minister folded the papers and thrust them back into his

pocket. Then, with a sigh that was almost a moan, he flung himself down

at the foot of a tree, and covered his face with his hands.

It was there that Pollyanna, on her way home from the Pendleton house,

found him. With a little cry she ran forward.

“Oh, oh, Mr. Ford! You--YOU haven't broken YOUR leg or--or anything,

have you?” she gasped.

The minister dropped his hands, and looked up quickly. He tried to

smile.

“No, dear--no, indeed! I'm just--resting.”

“Oh,” sighed Pollyanna, falling back a little. “That's all right, then.

You see, Mr. Pendleton HAD broken his leg when I found him--but he was

lying down, though. And you are sitting up.”

“Yes, I am sitting up; and I haven't broken anything--that doctors can

mend.”

The last words were very low, but Pollyanna heard them. A swift change

crossed her face. Her eyes glowed with tender sympathy.

“I know what you mean--something plagues you. Father used to feel like

that, lots of times. I reckon ministers do--most generally. You see

there's such a lot depends on 'em, somehow.”

The Rev. Paul Ford turned a little wonderingly.

“Was YOUR father a minister, Pollyanna?”

“Yes, sir. Didn't you know? I supposed everybody knew that. He married

Aunt Polly's sister, and she was my mother.”

“Oh, I understand. But, you see, I haven't been here many years, so I

don't know all the family histories.”

“Yes, sir--I mean, no, sir,” smiled Pollyanna.

There was a long pause. The minister, still sitting at the foot of the

tree, appeared to have forgotten Pollyanna's presence. He had pulled

some papers from his pocket and unfolded them; but he was not looking at

them. He was gazing, instead, at a leaf on the ground a little distance

away--and it was not even a pretty leaf. It was brown and dead.

Pollyanna, looking at him, felt vaguely sorry for him.

“It--it's a nice day,” she began hopefully.

For a moment there was no answer; then the minister looked up with a

start.

“What? Oh!--yes, it is a very nice day.”

“And 'tisn't cold at all, either, even if 'tis October,” observed

Pollyanna, still more hopefully. “Mr. Pendleton had a fire, but he said

he didn't need it. It was just to look at. I like to look at fires,

don't you?”

There was no reply this time, though Pollyanna waited patiently, before

she tried again--by a new route.

“Do You like being a minister?”

The Rev. Paul Ford looked up now, very quickly.

“Do I like--Why, what an odd question! Why do you ask that, my dear?”

“Nothing--only the way you looked. It made me think of my father. He

used to look like that--sometimes.”

“Did he?” The minister's voice was polite, but his eyes had gone back to

the dried leaf on the ground.

“Yes, and I used to ask him just as I did you if he was glad he was a

minister.”

The man under the tree smiled a little sadly.

“Well--what did he say?”

“Oh, he always said he was, of course, but 'most always he said, too,

that he wouldn't STAY a minister a minute if 'twasn't for the rejoicing

texts.”

“The--WHAT?” The Rev. Paul Ford's eyes left the leaf and gazed

wonderingly into Pollyanna's merry little face.

“Well, that's what father used to call 'em,” she laughed. “Of course the

Bible didn't name 'em that. But it's all those that begin 'Be glad in

the Lord,' or 'Rejoice greatly,' or 'Shout for joy,' and all that,

you know--such a lot of 'em. Once, when father felt specially bad, he

counted 'em. There were eight hundred of 'em.”

“Eight hundred!”

“Yes--that told you to rejoice and be glad, you know; that's why father

named 'em the 'rejoicing texts.'”

“Oh!” There was an odd look on the minister's face. His eyes had fallen

to the words on the top paper in his hands--“But woe unto you, scribes

and Pharisees, hypocrites!” “And so your father--liked those 'rejoicing

texts,'” he murmured.

“Oh, yes,” nodded Pollyanna, emphatically. “He said he felt better right

away, that first day he thought to count 'em. He said if God took the

trouble to tell us eight hundred times to be glad and rejoice, He must

want us to do it--SOME. And father felt ashamed that he hadn't done it

more. After that, they got to be such a comfort to him, you know, when

things went wrong; when the Ladies' Aiders got to fight--I mean, when

they DIDN'T AGREE about something,” corrected Pollyanna, hastily.

“Why, it was those texts, too, father said, that made HIM think of the

game--he began with ME on the crutches--but he said 'twas the rejoicing

texts that started him on it.”

“And what game might that be?” asked the minister.

“About finding something in everything to be glad about, you know. As

I said, he began with me on the crutches.” And once more Pollyanna

told her story--this time to a man who listened with tender eyes and

understanding ears.

A little later Pollyanna and the minister descended the hill, hand in

hand. Pollyanna's face was radiant. Pollyanna loved to talk, and she had

been talking now for some time: there seemed to be so many, many things

about the game, her father, and the old home life that the minister

wanted to know.

At the foot of the hill their ways parted, and Pollyanna down one road,

and the minister down another, walked on alone.

In the Rev. Paul Ford's study that evening the minister sat thinking.

Near him on the desk lay a few loose sheets of paper--his sermon notes.

Under the suspended pencil in his fingers lay other sheets of paper,

blank--his sermon to be. But the minister was not thinking either of

what he had written, or of what he intended to write. In his imagination

he was far away in a little Western town with a missionary minister

who was poor, sick, worried, and almost alone in the world--but who was

poring over the Bible to find how many times his Lord and Master had

told him to “rejoice and be glad.”

After a time, with a long sigh, the Rev. Paul Ford roused himself, came

back from the far Western town, and adjusted the sheets of paper under

his hand.

“Matthew twenty-third; 13--14 and 23,” he wrote; then, with a gesture of

impatience, he dropped his pencil and pulled toward him a magazine left

on the desk by his wife a few minutes before. Listlessly his tired eyes

turned from paragraph to paragraph until these words arrested them:

“A father one day said to his son, Tom, who, he knew, had refused to

fill his mother's woodbox that morning: 'Tom, I'm sure you'll be glad to

go and bring in some wood for your mother.' And without a word Tom went.

Why? Just because his father showed so plainly that he expected him to

do the right thing. Suppose he had said: 'Tom, I overheard what you said

to your mother this morning, and I'm ashamed of you. Go at once and fill

that woodbox!' I'll warrant that woodbox, would be empty yet, so far as

Tom was concerned!”

On and on read the minister--a word here, a line there, a paragraph

somewhere else:

“What men and women need is encouragement. Their natural resisting

powers should be strengthened, not weakened.... Instead of always

harping on a man's faults, tell him of his virtues. Try to pull him out

of his rut of bad habits. Hold up to him his better self, his REAL

self that can dare and do and win out!... The influence of a beautiful,

helpful, hopeful character is contagious, and may revolutionize a whole

town.... People radiate what is in their minds and in their hearts. If

a man feels kindly and obliging, his neighbors will feel that way, too,

before long. But if he scolds and scowls and criticizes--his neighbors

will return scowl for scowl, and add interest!... When you look for

the bad, expecting it, you will get it. When you know you will find the

good--you will get that.... Tell your son Tom you KNOW he'll be glad to

fill that woodbox--then watch him start, alert and interested!”

The minister dropped the paper and lifted his chin. In a moment he was

on his feet, tramping the narrow room back and forth, back and forth.

Later, some time later, he drew a long breath, and dropped himself in

the chair at his desk.

“God helping me, I'll do it!” he cried softly. “I'll tell all my Toms

I KNOW they'll be glad to fill that woodbox! I'll give them work to do,

and I'll make them so full of the very joy of doing it that they won't

have TIME to look at their neighbors' woodboxes!” And he picked up his

sermon notes, tore straight through the sheets, and cast them from him,

so that on one side of his chair lay “But woe unto you,” and on the

other, “scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites!” while across the smooth

white paper before him his pencil fairly flew--after first drawing one

black line through Matthew twenty-third; 13--14 and 23.

Thus it happened that the Rev. Paul Ford's sermon the next Sunday was

a veritable bugle-call to the best that was in every man and woman and

child that heard it; and its text was one of Pollyanna's shining eight

hundred:

“Be glad in the Lord and rejoice, ye righteous, and shout for joy all ye

that are upright in heart.”

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