CHAPTER IV. THE LITTLE ATTIC ROOM

Miss Polly Harrington did not rise to meet her niece. She looked up

from her book, it is true, as Nancy and the little girl appeared in the

sitting-room doorway, and she held out a hand with “duty” written large

on every coldly extended finger.

“How do you do, Pollyanna? I--” She had no chance to say more.

Pollyanna, had fairly flown across the room and flung herself into her

aunt's scandalized, unyielding lap.

“Oh, Aunt Polly, Aunt Polly, I don't know how to be glad enough that

you let me come to live with you,” she was sobbing. “You don't know how

perfectly lovely it is to have you and Nancy and all this after you've

had just the Ladies' Aid!”

“Very likely--though I've not had the pleasure of the Ladies' Aid's

acquaintance,” rejoined Miss Polly, stiffly, trying to unclasp the

small, clinging fingers, and turning frowning eyes on Nancy in the

doorway. “Nancy, that will do. You may go. Pollyanna, be good enough,

please, to stand erect in a proper manner. I don't know yet what you

look like.”

Pollyanna drew back at once, laughing a little hysterically.

“No, I suppose you don't; but you see I'm not very much to look at,

anyway, on account of the freckles. Oh, and I ought to explain about the

red gingham and the black velvet basque with white spots on the elbows.

I told Nancy how father said--”

“Yes; well, never mind now what your father said,” interrupted Miss

Polly, crisply. “You had a trunk, I presume?”

“Oh, yes, indeed, Aunt Polly. I've got a beautiful trunk that the

Ladies' Aid gave me. I haven't got so very much in it--of my own, I

mean. The barrels haven't had many clothes for little girls in them

lately; but there were all father's books, and Mrs. White said she

thought I ought to have those. You see, father--”

“Pollyanna,” interrupted her aunt again, sharply, “there is one thing

that might just as well be understood right away at once; and that is, I

do not care to have you keep talking of your father to me.”

The little girl drew in her breath tremulously.

“Why, Aunt Polly, you--you mean--” She hesitated, and her aunt filled

the pause.

“We will go up-stairs to your room. Your trunk is already there, I

presume. I told Timothy to take it up--if you had one. You may follow

me, Pollyanna.”

Without speaking, Pollyanna turned and followed her aunt from the room.

Her eyes were brimming with tears, but her chin was bravely high.

“After all, I--I reckon I'm glad she doesn't want me to talk about

father,” Pollyanna was thinking. “It'll be easier, maybe--if I don't

talk about him. Probably, anyhow, that is why she told me not to talk

about him.” And Pollyanna, convinced anew of her aunt's “kindness,”

blinked off the tears and looked eagerly about her.

She was on the stairway now. Just ahead, her aunt's black silk skirt

rustled luxuriously. Behind her an open door allowed a glimpse of

soft-tinted rugs and satin-covered chairs. Beneath her feet a marvellous

carpet was like green moss to the tread. On every side the gilt of

picture frames or the glint of sunlight through the filmy mesh of lace

curtains flashed in her eyes.

“Oh, Aunt Polly, Aunt Polly,” breathed the little girl, rapturously;

“what a perfectly lovely, lovely house! How awfully glad you must be

you're so rich!”

“PollyANNA!” ejaculated her aunt, turning sharply about as she reached

the head of the stairs. “I'm surprised at you--making a speech like that

to me!”

“Why, Aunt Polly, AREN'T you?” queried Pollyanna, in frank wonder.

“Certainly not, Pollyanna. I hope I could not so far forget myself as to

be sinfully proud of any gift the Lord has seen fit to bestow upon me,”

declared the lady; “certainly not, of RICHES!”

Miss Polly turned and walked down the hall toward the attic stairway

door. She was glad, now, that she had put the child in the attic room.

Her idea at first had been to get her niece as far away as possible from

herself, and at the same time place her where her childish heedlessness

would not destroy valuable furnishings. Now--with this evident strain of

vanity showing thus early--it was all the more fortunate that the room

planned for her was plain and sensible, thought Miss Polly.

Eagerly Pollyanna's small feet pattered behind her aunt. Still more

eagerly her big blue eyes tried to look in all directions at once, that

no thing of beauty or interest in this wonderful house might be passed

unseen. Most eagerly of all her mind turned to the wondrously exciting

problem about to be solved: behind which of all these fascinating doors

was waiting now her room--the dear, beautiful room full of curtains,

rugs, and pictures, that was to be her very own? Then, abruptly, her

aunt opened a door and ascended another stairway.

There was little to be seen here. A bare wall rose on either side. At

the top of the stairs, wide reaches of shadowy space led to far corners

where the roof came almost down to the floor, and where were

stacked innumerable trunks and boxes. It was hot and stifling, too.

Unconsciously Pollyanna lifted her head higher--it seemed so hard to

breathe. Then she saw that her aunt had thrown open a door at the right.

“There, Pollyanna, here is your room, and your trunk is here, I see.

Have you your key?”

Pollyanna nodded dumbly. Her eyes were a little wide and frightened.

Her aunt frowned.

“When I ask a question, Pollyanna, I prefer that you should answer aloud

not merely with your head.”

“Yes, Aunt Polly.”

“Thank you; that is better. I believe you have everything that you

need here,” she added, glancing at the well-filled towel rack and water

pitcher. “I will send Nancy up to help you unpack. Supper is at six

o'clock,” she finished, as she left the room and swept down-stairs.

For a moment after she had gone Pollyanna stood quite still, looking

after her. Then she turned her wide eyes to the bare wall, the bare

floor, the bare windows. She turned them last to the little trunk that

had stood not so long before in her own little room in the far-away

Western home. The next moment she stumbled blindly toward it and fell on

her knees at its side, covering her face with her hands.

Nancy found her there when she came up a few minutes later.

“There, there, you poor lamb,” she crooned, dropping to the floor and

drawing the little girl into her arms. “I was just a-fearin! I'd find

you like this, like this.”

Pollyanna shook her head.

“But I'm bad and wicked, Nancy--awful wicked,” she sobbed. “I just can't

make myself understand that God and the angels needed my father more

than I did.”

“No more they did, neither,” declared Nancy, stoutly.

“Oh-h!--NANCY!” The burning horror in Pollyanna's eyes dried the tears.

Nancy gave a shamefaced smile and rubbed her own eyes vigorously.

“There, there, child, I didn't mean it, of course,” she cried briskly.

“Come, let's have your key and we'll get inside this trunk and take out

your dresses in no time, no time.”

Somewhat tearfully Pollyanna produced the key.

“There aren't very many there, anyway,” she faltered.

“Then they're all the sooner unpacked,” declared Nancy.

Pollyanna gave a sudden radiant smile.

“That's so! I can be glad of that, can't I?” she cried.

Nancy stared.

“Why, of--course,” she answered a little uncertainly.

Nancy's capable hands made short work of unpacking the books, the

patched undergarments, and the few pitifully unattractive dresses.

Pollyanna, smiling bravely now, flew about, hanging the dresses in

the closet, stacking the books on the table, and putting away the

undergarments in the bureau drawers.

“I'm sure it--it's going to be a very nice room. Don't you think so?”

she stammered, after a while.

There was no answer. Nancy was very busy, apparently, with her head in

the trunk. Pollyanna, standing at the bureau, gazed a little wistfully

at the bare wall above.

“And I can be glad there isn't any looking-glass here, too, 'cause where

there ISN'T any glass I can't see my freckles.”

Nancy made a sudden queer little sound with her mouth--but when

Pollyanna turned, her head was in the trunk again. At one of the

windows, a few minutes later, Pollyanna gave a glad cry and clapped her

hands joyously.

“Oh, Nancy, I hadn't seen this before,” she breathed. “Look--'way off

there, with those trees and the houses and that lovely church spire, and

the river shining just like silver. Why, Nancy, there doesn't anybody

need any pictures with that to look at. Oh, I'm so glad now she let me

have this room!”

To Pollyanna's surprise and dismay, Nancy burst into tears. Pollyanna

hurriedly crossed to her side.

“Why, Nancy, Nancy--what is it?” she cried; then, fearfully: “This

wasn't--YOUR room, was it?”

“My room!” stormed Nancy, hotly, choking back the tears. “If you ain't

a little angel straight from Heaven, and if some folks don't eat dirt

before--Oh, land! there's her bell!” After which amazing speech, Nancy

sprang to her feet, dashed out of the room, and went clattering down the

stairs.

Left alone, Pollyanna went back to her “picture,” as she mentally

designated the beautiful view from the window. After a time she touched

the sash tentatively. It seemed as if no longer could she endure the

stifling heat. To her joy the sash moved under her fingers. The next

moment the window was wide open, and Pollyanna was leaning far out,

drinking in the fresh, sweet air.

She ran then to the other window. That, too, soon flew up under her

eager hands. A big fly swept past her nose, and buzzed noisily about

the room. Then another came, and another; but Pollyanna paid no heed.

Pollyanna had made a wonderful discovery--against this window a

huge tree flung great branches. To Pollyanna they looked like arms

outstretched, inviting her. Suddenly she laughed aloud.

“I believe I can do it,” she chuckled. The next moment she had climbed

nimbly to the window ledge. From there it was an easy matter to step to

the nearest tree-branch. Then, clinging like a monkey, she swung herself

from limb to limb until the lowest branch was reached. The drop to the

ground was--even for Pollyanna, who was used to climbing trees--a little

fearsome. She took it, however, with bated breath, swinging from her

strong little arms, and landing on all fours in the soft grass. Then she

picked herself up and looked eagerly about her.

She was at the back of the house. Before her lay a garden in which a

bent old man was working. Beyond the garden a little path through an

open field led up a steep hill, at the top of which a lone pine tree

stood on guard beside the huge rock. To Pollyanna, at the moment, there

seemed to be just one place in the world worth being in--the top of that

big rock.

With a run and a skilful turn, Pollyanna skipped by the bent old man,

threaded her way between the orderly rows of green growing things,

and--a little out of breath--reached the path that ran through the open

field. Then, determinedly, she began to climb. Already, however, she was

thinking what a long, long way off that rock must be, when back at the

window it had looked so near!

Fifteen minutes later the great clock in the hallway of the Harrington

homestead struck six. At precisely the last stroke Nancy sounded the

bell for supper.

One, two, three minutes passed. Miss Polly frowned and tapped the floor

with her slipper. A little jerkily she rose to her feet, went into the

hall, and looked up-stairs, plainly impatient. For a minute she listened

intently; then she turned and swept into the dining room.

“Nancy,” she said with decision, as soon as the little serving-maid

appeared; “my niece is late. No, you need not call her,” she added

severely, as Nancy made a move toward the hall door. “I told her what

time supper was, and now she will have to suffer the consequences. She

may as well begin at once to learn to be punctual. When she comes down

she may have bread and milk in the kitchen.”

“Yes, ma'am.” It was well, perhaps, that Miss Polly did not happen to be

looking at Nancy's face just then.

At the earliest possible moment after supper, Nancy crept up the back

stairs and thence to the attic room.

“Bread and milk, indeed!--and when the poor lamb hain't only just cried

herself to sleep,” she was muttering fiercely, as she softly pushed open

the door. The next moment she gave a frightened cry. “Where are you?

Where've you gone? Where HAVE you gone?” she panted, looking in the

closet, under the bed, and even in the trunk and down the water pitcher.

Then she flew down-stairs and out to Old Tom in the garden.

“Mr. Tom, Mr. Tom, that blessed child's gone,” she wailed. “She's

vanished right up into Heaven where she come from, poor lamb--and me

told ter give her bread and milk in the kitchen--her what's eatin' angel

food this minute, I'll warrant, I'll warrant!”

The old man straightened up.

“Gone? Heaven?” he repeated stupidly, unconsciously sweeping the

brilliant sunset sky with his gaze. He stopped, stared a moment

intently, then turned with a slow grin. “Well, Nancy, it do look like as

if she'd tried ter get as nigh Heaven as she could, and that's a fact,”

he agreed, pointing with a crooked finger to where, sharply outlined

against the reddening sky, a slender, wind-blown figure was poised on

top of a huge rock.

“Well, she ain't goin' ter Heaven that way ter-night--not if I has my

say,” declared Nancy, doggedly. “If the mistress asks, tell her I ain't

furgettin' the dishes, but I gone on a stroll,” she flung back over her

shoulder, as she sped toward the path that led through the open field.

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