CHAPTER XII

Before the end of her second year in New York, many things, grave and

gay, came to pass. Sarah Farraday came down for a fortnight of operas and

concerts and went home to spread the marvels of Jane's full and glowing

life over the Vermont village; Emma Ellis reluctantly gave up her room at

Mrs. Hills' and became resident superintendent of the Hope House

Settlement, and Michael Daragh took his noon meal there. Jane went home

twice for little visits and found changes even there,--the Teddy-bear,

now trudging sturdily about in rompers, had a small sister, and Nannie

Slade Hunter was prettier than ever, if a trifle too rotund, and Edward

R., very prosperous and pleased with himself, had bought his wife an

electric coupé, in which to take his offspring for a safe and opulent

airing. Martin Wetherby, Assistant Cashier, had somehow put youth aside.

His stoutness had closed in on him like an enemy. His mother admitted to

Jane that he did not take sufficient exercise. "He doesn't seem to ...

care," she said, and looked pointedly away. To herself she put it

dramatically, with great relish; never, to the day of her death, would

she forgive the girl who had ruined her son's life. Jane wished with all

her good-natured heart that Marty would marry, happily and handsomely--it

would be such a relief to have Mrs. Wetherby complacently triumphant

instead of heavily reproachful. And even Sarah Farraday never referred to

him as other than, "Poor old Marty." Jane had her moments of wishing that

they might, in village parlance, "make a match of it," but they were

moments only. Sarah was much too fine; she must find Sarah a suitor of

parts, somehow, somewhere.

It was during the second of her visits home that Miss Lydia Vail died.

There was no dreariness of illness or misery of suffering; she died

exactly as she had lived, plumply and pleasantly, in the plump and

pleasant faith that was hers, and Jane left the middle-aged maid in

charge of the elm-shaded, green-shuttered house and went back to New York

with a grief which was more pensive than poignant. She refused,

thereafter, to rent the old home, but loaned it instead, the servant with

it, to various and sundry of her city clan,--now the girl who had carried

her first playlet to success, now to shabby music students at Mrs. Hills'

whom Sarah Farraday was pledged to regale with tea and cheer in the

afternoons, now to sad-eyed women of Michael Daragh's recommendation.

Sometimes she ran up herself with a little house-party,--down-at-the-heel

vaudevilleans, elderly, concert-going ladies from the boarding house,

Emma Ellis and another settlement worker--and made an expenditure for

food and entertainment which secretly scandalized the ancient maid.

She wrote her first slim little novel which was accepted for serial

publication and Rodney Harrison insisted that there was the germ of a

three-act play in it. She set to work on it and labored harder than ever

before in her life, happily, hot-cheeked, shining-eyed, wrote and rewrote

and clipped and amplified and smoothed and polished, and one day Sarah

Farraday ran over to the Hunter's house with a telegram.

"Nannie! It's accepted! Jane's three-act play is accepted! Did you ever

in all your born days see such luck? She just can't fail!" Her earnest,

blonde face was a little wistful. "I never knew any human being to have

so much!"

Mrs. Edward R. was herding the Teddy-bear into the coupé and she handed

little Sarah Anne to her friend. "Get in, Sally dear, and I'll run you

home. I'm taking the children over to Mother Hunter's for the day." She

steadied Sarah and her burden to a seat and then tucked herself neatly

in, and started her bright vehicle competently. "Well, I don't know....

It's all very fine, of course, but I can think of a good deal she hasn't

got!"

"Oh, of course ..." said the music teacher. After a moment she sighed.

"Poor old Marty.... Well, we can't lead other people's lives for them,

can we?"

"No, we can't," Mrs. Edward R. admitted, contentedly. She bowled Sarah

smoothly back to the burlapped studio in time for the eleven-twenty

pupil.

* * * * *

Jane, meanwhile, after wiring to Sarah, flew to Michael Daragh with her

joyful tidings and lunched with him and Emma Ellis at Hope House. The

Irishman, who had read the little play and knew its clean verve and

charm, was radiant for her, and the superintendent managed grudging

congratulations. They were in the sitting room after the meal, and

something seemed to smite Jane, swiftly, with regard to Emma Ellis; her

bright eyes traveled over the whole of her,--the shabby hair, the hot and

steaming face, the moist fingers with their dull and shapeless

nails,--the needlessly cruel ugliness of blouse and skirt and shoes; the

utter unloveliness of her. As on the day of her return from Three

Meadows, when Emma Ellis had supposed Michael Daragh had met her at the

train, again her heart melted to mercy within her. Oh, the poor thing!

The _poor_ thing----

"Miss Ellis, I've taken your chair, haven't I?"

"It doesn't matter where I sit, Miss Vail. This one does well enough for

me," she answered, virtuously.

Jane sat down on a footstool near the window. "Do take it--not that

there's any cloying luxury, even there! Is it in the constitution of Hope

House to have only hideous and uncomfortable furniture?"

"You cannot know much about this sort of work, Miss Vail, or you'd

realize that our funds are always limited, and that we must conserve them

for necessities." It was a depressingly warm day, and the superintendent

felt it and showed it, and she reflected bitterly that Jane Vail was the

sort of person who was warm and glowing in January, when normal people

were pinched and blue, and cool and crisp in September, when those who

had to keep right on working, no matter what the weather was, had pools

of perspiration under their eyes and shirtwaists adhering gummily to

their backs. And she always wore things in summer which gave out cunning

suggestions of shady brooksides, and managed--in that theatrical way of

hers--the effect of bringing a breeze in with her.

"I wonder," said Jane, "if my silly little paper people get the breath of

life blown into them and my play goes over and I have regal royalties, if

I couldn't do something for Hope House?"

"You could, indeed, God save you kindly for the thought," said Michael

Daragh, happily. "If your play'll run to it, you could be buying us two

bathtubs and----"

"The linoleum in the kitchen"--Miss Ellis forgot her bitterness for a

moment--"is simply in shreds!"

"I will not!" said Jane, crisply. "Bathtubs and linoleum, indeed! Wring

them out of your Board! I shall give you a Sleepy Hollow couch with

bide-a-wee cushions, and deep, cuddly armchairs and a lamp or two

with shades as mellow as autumn woods! And some perfectly frivolous

pictures which aren't in the least inspiring or uplifting,--and every

single girl's room shall have a _pink pincushion_!" Then at their

blankness, she softened. "Oh, very well,--you shall have your tubs and

your linoleum, if you'll let me humanize the rest of the house,--will

you?" She came to her feet with a spring of incredible energy. "Come

along, Miss Ellis,--let's have a look upstairs! We don't need you,

M.D.--this is woman-stuff."

The superintendent pulled herself upstairs with a sticky hand on the

banister, "Well, I don't know where you'd begin, Miss Vail. Everything's

threadbare...."

They went through drab halls and into drab rooms where drab occupants

greeted them drably, and Jane ached with the ugliness of it. Wasn't it

going to be fun--_if_ the play went over "big"--to vanquish this much of

the hideousness of the world?

She stopped before a closed door. "What is this?"

Miss Ellis was walking past it. "That's my room."

"Well, may I see it?"

"Oh," she said, colorlessly, "I didn't suppose you'd want to fix _it_

over...." She opened the door and stepped in, crossing to the undraped

window and running up the stiff shade of faded and streaked olive green.

"But of course I shall," said Jane, following her in. "Well--I might

have known!"

"What?" asked Miss Ellis, defensively.

"That you'd take the smallest and shabbiest room in the house for

yourself."

"Oh, well ... it doesn't matter. I'm not in it very much." She walked

over to the warped golden oak bureau and straightened the metal button

hook with the name of a shoe shop pressed into it into line with the

whisk broom. Besides these two articles there bloomed upon the bureau's

top a small pincushion made from a piece of California redwood bark, and

a widowed saucer enrolled as a pin-tray, and into the frame of the mirror

was stuck a snapshot of an unnecessarily plain small boy.

"That's my little nephew," said Emma Ellis, seeing Jane's eye upon it.

"My sister Bertha's boy."

"He--he looks _bright_, doesn't he?" said Jane, hastily. She looked

about her, consideringly. "You know, I'd like to do this room in deep

creamy yellow. That will make it look lighter and seem larger, and it

will be nice with your hair."

"My hair?..." said Miss Ellis, limply.

"You have such nice hair, but I do wish you'd do it differently," said

Jane with anxious friendliness. "You have a _mile_ of it, haven't you?"

The superintendent's tucked-in lips and her whole taut figure visibly

relaxed. "I _used_ to have nice hair," she admitted in the time-hallowed

formula. "I wish you could have seen it four years ago. It's come out

something terrible! Well," she made a virtue of it--"I never spend any

time fussing with it."

"But you ought to, you know! Let me play with it a minute, will you? I

adore doing hair. Please sit down--I just want to try something with

it--something I thought of as I watched you to-day." She pressed her into

a stiff chair.

"Well ..." said Miss Ellis grudgingly. She produced a comb from a bleakly

neat top drawer.

"Heavens, what neatness," said Jane. "And the brush, please! You ought to

give it a hundred and twenty strokes a night,--see, like this? No, it

wouldn't be wasting time! Just consider the good thoughts you could be

thinking. You could memorize poetry or dates in history or say your

prayers,--and you'd say a prayer of thankfulness in a year, when you

looked at the result. It would shine like patent leather." Her fingers

flew. "There! Now you can look. See how it brings out the good lines of

your face? Wait,--where's your hand mirror? You haven't one? My word!

Well, you can get the idea, even so! Will you try doing it this way? It

won't take but a minute longer. Just to please me?"

"Well ..." she couldn't seem to think of anything else to say, and she

had a ridiculous feeling that she might be going to cry.

"And--do you mind my saying these things?--I've always bullied my friends

about their clothes and colors--I do wish you wouldn't wear white, and

navy blue."

"I always supposed _white_ was right for every one."

"It's wicked for most people! Cream, buff, tan, apricot, burnt

orange--Let me come down and go shopping with you some day, will you? I

never cared about dressing dolls but I revel in dressing people."

"Well ..." said Miss Ellis once more, and this time her stubborn chin

quivered.

"Shall we go downstairs?" Jane moved ahead of her, her eyes averted, her

voice cheerfully commonplace. "Simply torrid up here, isn't it? I'll come

some cool morning, and we'll make lists and plans--_if_ my play goes

over----"

But before her gay little play had been running three months, picking up

speed like a motor as it ran--she had kept her word to Hope House. She

became the Lady Bountiful of the bathtubs and linoleums, of the frivolous

lay pictures and the autumn shaded lamps, and she wrote impudently to

Sarah Farraday that when she looked upon all that she had created she saw

that it was very good.

Even Emma Ellis has undergone a sea change; she's learned to do her

hair decently, and I've actually persuaded her that while it's quite

right to let her light so shine before men, it's different with her

nose, and you can't think what a dusting of flesh-colored powder does

for her! And I've got her out of blue serge and white blouses, and

into cream and buff and orange and brown, and I daresay Michael

Daragh will now fall in love with her excellent qualities and her

enhanced appearance, and I shall lose my best friend. (E.E. would

never allow friendships.) I shall probably wish I'd left her in her

state of Ugly Ducklingness, for I simply can't spare St. Michael from

my scheme of things!

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