TO DOOM.

"For ten days longer we wandered through the mountains, and, in truth,

it seemed that we were but getting deeper and deeper into them, for we

knew not the way, and often our wanderings would bring us into a closed

defile, which meant perhaps a whole day's journey thrown away, for we

would have to retrace our steps. Still no sign did we see of the

presence of man, no sign of that tribe which was waiting to hail me as

chief.

"And now, as the days sped on, the gloom of the mountains, the iron

solitude in which we moved, began to tell upon us. At first, with the

excitement of our flight stirring our blood, we laughed, and sang, and

loved, and were happy as children. But as the days went by we grew more

client. We began to think of the life and cheeriness of Ekupumuleni, of

our dances and fun, of our laughter from morning till night. I, too,

thought of the fierce excitement of the war-dance, of the mad shock and

joy of battle, of my comrades in arms whom I delighted to rival in the

field, of the King, who had ever shown me favour, whom, in spite of my

soreness and anger, I still loved with a loyal affection, and whom I had

deserted--for the sake of a girl. Then my good spirit, as well as my

evil one, cried out upon me for the chief of all fools. I had deserted

my nation; I had renounced bearing arms in its behalf; I had become a

wanderer and an outcast--never more to behold the face of my people,

never more to converse with their tongue. I might have lived to become

head _induna_, head fighting chief of our armies; and all this I had

thrown away--for the sake of a girl.

"Then my heart would grow heavy and bitter as I went forth to hunt,

leaving Nangeza in order that I might be alone with my heaviness. There

were times when my heart so weighed me down that I was minded to return

and pay forfeit with my life, rather than drag it on in ignominy and

exile; for now my eyes were opened, and I saw clearly that the man who

should throw away his career as a warrior, and such dazzling chances as

mine were--for the sake of a girl--is such a fool that he deserves not

to live at all.

"Now, of all this, I said nothing to Nangeza; yet I could see that she

divined in great measure my thoughts; nor was she pleased thereat--nor,

indeed, did she more than slightly share them. For to a woman it

matters not overmuch where she is, being devoid of mind; but to

us--_au_! we may become fools, but we know it, _Nkose_; whereas the more

a woman acts like a fool, the more will she cry aloud her wisdom.

"The nights became gloomy and wet and cold, and at times we would see

gigantic spectres of men stalking aloft in the mists which overwreathed

the cliff-brows; and strange wailing cries would go forth upon the

night, as though the ghosts of those who had been slain and devoured by

the _Izimu_ and such _abatagati_ were wandering abroad; and we would

cower over our fire and still more wish we were back at Ekupumuleni, for

we seemed to have got into the drear strongholds of wizardry, which

would only end where the limits of the world fall off into dark space.

But Nangeza would speak words of encouragement, how any day we might

suddenly find ourselves looking down upon a fair and beauteous land

beyond this region of gloom, even as we had done when we passed the

Kwahlamba mountains to build up a new nation.

"One morning we were journeying, I with my shield and weapons in hand,

Nangeza bearing the skin coverings and baskets we had made, for we had

brought scarcely anything with us in our flight--thus were we

journeying, when suddenly upon the mountain-side we came upon some

people. There were perhaps thirty, and they, like ourselves, seemed to

be moving from place to place, for the women were laden with household

goods as well as with their infants. There were about twelve men with

the party, and these, as soon as they saw us, stopped short and held

their assegais and axes ready for defence. But I made signs to them

that we were for peace, naming to them Masuka's name, and calling out

such words of his language as Masuka had taught me. For I judged these

people to be akin to him in race, because in appearance they closely

resembled the Baputi against whom we had fought. And it seemed to

answer, for they turned to each other and talked very fast, but I could

hear the names Masuka and Bapedi often repeated. Then, seeing that we

were but two, and one of these a woman, they suffered us to draw near.

"These people were short, but broadly formed, especially as to the

flanks. So short were they that Nangeza and I towered above them by the

height of our heads, in many cases by even more. Their faces were ugly

and wrinkled, and though shrewd, it was the craft and cunning of the

monkey. That they were _Izimu_ I had little doubt, so like were they to

those I had seen in the cave, and for this reason I did not care to

partake of their food, not knowing whether they might set before me the

flesh of men. For they seemed desirous of treating us well, once we had

made it clear that no _impi_ followed on behind. Yet I bade Nangeza be

on the alert, for their fair treatment might be a blind to cover the

revenge they should take for their own people whom we had slain.

"So we journeyed with them, discoursing by signs and such few words as

Masuka had taught me, and at night we lay down together, but it was

little I slept, fearing treachery, and the next day joined others of

their people. These, seeing a big Zulu warrior, fully armed, marching

towards them, were at first almost as frightened as those others when I

had burst upon them from out of the cave. However, they were at length

shown we were not enemies.

"The camp of these people was a round hollow under the cliffs, and,

indeed, it was as foul and uncleanly as were their persons. _Au_! it

was a horrible place! But we endured it, for we did not wish to arouse

their hostility, and also we hoped they would show us some way out of

the mountains. So we lay by their fires, yet, as before, not sleeping

very soundly.

"`So this is the tribe of which I am to be chief!' I said grimly to

Nangeza. `These are the people out of which we are to weld a nation!'

"`Not so,' she answered. `We shall find others better than these.'

"It was towards morning, when all is dark and cold, and slumber lieth

heaviest upon the eyelids of men. Even then it lay not heavy upon mine,

although Nangeza, beside me, was slumbering deeply. But it seemed to me

that somebody moved--stealthily moved. And then, in the dim light of

dawn, I beheld the man who slept nearest to me roll over towards me, and

roll over again--this time nearer. Then he raised his head, I through

my eyelids watching him. Nearer still he crept, looked hard at me, and

listened. But the sound of my breathing was regular. He was satisfied

that I was fast asleep, and crawled back to where he first had lain.

"`Ha-ha!' laughed I to myself, gripping my broad spear beneath the skin

blanket. `Now we shall see! Now we shall see!'

"I dared not waken Nangeza, lest, moving too suddenly, she should put

these treacherous _abatagati_ on their guard; wherefore I lay still and

watched. Then I saw the man who had first moved raise his arm, and in

his hand was a long wand. With this he touched lightly the faces of

five or six sleepers lying beyond him. They rose quickly, noiselessly,

and in their hideous faces was the expression of a snake which is angry

and about to strike. Each held in his hand an assegai and a battle-axe.

"Then I sprang to my feet with a fearful roar. I whirled in among them

while yet the terror of surprise was upon them, and cut down two,

ripping them with my broad spear. Another I brained with my knobstick,

but by that time the whole tribe was upon me shrieking. Assegais

whizzed past my ears, one slightly wounding Nangeza, who, wakened

suddenly, had sprung to my aid armed with a heavy knobstick of her own.

"`Come, Nangeza!' I cried. `They are too many. We must run!'

"So we plunged over the lip of the hollow, and side by side coursed down

the steep slope without, the whole evil tribe howling upon our heels and

flinging their long light-handled spears, too near us to be pleasant.

But we soon distanced them, and reaching the bottom of the valley, where

the thorn bushes grew thick, we slackened speed and, turning our heads

back, jeered those who came on.

"`Ho, dogs!' I cried, `who are ye that think to outstrip the fastest of

the King's runners?'

"`Who is running back to the King!' called out a great voice behind.

And starting round to deal with this new enemy, lo! we were surrounded

by our own people, hemmed in by spear-points as by a thorn fence, each

blade ready to enter our hearts. Our doom had overtaken us at last.

"`Drop thy weapons or die, son of Ntelani,' said the leader of the

_impi_. `The "word" of the Great Great One was "dead or alive"; if not

alive, then dead.'

"I glanced swiftly at the force surrounding us. It numbered about fifty

men, all young, strong, determined warriors like myself. To resist

would be to die. I looked at the leader, who was well known to me, and

friendly. Then I said:

"`I will disarm, Ngubu. But first let me aid you in stamping out yon

race of evil-doers. Then I will offer no resistance. This will be my

last battle.'

"`The King's orders did not say that, Untuswa. Nothing was in them

about fighting,' answered Ngubu; yet there was a longing look in his

face as he glanced at the Baputi who had clustered on the ridge and were

watching us, uncertain whether to stand or to fly.

"`And the girl?' he said, looking at Nangeza. `I will answer for her.

You know my word stands, Ngubu, and not to save my own life will I

sacrifice yours and those of all here to the wrath of the King. Come!

Tarry no longer!'

"`I will trust you, Untuswa. _Whou_! but it will be a strange battle

for you, and I fear it will indeed be thy last, for I think no man ever

yet took away an inmate of the _Isigodhlo_ and lived.'

"`This cannot be!' cried another, running up. `The King's orders were

to bring back these two. How, then, can you loosen them, perhaps to

flee again, Ngubu?'

"`Peace, Njalo-njalo! I know Untuswa. Now--at them!'

"While we charged up the hill I made up my mind as to one thing, which

was, that if this was to be my last battle, so also should it be

Njalo-njalo's last. But the Baputi did not wait for us; they scattered

and fled among the rocks, and although we spent half the day hunting

them out and slaying all whom we found, the greater portion of them

escaped; which enraged me, whom they had treacherously tried to kill

when a guest at their fires. In the eagerness of the pursuit I had

distanced my own people, when I heard Njalo-njalo's voice crying: `After

him! He is trying to escape!' I turned at this and ran straight back

to where he stood amid a group of others.

"`Trying to escape, is he?' I roared. `Now, Njalo-njalo, come forth

and meet me! Assuredly thou art well named--as to thy sleeping powers,

that is--for to-day thou shalt sleep "for ever and ever"--but in death!'

[Njalo-njalo means "for ever and ever."]

"Most of them grinned at this, and Njalo-njalo answered:

"`You are talking like a fool, boy! Why should I fight one whose life

is forfeited to the King?'

"`Good! Then I will treat thee even as one of these miserable Baputi.'

And, quick as thought, before a hand could be lifted to prevent it, I

hurled my great knobstick at his head. It struck him fair between the

eyes, crashing with terrific force. Njalo-njalo dropped like an ox

smitten by lightning. He never moved afterward:

"`He is a coward and deserved such an end!' I cried. `I am not, and my

word stands. Take my weapons, men--I disarm.' And I threw my assegais

and shield on the ground beyond reach, and stood waiting.

"They surrounded me at once. Nangeza, who had been helping to kill the

Baputi, stood by, also cool, brave, and fearless.

"`You have made more trouble by slaying Njalo-njalo,' said Ngubu

discontentedly. `_Whau_, Untuswa! It is on us the King's wrath will

fall.'

"`The King's wrath never yet fell upon anybody who slew a coward, for he

loves not such,' I answered. `And now, Ngubu, being unarmed, I need no

bonds. I have done with hope. I care not to flee again into this

region of wizards and ghosts.'

"Herein I spoke the truth. So weighed down had my mind become by the

gloom and the solitude, and being cut off from my kind, that I welcomed

capture. So joyous a sound in my ears was that of their voices, so

cheering a sight to my eyes was that of my fellow-warriors in their

fighting array, that I even looked with calmness upon the now near

approach of my certain death; and thus walking in their midst as one of

themselves, except that I was unarmed, I journeyed back to doom.

"Indeed, when after many days we got clear of the mountains and drew

near to Ekupumuleni, my guards were even more sad of heart than myself

as they thought upon my sure fate. But so glad was I to see the great

kraal--`the resting-place,' and, as regarded myself, too surely the

last--once more, that it was like coming home; but it would be to me in

a brief space a home of darkness and of night!

"A guard of women presently met us, accompanied by an _inceku_, bringing

word from the King that Nangeza was to be handed over to them. So they

led her away in their midst, and I knew we had looked upon each other's

faces for the last time, unless perchance we should look upon them once

more again at the place of doom."

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