To Aunt Molly’s home in London came H. G. Wells, and with the countess’

half-dozen tiny white dogs dancing in their laps, the two social

philosophers compared their views on the state of the world. Wells had

now come to the conclusion it would take about three hundred years to

get socialism, which to Thyrsis seemed the same as being a die-hard

tory. Wells took him to lunch at the New Reform Club, and as they were

leaving the dining room, he stopped and whispered that Thyrsis now had

an opportunity to observe the Grand Khan of Anglo-American literature,

Henry James, eating a muttonchop. On the landing halfway down the stairs

they ran into Hilaire Belloc, who held them with half an hour of

brilliance. He exhibited an amazing familiarity with the medieval world

and its manifold futilities. It was like an exhibition of a million

dollars’ worth of skyrockets and pyrotechnical set pieces; when it was

over, you went away with nothing.

Also Thyrsis met Frank Harris, possessor of a golden tongue. Harris

would talk about Jesus and Shakespeare in words so beautiful that only

those masters could have matched it; but in the midst of his eloquence

something would turn his thoughts to a person he disliked, and there

would pour from the same throat such a stream of abuse as might have

shocked a fallen archangel. Harris invited the young author to lunch at

an expensive hotel and spent four or five pounds on the occasion;

politeness forbade Thyrsis to hint his feelings of distress at such a

demonstration. He would not partake of the costly wines, and could have

lived for a couple of weeks on such an expenditure. Not long after this,

Harris published in a magazine his solution of all the problems of

health--which was to use a stomach pump, get rid of all you had eaten,

and start over again.

Then Bernard Shaw. For eight or nine years Thyrsis had followed our

modern Voltaire with admiration, but also with some fear of his sharp

tongue. When he met him, he discovered the kindest and sweetest-tempered

of humans, the cleanest, also; he had bright blue eyes, a red-gold beard

turning gray, and the face of a mature angel. The modern Voltaire

motored Thyrsis out to his country place and gave him a muttonchop or

something for lunch, while he himself ate ascetic beans and salad, and

admitted sadly that his periodic headaches might possibly be due to

excess of starch, as Thyrsis suggested. To listen to G. B. S. at lunch

was exactly like hearing him at Albert Hall or reading one of his

prefaces; he would talk an endless stream of wit and laughter, with

never a pause or a dull moment.

After lunch they walked to see the old church. Not even a modern

Voltaire could imagine a visitor from America failing to be interested

in looking at the ruins of an old church! On the way they came to a sign

warning motorists that they were passing a school. Thyrsis asked, “Where

is the school?” His host laughed and explained, “This is England. The

school was moved some years ago, but we haven’t got round to moving the

sign yet. The motorists slow up, and then, just after they have got up

speed again, they come to the school.”

Years back, Thyrsis had met May Sinclair, then visiting in New York.

Those were the days of _The Divine Fire_--does anyone remember that

novel? Thyrsis had sent it to Jack London, who wrote that if he could

write one such story, he would be willing to die. Now in London, Thyrsis

went to see May Sinclair at her studio, and listened while she received

another visitor to tea and asked him questions. It was a shy youth, a

shop assistant in London, who had been invited because May Sinclair was

writing a book about such a person and wished to know what hours he

worked, what his duties were, and so on. One could guess that the poor

youth had never been in such company before, and never would be again.

The class lines are tightly drawn in that tight little island. May

Sinclair told me a little story about H. G. Wells, who had begun life as

a shop assistant; talking to Wells about the novel she was writing, she

asked him some question about the dialect of a shop assistant. Wells

flushed with annoyance and said: “How should _I_ know?” Thyrsis thought

that was a dreadful story, so dreadful that he covered his face with his

hands when he heard it. May Sinclair was distressed, because she hadn’t

meant to gossip--she hadn’t realized how this anecdote would sound to an

American socialist.

VIII

Thyrsis went back to Holland, which was supposed to be his residence. He

was not deceiving the honorable judges of the Amsterdam courts--he

really did mean to live in Holland, where everybody was so polite and

where, alone of all places in Europe, they did not give you short

change, or coins made of lead. It was an unusually cold and rainy

summer--the peasants of France were reported to be gathering their hay

from boats. Thyrsis sat in a little room, doing his writing by a wood

stove, and waiting in vain for the sun to appear. His friend Van Eeden

took him walking and pointed out the beautiful effects of the tumbled

clouds on the horizon. “These are the clouds that our Dutch painters

have made so famous!” But Thyrsis did not want to paint clouds, he

wanted to get warm.

Craig came to Holland, and Dr. Van Eeden and his wife introduced her to

staid burgomasters’ wives, who were as much thrilled to meet the

granddaughter of American slave owners as she was to meet Dutch

dignitaries. Because Van Eeden had been through a divorce scandal in his

own life, he could sympathize with the troubled pair. An odd fact, that

all the friends who helped him through these days of trial--the Herrons

in Italy, the Wilshires and Russells in England, the Van Eedens in

Holland--had been through the divorce mill.

Frederick van Eeden was at this time in his fifties, the best-known

novelist and poet of his country. But the country was too small, he

said--it was discouraging to write for only seven million people! He had

had a varied career--physician, pioneer psychotherapist, then labor

leader and founder of a colony like Thyrsis; he lived on the remains of

this colony, a small estate called Walden. His beard was turning gray,

but his mind was still omnivorous, and he and his young American friend

ranged the world in their arguments.

Van Eeden s wife was a quiet woman, young in years but old in fashion,

the heroine of Van Eeden’s _Bride of Dreams_; she sat by and did her

sewing and seemed a trifle shocked when the young lady from Mississippi

ventured to poke fun at the ideas of her lord and master. Her two little

children were lacking altogether in American boisterousness; their

utmost limit of self-assertion was to stand by Thyrsis’ chair at

suppertime, and watch him with big round eyes while he ate a fig, and

whisper “Ik ok!”--that is, “Me, too!” Thyrsis found the Dutch language a

source of great amusement, and he evolved a rule for getting along;

first say it in German, and if that is not understood, say it in

English, and if that is not understood, say it halfway between.

Van Eeden took Thyrsis to Berlin, where they visited a young German

poet, Erich Gutkind, who under the pen name of Volker had published an

ecstatic book that Van Eeden expected to outmode Nietzsche. A charming

young Jewish couple--Thyrsis called them the _Gute Kinder_, and

sometimes the _Sternengucker_, because of the big telescope they had on

the roof of their home. Van Eeden and Gutkind were on fire with a plan

to form a band of chosen spirits to lead mankind out of the wilderness

of materialism; Thyrsis brought tears into the young rhapsodist’s eyes

by the brutality of his insistence that the sacred band would have to

decide the problem of social revolution first.

All three of these men saw the war coming, and the problem of what to do

about it occupied their thoughts. Thyrsis had written a manifesto

against war, calling on the socialist parties of the world to pledge

themselves to mass insurrection against it. He had found sympathy among

socialists in England and France, but very little in Germany. Karl

Kautsky had written that the agitation of such a program would be

illegal in Germany--which apparently settled it with him and his party.

Thyrsis now spent a day with Kautsky and his wife and son--_die heilige

Familie_, as their enemies dubbed them. He debated the problem with

Suedekum, with Fischer, with Ledebour and Liebknecht; the latter two

escorted him about the Reichstag and took him to lunch--in a separate

dining room where Social Democratic members were herded, apart from the

rest! Ledebour and Liebknecht were sympathetic to his program, but could

not promise any effective action, and what they told him had much to do

with Thyrsis’ decision to support the Allies in 1917.

IX

Yes, the war was not far away. Military men with bristling mustaches

were strutting about, jostling ordinary folk out of the way, staring

over the heads of the men, and into the faces of women. “Papa, why do

they twist their mustaches into points?” inquired David, eleven years

old, and the answer was, “It is to frighten you.” “But it doesn’t

frighten me,” said the little boy. However, it frightened his father, so

that he removed his son from the German school to one in England.

The _Gute Kinder_ took their guests driving to see the sights of Berlin,

including the monstrous statues of the Sieges Allee. Thyrsis thought he

had never seen anything so funny since the beginning of his life. He

found something funnier to say about each one--until his host leaned

over and signaled him to be quiet, pointing to the cab driver up in

front. More than once it had happened that a ribald foreigner, daring to

commit _lèse-majesté_ in the hearing of a Prussian ex-soldier, had been

driven to the police station and placed under arrest.

Thyrsis was invited to meet Walter Rathenau. He had never heard the

name, but his friends explained that this was the young heir of the

great German electrical trust; he went in for social reform and wrote

bold books. They were driven to the Kaiserlicher Automobil Klub, a

gorgeous establishment, with footmen in short pants and silk stockings.

There was a private dining room and an elaborate repast, including

plovers’ eggs, a dish of which Thyrsis had never heard and which proved

to be dangerous in practice, since you never knew what you were going to

find when you cracked a shell. Thereafter the irreverent strangers

always referred to Rathenau as _Kiebitzei_.

They united in finding him genial but a trifle overconfident--an

attitude that accompanies the possession of vast sums of money and the

necessity of making final decisions upon great issues. Van Eeden was a

much older man who had made himself a reputation in many different

fields--yet he did not feel so certain about anything as he found this

young master of electricity and finance. However, there is this to be

added: it is the men who know what they think who are capable of action.

Walter Rathenau would no doubt have made over German industry along more

social and human lines if the reactionaries had not murdered him.

X

The Dutch divorce was granted, in pleasant fashion, without Thyrsis

having to appear in court. Craig, who was back in England under the wing

of her earl and countess, now wished to return to Mississippi to

persuade her parents to let her marry a divorced man; Thyrsis also

wished to go, having a new novel to market. These were the happy days

before the passport curse, so it was possible to travel incognito and

land in New York without newspaper excitement. In the interest of

propriety, the pair traveled on separate steamers. Craig came on the

_Lusitania_, ship of ill fate for her as for others; in a stormy

December passage she was thrown and broke the bones at the base of the

spine, which caused her suffering for many years, and made a hard task

yet harder for her.

The siege of the family began. The father was a judge and knew the

law--at least he knew his own kind, and took no stock in a piece of

engraved stationery from Amsterdam that he could not read. “Daughter,

you cannot marry a married man!” That was all he would say; and the

answer, “Papa, I have made up my mind to marry him!” meant nothing. She

would spend her nights weeping--an old story in her life. She was his

first child, and her portrait, a beautiful oil painting, hung in the

drawing room; when she went away to New York again, he put this portrait

up in the attic.

Thyrsis, meantime, was interviewing publishers--an old story in _his_

life. Mitchell Kennerley had no use for _Sylvia--it_ was not in the

modern manner. Thyrsis’ fate was to wander from one publisher to

another--since he would not obey the rules of their game. Literary works

were turned out according to pattern, stamped with a trademark, and sold

to customers who wanted another exactly like the last. A new publisher

came forward, an old-fashioned one; but apparently the buyers of

old-fashioned novels distrusted the Thyrsis label. _Sylvia_ sold only

moderately, and the sequel, _Sylvia’s Marriage_, hardly sold at all. Two

thousand copies in America and a hundred thousand in Great Britain--that

was a record for a prophet in his own country!

It was a time of stirring among the foreign-born workers in America, and

Thyrsis and other young enthusiasts thought it was the beginning of the

change for which they prayed. There was a strike of silkworkers in

Paterson, New Jersey, and the intelligentsia of Greenwich Village made

weekend pilgrimages for strike relief and oratory. Leading the strike

were Bill Haywood, grim old one-eyed miners’ chief from the Rockies;

Elizabeth Gurley Flynn, who had begun her rebel career as a high-school

girl in New York; Carlo Tresca, his face and body scarred by the bullets

of his masters’ gunmen; Joe Ettor and Arthur Giovannitti, fresh from a

frame-up for murder in Massachusetts. Helping them, and at the same time

studying them for copy, were budding young novelists such as Leroy Scott

and Ernest Poole; a dramatist, Thompson Buchanan, who was later to

employ his knowledge in the concoction of anti-Bolshevik nightmares; and

John Reed, war correspondent, whose bones were destined to lie in the

Kremlin in less than ten years.

They besought Thyrsis to join them; he yielded to the temptation, and

once more saw the busy pencils of the newspaper reporters flying. Did

they make up the false quotations themselves, or was their copy doctored

in the office? Impossible to say; but Thyrsis saw himself quoted as

advising violence, which he had never done in his life. He filed the

clippings away, and filed the rage in his heart. It was still six years

to the writing of _The Brass Check_.

A terrible thing to see tens of thousands of human beings starved into

slavery, held down by policemen’s clubs and newspaper slanders. The

young sympathizers were desperate, and in the hope of moving the heart

of New York, they planned the “Paterson Pageant”--to bring two thousand

silkworkers to the stage of Madison Square Garden and give a mass

performance of the events of the strike, with special emphasis on

speeches and singing. Over this scheme a group of twenty or thirty men

and women slaved day and night for several weeks, and bled their

pocketbooks empty--and then saw the New York papers hinting that they

had stolen the money of the strikers! Two things out of that adventure

will never pass from memory: first, the old warehouse in which

rehearsals were held, and John Reed with his shirt sleeves rolled up,

shouting through a megaphone, drilling those who were to serve as

captains of the mass; and second, the arrival of that mass, two thousand

half-starved strikers in Madison Square Garden rushing for the

sandwiches and coffee!

XI

The elderly Judge in Mississippi would not change his decision once

given; but the ladies of the family were more pliable, and by springtime

it had become plain to them that they could not break the bonds that

held their daughter to the dreaded socialist muckraker. Two of them came

to New York on a pilgrimage to see what sort of man it might be that had

woven this evil spell. The mother was a lady who refrained from boasting

of being the seventh lineal descendant of that Lady Southworth who had

come to Massachusetts to marry the second colonial governor; but who

allowed herself a modest pride as founder of the Christian (Disciples)

church of her home town and sponsor of no one knew how many monuments to

Confederate heroes throughout the South. With her came a greataunt, one

of the few “strong-minded women” the state of Mississippi had produced;

she had gone to California, and become a schoolteacher, and married a

pioneer, General Green, who was known as the “father of irrigation” and

had left her a newspaper, the Colusa _Sun_, to manage.

These two reached New York in a state of trepidation hardly to be

comprehended by irreverent intellectuals. Oh, fortunate chance that the

socialist muckraker had been born close to Mason and Dixon’s line, and

had so many Virginia ancestors he could talk about! Actually, there

were cousins who were cousins of cousins! His mother had taught him

exactly how to use a knife and fork; his bride-to-be had taught him that

gloves do not go with tennis shoes! For these reasons, plus a lawyer’s

assurance that the divorce was valid in the United States, it was

decided that there should be a wedding.

But surely not in New York, swarming place of reporters! Let it be in

some decent part of the world, where family and good breeding count!

Mississippi was impossible, because the Judge forbade it; but in

Virginia there were cousins who would lend the shelter of their name and

homestead. So the party took a night train--one amused but attentive

muckraker and three Southern ladies on the verge of a nervous crisis,

seeing a newspaper reporter in every sleeping-car berth. “Oh, the

reporters! What will the reporters say!” Thyrsis heard this for a week,

until he could stand it no more and suddenly exploded in a masculine

cry: “Oh, _damn_ the reporters!” There followed an awe-stricken

silence--but in their secret hearts the two elderly ladies were

relieved. It was a real man, after all!

Fredericksburg, scene of the slaughter of some fifteen thousand Yankees.

The old-maid cousins knew Craig, because she had been sent to them to

recuperate after dancing seasons; they now welcomed this romantic

expedition with open arms. There was a tremendous scurrying about, and

the respectable mother set out to persuade the pastor of her respectable

kind of church to officiate. But, alas, that dread stigma of a divorce!

Thyrsis had to seek out an Episcopal clergyman and persuade him. Having

been brought up in that church, he knew how to talk to such a clergyman;

having been the innocent party in the divorce, he had under the church

law the right to be remarried.

But the clergyman required evidence that Thyrsis had been the innocent

party; so the would-be bridegroom came back to the hotel to get the

divorce certificate. As it happened, in the hurry of packing, the proper

document had been overlooked; instead, there was another and subsequent

document, giving Thyrsis the custody of his son. It was in the Dutch

language, and the author, who was no Dutchman, took it and translated

it, with the elderly clergyman looking over his shoulder. Somehow the

legal formulas became confused, and a certificate of custody underwent

a mysterious transmogrification--it became a certificate of divorce

based on the wife’s admitted infidelity.

The Episcopal proprieties having thus been satisfied, the clergyman put

on his glad robes, and there was a ceremony in an ancient family garden

by the banks of the swiftly flowing Rappahannock, with the odor of

violets and crocuses in the air, and a mother and a greataunt and

several old-maid cousins standing by in a state of uncertain romance. As

for the bride and groom--the world had battered them too much, and they

could hardly squeeze out a tear or a smile. Thyrsis had even forgotten

the ring, and with sudden tears his mother-in-law slipped her own

wedding ring from her finger into his hand. Apart from this lapse, and

the single “damn,” he played his part perfectly. He promised to love,

honor, and obey--and did so for a total of forty-eight years thereafter.

At home in Mississippi sat the elderly Judge, having been forewarned of

the event and waiting for the storm to break. The telephone rang: the

Memphis _Commercial Appeal_--or perhaps it was the New Orleans

_Times-Picayune_. “Judge Kimbrough, we have a dispatch from

Fredericksburg, Virginia, saying that your daughter has married Upton

Sinclair.” “Yes, so I understand.” “The dispatch says that the husband

is an advocate of socialism, feminism, and birth control. Does your

daughter share her husband’s ideas on these matters?” Said the Judge:

“My daughter does not share _any_ of her husband’s ideas!” And so the

interview went out to the world.

_9_

_New Beginning_

I

The fates who deal out marriages seldom chose two more different human

personalities for yoking together. Craig was all caution and I was all

venture. She was all reticence, and I wanted to tell of my mistakes so

that others could learn to avoid them. Craig would have died before she

let anyone know hers. When she got some money she wanted to hide it like

a squirrel; when I got some I wanted to start another crusade, to change

a world that seemed to me in such sad shape. Craig agreed about the

shape, but what she wanted to do was to hide us from it. This duel was

destined to last for forty-eight years.

My mother and hers had proudly produced their family trees, and behold,

we were both descended from the same English king. We had traveled by

different routes: Craig’s ancestor, Lady Southworth, had come to

Massachusetts to be married to the colonial governor, William Bradford;

mine had come to Virginia and entered the Navy. One of my ancestors had

been a commander in the Battle of Lake Huron in the War of 1812, and his

son, Captain Arthur Sinclair, my grandfather, had commanded one of the

vessels with which Admiral Perry opened up Japan. That grandfather,

three uncles, and several cousins had fought in the Confederate States

Navy. Craig’s great-grandfather had been appointed by President

Jefferson the first surveyor general of the Territory of Mississippi. So

those two mothers had got along conversationally, and Mama Kimbrough had

good news to take back to Leflore County.

The youngest Kimbrough daughter, Dolly, was at a school in Tarrytown, on

the Hudson, and I escorted Mama Kimbrough there. On the way she set out

to make a Christian out of me, and I was so attentive that we went an

hour past our station; we had to get out and wait for a train to take us

back. We found Dolly in bed, blooming in spite of an appendix operation.

By the time we returned to New York I had been able to persuade Mama

that my socialism was just Christian brotherhood brought up to date;

also Mama had decided that a trip to Europe with Craig and me would be

educational for Dolly.

II

The first place we visited was Hellerau, in Germany, where the Dalcroze

School was holding its annual spring festival. Hellerau means “bright

meadow.” Rising from that meadow was a temple of art, and we witnessed a

performance of Gluck’s _Orpheus_, represented in dance as well as in

music. It was one of the loveliest things I had ever seen, and a quarter

of a century later I used it for the opening scene of _Worlds End_--the

world’s beginning of Lanny Budd. The young Lanny met on the bright

meadow--as we ourselves had met--Bernard Shaw with his golden beard

outshining any landscape. I had already had lunch at his home in London

and at his country home; he welcomed us, and our joy in the Dalcroze

festival was confirmed by Britain’s greatest stage critic. He was always

so kind, and the letters he wrote me about the Lanny Budd books helped

them to win translation into a score of foreign languages.

We traveled to David’s school and collected him. We had lunch in a

restaurant in Dresden. I ordered an omelet in my most polished German,

and very carefully specified that I did not want pancakes. “_Kein

Mehl_,” I said several times, but they brought us pancakes; when we

refused to accept them and tried to leave the restaurant, they would not

let us out. Our train was due so we had to pay, and I bade an unloving

farewell to Germany--just a year before World War I.

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