SOLITUDE

THE dogs about the post yelped and quarreled throughout the night; and

the nearly full moon fell slowly through the northern heavens, showing

gray-white and metallic on everything. The north star was vividly bright

and twinkled ceaselessly. All was still about the post so far as human

beings were concerned. Oft in the steel-blue distances wolves howled,

and the sounds of their voices came softly across the intervening cold

wastes; the dogs stopped and listened, then broke forth in louder

clamourings.

The night passed, and then a growing light brightened the eastern skies;

little by little they turned from deep blue-black to light green, then a

faint rose-colour appeared and broadened; it changed into darting beams

of golden light that spread over the heavens, fading to pale yellow in

the west. A few clouds drifted slowly across the path of the rising sun

and were bathed in its warm glow. One by one figures came from the

tepees and buildings in the post; the smoke from many fires curled

upward slowly in the still, crisp air.

Jules and Cuchoise came out into the yard together. “Ah mus’ get hax,”

said Jules.

“M-m,” the other answered, went back to the tepee, and brought Verbaux a

bright new axe. “Voilà!” he said as he gave it to him.

“Merci, Jean, Ah go maintenant get des poils; au revoir!”

Verbaux, snow-shoes on his feet, went out of the yard and struck off

northwest across the white country. His ankles were stiff and lame, but

he travelled at a good pace. He crossed a large river, frozen solid and

three feet of snow over the ice. The land on both sides was level and

sunken for many miles back. “Rivière du Grand Marais,” Jules said to

himself, and shifted his course to west. The sun was three-quarters low

when he reached the timber-lands. After an hour’s tramp he stopped,

threw off the fur tote-bag that contained his food, and in a short time

built a little lean-to of bark and branches; then he cut some fire-wood,

and went off into the deep forest to make and set his traps. When the

work was finished he had twenty traps ready, and he went back to the

lean-to and built a roaring fire.

The evening was a beautiful one; the stars came out one by one and

glimmered with their cold gray, celestial light. The water in the

pannikin on the fire bubbled, and Jules dropped some cherry-tree tea in

it, then munched chunks of pemmican slowly, staring at the flames before

him. The meal over, he lay down in his blanket by the heat, his head

resting on one hand.

The red flames sprang fiercely in the air, subsided, sprang again, while

the embers underneath glowed white-hot, pink, and dull-red. The gray

eyes filled with great tears. “Marie! Marie!” The strong head was buried

between the arms, and here, in the silence and solitude of the deep

black forest, Jules gave way for the first time, and rasping, choking

sobs came. The changing, shifting, glancing light played over the

prostrate figure that heaved. The giant trees about were motionless,

their high peaks silhouetted against the dark heavens, like teeth of an

uneven saw. At last the long figure lay quiet, the fire lessened slowly,

then smoke came instead of flames and twisted its way through the

intervening branches into the free air and was lost. A dark, lithe thing

edged gingerly from the shadows toward the sleeping man, sniffing the

air delicately and moving without sound; it came close, then scented the

human body and scurried away, flitting ghost-like between the black

trunks until it disappeared. A marten, its curiosity aroused, scampered

swiftly hither and thither about the lean-to, searching, smelling,

stopping, then scampering off again with its queer long little jumps,

and it too went away.

The fire was out completely, but a few tiny wreaths of haze came from

the ashes. Jules slept, his head on his arms, the long limbs resting in

graceful repose on the blanket.

The silence, the infinite silence, was deep and wonderful; not a breath

of wind moved the weakest branch on the trees, not a light breeze even

disturbed the ashes. The cold moon sailed up and across and down again

over the noiseless landscape. Then the stars faded and their twinkling

lights were gone. The air grew warm and a blackness settled over

everything where the steel light had been. Clouds, black, gray, lowering

clouds, came, and soon the patter of thousands of raindrops sounded.

These lasted but a few minutes, then changed to big white flakes that

fell silently. Jules turned in his sleep.

“Ma femme, Marie!” he muttered, and tossed restlessly.

A whispering came sibilant and faint through the forest.

“La petite! la petite! she call!”

The big figure rose in the falling snow, the eyes were wide open and

set; straight ahead Jules went till he stumbled over a log and fell,

awaking. “Bon Dieu, Ah see la petite dat taime!” he groaned aloud. The

dull black depths of the branches overhead choked the sound of his

voice, and he stood, half awake, dreaming and wondering.

The snow had ceased, but the wind grew stronger, and it whistled and

moaned about him. The air cooled and became bitter with the sting of

frost. Jules shivered and found his way back to the lean-to, crawled in

it with his blanket, and tried to sleep. He tried in vain; always his

dream was lifelike before his eyes, and he turned and twisted over and

over under the fur covering. Then his sharp ears caught a faint cracking

sound; he sat up and listened. A gaunt white form came and stood

motionless before him, then it lifted its head, yowled dismally, and was

gone. “Loup blanc! Dat bad signe!” Jules spoke dully—lay down and closed

his eyes, striving to forget. Sleep, deep sleep, came again, and the

figure under the blanket was still.

It was gray dawn when Verbaux woke. After the morning meal he went down

through the woods to his traps, and found six sable, a cross-fox, and a

marten in them. “Dat pay for mon h’eat!” he said as he skinned out the

dead forms. Then he took up his axe and food-bag and started for the

post again. The wind was strong; it dashed the loose snow over the

barrens; its bitter edge made Jules draw his muffler close and compress

his lips to keep his teeth from aching with the cold. “Ah lak’ see dees

territoire,” he thought, and worked his way steadily along to the

south-east. After crossing the wide, desolate stretches of level waste

he came into the timber-lands again. The trees stood very thickly and

the leaden skies cast but little light beneath their branches. There

were many tracks of the inhabitants of the forest on the snow.

Here the short leaps of the sable, there the shuffling trail of a

marten, and beyond the dainty footprints of a fox—faint, soft lines

showing that he was care-free as he dragged his heavy brush. The tall

hemlock and spruce swayed and bowed gracefully with a caressing,

monotonous sound, and Jules felt the soothing influence of the great

wilderness as he strode on, his snow-shoes stirring the loose white that

rested on the light rain-crust. Overhead the sun shone coldly,

mystically, through flying scud and hurrying thin clouds. The forest

ended again, and straight ahead loomed the endless cold distances; the

snow-line and the gray-white horizon came together and blended into one.

Jules stopped and looked about him: everywhere white, everything white

and still. The greatness of the wastes and the depth of nature came over

him.

“Ah am notting,” he whispered, and went on. The miles came, were passed

over, and fell behind the tall, gaunt form that hurried on tirelessly.

Jules crossed Lac au Loups and changed his course to east; going over a

hill he saw a herd of caribou; the fleet animals sped on across the wind

and disappeared like wraiths in the harmonious white desert. Late in the

afternoon Fond du Lac appeared as a black dot, then grew into the

buildings and the stockade as he went toward it. Entering the yard, he

crossed to Cuchoise’s tepee and went in. It was empty. He lighted his

pipe and lay down on the boughs, his eyes roaming wistfully over the

Indian girl’s clothes and the children’s rag dolls. He turned his back

and lay there thinking, dreaming the day-dreams of waking hours.

The flap was softly pushed aside and the girl came in alone. She started

a little at the sight of the strong form stretched at her feet, then sat

down quietly and began to sew with caribou-sinews on some of Cuchoise’s

moccasins. Jules listened and watched with half-opened eyes.

“Ma-shca-wis-sie! [He is strong!]” she whispered, looking at him.

“Ki-wa-bi-min In-nin-ee sak-ar-te-win [I look at you, big man, with

love],” she murmured softly. Jules closed his eyes; a shadow of pain

flitted over his face. “Bon Dieu, no dat!” he prayed, and lay still. The

girl moved little by little toward him. “Ki-non-don-no-ne? [Do you

hear?]” she asked. He feigned heavy sleep. Her black eyes played over

him and he felt their glow; his soul rebelled, and he sat up quickly;

the girl uttered a little cry, holding her hands, delicate and thin,

toward him. “Ne-na-bhai-m! [My true husband!]” she whispered. Jules

stood up slowly. The gray eyes were sad, and a weariness seemed to come

over his body.

“In-din-ne-ga-wwe-go-in-dum-m [I am sorry],” he said in low tones, and

passed out of the tepee, taking the food-bag and the light axe. He went

to the store and threw the pelts he had at the factor’s feet. “Dat

good?” he asked. Nelson looked at the skins. “Yes, but ye ’re not awa’,

mon?” he asked. Jules nodded and went out of the store, across the yard,

through the gate, and away into the wilderness once more.

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