That she paid her price for all this in increased knowledge of pain

I hardly need say. From the time she began to roll freely, she had

collided with table legs and the like; and from then until she could

walk, bumps and scratches and pinches were almost daily experiences.

Her early creeping was so awkward that she would lose her footing, so

to speak, and come down hard on her face, and her later and quicker

creeping brought collisions; in standing by chairs she would lose hold

and topple over; and in investigating rockers, window blinds, lids, and

all manner of things, she did not fail to get her fingers hurt now and

then, in spite of all vigilance.

In the main, she was surprisingly indifferent to these mishaps; even

when the blow had reddened the skin, she would look sober only a

minute, then, at a laugh and encouraging word, would smile and go on

with her play. This was doubtless partly temperament: babies cry with

nervous fright more than with the actual pain of a bump, and she was a

baby of tranquil nerves. But her skin sensitiveness was probably still

low.

With experience of pain, either her sensitiveness or her timidity

grew, and she made more fuss than she did at first; and over some

especially severe hurts she screamed with lusty good-will. Still, it

was noticeable on the whole how little she was troubled in learning to

balance and move about by the pains that strewed the way; and this, I

think, must be the normal condition with healthy children.

I have spoken just now of the pride and joy that were shown over

kneeling and standing. The joy, of course, was an old story: we have

seen that every stage of advancing power had been accompanied by

lively pleasure. But this feeling of pride, this exultation in herself

as actor, was a new emotion, and quite characteristic of the higher

type of self-consciousness the baby had entered on at about seven

months old, as I have already related. In going through her little

hand movements, too, she showed much consciousness and pride, looking

prettily into our faces for approval, as she patted or waved her hands.

As the baby now approached nine months old, there was an indescribable

dawning appearance of comprehension about her--an air of understanding

her surroundings and getting into touch with our minds. She watched our

movements not merely with curiosity, but with an apparent attempt to

interpret them, sometimes with a curious, puzzled drawing of the mouth

that looked like mental effort. Many things she did interpret perfectly

well: for instance, if I picked a rose and held it up, smiling, she

knew that it was for her, and broke into jubilation accordingly. She

volunteered to play peekaboo from early in the month, holding up a

cloth, basket lid, or whatever she had at hand, before her face, and

peeping out with smiles. She made intelligent little adaptations in her

own actions, such as pulling at the tablecloth to bring to her a paper

that lay on it.

She seemed, by the latter part of the month, to understand vaguely a

good deal that was said to her, when it was accompanied with a gesture.

If I said, “Kiss aunty,” and offered my cheek, she would press her lips

against it. She would look around to see if her mother shook her head

with “No, no!” when she crept up to pull at the books on a low shelf.

Her little list of accomplishments, waving and patting her hands, and

so on, she would go through at the mere word, without any gesture.

One important development in the latter part of the month was a

little imitative cry, something like mewing, associated with the

cats--important because of its bearing on the beginnings of language.

It has long been a dispute whether language began with imitation of

the sounds of nature, or with spontaneous ejaculations--“the bow-wow

theory and the pooh-pooh theory,” as they were scoffingly nicknamed

early in the course of the discussion. Our baby may seem to have given

the weight of her authority to the bow-wow theory, for this mewing cry

did in fact slowly develop months later into a name for “cat,” and

might be called the first remote foreshadowing of a spoken word. But on

the whole, with her and with other babies, the early stages of speech

confirm the best recent opinion--namely, that language is a complex

product, into which both imitation and ejaculation enter, with perhaps

still other elements.

About a week before the baby was nine months old, some one looked up

from dinner and saw her standing by a lounge, steadied only by one

hand pressed against it, while she waved the other in exultant joy. Her

father sprang and caught her as she toppled, then set her on her feet

within the circuit of his arms, but without support, for a few seconds.

Her legs shook, but she stood without fear, in high delight.

After this, her standing at chairs grew rapidly freer and bolder, and

the support she needed was daily less. At nine months old, she was

absorbed in the desire to stand. She would hold on with one hand and

lean down to pick up things with confidence and freedom. In the first

week of the tenth month, she even liked to pull herself up to her feet,

then deliberately let go, come down sitting with a thud, and look up

laughing and triumphant. She evidently thought the coming down quite as

fine an exploit as the getting up.

By this time she crept freely and rapidly, laughing with pleasure as

she did so. If she was laid on a blanket on the lawn, she no longer

tumbled about contentedly within its area, but struck off across the

grass, stopping to investigate carefully any plant or fallen leaf she

came across. The medley of positions and movements had disappeared, and

creeping and standing, as the fittest, had survived.

Within a week after she was nine months old, the baby began to get up

to her feet by low objects, and then, instead of stooping over them,

to abandon all support, straighten up, and stand alone for several

seconds, greatly pleased with herself. Next she could stand a minute at

a time, with such slight support as a fold of a gown in her hand, or

in a corner, steadied only by her shoulders against the wall. She no

longer plumped down to the floor, but lowered herself cleverly--once

(in the second week of the month) without any support at all, having

absent-mindedly let go of the chair. In a few days more, it was not

uncommon for her to forget to hold on, and to stand a few seconds alone

by a chair; and if she was at some one’s knee, where she felt more

confidence, she would let go on purpose, and try deliberately to stand

alone.

Now began a period of diligent self-training in standing. As I sat on

the grass and the baby played beside me, she would put her hands on

my knee, lift herself to her feet, and balance on them as long as she

could--seven seconds at the most, in the second week of the month, a

quarter of a minute in the third, if her attention was called away from

her own balance by some interesting sight. She would totter, stretch

out her arms to recover her balance, circle with them just as we do

(the movement must be highly instinctive), come down with a jolt and

a peal of baby laughter, scramble to my knees, and up again. People

are foolish to go to the matinée for amusement if they have a chance,

instead, to sit flat on a lawn on a summer day, and assist at a baby’s

standing lessons.

In these days there was evident again an intangible but great increase

in the little one’s mental alertness, her eager curiosity in following

our movements, her look of effort to understand, her growing clearness

in grouping associations and interpreting what she saw.

Her handling of things had long developed into elaborate investigation,

turning an object over and examining every side, poking her fingers

into crevices, opening and shutting lids, turning over the leaves of

books; and now she was no longer satisfied with investigating such

objects as she came across by chance--she began to have a passion

(which increased for weeks and months, and long made up a great part

of her life) to go and find what there was to see. She crept to the

window and stood at the low sill, to look out, beating the pane with

her soft little hands and laughing in an ecstasy of delight if the dog

wandered by. She crept into the hall and explored it, sitting down in

each corner to take a survey, and to look up the walls above her. Her

toys were neglected; she was impatient of being held in arms, and eager

only to get to the floor and use her new powers. She crept happily

about for hours from chair to chair, from person to person, getting to

her feet at each, and setting herself cleverly down again; smiling and

crowing at each success, and coming to us for applause and caresses.

She did not want to leave the floor for her meals, and was reconciled

to them only if she might stand at her mother’s side and take her milk

or porridge in small doses, interspersed with play. She ran away from

us on hands and knees, laughing, if she thought we were about to pick

her up.

Outdoors her happiness was even greater than in the month before,

and her cries of rapture as she looked up, down, and around, and

realized her own activity in the midst of all the waving and shining

and blooming things, were remarkable--uttered, as it were, from the

very deeps of her little soul, with that impassioned straining of the

central muscles by which a baby throws such abandon of longing or

ecstasy into his voice. We seem to have lost the vivid expressiveness

of primitive cries in getting the precision and convenience of

articulate words.

The sights and sounds of outdoors now contributed greatly to the little

girl’s joy there. She had for some weeks noticed sounds more than ever

before--the tapping of a woodpecker, for instance, or the stamping of

a horse in the stable--and now she was quick to look and listen at the

note of a bird. She watched the birds, too, for the first time, as they

flew from tree to tree; and the profuse California flowers were objects

of incessant desire and pleasure.

The power of communication was considerably increased in this month

by the acquisition of one exceedingly useful sign. The way in which

it was developed is an interesting example of the evolution of such

signs. First the baby began to use her forefinger tip for specially

close investigations; at the same time she had a habit of stretching

out her hand towards any object that interested her--by association,

no doubt, with touching and seizing movements. Combining these two

habits, she began to hold her forefinger separate from the others when

she thus threw out her hand towards an interesting object; then, in

the second week of the month, she directed this finger alone towards

what interested her; and by the third week, the gesture of pointing was

fairly in use. She pointed to the woodshed door, with her mewing cry,

when she wished to see the kittens; to the garden door, with pleading

sounds, when she wished to be taken thither; to the special bush from

which she wished a rose. She pointed in answer, instead of merely

looking, when we asked, “Where is grandpa?” “Where is Muzhik?”

These questions can hardly have been understood, as questions; but it

was more than ever clear that she got some idea from a good deal that

we said, and now by the words alone, without the help of gestures.

Doubtless she knew several simple words--words of coming and going, of

food, of the kittens and the dog and the horse.

All this time she had shown no great improvement in walking movements

when held from above, and she had no particular ambition to walk. But

in the last week of the month she began to edge along by the side of a

chair, holding to it--a great advance.

The first attempts at climbing, too, appeared before she was quite

ten months old. In the third week of the tenth month the baby had

let herself down by her hands quite cleverly from a large chair in

which she had been scrambling about--a feat that must have been quite

instinctive, since she did it well and easily at the first try. The

last day of the month, as she hovered at the foot of the stairs (a

region about which she had much unsatisfied curiosity), some one

helped her to put her knee on the lower step. Thereupon she laid hold

on the next one, and pulled herself up, and with the same help, mounted

two steps more. At this point her aunty’s stereotyped appeal, “Don’t

help her! let her alone, and let me see what she will do!” prevailed.

A candle was set on a higher step as a lure, and, sure enough, the

little thing, unaided, set her knee on the higher level, laid hold with

her hands, and drew herself up. It is significant that true climbing

movements should be so early and so easily caught at a single partial

lesson; and I shall have occasion to say more about it before the story

of the baby’s first year closes.

In the very last days of the tenth month came a wonderful spring

upward in the little one’s intelligence about her surroundings, and

in her power of communicating with us. It involved the real beginning

of spoken words--for the cat cry of the month before remained by

itself, leading to nothing more, and though it was the first sound that

expressed an idea, it was not from it, but from this later root, that

spoken language sprang and grew.

But the mental and language progress of these few days, just as

the baby came to ten months old, was the beginning of a stage of

development that belonged to the later months--a beginning too

important to be crowded in at the close of a chapter that is mainly

concerned with movement development. So I keep the account of it for

the story of the eleventh month.

XII

RUDIMENTS OF SPEECH; CLIMBING AND PROGRESS TOWARD WALKING

Talk before you go,

Your tongue will be your overthrow,

says the old saw. But perhaps our baby did not earn the ill omen,

it was such a faint foreshadowing of speech that she was guilty of.

Probably she would not have been detected in it at all, had not ten

months’ practice made us pretty good detectives. Indeed, but for

the notebook, by which I could compare from day to day the wavering

approach to some meaning in her use of this or that syllable, I should

not have dared to be sure there really was a meaning. It is in these

formless beginnings of a beginning that we get our best clues (as

in all evolutionary studies) to the real secrets of the origin of

language.

The little girl, as she came to ten months old, was a greater chatterer

than ever, pouring out strings of meaningless syllables in joy or

sorrow, with marvelous inflections and changes--such intelligent

remarks as “Nĕ-nĕ-oom-bo,” and “Ga-boo-ng,” and “A-did-did-doo,” and

certain favored syllables over and over, such as “Dă-dă-dă.”

In the last four days of the tenth month we began to suspect a faint

consistency in the use of several of the most common sounds. We began

to think that something like “Dă!” (varying loosely to “Gă!” or “Dng!”

or “Did-dă!” or “Doo-doo!” but always hovering round plain “Dă!”) was

suspiciously often ejaculated when the little one threw out her hand

in pointing, or exulted in getting to her feet; that “Nă-nă-nă!” was

separating itself out as a wail of unwillingness and protest, and

“Mă-mă-mă!” as a whimper of discontent, and loneliness, and desire of

attention; while--nearest of all to a true word--a favorite old murmur

of “M-gm” or “Ng-gng” recurred so often when something disappeared from

sight that we could not but wonder if we had not here an echo of our

frequent “All gone!”

All these sounds were used often enough at other times, and other

sounds were used in their special places; yet week by week the notebook

showed “Dă!” growing into the regular expression of discovering,

pointing out, admiring, exulting; “Nă-nă-nă!” into that of refusal and

protest; and “Mă-mă-mă,” which soon became “Mom-mom-mom,” into that

of a special sort of wanting, which slowly gathered itself about the

mother in particular. I do not think that these were echoes of our

words “There!” and “No!” and “Mamma;” it was only slowly, and after the

baby was a year old, that they came into unison with these words--and

in the case of “Mamma,” not without some teaching. It is more likely

that we have here a natural cry of pointing out, a natural negative, a

natural expression of baby need and dependence, which give us a hint of

the origin of our own words.

The fourth sound, however, which developed through many variations

(such as “M-gâ,” “Gâ,” or “Gng”) to a clear “Gông,” “A-gông,” and

even “Gone,” was plainly an echo. It was used as loosely as it was

pronounced: the baby murmured “Ng-gng!” pensively when some one left

the room; when she dropped something; when she looked for something she

could not find; when she had swallowed a mouthful of food; when she

heard a door close. She wounded her father’s feelings by commenting

“M-gâ!” as her little hands wandered about the unoccupied top of his

head. She remarked “Gông!” when she slipped back in trying to climb a

step; when she failed to loosen a cord she wished to play with; when

she saw a portière, such as she was used to hide behind; when she was

refused a bottle she had begged for. It meant disappearance, absence,

failure, denial, and any object associated with these.

In just this fashion, Preyer’s boy used his first word of human speech,

at about this age. “Atta!” the little fellow would murmur when some one

left the room, or when the light went out--using a favorite old babble

of his own, just as our baby did, to help him get hold of a grown-up

word, “Adieu” or “Ta-ta,” which carried the meaning he was after. The

idea of _disappearance_--of the thing now seen, now gone--seems to take

strong hold on babies very early; I have known several other cases.

In all this we seem to see quite clearly the first steps in language

making. The baby begins slowly to turn some of his commonest chattering

sounds to special uses--not to carry thought to other people, but as

mere exclamations to relieve his own mind. It was just twice within

her first year that our baby turned to me when some one left the room,

looked in my face, and said “Gông!” At all other times it was only

murmured to herself. And most of the exclamations express a mood rather

than a real idea; they are halfway between mere cries and words proper.

Even when there is plainly an idea, as in “All gone,” it is a big,

vague blur of an idea, slowly taking form in the little mind, as the

blurs of light and dark slowly outlined themselves into objects before

the little eyes months before.

At this point the modern baby catches the trick of helping himself to

our words ready made, and (though many glimpses of primitive speech

show through the whole process of learning to talk) he thus saves

himself in the main the long task of developing them, through which his

ancestors toiled.

In fact, the next word our baby took into use, a fortnight later, was

lifted bodily from our speech: a reproving “Kha!” by which we tried

to disgust her with the state of her fingers after they had been

plunged into apple sauce or like matters. She quite understood what it

referred to, though she did not share our objection to messy fingers,

and thereafter surveyed her own complacently in such plight, and

commented, “Kha!” And I may here run ahead so far as to say that this

was the full list of her spoken words within the first year, except

that in the next month she used an assenting “Ĕ!” which may have been

“Yes;” and in the last days of the year she began to exclaim first

“By!” then “My!” (corrupted from “By-by”) in saying farewell.

During this fortnight of swift language development the little one’s

progress in movements had been slight. But towards the middle of the

eleventh month she took a fresh start. One day she raised herself to

her feet without anything to hold to; stood on tiptoe to peer over the

seat of her high chair; forgot to hold to me, in her eagerness for a

fruit I was peeling, and stood alone for a minute and a half at least,

while I peeled it and fed it into her mouth; clambered into my lap

(as I sat beside her on the floor), setting one little foot up first,

laying hold of my shoulder, and tugging herself up with mighty efforts.

She chanced, too, on the art of shoving a chair before her for a step

or two; and the next day, in her eagerness to reach a glass of water

her father was bringing, she took one unconscious forward step, which

ended in prompt collapse on the lawn. But neither of these beginnings

was followed up by any real advance in learning to walk. During the

rest of the month she edged about more freely, and in the last week

pushed chairs before her a little again; and if we supported her and

urged her forward, she would walk clumsily, much as a puppy will if you

lead him by the fore paws; but she seemed to find the movement scarcely

more natural than the puppy does, and always wanted soon to drop down

to all-fours.

But climbing was a different matter. Here the baby seemed laid hold

of by strong desire and instinct. The day after she climbed into my

lap, she spent a long time zealously climbing up a doorstep and letting

herself down backward from it. The day after that, she tackled the

stairs and climbed two steps. Later in the day, I set her at the bottom

of the stairs and moved slowly up before her. The little thing followed

after (her mother’s arms close behind, of course; no one would be crazy

enough to start a baby upstairs without such precaution), tugging from

step to step, grunting with exertion now and then, and exclaiming with

satisfaction at each step conquered; slipping back once or twice, but

undiscouraged--fifteen steps to the landing, where she pulled to her

feet by the stair-post, hesitated, made a motion to creep down head

first, then crept, laughing, across the landing, and up five steps

more, and shouted with triumph to find herself on the upper floor. She

even looked with ambition at the garret stairs, and started towards

them; but an open door tempted her aside to explore a room, and she

forgot the stairs.

For the rest of the month the baby dropped to hands and knees and

scrabbled joyously for the stairs at every chance of open door; she

was not satisfied without going up several times daily; and having

people who believed in letting her do things, and insuring her safety

by vigilance while she did them, instead of by holding her back, she

soon became expert and secure in mounting. She made assaults, too, on

everything that towered up and looked in the least climbable--boxes,

chairs, and all sorts of things, quite beyond her present powers. She

seemed possessed by a sort of blind compulsion towards the upward

movement.

What are we to make of this strong climbing impulse, this untaught

skill in putting up the foot or knee and pulling the body up, while

walking is still unnatural? I sought out every record I could find, and

the indications are that our baby was not an exception; that as a rule

climbing does come before walking, if a baby is left free to develop

naturally. Of course in many cases walking is artificially hastened and

climbing prevented.

Can we help suspecting a period, somewhere in the remote ages, when

the baby’s ancestry dwelt amid the treetops, and learned to stand by

balancing on one branch while they held by a higher one? when they

edged along the branch, holding on above, but dropped to all-fours

and crept when they came to the ground now and then to get from tree

to tree? The whole history of the baby’s movements points to this:

the strong arms and clinging hands, from birth; the intense impulse

to _pull up_, even from the beginning of sitting; the way in which

standing always begins, by laying hold above and pulling up; the slow

and doubtful development of creeping, as if the ancestral creature had

been almost purely a tree-dweller, with no period of free running on

all-fours.

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