CHAPTER XXXVI. SUSPICIONS ON EVERY SIDE

Early on the following morning Mark O'Donoughue was on his way to “the

Lodge.” To see Hemsworth, and dare him to a proof of his assertions

regarding him, or provoke him, if possible, to a quarrel, were his

waking thoughts throughout the night, and not even all his weariness and

exhaustion could induce sleep. He did not, indeed, know the full depth

of the treachery practised against him; but in what he had discovered

there were circumstances that portended a well-planned and systematic

scheme of villainy. The more Mark reflected on these things, the more

he saw the importance of proceeding with a certain caution. Hemsworth's

position at Carrig-na-curra, the advances he had made in his father's

esteem, the place he seemed to occupy in Kate's good graces, were such

that any altercation which should not succeed in unmasking the infamy

of his conduct, would only be regarded as a burst of boyish intemperance

and passion; and although Mark was still but too much under the

influence of such motives, he was yet far less so than formerly;

besides, to fix a duel on Hemsworth might be taken as the consequences

of a sense of rivalry on his part, and anger that his cousin had

preferred him to himself. This thought was intolerable; the great effort

he proposed to his heart, was to eradicate every sentiment of affection

for his cousin, and every feeling of interest. To be able to regard her

as one whose destiny had never crossed with his own--to do this, was now

become a question of self-esteem and pride. To return her indifference

as haughtily as she bestowed it, was a duty he thought he owed to

himself, and therefore he shrunk from anything which should have the

faintest semblance of avenging his own defeat.

Such were some of the difficulties of his present position, and he

thought over them long and patiently, weighing well the consequences

each mode of acting might entail, and deliberating with himself as to

what course he should follow. His first resolve, then, which was to

fasten a hostile meeting upon Hemsworth, was changed for what seemed

a better line of procedure--which was simply to see that gentleman,

to demand an explanation of the statements he had made concerning him,

calling upon him to retract whenever anything unfounded occurred, and

requiring him to acknowledge that he had given a colouring and semblance

to his conduct at total variance with fact. By this means, Mark

calculated on the low position to which Hemsworth would be reduced in

Kate's estimation, the subterfuges and excuses he would be forced to

adopt,--all the miserable expedients to gloss over his falsehood, and

all the contemptible straits to conceal his true motives. To exhibit him

in this light before Kate's eyes, she whose high sense of honour never

brooked the slightest act that savoured of mere expediency, would be

a far more ample revenge than any which should follow a personal

rencontre.

“She shall see him in his true colours,” muttered he to himself, as

he went along; “she shall know something of the man to whom she would

pledge honour and affection; and then, when his treachery is open as the

noon-day, and the blackness of his heart revealed, she shall be free to

take him, unscathed and uninjured. I'll never touch a hair of his head.”

Mark had a certain pride in thus conducting himself on this occasion, to

show that he possessed other qualities than those of rash and impetuous

courage--that he could reason calmly and act deliberately, was now the

great object he had at heart. Nor was the least motive that prompted

him the desire he felt to exhibit himself to Kate in circumstances more

favourable than any mere outbreak of indignant rage would display him.

The more he meditated on these things, the more firm and resolute were

his determinations not to suffer Hemsworth to escape his difficulties,

by converting the demand for explanation into an immediate cause of

quarrel. Such a tactique he thought it most probable Hemsworth would at

once adopt, as the readiest expedient in his power.

“No,” said Mark to himself, “he shall find that he has mistaken me; my

patience and endurance will stand the proof; he must and shall avow his

own baseness, and then, if he wish for fighting----”

The clenched lip and flashing eye the words were accompanied by, plainly

confessed that, if Mark had adopted a more pacific line of conduct, it

certainly was not in obedience to any temptations of his will.

Immersed in his reveries, he found himself in front of “the Lodge”

before he was aware of it; and, although his thoughts were of a nature

that left him little room for other considerations, he could not help

standing in surprise and admiration at the changes effected in his

absence. The neat but unpretending cottage had now been converted into a

building of Elizabethean style; the front extended along the lake side,

to which it descended in two terraced gardens. The ample windows, thrown

open to the ground, displayed a suite of apartments furnished with all

that taste and luxury could suggest--the walls ornamented by pictures,

and the panels of both doors and window-shutters formed of plate glass,

reflecting the mountain scenery in every variety of light and shadow. The

rarest flowers, the most costly shrubs, brought from long distances,

at great risk and price, were here assembled to add their beauties to a

scene where nature had already been so lavish.

While Mark was yet looking about in quest of the entrance to the

building, he saw a man approach, with whose features he was well

acquainted. This was no other than Sam. Wylie, the sub-agent, the same

he had treated so roughly when last they met. The fellow seemed to know

that, though in certain respects the tables were now turned, yet, that

with such a foe as Mark O'Donoghue, any exhibition of triumph might be

an unsafe game; so he touched his hat, and was about to move past in

silence, when Mark cried out--

“I want to speak with your master--can I see him?”

“Master!” said Wylie, and his sallow face grew sallower and sicklier.

“If ye mean Mr. Hemsworth, sir----”

“Of course I do. If I spoke of Sir Marmaduke Travers, I should mean

_his_ master. Is he at home?”

“No, sir; he has left 'the Lodge.'”

“Left it!--since when? I saw him last night at ten o'clock.”

“He left here before eleven,” was Wylie's answer.

“When is he expected back?”

“Not for a week, at soonest, sir. It may be even longer, if, as he said,

it were necessary for him to go to England.”

“To England!” exclaimed Mark, in bitter disappointment, for in the

distance the hope of speedy vengeance seemed all but annihilated. “What

is his address in Dublin?” said he, recovering himself.

“To the office of the Upper Secretary, sir, I am to address all his

letters,” said Wylie, for the first time venturing on a slight approach

to a smile.

“His hotel, I mean. Where does he stop in the city?”

“He usually stays in the Lower Castle-yard, sir, when in town, and

probably will be there now, as the Privy Council is sitting, and they

may want to examine him.”

The slow measured tone in which these few words were uttered gave them a

direct application to Mark himself which made him flush deeply. He stood

for a few seconds, seemingly in doubt, and then turned his steps towards

home.

“Did you hear what the young O'Donoghue said, there, as he passed?” said

Wylie to a labouring man who stood gazing after the youth.

“I did, faix,” replied the other; “I heerd it plain enough.”

“Tell me the words, Pat--I'd like to hear them.”

“'Tis what he said--'He's escaped me this time; but, by G--, he'll not

have the same luck always.'”

“It was Mr. Hemsworth he was after,” said Wylie. “It was him he meant.”

“To be sure it was; didn't I hear him asking after him.”

“All right--so you did,” added Wylie, nodding. “Take care you don't

forget the words, that's all, and here's the price of a glass to keep

your memory fresh.”

And he chucked a sixpence to the man, who, as he caught it, gave a look

of shrewd intelligence, that showed he felt there was a compact between

them.

Mark moved homewards in deep thought. There was a time when

disappointment would have irritated him rather than have suggested

any new expedient for success. Now he was changed in this respect. If

baffled, he did not feel defeated. His first anger over, he began

to think how best he should obtain a meeting with Hemsworth, and a

retractation of his calumnies against himself. To venture back to Dublin

would have been unsafe on every account. The informations sworn against

him by Lanty Lawler might be at any moment used for his capture. In

Glenflesk alone was he safe; so long as he remained there, no force

Government would think of sending against him could avail; nor was it

likely, for the sake of so humble an individual as himself, that they

would take measures which would have the effect of disclosing their

knowledge of the plot, and thus warn other and more important persons

of the approaching danger. Mark's first determination to leave home

at once, was thus altered by these casual circumstances. He must await

Hemsworth's return, since, without the explanation he looked for, he

never could bring himself to take leave of his friends. As he pondered

thus, a servant in Hemsworth's livery rode rapidly past him. Mark looked

suddenly up, and perceived, with some surprise, from the train of dust

upon the road, that the man was coming from Carrig-na-curra. Slight as

the incident was, he turned his thoughts from his own fortunes to fix

them on those of his cousin Kate. By what magic this man Hemsworth

had won favour in her eyes he could not conceive. That he should have

overcome all the prejudices of his father was strange enough; but that

Kate, whose opinions of people seldom or ever underwent a change, and

who of all others professed to dislike that very plausibility of

manner which Hemsworth possessed, that she could forgive and forget the

tyrannies with which his name was associated--she whose spirit no sordid

bait could tempt, nor any mean object of personal ambition bias--this

was, indeed, inexplicable. Twice or thrice a thought flashed across him,

if it should not be true,--if it were merely one of those rumours which

the world builds on circumstances,--that Hemsworth's intimacy was the

sole foundation for the report, and the friendly interchange of visits

the only reason for the story.

“I must know this,” said Mark; “it may not be too late to save her. I

may have come back in the very nick of time, and if so, I shall deem

this piece of fortune more than enough to requite all the mischances of

my life.”

As he spoke thus he had reached the little flower-garden, which, in

front of the tower, was the only spot of cultivation around the old

building. His eye wandered over the evidences of care, few and slight as

they were, with pleasant thoughts of her who suggested the culture, when

at the turn of a walk he beheld his cousin coming slowly towards him.

“Good morrow, Mark,” said she, extending her hand, and with a smile that

betokened no angry memory of the preceding night; “you took but little

sleep for one so much fatigued as you were.”

“And you, cousin, if I mistake not, even as little. I saw a light

burning in your room when day was breaking.”

“An old convent habit,” said she, smiling; “our matins used to be as

early.”

A low, soft sigh followed this speech.

“Yes,” said Mark, “you have reason to regret it; your life was happier

there; you had the pleasure of thinking, that many a mile away in this

remote land, there were relatives and friends to whom you were dear, and

of whom you might feel proud; sad experience has told you how unworthy

we are of your affection, how much beneath your esteem. The cold

realities that strip life of its ideal happiness are only endurable when

age has blunted our affections and chilled our hearts. In youth their

poignancy is agony itself. Yes, Kate, I can dare to say it, even to you,

would that you had never come amongst us.”

“I will not misunderstand you, Mark; I will not affect to think that,

in your speech, there is any want of affection for me; I will take it

as you mean it, that it had been better for me; and, even on your own

showing, I tell you, nay. If I have shed some tears within these old

walls, yet have my brightest hours been passed within them. Never, until

I came here, did I know what it was to minister to another's happiness;

never did I feel before the ecstacy of being able to make joy more

pleasurable, and sorrow less afflicting. The daughter feeling has filled

up what was once a void in my poor heart; and when you pity me for this

life of loneliness, my pulse has throbbed with delight to think how a

duty, rendered by one as humble and insignificant as I am, can ennoble

life, and make of this quiet valley a scene of active enjoyment.”

“So you are happy here, Kate,” said he, taking her hand, “and would not

wish to leave it?”

“No, Mark, never; there would be no end to my ambition were the great

world open to me, and the prizes all glittering before me--ambitions

which should take the shape not of personal aggrandizement, but high

hope for objects that come not within a woman's sphere. Here, affection

sways me; there, it might be prejudice or passion.”

“Ambition!” muttered Mark, catching at the word; “ambition, the penalty

you pay for it is far too high; and were the gain certain, it is dearly

bought by a heart dead to all purer emotions, cold to every affection of

family and kindred, and a spirit made suspecting by treachery. No, Kate,

no, the humblest peasant on that mountain, whose toil is for his daily

bread, whose last hope at night is for the health that on the morrow

shall sustain more labour, he, has a nobler life than those who nourish

high desires by trading on the crimes and faults of others. I had

ambition once; God knows, it grew not in me from any unworthy hope of

personal advantage. I thought of myself then as meanly as I now do; but

I dreamt, that, by means, humble and unworthy as mine, great events

have been sometimes set in motion. The spark that ignites the train is

insignificant enough in itself, though the explosion may rend the solid

masonry that has endured for ages. Well, well, the dream is over now;

let us speak of something else. Tell me of Herbert, Kate. What success

has he met with in the University?”

“He failed the first time, but the second trial made ample amends for

that defeat. He carried away both prizes from his competitors, Mark,

and stands now, confessedly, the most distinguished youth of his day;

disappointment only nerved his courage. There was a failure to avenge,

as well as a goal to win, and he has accomplished both.”

“Happy fellow, that his career in life could depend on efforts of his

own making--who needed but to trust his own firm resolve, and his own

steady pursuit of success, and cared not how others might plot, and

plan, and intrigue around him.”

“Very true, Mark; the prizes of intellectual ambition have this

advantage, that they are self won; but, bethink you, are not other

objects equally noble--are not the efforts we make for others more

worthy of fame than those which are dictated by purely personal desire

of distinction?”

Mark almost started at the words, whose direct application to himself

could not be doubted, and his cheek flushed, partly with pride, partly

with shame.

“Yes,” said he, after a brief pause, “these are noble themes, and can

stir a heart as sorrow-struck as mine--but the paths that lead upwards,

Kate, are dark and crooked--the guides that traverse them are false and

treacherous.”

“You have, indeed, found them so,” said Kate, with a deep sigh.

“How do you mean, I have found them so?” cried Mark, in amazement at the

words.

“I mean what I have said, Mark, that betrayal and treachery have tracked

you for many a day. You would not trust me with your secret, Mark, nor

yet confide in me, when an accident left it in my possession. Chance has

revealed to me many circumstances of your fortune, and even now, Mark,

I am only fearful lest your own prejudices should hazard your safety.

Shall I go on? May I speak still more plainly?”

Mark nodded, and she resumed--

“One who never favoured the cause you adopted, probably from the very

confederates it necessitated--yet saw with sympathy how much truth

and honour were involved in the struggle, has long watched over

you--stretching out, unseen, the hand to help, and the shield to protect

you. He saw in you the generous boldness of one whose courage supplies

the nerve, that mere plotters trade upon, but never possess. He saw,

that once in the current, you would be swept along, while they would

watch you from the shore. He, I say, saw this, and with a generosity the

greater, because no feelings of friendship swayed him, he came forward

to save you.”

“And this unseen benefactor,” said Mark, with a proud look of scornful

meaning, “his name is----”

“I will not speak it, if you ask me thus,” said Kate, blushing, for she

read in his glance the imputation his heart was full of. “Could you

so far divest yourself of prejudice as to hear calmly, and speak

dispassionately, I could tell you anything--everything, Mark.”

“No, Kate, no,” said he, smiling dubiously; “I have no right to ask,

perhaps not to accept of such a confidence.”

“Be it so, then,” said she, proudly, “we will speak of this no more;

and with a slight bow, and a motion of her hand, she turned into another

alley of the garden, and left Mark silently musing over the scene.

Scarcely, however, had she screened herself from his view by the

intervening trees, than she hastened her steps, and soon gained the

house. Without stopping to take breath, she ascended the stairs, and

tapped at Sir Archy's door.

“Come in, my sweet Kate,” said he, in his blandest voice, “I should know

that gentle tap amid a thousand; but, my dear child, why so pale?--what

has agitated you?--sit down and tell me.”

“Read this, sir,” said she, taking a letter from the folds of her

handkerchief--“this well tell you all, shorter and more collectedly than

I can. I want your advice and counsel, and quickly too, for no time is

to be lost.

“This is Mr. Hemsworth's writing,” said Sir Archy, as he adjusted his

spectacles to read. “When did you receive it?”

“About an hour ago,” answered Kate, half impatient at the unhurried

coolness of the old man's manner, who at last proceeded to examine the

epistle, but without the slightest show of anxiety or eagerness. His

apathy was, however, short-lived--short expressions of surprise broke

from him, followed by exclamations of terror and dismay, till at length,

laying down the letter, he said, “Leave me, sweet Kate, leave me to read

and reflect on this alone; be assured I'll lose no time in making up

my mind about it, for I see that hours are precious here.” And as she

glided from the room, Sir Archy placed the open letter on a table before

him, and sat down diligently to re-consider its contents.

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