As the days went by, Greyhurst, somewhat relieved by the prospect of a
long absence, arranged his affairs, and prepared himself for his journey
to California. Constance Trescot, well aware of his plans, was deep in
thought of the man who was, for a time, to be out of her reach. Her
increasing abstraction, her lessening interest in books,—and she had
never been an eager reader,—her still silent piano, all alike
contributed to increase the anxiety in which the elder sister lived. In
fact, Constance had exhausted her resources; but now an accident came to
her aid, and, doing for her that which she never would have done,
inflicted on her enemy a torture beyond the dream of malice, and
far-reaching in its consequences.
An errand of charity to one of the families now residing on the bluff
had occupied her afternoon. It was dusk and the shadows were deepening
as Constance walked slowly along a wood path which led into the road on
which she lived. As she came out of the forest in the dusk she quickened
her steps, and, deep in thought, moved on, until of a sudden she became
aware of being on the same side of the way and in front of the house in
which Greyhurst resided. She stopped short, recalling that just here she
and her husband had first met him. As she turned quickly to cross the
street, she stumbled on the rough sidewalk, recovered her balance, and
crossed over to her own side of the way. At her garden gate she suddenly
missed a little velvet bag which usually hung from her belt. Instantly
she remembered that it held, besides her cards, a small morocco case in
which was a photograph of her husband in his major’s uniform. Realizing
the fact that she had stumbled and might then have lost it, and much
troubled, she was about to return and look for it, when she saw
Greyhurst, who had just come out of his garden. As she hesitated, he
picked up something which she knew must be her bag. She had a moment of
indecision. To seek him, or to send for it, she felt to be impossible.
She had a larger copy, a duplicate of the photograph. What effect would
this picture of the man he had killed have on the murderer? With a
singular smile on her face, she turned and went into her own house. She
had a wild desire to see that meeting of the slayer and the slain.
Without the least idea of the ownership of the bag, Greyhurst carelessly
laid it on the table of his library. He then lighted a lamp, and, mildly
curious, began to look at the contents of the bag. He came first on the
small case, and drew out the photograph. As he turned it over he saw the
face of George Trescot.
The suddenness of this pictured revival of a face he had of late seen
with less painful clearness gave to it the terrible power of an
apparition. He let it fall. The face lay uppermost. He made a great
effort, and seizing it, threw it from him.
“My God!” he said, “I shall end by killing that woman!”
For a moment he entertained the idea that she had meant him to find it.
Then, as he saw the cards and some memoranda, he knew that she must have
accidentally dropped the bag; and still, the horror of the thing was
increased for him rather than lessened by his certainty that he was the
victim of a chance loss. Was everything against him?
He picked up the photograph, and, resolute not to yield to what he felt
was weakness, he set it before him, and with his head in his hands
stared at the strong, well-bred, kindly face. It was too much for him.
The tears began to gather, and as they rolled down his face he slowly
replaced the portrait in the case, laid it in the bag, and closed the
clasp. The test of endurance had been beyond his powers, and had
produced on his nervous system an effect such as could never have been
anticipated.
“My God!” he cried, as he fell back in his chair, “am I not punished
enough!”
As he spoke, he looked up and saw, as if some ten feet away and a little
to the left, the face of the man he had killed. For a moment he was
simply astonished. It was larger than life and smiling, and not like the
photograph. He rubbed his eyes, closed and opened them, and moved about.
The phantom kept its place; and at last he observed that if he looked
down he lost it. He was, as I have said, intelligent, and recognized in
this vision the effect of long strain and sudden shock. And still it
meant even to his knowledge something sinister, but about which it was
possible to reason. It affected him at the moment less than had done the
letters or telegram, or the presence of the woman who had sent them. His
fear was not so much of what was as of what might follow. What did it
mean? Was he about to be ill? He resolved to see Dr. Eskridge and to
talk to him frankly. He awakened the next day still seeing the face, at
times dimly, at others clearly. Its persistency troubled him. Was it a
symptom of some impending mental disaster? Had his head been clear of
late—his memory unimpaired? When the mind of the sensitive becomes
critical concerning the health of its own processes, there is peril in
the way. He found himself caught in machinery not readily arrested by
the will which set it in motion. He had always been in vigorous health
and had rarely had occasion to consult a physician. He had, however,
lacked power to dismiss unpleasant thoughts, and now the terror of decay
of reason haunted him unceasingly. And it was a woman who had brought
this fear upon him, a woman against whom he was absolutely defenseless.
Early in the morning he gave the bag to a maid and asked her, much to
her amazement, to leave it at Mrs. Trescot’s. When it was laid on the
breakfast table beside Constance, her sister asked a question in regard
to it. Constance replied: “I lost it yesterday. I suppose that some one,
finding my cards, has returned it.”
“You are fortunate, dear.”
“Yes, am I not?”
V
The town of St. Ann was prospering. There were more horses hitched about
the gnawed posts in front of the grocery-shops; more men in well-worn
grey coming in from the country to buy or sell. In a word, there was
more money. There was also, as a consequence, less anxiety, and more
time, or, rather, more leisure; and the Christmas season was less sad as
the years went on.
Miss Susan Hood had thrown herself with energy and good humor into the
church work, and had reorganized the Sunday-schools. The orphan home had
also her care, and as she had money and a bountiful sense of the
humorous aspects of life, she found ready occasion for the varied forms
of generosity of which she was capable, and constant mild amusement in
what she saw and heard. As concerned Constance she was still uneasy, and
the more so because she was sure that her sister had by no means given
up her designs against Greyhurst. The fact that Constance sedulously
concealed whatever she was doing still further added to her discomfort,
and, except Mrs. Averill, there was no one to whom she felt free to
talk. She resolved once more to reopen the subject with Constance.
On this special morning Miss Althea had been long closeted with Mrs.
Trescot, and when she had gone Constance took up her garden gloves,
flower-basket, and scissors, and, putting on a long white apron, went
out into the little conservatory. Here she found Coffin, who, under her
instructions, was with much labor of mind slowly learning how to care
for flowers. His old, weather-worn face was more eager than usual.
He said: “That man is going away; I thought to come and tell you.”
“Are you sure? I heard that he was. Don’t speak so loud.”
Tom’s voice had the volume needed for great wood spaces.
“Yes, I’m sure. His old black woman she says so. It’ll be for a month or
two.”
“Indeed! So long!” She stood before the lame little woodman, taller by a
head. For him there was the sense of a commanding presence, remembrance
of kindness with flavor of comprehending friendliness, and yet such
sense of aloofness as the statue of a goddess may have had for some
Greek hewer of wood. She stood still in thought; at last he asked:
“Was you worried over that vermin?” Her vengeance had brought her into
singular partnerships.
“No; not while he is here.”
“Thought you would have liked him clean out of sight.”
“No; I mean to ruin him. If he goes away I cannot.”
What she had done or desired to do he did not know; nor, had he known,
would her slow methods have appealed to his coarser conception of what
he called “evenin’ up” things.
He said: “It might be best to do what I said. I’d do it. You see, ma’am,
it’s sure, and it don’t give no trouble.”
Greyhurst’s life hung on the issue of a minute of indecision. A wild
anger came upon her at the thought of his escaping. A little flush grew
on the pale cheek, and then faded.
“No,” she said. “I can wait.”
“Well,” returned Coffin, “it isn’t my notion of things. I’d just kill
him and get done with him.”
“No; you must not do that.”
“It’ll be as you say. ’Bout these rose-bugs, they’re mighty troublesome,
ma’am.”
He dismissed the matter lightly. He was a man of the Tennessee border,
where women do not value a man who cannot shoot straight—a land of
long-nourished hatreds, where men kill but do not steal, where the
vendetta is medieval in the simplicity of its one demand. He could not
comprehend the feeling which stayed his hand, but, nevertheless, he was
entirely the vassal of her will.
She answered one or two questions about the flowers with some
directions, and sent him away with roses for Mrs. March.
While her sister was thus engaged, Susan had been in the parlor in
earnest talk with the new rector of the church at St. Ann. Very soon
after her arrival she had added to her church work some care of the
freed slaves, and, happy in the relief of new duties, had brought
inspiriting good sense and money to aid the many forms of usefulness in
which Mr. Kent was interested.
The rector had been talking of George Trescot.
“You must have met him,” said Susan.
“No; we exchanged visits, but he was much of the time absent since I
came; and for a few weeks I was myself in the East.”
“I am sorry you never met.”
“And I. I think I mentioned that we were related—distant cousins.
Perhaps, if Mrs. Trescot knew that, she might be willing to see me. I
very much want to help you and her. And there is so much wild talk—”
“Yes, I know; but my sister has opinions which I neither share nor
like—oh, excuse me, I fear I must cut short our talk. I see that her
gardener is going, and I have to see her before she goes out.”
He rose, saying: “I shall try again. I hope to have better luck.”
“I shall see you to-morrow at the library. The books I ordered should be
here to-day.”
“One moment, Miss Hood. May I be pardoned if I ask why Mrs. Trescot
never comes to church?”
“That is a long story, and a sad one. Some day we will talk about it,
not now.”
“You will not forget the flowers for Sunday?”
“Of course not.”
After he left her, Susan went out into the little conservatory.
Said Constance: “Has your rector, or director, gone? What can you find
to talk about? He makes rather long visits. I must admit that he rides
well for a preacher. I saw him pass yesterday. He looks to be about
twenty-one.”
“He is not young,” said Susan, shortly.
“Oh, preachers never are young. He is rather good-looking.”
“Yes, rather. I wish you would see him when he calls. You see every one
else.”
“Oh, some day, if you really want me to see him.”
“I should like it, Conny.”
Susan was indisposed to discuss the rector, or to insist too much on his
being received; but why, she would have been unable, or, more likely,
unwilling, to say. She changed the subject.
“You had your two beauties, Conny. You think I talk long with Mr. Kent.
How you find talk for an hour with that depressing Althea I cannot
imagine. Her head wabbles about as if she were a feeble chicken, and her
nose—did you ever notice her nose?”
“No,” said Constance. “She is a very good woman, and very unfortunate. I
do not see why you make fun of her.”
“I? The fun is ready made; and really, Conny, I can pity, and could, at
need, help her, without enjoying her society. What do you talk about?”
“Oh, many things.”
Susan had overheard portions of Althea’s gossip. “I think I could guess.
Is it never to end?”
Constance, who had been moving about the room, turned on her.
“I thought, Susan, we had agreed to dismiss that subject.”
“No; or, if we did, I cannot go on in this way. I did not lightly bring
this matter up. Oh, Conny, if you only would—”
“I would do anything else for you. But for the present you may be at
ease. He is going away—to be gone, perhaps, for two months.”
“I am very glad.”
“And I am not. Oh, there is the lunch-bell.”
She was already deeply engaged in a new scheme, and feared to face any
more of Susan’s questions. To plan possible or impossible means of
wounding her enemy gave her the only satisfaction her narrowing life
afforded. To talk of him was painful, or at least Susan was not the
neutral-minded confessor who would see in her course the least shadow of
human excuse.
After lunch she went into Trescot’s study. The feeling which rigidly
guarded the room from any presence but that of Constance seemed to Susan
morbid. Nevertheless, she had respected her sister’s wish. Constance
entered and sat down. When there she had at times that sense of the
nearness of the dead which many have known—and known with intense
longing for the “sound of a voice that is still.”
She had long since brought his sword from her chamber and placed it on
his table. She picked it up and dusted it, and laid it down. The room
was full of him. She walked about, thinking of her dead, and then, with
another thrill of anguish, of the lost child. “And you would have had me
forgive!” she cried. “Oh, George, George, how can I! You are dead; I
shall see you no more. My baby is dead—and I am dead, too—oh, dead to
love, to joy! And it gets worse and not better.”
She sat down and rocked back and forward, clasping her head. “Perhaps to
die were better.” Her face twitched around the mouth, her jaw stiffened,
and she recalled again the doctor’s warning. Even the luxury of
self-abandonment to lonely grief was not for her. She controlled
herself, but not readily. The passions are near neighbors. And with the
thought of Greyhurst, her anger rose to stormy force. “And he did it!”
she cried, “and lives, and is to have years of ease, and at last
forgetfulness. Never, never, if I can help it—and no one shall stop me;
and, if all else fail, I have always that—that!” She was thinking of the
temptation Coffin had crudely set before her.
She grew agitated, looking about her. “Not here; I must not think of it
here. Would he forgive me? He would know I had to go my way.”
She went out of the room and met her sister, who, seeing her agitation,
said: “My dear Conny, what is the matter?”
“Nothing is the matter. I wish you would let me alone.”
“Oh, Conny, what have I done?”
She was hurt; but was far too wise to say more, for of late her sister
had become irritable. As she turned aside, repressing the sharp answer
she felt inclined to make, Constance said: “Where is the paper? I have
not seen it to-day. You always take it.” It was her habit to run over it
daily.
“I will get it,” said Susan. “Wait, dear; I know where it is.”
When she returned Constance took the little sheet. Presumably she found
what she sought.
“The land sale we mentioned some time ago includes a long stretch of
shore to the south of the Hood estate. It was, we understand, bought by
Mr. Greyhurst; but whether for himself or others is not known. The water
at this place on the river-front is shallow; but if, as we hear, the
deep-water front between it and the Hoods’ has also been acquired from
the Baptistes, it would give Mr. Greyhurst’s frontage all it needs, and
add much to its value.”
For a little while Constance sat thinking. Then she rose, dressed
herself for the street, and went out.
She had more than enough to think about. Althea had heard that Mr.
Greyhurst was bent on other business than mines. They did say that there
was a lady in Sacramento who had refused to marry him while his divorced
wife lived. But now, that lady being dead a year or more, it might be
that she would reconsider her refusal. No; Althea did not know her name.
She was said to be rich.
At first Constance thought it an unlikely bit of gossip; but if it were
true her foe might escape. She had fed the flame of her anger with the
fuel of grief, and, as was usual with her, this surrender to passionate
sorrow left her set and resolute. She must know more. And so Althea was
petted and flattered, and bidden to listen and report all she heard.
Meanwhile there was this other matter.
She had told Susan that she would not ride, and now walked away into the
town, passing Greyhurst on the main street. He had again the sense of
being haunted as the tall black figure went by, almost touching him.
Well, he would soon be far away from it all. The face of Trescot went
with him still, misty and delicate.
Mrs. Trescot soon found what she sought, and reading on the sign, “Paul
Marcel, Land Agent, Second Story,” went up-stairs and, knocking, was
bidden to enter.
“I am Mrs. Trescot,” she said, throwing back her veil.
Marcel’s daughter had spoken of her, but he himself knew her only by
sight. She accepted a chair and began at once:
“You will be so kind, Mr. Marcel, as to consider my business
confidential, or at least for the present.”
“Certainly, madame.” He was an old man, brisk and alert, with hair cut
short and upstanding in a way that gave an aggressive expression to a
not unkindly, clean-shaven face. His accent was distinctly that of the
old Creole French.
“How can I oblige you?” he said.
She unrolled a small plan of the river-front.
“Here,” she said, “Mr. Marcel, are our lands. You may be aware that we
gave Mrs. Baptiste the half of our river-frontage nearest to the city.”
“It was more than generous,” he said. “The land should be improved.”
“Yes; that will come. Our own land lies next, you observe. We have—I do
not now recall how many feet. It is ample; but we would be better off if
we owned the next lots to the south of us—I think there is about four
hundred feet.”
“I see,” he said. “It has the deepest water on the entire frontage—very
desirable. It belongs to a niece of Madame Baptiste. I have heard
something about it lately. It can be bought—no doubt it can be bought.
The land beyond it is of very little value because of the shallowness of
the water.”
“But with this,” she asked quickly, “it would become valuable?”
“Yes, very, of course. I fancy it to have been acquired with a view to
subsequent purchase of Mademoiselle Baptiste’s water-front. The sale may
have been already made; I think not.”
“I should like to know as soon as possible.”
“If madame will wait a minute—ten minutes, to be more accurate? The
agent of the Baptistes is near by.”
Madame would wait. He went out. She got up and moved about, impatient.
When he came back he said: “I have learned that, as I supposed, it is
for sale. An offer has been made for it.” Then he hesitated, and said
very courteously: “I think Madame Trescot should be made to know who is
the person who is bidding.”
“I do know,” she returned coldly. “It is a pure matter of business.”
“_Eh bien!_ It is a matter of business. He offers twelve thousand; they
ask fifteen. I could not advise that. It is too much.”
“Buy it,” she said; “and, if you please, without delay—now—at once.”
“But, madame, it is inordinate. May I ask is it for the Hood estate? You
will pardon me if I say that in that case you should consult General
Averill.”
“It is for me, personally.”
“Ah! that is so; and is madame resolved?”
“She is,” said Constance, smiling.
“It can be bought,” he said, and went out. In a few moments he was back
again. “It is an affair finished; but I have saved you eight hundred
dollars.”
“Then it is secure? There can be no mistake? It is my property?”
Her anxiety struck him as singular; but he made haste to reassure her.
“Yes, it is yours. I will see to the titles; but I know them as my hand.
In a few days I shall ask for madame’s check.”
“Thank you; but there must be no mistake.”
“There can be none. I have it in writing, here in my hand.”
She thanked him and went out.
“_Diable!_” he said. “_Quelle femme!_”
On his way to the doctor’s that evening, Greyhurst called at the house
of the agent of Mademoiselle Baptiste. He said: “Monsieur Pierre, I
leave to-morrow, to be gone about two months. Before I go I should like
to settle about those water-lots. I left you an offer; you refused it.
What will you take? I must leave part of the payment on mortgage?”
The agent—like M. Marcel, of Creole descent—was by no means friendly to
Greyhurst; but he was also very much afraid of him.
“_C’est dommage_, monsieur. I too deeply regret. I was about to write.”
“What do you regret? Can you Frenchmen never speak out and say what you
mean!”
“But I was sorry, Monsieur Greyhurst, for to disappoint you. Paul Marcel
was here to-day, and—the land is sold.”
“Sold!”
“Yes; I have consult mademoiselle, who live near by, as you know, and
she say take it. I could only advise to do the same. The offer was
large, and it was yes or no.”
“This seems to me very strange; I should have been told.”
“Yes, I say so. Marcel he say, ‘We offer twelve thousand.’ I say, ‘No.’
He say, ‘How much?’ I say, ‘Fifteen thousand.’ He offer fourteen
thousand. I say we split. Then he say, ‘Fourteen thousand two hundred’;
and mademoiselle, who was there, she say very quick, ‘I take it.’ _Mais,
mon Dieu!_ monsieur, what could I do? It is sold.”
Pierre was surprised and relieved that Greyhurst showed no anger. In
fact, he was restraining himself with a great effort. He said: “Offer to
take it off Marcel’s hands. I will give him fifteen thousand. It is
worth that to me; but any one else is a fool to take it at your price.”
“They will not sell. It is to hold.”
“Who bought it?”
Pierre was maliciously enjoying the situation, and was made less timid
by Greyhurst’s unusually quiet manner.
“It was bought for a lady.” He was tormenting his big mouse, and liked
the game.
“‘A lady!’ Why the mischief can’t you answer? What lady?”
“It was Madame Trescot.”
“Damnation! You two cursed Frenchmen have sold me between you!”
“_Mais_, monsieur, what could be done? You set a limit.”
Greyhurst made no reply, but turned and went out, leaving the old Creole
still apologetic, gesticulating, and by no means ill pleased. As he
passed into the street, he pulled down his hat and walked on, looking
downward because of the vision of the smiling, silvery face.
“Always that devil of a woman!” he said. “When will it end?” Suppressed
anger divided his mind with the fear of some sudden bodily disaster such
as the phantom seemed to threaten. He must live, must be well. There was
his child, far away at school, and the one cherished hope—the little
woman in Sacramento. He put aside the business of the land. It was
ruinous, and he began too fully to realize what money may do to aid a
revengeful purpose. Forgetting for a moment, he looked up. The face was
there, in the bustling street as elsewhere. He walked faster, speaking
to no one, his head bent down. He lost the face as he stood on Dr.
Eskridge’s step and, looking at his watch, rang the bell. He had written
asking the doctor to receive him at this hour.
The doctor had never had any liking for the man for whom he was now
waiting, and his feeling had been much intensified by the fatal
consequences of Greyhurst’s ungoverned temper. He had, however, a fund
of pitiful charity, kept full by sad personal experiences and by the
physician’s vast explanatory knowledge of the lives of men and women,
which accepts heredity, education, and environment as matters not to be
left out of the consideration of disease or of the motives of men’s
actions.
He was reflecting upon what had made Greyhurst what he was, when the man
who thus occupied his thoughts entered the room. As they had met of
late, on the street or elsewhere, he had casually noticed the slight
loss of soldierly carriage, and the absence of a certain defiant
challenge in his expression. Now, as they sat down, he cast on Greyhurst
a quick look of observant attention, and saw that the large frame had
lost flesh. He began to be curious as to the object of this visit; but,
as the lawyer had in the past consulted him in regard to minor matters
of health, he knew him to be free from grave organic maladies, and was
quite unprepared for the abrupt statement with which he began.
“Doctor,” he said as he sat down, “I am going away to-morrow, and I want
to ask you a question. I have of late been troubled—not all the time, I
ought to say—by an occasional sensation of quite causeless fear—well,
something like the terror a timid child has when alone in the dark.”
“Indeed!” said the doctor. “Is that all, or is there anything else?”
“No; that is not all. I have also been annoyed by seeing a face in the
air, a little to the left. It is lost when I look down. It appears as if
made of gossamer, and I see things through it. Does it or the other
trouble represent any probability of mental failure?”
He was sweating as he spoke, and wiped his forehead repeatedly.
The doctor toyed with a paper-cutter, a habit he had when intensely
interested.
“You are well otherwise?”
“Yes. I have lost appetite and flesh, but otherwise I am as usual. I
should add that I still have at times that inexplicable fear; the vision
is nearly always present. I cannot get rid of it.”
“Indeed! No headaches?”
“No, never; a slight vertigo now and then. I never drank to excess, and
less now than ever. I smoke too much; but, you see, I have been worried
about business matters and—about other things.”
“As you look up, now, do you see the face?”
“I do.”
“Is this phantasm that of a face you have ever seen?”
The question was natural and innocent, the reply startling.
“My God! doctor. It is the face of the man I killed!”
“I beg pardon, Mr. Greyhurst. I am sorry—sorry I asked, and very sorry
for you. I could not have dreamed of this. I am sorry.”
“I am glad one man is sorry. I am in a hell of sorrow.”
“That can’t be helped, I fear.”
“No, I suppose not; but I have got to live—and there is Mathilde, my
child. Does this mean anything serious—that is what I want to know—this
specter—that fear? I can stand it if it does not imply the nearness of
some mental failure.”
“Before I answer, may I venture to ask if this spectral illusion came
only at times and then more and more often, and was there any immediate
cause? Do not reply if to do so annoys you.”
Greyhurst read in the grave and kindly face, so keen and attentive,
sympathy which included in its charity alike the weaknesses and the
crimes of men. He, too, like others, felt the human craving to escape by
confession from the loneliness of remembered sin. For a moment he
reflected, and then said: “I may as well tell you all.”
“Not unless it will help me to help you.” He distrusted his own
increasing curiosity, and was therefore careful as to how far he should
invite confidences.
“Yes, you may help me. God knows, I need advice—counsel.”
“But first,” said Eskridge, “let me say that the face you see will fade
away in time, unless the cause which occasioned it is repeated.”
“Of that I cannot be sure. I may as well tell you all.”
“Very well. That may be better.”
“I came by mere chance upon a photograph of Mr. Trescot. I came on it
abruptly, unprepared; and then as I looked up I saw the face—that
face—not at all that of the photograph, but the same man, only—smiling.”
The doctor had heard in his long life many strange things, but this was
the strangest. He repressed his astonishment and said quietly: “Is that
all?”
“No; and I want to tell you the rest—all of it—all. I have been, since
my unchecked, spoiled boyhood, a passionate man. It wrecked my married
life, and did me evil service during the war, and later in my career at
the bar. My Western life made it worse—that was before the war. The Hood
lawsuit found me embarrassed as to money matters. I lost it, and I knew
I ought to have lost it. Things passed in the trial which—well, no
matter. I was insulted; I was told by—by Trescot that he was
responsible—you know what that means with us. I shot that man. I did
think he was drawing his pistol, if I thought at all.” He wiped his
forehead. “I did not think. I was sorry for my haste. Since then I have
more and more bitterly regretted. But it was done—and I must live. I
went on hoping that, with time, I should suffer less. Then Mrs. Trescot
came back; and from the time of her return I have been in hell—no demon
could be more ingeniously cruel than that woman.”
He went on to relate all that she had done, including the ruining
purchase of the land on the river. Both men were silent for a moment,
and then Greyhurst added:
“I can do nothing. Regret—remorse, if you like—is the only thing a man
can give. I know what I have done; but I must live.”
“Yes, yes,” said the doctor, reflectively. “Could you not go away and
live elsewhere?”
“No, I cannot. I have my girl at school in Cincinnati, as you know. I
am, or I was, better off; but this land business seriously embarrasses
me, and I must take care of the child. All my interests are here; I
cannot go away; I fear for what that woman may do. At first it troubled
me, but I said to myself that she could do no more; now I am honestly
afraid. I credit her intelligence, doctor, with terrible capacity to
hurt me. Can I bear this strain? Am I now breaking under it? I have
reason to hope that I may marry again. The lady lives in Sacramento. I
hope to be able to explain to her—I—” He hesitated.
“Indeed!” exclaimed the doctor. “But you mean to tell her? She will have
heard, of course. You will do well to be frank.”
“Yes, of course. She knows what my life has been. She, at least, is a
woman. This other is a devil.”
The doctor became yet more grave. “Whatever she is, you may count on her
unending hatred. If you marry,—and I hope you may,—you will not—must
not—live here.”
“No; not if I marry. And let me say that Miss Wilson shall know in the
frankest way just what you know. Our acquaintance began through my
carrying her wounded brother out of a heavy fire at Antietam. He died,
and I got a ball in the side. I was able to write to her at Mobile of
his death, at a time when I was pretty near it myself. You may trust me
as a gentleman that she shall know all. I believe that she will feel for
me.”
The doctor rose. Would he—could he—be really frank to her? He had a good
deal of doubt as to Greyhurst’s power to confess the actual facts as
others saw them.
“I must go now. This phantom will fade. It is really of no great moment,
and is no indication of failure in mind or body. But stay away as long
as you can; better if you were never to return to St. Ann.”
Greyhurst left him with a great sense of relief, and, walking homeward,
observed that he had lost the smiling face of George Trescot.
Returning in an hour, the doctor sat down with his pipe and his
thoughts. Both the personages in this sad drama had told him their
stories. The mixture of good and evil in these two lives struck him.
Both were without that steadying faith which had been his from
childhood. Greyhurst was simply unreligious by habit. Constance had no
religion, and, as Susan had told him, declared herself simply
indifferent. Motives such as might otherwise have helped them were
absent. The contrasts of Greyhurst’s life interested him—his unchecked
boyhood, his passionate nature, his intelligence, his impulsiveness, his
sensitiveness, the incidentally told act of self-exposing courage. He
felt how vain it was to judge of human actions without the largest
knowledge.
Then he reflected upon the calm, steadily pursued revenge of the woman,
with its dreadful inventiveness, its implacable hatred.
He knocked the ashes out of his pipe as he wondered what manner of woman
might she be whom Greyhurst desired to marry. The man had been scourged
by vain regret. His repentance had so modified and gentled his life that
all men saw it. If the woman loved him, and he could live elsewhere than
in St. Ann, it might be the final solution of serious questions; but
there was one incalculable factor in this tangle of human passions—the
strong personality of Constance Trescot. He lighted his candle and went
up to bed, more than a little pitiful for the woman who suffered, and
for the man who had caused her to suffer.