CHAPTER XX

THE LAST CHANCE

Despite her midnight vigil, Grace rose before seven o'clock the next

morning. On the previous afternoon Jean had stated that he would come

early to Mrs. Gray's the following morning to bid them farewell before

starting on his search for Tom. Eight o'clock found herself and Elfreda

Briggs walking rapidly up Chapel Hill. They found the old hunter had

stolen a march on them, however. When they entered the library he was

already there, in earnest conversation with Mrs. Gray.

"I hav' wait for you," he said, after bidding them a quaint _bon jour_.

"But now the time grow short. The train, she run at nine o'clock. It is

now that we must say the _au revoir_. Not long an' I see the camp and

M'sieu' David. It is good that you hav' telegraph the young man. Ol'

Jean will do his best. _Le bon Dieu_ will do the rest." The hunter

reverently crossed himself.

"I have a letter for you, Jean, to give to Tom." Grace was wearing her

most hopeful face as she gave the cherished letter into the old man's

keeping. "When you have found Tom, and I know that you will, tell him

that I am waiting for him and give--him--this--letter."

[Illustration: "When You Have Found Tom, Give Him This Letter."]

"It shall be of a sacred trust," Jean assured, crossing himself again.

"Be of the brav' heart, Mam'selle. For you and M'sieu' Tom the 'appiness

is near. Now it is time to go."

Warmly shaking hands with the two for whom he was about to "do his

best," Jean turned to Elfreda and offered his hand with: "I am the lucky

man to hav' meet such good frien' to Mam'selle Grace."

"Thank you, Jean." Elfreda colored with pleasure at the sincere tribute.

"Some day, when Tom Gray has been found and you are back again in

Oakdale, we'll pay a visit to your cabin. Then I'll tell you what a

splendid friend Grace Harlowe has been to me."

"It shall be as Mam'selle says," responded Jean gallantly. Accompanied

as far as the veranda by the three women, Jean made his final adieus and

strode down the pebbled drive to the gate, a sturdy, purposeful figure,

despite his years. To the three who watched him almost out of sight, the

determined set of his broad shoulders in itself seemed to presage the

success of his mission.

"It was certainly nice in Jean to say what he did to me about my being

your friend," was Elfreda's abrupt comment when, after saying good-bye

to Mrs. Gray, the two young women started down Chapel Hill toward home.

"It was the highest compliment that he could pay me. If there had been

time I'd have liked to tell him a few of the reasons for it. I guess he

would have understood then that I had special cause to be loyal to you.

I don't mean by that that anybody would have to have special cause to be

_your_ friend. One would only have to meet you once, Grace Harlowe, to

know that your friendship would be the kind worth having. That is, if

one had any sense. That time I plumped myself down in your seat when we

were bound for Overton College to begin our freshman year, I was too

much wrapped up in myself to know how lucky I was. Isn't it queer,

though, how things like that are often the means by which we begin the

staunchest friendships?"

"Yes, it _is_ strange. If we hadn't met on the train that day in that

way, you might have decided to go to another boarding place instead of

taking up with Mrs. Elwood's offer to you to share Miriam's room. Then,

very likely, we might never have become well acquainted. There were ever

so many girls at Overton College during the six years that I spent

there, whom I never came to know really well." Grace looked regretful.

"But they all knew you," was the staunch retort. "You are as much of an

institution there now as Harlowe House is. Your name has become a

household word at Overton College. Emma and I were speaking of that very

thing at the reunion. She said that if she were manager of Harlowe House

for the next twenty years she'd never come to be known as well there as

you were in the time you spent at Overton."

"Emma is a wily old flatterer and so are you," laughed Grace. "Just

because you girls like me you think the whole world ought to fall in

line and worship me." Her bantering tone changing to seriousness she

continued, "Not that I don't appreciate your affection, and love you

with all my heart for it. Neither of you ever stops to think how much

credit you both deserve. Sometimes I wonder what I ever did to bring me

so many true friends. I never properly realized their worth until this

summer. Living in the shadow has taught me a great deal.

"The very fact that all my friends have stood by me so firmly has made

me see that I owe it to them to be strong and steadfast through all. It

has taught me, too, that I can't afford to be selfish. When Tom first

went away I used to think that, if he never came back, there wouldn't be

anything worth living for, ever again. But it came to me by degrees that

such a viewpoint was utterly selfish; that I had a great deal to live

for. Father and Mother, first of all; then Mrs. Gray and my friends. So

I made up my mind that if worse came to worst, I would devote myself to

them more than ever and thus try to make up for my own loss."

"Of course you would," agreed Elfreda, with a ready tenderness that

arose from the emotion that had welled up within her at Grace's

unconscious revelation of unselfishness. "No one knows that better than

I know it."

"I wonder what the postman has brought us this morning?" Grace had

decided that it was high time to lead the talk away from herself. She

had spoken to Elfreda with utter frankness of her inner resolve, yet she

could not bear to continue longer on the subject. It presented too

vividly the possibility of Tom's non-return, and she had schooled

herself not to dwell upon such a contingency.

"We'll soon know." They were now within a short distance of the

Harlowe's home. "I hope Ma hasn't decided that I ought to go back to law

school and written me to that effect," grumbled Elfreda. "Now I am here,

I'd like to keep on being here until----" She paused.

"Until we hear good news," finished Grace softly. "I wish you would stay

with me as long as you can, Elfreda. When the good news comes, I'd like

you to be here to share it."

"Oh, I'll stay," assured Elfreda, "provided I can win Ma over to my

views. It will be the same as using my powers of eloquence to convince a

doubtful jury that the prisoner is innocent. There is nothing like

practice," she reminded, her wide, boyish grin in mischievous evidence.

"Have we a heavy mail this morning, Mother?" was Grace's eager inquiry

as she and Elfreda came up the front steps to the veranda. Established

in a wide-armed rocking chair, her eyes busy with the reading of her own

mail, Mrs. Harlowe looked up smilingly as she said, "Heavy enough to

keep you both busy for a while. I didn't count your letters. They are on

the library table in the living-room. I sorted them into two piles.

Elfreda's was the highest."

"Thank you, dear." Blowing a gay little kiss to her mother, Grace made

for the living-room, with Elfreda close behind her.

"I ought to receive a few dozen letters," commented Elfreda. "Nearly

every one of my correspondents have been lagging and languishing."

Running hastily over the stack of letters bearing her name, she

separated one of them from the rest. "Here's the letter from Ma. Now

we'll see whether its back to law school for J. Elfreda."

"Oh, here's one from Miriam." Having been equally busy with her own

mail, Grace drew up a chair before the table. Slipping into it she soon

became absorbed in what Miriam had written her.

Seated opposite her, Elfreda perused the letter from her mother with the

anxious eye of one about to receive sentence. In the middle of it she

uttered a cluck of satisfaction. "Excuse me for interrupting you, but I

just wanted to tell you that Ma is a wingless angel. I don't have to do

the convincing act at all. She says I may stay with you until I either

wear out my welcome or get ready to come home. Isn't that a glorious

message? Hooray!" Elfreda waved her maternal parent's unexpected missive

of leniency on high.

"Glorious indeed." Finishing the short but interesting letter from

Miriam, Grace shoved it across the table to Elfreda. "Read it," she

commanded. "I know Miriam would be willing that you should. As her

roommate of long standing you are entitled to special privileges."

"Thank you." Elfreda pounced upon the proffered letter with avidity,

while Grace continued with her own correspondence. Counting her letters

over, she found she had received nine. As was her usual custom, she had

begun with the top one, which was from Miriam, and read them in the

order in which they were stacked. Elfreda on the contrary, scattered

broadcast on the table the whole ten letters she had received. She

picked and chose with the air of a connoisseur, keeping up a running

fire of ridiculous remarks between letters, that moved Grace to frequent

laughter, but did not distract her attention to any degree from her own

affairs. She had become too familiar with Elfreda's always entertaining

methods of doing things to be other than amused by them.

The contents of her own mail filled her with a quiet joy. One and all,

so far as she had read, her friends breathed undying friendship and deep

devotion to herself. There was a long letter from Eleanor Savelli, who

was summering in Colorado with her father and aunt. It held the glad

tidings that Miss Nevin and herself intended to come to Oakdale for the

winter. Her father's concert tour would soon begin. She did not expect

to travel with him that winter. She was anxious to come back to

"Heartsease" for a long rest. Much in the letter was of a deeply

sympathetic nature, relating to Grace's misfortune. She begged Grace to

inform her at once should matters take a happier turn and hoped before

long to be with her.

There was also a letter from Mabel Allison confiding the news of her

engagement to Arnold Evans. She was very happy, she declared. Formal

announcement of her betrothal to Arnold had not yet been made, but Grace

would soon receive a card to that effect. Mabel Ashe wrote much

sympathy, her letter fairly bristling with her lovable, vivid

personality. She ended with the jubilant news that she had sold the

novel on which she had worked so long and patiently to complete, to a

well-known book publishing firm. She had named it, "the Guardian of the

Flame." She styled it as "the story of a woman's heart," and her

publishers believed it would be very successful.

The Emerson twins sent her a funny little epistle, in which they had

taken turns in the writing of its many paragraphs. It had evidently been

gotten up with a view to cheering her and she read between the lines the

kindliness which had prompted the joint authors to the deed. Jessica and

Anne came next with loving letters that proved how completely one they

were with her in spirit. A colorful account of the doings of the Harlowe

House girls at Overton College as set down by Evelyn Ward brought a

smile of pleasure to Grace's face.

One of the two remaining envelopes bore Arline's mark. Grace's smile

deepened as she opened it and saw:

"DEAREST LOYALHEART:

"You owe me a letter, but never mind. I am of a patient and

forgiving disposition, so I'll overlook it. I have a very funny bit

of news to write. Stanley Forde, the hateful old tyrant, has gone

and engaged himself to be married again. Just like that! Don't

think this is a case of sour grapes. I am de-lighted. I am sorry

for the poor party of the second part, though. I know her well. She

is a pretty but foolish young person who was in love with Stanley

ages before he became betrothed to me. Of course he did it to spite

Daffydowndilly, but I'm not a bit 'spited.' I feel as though I

ought to go to the girl in the case and tell her what I know about

him. But it's useless to think of doing so."

Arline devoted further space to affectionate inquiry regarding Grace's

troubles and ended with the naïve announcement:

"The other day I met a perfectly delightful young man at a dinner

dance. He is as much interested in settlement work as I am, and is

as nice as Stanley Forde is horrid. To-morrow he and Father and I

are going to motor out to the fresh air home Father founded. He is

anxious to see what we have done. Isn't that sweet in him? I do

hope appearances aren't deceitful. I'll tell you more about him

after I have met him a few more times. It's not wise, you know, to

rush into friendships.

"With much love. You owe me two letters.

"Cautiously,

"DAFFYDOWNDILLY."

The last letter on the pile was from Emma Dean. Hastily running over the

first page, Grace laughed outright. "Listen to this, Elfreda," she

commanded, her eyes dancing.

"DEAREST AND BEST-LOVED GRACIOUS:

"Hark to the lamentations of a Dean from darkest Deanery, now

transported to the Grace-haunted region of Overton! When first I

set foot in this desolate waste, my primary impulse was to lift my

venerable voice in a piercing wail of anguish. Only my overwhelming

respect for the powers which sit sternly in Overton Hall, and a

well-founded fear that I might be bundled off the campus to some

fell institution for the demented, prompted me to refrain from

howling. But the desire to howl still lingers, and some fine day I

shall meander moodily to Hunter's Rock and there, upon its lonely

height, startle the murmuring river below with my frantic cries. I

shall stand well back from the edge of that perilous platform,

however, as I have no malicious desire to deprive Overton of the

best teacher in English Overton ever had, known to the

English-speaking world as Emily Elizabeth Dean, who has now become

a manageress (see Dean Vocabulary).

"Confidentially speaking, I should not have minded so much leaving

darkest Deanery for this Grace-less wilderness if it had not been

for the thought that your dear face would be missing in the

picture. Do not rashly misjudge me by jumping to the conclusion

that I parted with joy from the estimable Deans of whom I am which.

Bitterly did I regret leaving my sorrowing parents. It was not lack

of filial devotion to them that made me yearn for Overton. A

terrible shadow, or rather several shadows, had hovered over

hapless Deanery for a week before I packed my belongings and fled.

Our humble home had been turned over to an aggregation of ruthless

individuals who paint houses for a living. Darkest Deanery was once

a timid shade of brown that grew even more retiring with years. Now

it is a dazzling white, with still more dazzling gray trimmings. I

can never forget that harmonious combination of gray and white, as

I have annexed copious samples of it to most of my meager wardrobe.

"If only I had had the forethought to design a simple burlap

costume with bag-like lines, and putting away false pride, worn it

on all occasions during that last sad week at home, I should not

now be spending my leisure hours experimenting to discover the most

efficacious paint eradicator on the market. Every time I hopefully

remove a prized garment from my trunk, I am confronted by the

unhappy recollection that darkest Deanery has been freshly painted.

It's positively maddening!

"Knowing my fatal leaning toward the absent-minded, you can put two

and two together. They don't make four. They make 'paint.' Oh, the

supreme tragedy of that week! How well I remember the afternoon

when I sat down confidingly on the freshly-furbished porch rail in

my best pongee dress. I was about to go to a luncheon. I went, but

was late. There was a reason. By the time the front porch became a

sticky, glistening wonder, I thoughtfully dropped my nice seal

handbag in the middle of it. The irate painter remonstrated. Not

because I had ruined my cherished possession, but because of the

horrifying blank left where paint had lately flaunted itself. By

the time it had dawned upon me that the back entrance to the house

was the entrance for me, it had also become a trap for the unwary.

There were frequent other accidental collisions with the aforesaid

paint, all equally disastrous to poor me. Some of them were known

to me at the time; some were among the things that were revealed

thereafter. I began to feel that the whole vast universe was

chiefly composed of paint. So I fled to the greater ill of an

Overton without Grace Harlowe.

"As I have suffered deeply and shall continue to suffer until I can

look my modest wardrobe in the face and say, 'presentable at last,'

I am certain that I deserve a special boon of consolation. In plain

English, to which I still cling, despite the fact that I dream of

some day establishing a marvelous vocabulary of my own, won't you

and Elfreda come to Overton to see me, if only for a day? I have

thought things over carefully before asking you. It is not entirely

selfishness that prompts the request. I think it would cheer you to

come again for a visit to Harlowe House. Though I have replaced you

as manager, I can never replace you in the hearts of the girls

here. I understand why you may not wish to come. As always, my

heart goes out to you. If you write 'no' as an answer, I shall

accept it in the best possible spirit. But if you feel that you can

drop in on me, even for a day, then I shall surely shriek with joy,

right here at Harlowe House, and abide by the consequences. I have

written Elfreda, too. If both letters reach you at the same time,

and I shall mail them together, then you can shake hands and

congratulate yourselves that you have both been invited.

"Yours hopefully,

"EMMA."

"I'd love to go." Grace hesitated. "Do you think it would be disloyal in

me to leave Oakdale now, even for a day? I thought it over seriously

before I went to Miriam's wedding. That was really a duty, you know. But

since Jean has taken up Tom's case, it seems as though I am likely to

hear something important within a few days."

"You mustn't be too sure," counseled Elfreda wisely. "You might be

disappointed. It may take even Jean a long time to find out anything.

I'm not saying that to be cruel."

"You don't need to tell me that. I know I mustn't expect too much, even

of Jean. Yet I can't help thinking that if _he_ doesn't find Tom, no one

else ever will."

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