CHAPTER VI

“Alice! Alice! where are you? Come quickly.”

And Alice appeared at the head of the narrow stairway and came

accordingly.

“Alice! I am quite returned to my old way of feeling. I love him

adoringly--all the better for that horrid feeling of coldness I had

last night.”

“Is it the High Priest you have seen?” Alice asked, with as much

superstitious horror in her voice as is consistent with materialism.

“Of course. Did I not say I should see him? And oh! what I went

through first! Rags and dirt and vulgarity and bad language--actual

bad language though they spoke it low down. And soapy potatoes--at our

table anyway. And--and--oh! Alice, what _do_ you think?”

“I think nothing but ill-luck to us, Princess!”

“Don’t be dull! Think! Whom do you think I saw there with

_him_--with my star of Eden?”

“Indeed, no one short of the devil under the circumstances--and I speak

with piety.”

“Never heard of the devil. He isn’t fashionable with educated

classes--not on Lucifram. Now guess again!”

“His Chaplain?”

“No. _The man we saw this morning under the archway!_”

It is no exaggeration to say that Alice both started and turned pale.

She put her hand up warningly.

“Remember what you said--about being knocked off the chess-board,

Princess!”

“Oh! I’ve forgotten about that. He was quite fascinating. Not any more

ill-mannered than he could possibly help being!”

“Did you speak to the High Priest?”

“Yes, I went into his own private rooms--just imagine it! The sensation

was delicious. I don’t suppose many women have often gone there, do

you?”

“None except in a religious cause, I should think.”

“Well, my cause wasn’t religious. He sent one of the attendants to

take me to him. And he put his hand on my shoulder ever so nicely. No,

don’t open your eyes. It was quite in accordance even with Board-School

etiquette; there were four there besides himself and me.”

“Did you curtsey to him?”

“No, I did better still. I looked as if I simply worshipped the ground

he trod on. And I felt it too--really felt it.”

“With other people present?”

“Of course. It would have been too dangerous otherwise. And then he

asked me where all the children were.”

“What children?”

“Oh! I said I was one of a large family, you know: drunken father--and

six children--me the eldest--the next one about eight.”

“They never believed that?”

“Of course they did. The only time men don’t believe you is when you’re

speaking the truth--at least, taking them out of business hours.

They’re worse then; they won’t even believe you then when you’re

telling lies.”

“And that was all of your visit. You came away then?”

“No. He--he wants to reform me--make me give up begging. I think he

thinks I would make a good nun. He says it is a disgrace anybody should

be dressed in rags.”

“He is an honourable gentleman. I always knew it. I wonder your royal

highness does not shame to behave as you insist on doing?”

“There was never any shame attached to royalty. It’s a base feeling

that belongs purely to the lower orders. If you are _really_ royal

you are born without shame, live without it--die without it. Don’t

speak to me about anything so plebeian again, Alice.”

“Then you have promised to reform?” said Alice, much sat on, and but

imperfectly understanding.

But Marigold’s face beamed out once more all smiles and dimples.

“Oh no; he is too _clever_ to believe in promises. He has asked

for our address.”

“Sakes alive! Sakes alive! Princess, we’re done for. All the priests

knowing where we live. And that white-haired man with the little body

and big eyes. Oh! I daren’t stay here any longer, I dare not really.”

“Alice, you are a much braver woman than you take yourself to be. You

will certainly stay.”

“Not if he is coming.”

“Which _he_?”

“The man we saw this morning.”

“No one will ever think of coming except a very respectably dressed

priest of the lower orders, or perhaps a sister from the convents. And

they have most of them very sweet faces. I think I should like the

sisters.”

“They wouldn’t like you, if they knew what you are about.”

“But I should never tell them. All the same, I hope they don’t come.

Women won’t laugh and be easy with you--not religious women. When the

High Priest asked me my address, I was so afraid I told him wrong, and

he would have believed me, only his friend laughed and said there was

no such address in the town. Then he was very displeased with me. He

spoke to me as if I were nothing but the poorest beggar, and he--oh!

far above me; and then was when I loved him. I suppose it _must_

be love, for I felt I should never leave him--till--till he knew I

was a princess, even in my rags. He had no business to speak to me

so, even if I had told him lies. I am too beautiful. I can speak his

language better than he can speak himself--I wasn’t made to be spoken

to harshly, and I won’t be.”

“Did you tell him all that--and with the others present?”

“No. I looked as if I were very sorry for what I had done. I never

bullied any one but you, Alice, even in my own Palace.” And Alice

looked as self-consciously proud as if she had been paid the greatest

compliment.

“Now, bring me my lute, and I’ll pass away the time singing a song.

But don’t be very long over getting me some tea; remember I’ve had

nothing since breakfast--nothing but disagreeableness, however hard

I’ve tried to think it otherwise.”

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