He sat up and looked at her. "Did I cry out?"

"You were mumbling. I couldn't hear what you said. Then you began

sobbing and thrashing about."

Nick ran his fingers through his hair and over the back of his neck, the

reality of the dream almost too much for him. It wasn't an ordinary

nightmare where he would be running, with a huge monster panting in

pursuit. This was frightening. Like a memory. Like some damned fantastic

memory.

He stood up and patted her shoulder. "Go back to sleep, Beth," he told

her gently. "I'm going downstairs."

"Shall I turn on a light?"

"No. It might cause the neighbors to wonder." He walked to the door of

the bedroom. "The moon is bright enough."

He walked into the hall, feeling his way in the dark places, and down

the stairs into the living room. As he sat in the chair near the window,

he thought about the dream. It bothered him, because it was unlike a

dream; it had the weird consistency and logic of a memory, yet seemed

almost supernatural ... Hell, what kind of thing had huge, yellow eyes

and stood nine feet tall? What sort of a world had a violet sky and

grey-green rocks? The whole damned thing had the scent of a Walt Disney

movie, the colors vivid and sharp, the landscape seemingly done by a

watercolor brush.

_Thista._

Apparently it was some kind of planet and he hoped that Beth was right.

Would it be possible for a man to get so confused via a crack on the

head, that he believed he had lived through the literature he'd once

read? What would he dream about next? _Macbeth?_ _Treasure Island?_

Christ, what a world!

If he could get to a doctor, a headshrinker, it might all be ironed out.

They would get things squared away in a short while, but hell ...

suppose I'm Public Enemy Number One, or something. Thirteen months! In

thirteen months kings have been broken, dynasties crushed ... What had

happened to him in the thirteen months that he had been out of touch?

One thing he was sure of; he hadn't been laying around. In a stretch of

time like that, he had worked, eaten, slept, loved ... Maybe he had

married again! An almost comical thought, compared to the possibility

that he could be a killer, a bank robber; there were a million things

he could have done.

A psychologist? Nope. That was out of the question, until he knew more

about Nicholas Danson. And learning more about himself would be a real

problem. The cabin that Beth had spoken of would probably show him

nothing. After a period of a year, there would be damned little trail

left to hunt along. There would be almost nothing. Whatever had been

there, would have probably been sifted through by the guy, the

detective, Nolan Brice. Brice! Of all the friends for him to have, he

had to be saddled to Brice! He'd have to be real careful where that

character was concerned because the slightest slip would set the cop on

his trail like a blood hound.

The crackup? Now there was something. He would always be stuck with the

question of how he had managed to get out of that mangled mass of metal

with merely cuts and bruises. But he could chalk that up to dumb luck,

or something. The thing that worried him was had he left a clue that

could trace him here? He had burned the flying suit ... he had tried to

cover it up to Andy ... A lot of things about the smashed aircraft

bothered him. Things like the flying suit; it had been made of strange

material; but hell, he'd burned that thing. There would be no problem

with that.

Almost without realizing it, he found himself staring at the car that

was parked on the other side of the street. The streetlight gleamed on

the black paint of the Chevrolet sedan and he thought of what Andy had

told him earlier about the men who had been interested in finding him.

Looking at the car much closer, he could see the two men sitting in it.

The knot of fear returned to his stomach when he saw the light shining

on the driver's blond hair.

The men from Andy's gas station!

"Nick?"

It was Beth. She had followed him down and he could see her framed in

the doorway at the foot of the stairs. She had slipped into a nightgown

that, in the moonlight, was more alluring than if she had been nude. She

started to speak, but he hissed at her for silence.

"Come here, Beth," he instructed, "and don't put on a light."

Her bare feet whispered on the rug as she came to his side in obvious

bewilderment. He pointed out the car and the two men, telling her about

how they had inquired after him at the gas station. She listened

quietly.

"What do they want?" She asked, when he'd finished.

She was sitting on the arm of the chair, leaning against him to study

the car. The soft pressure of her breasts was disturbing and conjured up

memories of early in the evening.

"What do they want?" She asked again.

"I don't know. That's something I have to find out. Listen, give me a

minute to get to the upstairs window. Then snap on the light and move

around. They're probably looking for me and I want to give them the

impression I'm not here."

"All right, Nick."

He got up and threaded his way to the stairs and up to kneel before the

bedroom window that fronted on the street. Through the gap in the

curtains, he could see the car plainly. The light snapped on downstairs.

For a moment, nothing happened; the men merely sat in the car and

watched the house. Finally the car began moving down the street with its

lights out. Then, out of range, the driver flicked on the lights and the

car disappeared. The downstairs light snapped off and a moment later

Beth came into the room.

"Nick?"

"Here."

"Perhaps they saw the crash..." she began, but he cut her off short.

"No one saw me crash."

"I mean, later," she explained. "After all, a wrecked car on a highway

would..."

"Car? Beth, I didn't crack up in a car. I crashed on a wooded mountain

in a private plane."

"Oh, darling, don't be silly! You've never been in a plane in your

life."

In the darkness of the room, Nick could only stare in stunned amazement

at the moonlit outline of his wife.

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