THE DRAMA BEGINS
She swayed a little, but recovered as the pain of the shock was
succeeded by numbness. That out of the dark of this room, into the
light of that lamp, in this house so far removed from cities that it
seemed not a part of the world . . . there should step this man! Why
had there been no hint of his presence? Why had not the clairvoyance
of despair warned her? One of her hands rose and pressed over her
eyes, as if to sponge out this phantom. It was useless; it was no
dream; he was still there, this man she had neither seen nor heard of
for five years because her will was stronger than her desire, this man
who had broken her heart as children break toys! And deep below all
this present terror was the abiding truth that she still loved him and
always would love him. The shame of this knowledge did more than all
else to rouse and to nerve her.
"Karl?" It was like an echo.
"Yes." There was war in his voice and attitude and not without reason.
He had wronged this woman, not with direct intention it was true, but
nevertheless he had wronged her; and her presence here could mean
nothing less than that fate had selected this spot for the reckoning.
She could topple down his carefully reared schemes with the same ease
with which he had blown over hers. And to him these schemes were life
to his breath and salt to his blood, everything. What was one woman?
cynically. "Yes, it is I," in the tongue native to them both.
"And what do you here?"
"I am Admiral Killigrew's private secretary." He wet his lips. He was
not so strong before this woman as he had expected to be. The glamour
of the old days was faintly rekindled at the sight of her. And she
_was_ beautiful.
"Then, this is the house?" in a whisper.
"It is."
"You terrify me!"
"Hildegarde, this is your scheme," shrugging. "Tell them all you know;
break me, ruin me. Here is a fair opportunity for revenge."
"God forbid!" she cried with a shiver. "Were you guilty of all crimes,
I could only remember that once I loved you."
"You shame me," he replied frankly, but with infinite relief. "You
have outdone me in magnanimity. Will you forgive me?"
"Oh, yes. Forgiveness is one of the few things you men can not rob us
of." She spoke without bitterness, but her eyes were dim and her lips
dropped. "What shall we do? They must not know that we have met."
"Cathewe knows," moodily.
"I had forgotten!"
"I leave all in your hands. Do what you will. If you break me--and
God knows well that you can do it--it would be only an act of justice.
I have been a damned scoundrel; I am man enough to admit of that."
She saw his face more clearly now. Time had marked it. There were new
lines at the corners of his eyes and the cheek-bones were more
prominent. Perhaps he had suffered too. "You will always have the
courage to do," she said, "right or wrong in a great manner."
"Am I wrong to seek--"
"Hush! I know. It is what you must thrust aside or break to reach it,
Karl. The thing itself is not wrong, but you will go about it wrongly.
You can not help that."
He did not reply. Perhaps she was right. Indeed, was she not herself
an example of it? If there was one thing in his complex career that he
regretted more than another it was the deception of this woman. He did
not possess the usual vanity of the sex; there was nothing here to be
proud of; his dream of conquest was not over the kingdom of women.
"Some one is coming," he said, listening.
"Leave it all to me."
"Ah! . . ." with a hand toward her.
"Do not say it. I understand the thought. If only you loved me, you
would say!" the iron in her voice unmistakable.
He let his hand fall. He was sorry.
Presently the others made their entrance upon the scene, a singular
anticlimax. The admiral rang for the cocktails. Introductions
followed.
"Is it not strange?" said the singer to Laura. "I stole in here to
look at the trophies, when I discovered Mr. Breitmann whom I once knew
in Munich."
"Mr. Cathewe," said the young hostess, "this is Mr. Breitmann, who is
aiding father in the compilation of his book."
"Mr. Breitmann and I have met before," said Cathewe soberly.
The two men bowed. Cathewe never gave his hand to any but his
intimates. But Laura, who was not aware of this ancient reserve,
thought that both of them showed a lack of warmth. And Fitzgerald, who
was watching all comers now, was sure that the past of his friend and
Breitmann interlaced in some way.
"So, young man," said Mrs. Coldfield, a handsome motherly woman, "you
have had the impudence to let five years pass without darkening my
doors. What excuse have you?"
"I'm guilty of anything you say," Fitzgerald answered humbly. "What
shall be my punishment?"
"You shall take Miss Laura in and I shall sit at your left."
"For my sins it shall be as you say. But, really, I have been so
little in New York," he added.
"I forgive you simply because you have not made a failure of your
mother's son. And you look like her, too." It is one of the
privileges of old persons to compare the young with this or that parent.
"You are flattering me. Dad used to say that I was as homely as a
hedge-fence."
"Now you're fishing, and I'm too old a fish to rise to such a cast."
"I heard you sing in Paris a few years ago," said M. Ferraud.
"Yes?" Hildegarde von Mitter wondered who this little man could be.
"And you sing no more?"
"No. The bird has flown; only the woman remains." They were at the
table now, and she absently plucked the flowers beside her plate.
"Ah, to sing as you did, and then to disappear, to vanish! You had no
right to do so. You belonged to the public," animatedly.
"The public is always selfish; it always demands more than any single
person can give to it. Pardon?" she said as Cathewe leaned to speak to
her. "I did not hear."
M. Ferraud nibbled his crisp celery.
"I asked, what will you do?" repeated Cathewe for her ear only.
"What do you mean?"
"Did you know that he was here?"
"I should not have been seated at this table had I known."
"Some day you are going to tell me all about it," he asserted; "and you
are going to smile when you answer me."
"Thank you. I forgot. My dear friend, I am never going to tell you
all about it. Why did you not come first?" her voice vibrating.
"You still love him."
"That is not kind," striving hard to keep the smile on her trembling
lips. "Oh, I beg of you, do not make this friendship impossible. Do
not rob me of the one man I trust."
Cathewe motioned aside the fish and reached for his sauterne. "I have
loved you faithfully and loyally for seven years. I have tried to win
you by all those roads a man may honorably traverse in quest of the one
woman. For seven years; and for something like three I have stayed
away at your command. Will you believe it? Sometimes my hands ache
for his throat . . . Smile, they are looking."
It was a crooked smile. "Why did I ever tell you?"
"Why did you ever tell me . . . only part? It is the other part I wish
to know. Till I learn what that is I shall never leave you. You will
find that there is a difference between love and infatuation."
"As I have never known infatuation I can not tell the difference. Now,
no more, unless you care to see me break down before them. For if you
tell me that you have loved me seven years, I have loved him eight,"
cruelly, for Cathewe was pressing her cruelly.
"Devil take him! What do you find in the man?"
"What do you find in me?" her eyes filled with anger.
"Forgive me, Hildegarde; I am blind and mad to-night. I did not expect
to find him here either."
Breitmann had tried ineffectually to read their lips. She had given
her word, and once given, he knew of old that she never broke it; but
he was keenly alive that in some way he was the topic of the inaudible
conversation. As he sat here to-night he knew why he had never loved
Hildegarde, why in fact, he had never loved any woman. The one great
passion which comes in the span of life was centered in the girl beside
him, dividing her moments between him and Fitzgerald. Strange, but he
had not known it till he saw the two women together. For once his nice
calculations had ceased to run smoothly; there appeared now a knot in
the thread for which he saw no untying.
"You do not sing now?" asked Laura across the table.
"No," Hildegarde answered, "my voice is gone."
"Oh, I am so sorry."
"It does not matter. I can hum a little to myself; there is yet some
pleasure in that. But in opera, no, never again. Has not Mrs.
Coldfield told you? No? Imagine! One night in Dresden, in the middle
of the aria, my voice broke miserably and I could not go on."
"And her heart nearly broke with it," interposed Mrs. Coldfield, with
the best intentions, nearer the truth than she knew. "I am sorry,
Laura, that I never told you before."
Hildegarde laughed. "Sooner or later this must happen. I worked too
hard, perhaps. At any rate, the opera will know me no more."
There was the hard blue of flint in Cathewe's eyes as they met and held
Breitmann's. There was a duel, and the latter was routed. But hate
burned fiercely in the breast against the man who could compel him to
lower his eyes. Some day he would pay back that glance.
Now, M. Ferraud had missed nothing. He twisted the talk into other
channels with his usual adroitness, but all the while there was
bubbling in his mind the news that these two men had met before. The
history of Hildegarde von Mitter was known to him. But how much did
she know, or this man Cathewe? The woman was a thoroughbred. He,
Anatole Ferraud, knew; it was his business to know; and that she should
happen upon the scene he considered as one of these rare good pieces of
luck that fall to the lot of few. There would be something more than
treasure hunting here; an intricate comedy-drama, with as many
well-defined sides as a diamond. He ate his endive with pleasure and
sipped the old yellow _Pol Roger_ with his eyes beaming toward the
gods. To be, after a fashion, the prompter behind the scenes; to be
able to read the final line before the curtain! Butterflies and
butterflies and pins and pins.
Did Laura note any of the portentous glances, those exchanged between
the singer and Cathewe and Breitmann? Perhaps. At all events she felt
a curiosity to know how long Hildegarde von Mitter had known her
father's secretary. There was no envy in her heart as again she
acknowledged the beauty of the other woman; moreover, she liked her and
was going to like her more. Impressions were made upon her almost
instantly, for good or bad, and rarely changed.
She turned oftenest to Fitzgerald, for he made particular effort to
entertain, and he succeeded better than he dreamed. It kept turning
over in her mind what a whimsical, capricious, whirligig was at work.
It was droll, this man at her side, chatting to her as if he had known
her for years, when, seven or eight days ago, he had stood, a man all
unknown to her, on a city corner, selling plaster of Paris statuettes
on a wager; and but for Mrs. Coldfield, she had passed him for ever.
Out upon the prude who would look askance at her for harmless daring!
"Drop into my room before you turn in," urged Fitzgerald to Cathewe.
"That I shall, my boy. I've some questions to ask of you."
But a singular idea came into creation, and this was for him, Cathewe,
to pay Breitmann a visit on the way to Fitzgerald's room. Not one man
in a thousand would have dared put this idea into a plan of action.
But neither externals nor conventions deterred Cathewe when he sought a
thing. He rapped lightly on the door of the secretary's room.
"Come in."
Cathewe did so, gently closing the door behind him. Breitmann was in
his shirt-sleeves. He rose from his chair and laid down his cigarette.
A faint smile broke the thin line of his mouth. He waited for his
guest, or, rather, this intruder, to break the silence. And as Cathewe
did not speak at once, there was a tableau during which each was
speculatively busy with the eyes.
"The vicissitudes of time," said Cathewe, "have left no distinguishable
marks upon you."
Breitmann bowed. He remained standing.
And Cathewe had no wish to sit. "I never expected to see you in this
house."
"A compliment which I readily return."
"A private secretary; I never thought of you in that capacity."
"One must take what one can," tranquilly.
"A good precept." Cathewe rolled the ends of his mustache, a trifle
perplexed how to put it. "But there should be exceptions. What," and
his voice became crisp and cold, "what was Hildegarde von Mitter to
you?"
"And what is that to you?"
"My question first."
"I choose not to answer it."
Again they eyed each other like fencers.
"Were you married?"
Breitmann laughed. Here was his opportunity to wring this man's heart;
for he knew that Cathewe loved the woman. "You seem to be in her
confidence. Ask her."
"A poltroon would say as much. There is a phase in your make-up I have
never fully understood. Physically you are a brave man, but morally
you are a cad and a poltroon."
"Take care!" Breitmann stepped forward menacingly.
"There will be no fisticuffs," contemptuously.
"Not if you are careful. I have answered your questions; you had
better leave at once."
"She is loyal to you. It was not her voice that broke that night; it
was her heart, you have some hold over her."
"None that she can not throw off at any time." Breitmann's mind was
working strangely.
"If she would have me I would marry her tomorrow," went on Cathewe,
playing openly, "I would marry her to-morrow, priest or protestant, for
her religion would be mine."
There was a spark of admiration in Breitmann's eyes. This man Cathewe
was out of the ordinary. Well, as for that, so was he himself. He
walked silently to the door and opened it, standing aside for the other
to pass. "She is perfectly free. Marry her. She is all and more than
you wish her to be. Will you go now?"
Cathewe bowed and turned on his heel. Breitmann had really got the
better of him.
A peculiar interview, and only two strong men could have handled it in
so few words. Not a word above normal tones; once or twice only, in
the flutter of the eyelids or in the gesture of the hands, was there
any sign that had these been primitive times the two would have gone
joyously at each other's throats.
"I owed her that much," said Breitmann as he locked the door.
"It did not matter at all to me," was Cathewe's thought, as he knocked
on Fitzgerald's door and heard his cheery call, "I only wanted to know
what sort of man he is."
"Oh, I really don't know whether I like him or not," declared
Fitzgerald. "I have run across him two or three times, but we were
both busy. He has told me a little about himself. He's been knocked
about a good deal. Has a title, but doesn't use it."
"A title? That is news to me. Probably it is true."
"I was surprised to learn that you knew him at all."
"Not very well. Met him in Munich mostly."
A long pause.
"Isn't Miss Killigrew just rippin'? There's a comrade for some man.
Lucky devil, who gets her! She is new to me every day."
"I think I warned you."
"You were a nice one, never to say a word that you knew the admiral!"
"Are you complaining?"
Fitzgerald laughed; no not exactly; he wasn't complaining.
"You remember the caravan trails in the Lybian desert; the old ones on
the way to Khartoum? The pathway behind her is like that, marked with
the bleached bones of princely and ducal and common hopes." Cathewe
stretched out in his chair. "Since she was eighteen, Jack, she has
crossed the man-trail like a sandstorm, and quite as innocently, too."
"Oh, rot! I'm no green and salad youth."
"Your bones will be only the tougher, that's all."
Another pause.
"But what's your opinion regarding Breitmann?"
Cathewe laced his fingers and bent his chin on them. "There's a great
rascal or a great hero somewhere under his skin."