VII.

The little trap was so light, and the road was in such good condition,

that the friends were able to drive at a very fair pace, in spite of

the not inconsiderable gradient. Soon they passed into the wood.

The easy, comfortable motion, the perfect beauty of the morning, the

fact that the friends were for the first time in undisturbed

companionship--all seemed to favour a confidential exchange of

thoughts. Yet both men were silent, and barely exchanged a word or two

on indifferent topics. At last Otto said, after he had taken a stolen

side-glance or two of his friend--

"What do you think, Charles--shall we walk a bit? The road now will be

virtually level for some distance."

Bertram nodded assent. The carriage stopped. Otto bade the man drive

slowly on in front of them, in the direction of the factory.

"You never can be sure," he began, as they were striding along the

well-kept footpath by the side of the road, "that these beggars do not

hear more than they should; and I particularly want to ask you

something. Tell me--but quite honestly, mind--how do you like the

Baron?"

"Let us come to the point at once," replied Bertram; "I have had a talk

with your wife."

"Oh! indeed!" exclaimed Otto, hiding his embarrassment as best he could

by bursting out laughing, and abruptly leaving off again. "That is to

say, I rather thought you would. I should like to have done the same--I

mean had a talk with you--yesterday, in fact; but my wife told me not

to ... and, don't you know, the ladies always claim precedence."

"Very well; then let me commence at the point where my conversation

with your wife came to an end--with the question which she either could

not or would not answer when I pressed her, and which seems to me of

paramount importance--Does Erna love the Baron? Have you, between you,

or have you yourself, any proof of--any support of this? Have you made

any observation from which you could conclude such a thing?"

"Look here, old man," said Otto, "you are asking a lot at once. I can't

follow you. Proof--support--observation! Good Heaven! Who can look into

a girl's head and heart? She has said nothing to me, and rather than

ask her--ask her--it's such a queer question to ask, and possibly one

might only do harm by it, and learn nothing in the long run, or at

least not the truth. Of course she is fond enough of me, and has

confidence in me. Heaven knows how fond I am of her! but father and

daughter, you know--or rather you do not know, for you never had a

daughter--that's a curious business!"

He had taken off his hat and was scratching his head in his perplexity.

Bertram understood that he was not likely to get anything out of him

that way. After a pause Bertram said--

"Well, let us assume--although, to say the truth, I find it very hard

to do so--let us assume that Erna does love this man. Would you then be

able to say Yea and Amen with a good conscience? In other words, are

you convinced that the man would make Erna happy? That he has, anyhow,

the qualities which according to human reasoning and experience, render

her happiness at least possible? That he is a man of honour, of fit and

upright disposition;--in a word, that he is a gentleman?"

"A gentleman!" exclaimed Otto in amazement "Why, good Heaven!--a man

belonging to such a family--bearing such a name--a constant guest at

Court--invited to every ball, every evening party there; besides

joining their private circle, once or twice every week--why, he must be

a gentleman!"

"The deuce he must!" exclaimed Bertram angrily. "If you have no better

guarantee than Court balls and such like humbug!"

"But what more would you have?" said Otto. "What more would any one

have? If that is no guarantee I wonder what you would call one. I have

it as a matter of certainty from Lydia, that his nomination as

Chamberlain is made out, is lying ready for signature in the Grand

Duke's cabinet; and Lydia ought to know, for, between you and me, she,

with the help of our Court Marshal, an old friend of Lotter's father,

has been urging the matter strongly at Court. Lotter is very grateful

to her, and says quite frankly, that but for her he might have had to

wait much longer; and I think that is, a trait in his favour--although

I am convinced--but you must please not give any indication that you

know--although I am convinced that Lydia has not tried her hardest for

Lotter's own sake, but to conciliate my wife, who is bent upon seeing

her future son-in-law hold some Court appointment. And the reason why

Lydia had to keep in my wife's good graces is not far to seek; and, old

fellow, she has had her way at last, and is allowed to sojourn once

more under the same roof with you. You see: _manus manum lavat._"

"So I see, indeed," laughed Bertram. "And now Hildegard must again keep

me in good-humour, that I, in my turn, may keep you in good-humour. It

were strange indeed, if, under these circumstances, we were not, all of

us, in the very best humour!"

"This hardly seems to be your case as yet," said Otto, "your laughter

notwithstanding."

"Nor, I hope, yours either," exclaimed Bertram.

"Why do you hope so?"

Bertram made no answer. His Heart was full of sorrow and wrath. He saw

that the whole affair was arranged--among the two women anyhow--and the

easy-going henpecked husband by his side would be sure to say yes to

everything, had probably done so already, and this was but the second

scene this morning in a nicely-arranged comedy, with all the parts

carefully distributed beforehand. Evidently the drive had but one

object--to give Otto an opportunity of saying his part. And he,

himself?--Why, barely an hour ago he had solemnly protested to the fair

stage-manager that never more would he act again! And she had listened

to his solemn protest without laughing in his face! Well, well; there

might yet be a chance of interpreting some passage in a way that the

clever lady had not thought of!

Otto broke the silence, after they had been walking side by side for

some little time, by saying somewhat humbly--

"You are angry with me!"

"What right could I have to be so?" replied Bertram. "I am no relation

of yours. I am nothing but a friend; and, as such, I have no right

whatever. It is only my duty to give an honest answer if you consult me

on a matter of importance. And there is properly no consultation in

this case. You are not in need of any advice; you, her parents, are

resolved. Nothing is wanting, but the merest trifle--Erna's consent.

And, as that is sure to be given in good time, the whole thing is

clearly settled, and we may as well talk of something else."

"No, no!" exclaimed Otto, "nothing is settled; and the matter is by no

means clear--clear--not in my mind, anyhow; and Hildegard has not the

faintest conception how things really stand. She thinks it is only my

want of resolution that ... And because she knows how much I value your

judgment--if I could only tell you everything ..."

"But you cannot, and you would be, sorry for it afterwards. Therefore,

you had better not try."

"But I must at length tell some one, and there is no one else in the

world whom I could say it to. Listen: I ... I ..."

A kind of spasm passed over the full, round, good-humoured face; the

blue eyes, which he kept rigidly fixed upon his friend, seemed to

struggle against rising tears.

"I--I am ruined!"

He had just managed to pronounce these words hoarsely; then he broke,

down and sunk upon a log of wood which was lying by the roadside.

Bertram had, at first to struggle against the terrible notion that his

friend had suddenly gone mad. But his look, though one of utter

despair, was not that of a madman.

"What is this you say, Otto? Impossible, impossible!" he said, sitting

down upon the log by the side of his friend, who seemed bereft of all

strength. "Go on, anyhow, that I may judge what it comes to. I am quite

convinced--beforehand that it comes to nothing at all. But speak, for

goodness sake, speak!"

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