This man's personal appearance was, to say the least of it, extremely

odd; he was low in stature; and this defect was enhanced by a distortion

of the spine, so considerable as almost to amount to a hunch; his

features, too, had all that sharpness and sickliness of hue which

generally accompany deformity; he wore his hair, which was black as

soot, in heavy neglected ringlets about his shoulders, and always

without powder--a peculiarity in those days. There was something

unpleasant, too, in the circumstance that he never raised his eyes to

meet those of another; this fact was often cited as a proof of his being

something not quite right, and said to result not from the timidity

which is supposed in most cases to induce this habit, but from a

consciousness that his eye possessed a power which, if exhibited, would

betray a supernatural origin. Once, and once only, had he violated this

sinister observance: it was on the occasion of Sir Robert's hopes having

been most bitterly disappointed; his lady, after a severe and dangerous

confinement, gave birth to a dead child. Immediately after the

intelligence had been made known, a servant, having upon some business

passed outside the gate of the castle-yard, was met by Jacque, who,

contrary to his wont, accosted him, observing, 'So, after all the

pother, the son and heir is still-born.' This remark was accompanied

by a chuckling laugh, the only approach to merriment which he was ever

known to exhibit. The servant, who was really disappointed, having hoped

for holiday times, feasting and debauchery with impunity during the

rejoicings which would have accompanied a christening, turned tartly

upon the little valet, telling him that he should let Sir Robert know

how he had received the tidings which should have filled any faithful

servant with sorrow; and having once broken the ice, he was proceeding

with increasing fluency, when his harangue was cut short and his

temerity punished, by the little man raising his head and treating him

to a scowl so fearful, half-demoniac, half-insane, that it haunted his

imagination in nightmares and nervous tremors for months after.

To this man Lady Ardagh had, at first sight, conceived an antipathy

amounting to horror, a mixture of loathing and dread so very powerful

that she had made it a particular and urgent request to Sir Robert, that

he would dismiss him, offering herself, from that property which Sir

Robert had by the marriage settlements left at her own disposal, to

provide handsomely for him, provided only she might be relieved from

the continual anxiety and discomfort which the fear of encountering him

induced.

Sir Robert, however, would not hear of it; the request seemed at first

to agitate and distress him; but when still urged in defiance of his

peremptory refusal, he burst into a violent fit of fury; he spoke

darkly of great sacrifices which he had made, and threatened that if the

request were at any time renewed he would leave both her and the country

for ever. This was, however, a solitary instance of violence; his

general conduct towards Lady Ardagh, though at no time uxorious, was

certainly kind and respectful, and he was more than repaid in the

fervent attachment which she bore him in return.

Some short time after this strange interview between Sir Robert and

Lady Ardagh; one night after the family had retired to bed, and when

everything had been quiet for some time, the bell of Sir Robert's

dressing-room rang suddenly and violently; the ringing was repeated

again and again at still shorter intervals, and with increasing

violence, as if the person who pulled the bell was agitated by the

presence of some terrifying and imminent danger. A servant named Donovan

was the first to answer it; he threw on his clothes, and hurried to the

room.

Sir Robert had selected for his private room an apartment remote from

the bed-chambers of the castle, most of which lay in the more modern

parts of the mansion, and secured at its entrance by a double door. As

the servant opened the first of these, Sir Robert's bell again sounded

with a longer and louder peal; the inner door resisted his efforts to

open it; but after a few violent struggles, not having been perfectly

secured, or owing to the inadequacy of the bolt itself, it gave way, and

the servant rushed into the apartment, advancing several paces before

he could recover himself. As he entered, he heard Sir Robert's

voice exclaiming loudly--'Wait without, do not come in yet;' but the

prohibition came too late. Near a low truckle-bed, upon which Sir Robert

sometimes slept, for he was a whimsical man, in a large armchair, sat,

or rather lounged, the form of the valet Jacque, his arms folded, and

his heels stretched forward on the floor, so as fully to exhibit his

misshapen legs, his head thrown back, and his eyes fixed upon his master

with a look of indescribable defiance and derision, while, as if to add

to the strange insolence of his attitude and expression, he had placed

upon his head the black cloth cap which it was his habit to wear.

Sir Robert was standing before him, at the distance of several yards,

in a posture expressive of despair, terror, and what might be called an

agony of humility. He waved his hand twice or thrice, as if to dismiss

the servant, who, however, remained fixed on the spot where he had first

stood; and then, as if forgetting everything but the agony within him,

he pressed his clenched hands on his cold damp brow, and dashed away the

heavy drops that gathered chill and thickly there.

Jacque broke the silence.

'Donovan,' said he, 'shake up that drone and drunkard, Carlton; tell

him that his master directs that the travelling carriage shall be at the

door within half-an-hour.'

The servant paused, as if in doubt as to what he should do; but his

scruples were resolved by Sir Robert's saying hurriedly, 'Go--go, do

whatever he directs; his commands are mine; tell Carlton the same.'

The servant hurried to obey, and in about half-an-hour the carriage

was at the door, and Jacque, having directed the coachman to drive to

B----n, a small town at about the distance of twelve miles--the nearest

point, however, at which post-horses could be obtained--stepped into the

vehicle, which accordingly quitted the castle immediately.

Although it was a fine moonlight night, the carriage made its way but

very slowly, and after the lapse of two hours the travellers had arrived

at a point about eight miles from the castle, at which the road strikes

through a desolate and heathy flat, sloping up distantly at either side

into bleak undulatory hills, in whose monotonous sweep the imagination

beholds the heaving of some dark sluggish sea, arrested in its first

commotion by some preternatural power. It is a gloomy and divested spot;

there is neither tree nor habitation near it; its monotony is unbroken,

except by here and there the grey front of a rock peering above the

heath, and the effect is rendered yet more dreary and spectral by the

exaggerated and misty shadows which the moon casts along the sloping

sides of the hills.

When they had gained about the centre of this tract, Carlton, the

coachman, was surprised to see a figure standing at some distance in

advance, immediately beside the road, and still more so when, on coming

up, he observed that it was no other than Jacque whom he believed to be

at that moment quietly seated in the carriage; the coachman drew up, and

nodding to him, the little valet exclaimed:

'Carlton, I have got the start of you; the roads are heavy, so I shall

even take care of myself the rest of the way. Do you make your way back

as best you can, and I shall follow my own nose.'

So saying, he chucked a purse into the lap of the coachman, and turning

off at a right angle with the road, he began to move rapidly away in the

direction of the dark ridge that lowered in the distance.

The servant watched him until he was lost in the shadowy haze of night;

and neither he nor any of the inmates of the castle saw Jacque again.

His disappearance, as might have been expected, did not cause any regret

among the servants and dependants at the castle; and Lady Ardagh did

not attempt to conceal her delight; but with Sir Robert matters were

different, for two or three days subsequent to this event he confined

himself to his room, and when he did return to his ordinary occupations,

it was with a gloomy indifference, which showed that he did so more

from habit than from any interest he felt in them. He appeared from that

moment unaccountably and strikingly changed, and thenceforward walked

through life as a thing from which he could derive neither profit nor

pleasure. His temper, however, so far from growing wayward or morose,

became, though gloomy, very--almost unnaturally--placid and cold; but

his spirits totally failed, and he grew silent and abstracted.

These sombre habits of mind, as might have been anticipated, very

materially affected the gay house-keeping of the castle; and the dark

and melancholy spirit of its master seemed to have communicated itself

to the very domestics, almost to the very walls of the mansion.

Several years rolled on in this way, and the sounds of mirth and wassail

had long been strangers to the castle, when Sir Robert requested his

lady, to her great astonishment, to invite some twenty or thirty of

their friends to spend the Christmas, which was fast approaching, at

the castle. Lady Ardagh gladly complied, and her sister Mary, who still

continued unmarried, and Lady D---- were of course included in the

invitations. Lady Ardagh had requested her sisters to set forward as

early as possible, in order that she might enjoy a little of their

society before the arrival of the other guests; and in compliance with

this request they left Dublin almost immediately upon receiving the

invitation, a little more than a week before the arrival of the festival

which was to be the period at which the whole party were to muster.

For expedition's sake it was arranged that they should post, while Lady

D----'s groom was to follow with her horses, she taking with herself

her own maid and one male servant. They left the city when the day was

considerably spent, and consequently made but three stages in the first

day; upon the second, at about eight in the evening, they had reached

the town of K----k, distant about fifteen miles from Castle Ardagh.

Here, owing to Miss F----d's great fatigue, she having been for a

considerable time in a very delicate state of health, it was determined

to put up for the night. They, accordingly, took possession of the best

sitting-room which the inn commanded, and Lady D----remained in it

to direct and urge the preparations for some refreshment, which the

fatigues of the day had rendered necessary, while her younger sister

retired to her bed-chamber to rest there for a little time, as the

parlour commanded no such luxury as a sofa.

Miss F----d was, as I have already stated, at this time in very delicate

health; and upon this occasion the exhaustion of fatigue, and the dreary

badness of the weather, combined to depress her spirits. Lady D----

had not been left long to herself, when the door communicating with the

passage was abruptly opened, and her sister Mary entered in a state of

great agitation; she sat down pale and trembling upon one of the chairs,

and it was not until a copious flood of tears had relieved her, that

she became sufficiently calm to relate the cause of her excitement and

distress. It was simply this. Almost immediately upon lying down upon

the bed she sank into a feverish and unrefreshing slumber; images of all

grotesque shapes and startling colours flitted before her sleeping fancy

with all the rapidity and variety of the changes in a kaleidoscope. At

length, as she described it, a mist seemed to interpose itself between

her sight and the ever-shifting scenery which sported before her

imagination, and out of this cloudy shadow gradually emerged a figure

whose back seemed turned towards the sleeper; it was that of a lady,

who, in perfect silence, was expressing as far as pantomimic gesture

could, by wringing her hands, and throwing her head from side to side,

in the manner of one who is exhausted by the over indulgence, by the

very sickness and impatience of grief; the extremity of misery. For

a long time she sought in vain to catch a glimpse of the face of the

apparition, who thus seemed to stir and live before her. But at length

the figure seemed to move with an air of authority, as if about to give

directions to some inferior, and in doing so, it turned its head so as

to display, with a ghastly distinctness, the features of Lady Ardagh,

pale as death, with her dark hair all dishevelled, and her eyes dim

and sunken with weeping. The revulsion of feeling which Miss

F----d experienced at this disclosure--for up to that point she had

contemplated the appearance rather with a sense of curiosity and of

interest, than of anything deeper--was so horrible, that the shock awoke

her perfectly. She sat up in the bed, and looked fearfully around the

room, which was imperfectly lighted by a single candle burning dimly, as

if she almost expected to see the reality of her dreadful vision lurking

in some corner of the chamber. Her fears were, however, verified, though

not in the way she expected; yet in a manner sufficiently horrible--for

she had hardly time to breathe and to collect her thoughts, when she

heard, or thought she heard, the voice of her sister, Lady Ardagh,

sometimes sobbing violently, and sometimes almost shrieking as if in

terror, and calling upon her and Lady D----, with the most imploring

earnestness of despair, for God's sake to lose no time in coming to her.

All this was so horribly distinct, that it seemed as if the mourner

was standing within a few yards of the spot where Miss F----d lay. She

sprang from the bed, and leaving the candle in the room behind her, she

made her way in the dark through the passage, the voice still following

her, until as she arrived at the door of the sitting-room it seemed to

die away in low sobbing.

As soon as Miss F----d was tolerably recovered, she declared her

determination to proceed directly, and without further loss of time,

to Castle Ardagh. It was not without much difficulty that Lady D----

at length prevailed upon her to consent to remain where they then were,

until morning should arrive, when it was to be expected that the young

lady would be much refreshed by at least remaining quiet for the night,

even though sleep were out of the question. Lady D---- was convinced,

from the nervous and feverish symptoms which her sister exhibited, that

she had already done too much, and was more than ever satisfied of the

necessity of prosecuting the journey no further upon that day. After

some time she persuaded her sister to return to her room, where she

remained with her until she had gone to bed, and appeared comparatively

composed. Lady D---- then returned to the parlour, and not finding

herself sleepy, she remained sitting by the fire. Her solitude was

a second time broken in upon, by the entrance of her sister, who now

appeared, if possible, more agitated than before. She said that Lady

D---- had not long left the room, when she was roused by a repetition of

the same wailing and lamentations, accompanied by the wildest and most

agonized supplications that no time should be lost in coming to Castle

Ardagh, and all in her sister's voice, and uttered at the same proximity

as before. This time the voice had followed her to the very door of the

sitting-room, and until she closed it, seemed to pour forth its cries

and sobs at the very threshold.

Miss F----d now most positively declared that nothing should prevent her

proceeding instantly to the castle, adding that if Lady D---- would not

accompany her, she would go on by herself. Superstitious feelings are at

all times more or less contagious, and the last century afforded a soil

much more congenial to their growth than the present. Lady D---- was so

far affected by her sister's terrors, that she became, at least, uneasy;

and seeing that her sister was immovably determined upon setting forward

immediately, she consented to accompany her forthwith. After a slight

delay, fresh horses were procured, and the two ladies and their

attendants renewed their journey, with strong injunctions to the driver

to quicken their rate of travelling as much as possible, and promises of

reward in case of his doing so.

Roads were then in much worse condition throughout the south, even than

they now are; and the fifteen miles which modern posting would have

passed in little more than an hour and a half, were not completed even

with every possible exertion in twice the time. Miss F----d had been

nervously restless during the journey. Her head had been constantly

out of the carriage window; and as they approached the entrance to the

castle demesne, which lay about a mile from the building, her anxiety

began to communicate itself to her sister. The postillion had just

dismounted, and was endeavouring to open the gate--at that time a

necessary trouble; for in the middle of the last century porter's lodges

were not common in the south of Ireland, and locks and keys almost

unknown. He had just succeeded in rolling back the heavy oaken gate so

as to admit the vehicle, when a mounted servant rode rapidly down the

avenue, and drawing up at the carriage, asked of the postillion who the

party were; and on hearing, he rode round to the carriage window and

handed in a note, which Lady D---- received. By the assistance of one

of the coach-lamps they succeeded in deciphering it. It was scrawled in

great agitation, and ran thus:

'MY DEAR SISTER--MY DEAR SISTERS BOTH,--In God's name lose no time, I am

frightened and miserable; I cannot explain all till you come. I am too

much terrified to write coherently; but understand me--hasten--do not

waste a minute. I am afraid you will come too late.

'E. A.'

The servant could tell nothing more than that the castle was in great

confusion, and that Lady Ardagh had been crying bitterly all the night.

Sir Robert was perfectly well. Altogether at a loss as to the cause

of Lady Ardagh's great distress, they urged their way up the steep and

broken avenue which wound through the crowding trees, whose wild and

grotesque branches, now left stripped and naked by the blasts of winter,

stretched drearily across the road. As the carriage drew up in the area

before the door, the anxiety of the ladies almost amounted to agony; and

scarcely waiting for the assistance of their attendant, they sprang to

the ground, and in an instant stood at the castle door. From within

were distinctly audible the sounds of lamentation and weeping, and

the suppressed hum of voices as if of those endeavouring to soothe the

mourner. The door was speedily opened, and when the ladies entered, the

first object which met their view was their sister, Lady Ardagh, sitting

on a form in the hall, weeping and wringing her hands in deep agony.

Beside her stood two old, withered crones, who were each endeavouring in

their own way to administer consolation, without even knowing or caring

what the subject of her grief might be.

Immediately on Lady Ardagh's seeing her sisters, she started up, fell on

their necks, and kissed them again and again without speaking, and then

taking them each by a hand, still weeping bitterly, she led them into

a small room adjoining the hall, in which burned a light, and, having

closed the door, she sat down between them. After thanking them for the

haste they had made, she proceeded to tell them, in words incoherent

from agitation, that Sir Robert had in private, and in the most solemn

manner, told her that he should die upon that night, and that he

had occupied himself during the evening in giving minute directions

respecting the arrangements of his funeral. Lady D---- here suggested

the possibility of his labouring under the hallucinations of a fever;

but to this Lady Ardagh quickly replied:

'Oh! no, no! Would to God I could think it. Oh! no, no! Wait till you

have seen him. There is a frightful calmness about all he says and

does; and his directions are all so clear, and his mind so perfectly

collected, it is impossible, quite impossible.' And she wept yet more

bitterly.

At that moment Sir Robert's voice was heard in issuing some directions,

as he came downstairs; and Lady Ardagh exclaimed, hurriedly:

'Go now and see him yourself. He is in the hall.'

Lady D---- accordingly went out into the hall, where Sir Robert met her;

and, saluting her with kind politeness, he said, after a pause:

'You are come upon a melancholy mission--the house is in great

confusion, and some of its inmates in considerable grief.' He took her

hand, and looking fixedly in her face, continued: 'I shall not live to

see to-morrow's sun shine.'

'You are ill, sir, I have no doubt,' replied she; 'but I am very

certain we shall see you much better to-morrow, and still better the day

following.'

'I am NOT ill, sister,' replied he. 'Feel my temples, they are cool; lay

your finger to my pulse, its throb is slow and temperate. I never was

more perfectly in health, and yet do I know that ere three hours be

past, I shall be no more.'

'Sir, sir,' said she, a good deal startled, but wishing to conceal

the impression which the calm solemnity of his manner had, in her own

despite, made upon her, 'Sir, you should not jest; you should not even

speak lightly upon such subjects. You trifle with what is sacred--you

are sporting with the best affections of your wife----'

'Stay, my good lady,' said he; 'if when this clock shall strike the hour

of three, I shall be anything but a helpless clod, then upbraid me. Pray

return now to your sister. Lady Ardagh is, indeed, much to be pitied;

but what is past cannot now be helped. I have now a few papers to

arrange, and some to destroy. I shall see you and Lady Ardagh before my

death; try to compose her--her sufferings distress me much; but what is

past cannot now be mended.'

Thus saying, he went upstairs, and Lady D---- returned to the room where

her sisters were sitting.

'Well,' exclaimed Lady Ardagh, as she re-entered, 'is it not so?--do you

still doubt?--do you think there is any hope?'

Lady D---- was silent.

'Oh! none, none, none,' continued she; 'I see, I see you are convinced.'

And she wrung her hands in bitter agony.

'My dear sister,' said Lady D----, 'there is, no doubt, something

strange in all that has appeared in this matter; but still I cannot but

hope that there may be something deceptive in all the apparent calmness

of Sir Robert. I still must believe that some latent fever has affected

his mind, or that, owing to the state of nervous depression into which

he has been sinking, some trivial occurrence has been converted, in

his disordered imagination, into an augury foreboding his immediate

dissolution.'

In such suggestions, unsatisfactory even to those who originated them,

and doubly so to her whom they were intended to comfort, more than two

hours passed; and Lady D---- was beginning to hope that the fated term

might elapse without the occurrence of any tragical event, when Sir

Robert entered the room. On coming in, he placed his finger with a

warning gesture upon his lips, as if to enjoin silence; and then having

successively pressed the hands of his two sisters-in-law, he stooped

sadly over the fainting form of his lady, and twice pressed her cold,

pale forehead, with his lips, and then passed silently out of the room.

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