CHAPTER XXXIII.

"Wanted!--Information of Salome Owen, who will confer a favor on her

friends, and secure a handsome legacy by calling at No. -- ----."

"Dr. Grey, for six months this advertisement has appeared every

morning in two of the most popular journals in Paris, and as it has

elicited no clew to her whereabouts, I am reluctantly compelled to

believe that she is no longer in France."

Mr. Granville refolded the newspaper, and busied himself in filling

and lighting his meerschaum.

"By whom was that notice inserted?"

"By M. de Baillu, the agent and banker of Mr. Minge of Boston, who was

warmly and sincerely attached to your _protegee_, and earnestly

endeavored to marry her. When she left Palermo, Mr. Minge came to this

city and solicited my aid in discovering her retreat."

"Pardon me, but why did he apply to you?"

"Simply because he knew that I was an old acquaintance, and he had

seen me with her, when she first came from America."

"How did you ascertain her presence in Paris?"

"Accidentally; one night, at the opera, whither she accompanied

Professor V----, I recognized her, and of course made myself known.

To what shall I ascribe the honor of this rigid cross-questioning?"

"To reasons which I shall very freely give you. But first, permit me

to beg that you will resume your narrative at the point where I

interrupted you. I wish to learn all that can be told concerning Mr.

Minge."

"He was an elderly man of ordinary appearance, but extraordinary

fortune, and seemed completely fascinated by Salome's beauty. He

offered a large reward to the police for any clew that would enable

him to discover her, and finally found the physician whom she had

consulted with reference to some disease of the throat, which

occasioned the loss of her voice. He had prescribed for her several

times, but knew nothing of her lodging-place, as she always called at

his office; and finally, without assigning any reason, her visits

ceased. Mr. Minge redoubled his exertions, and at last found her in

one of the hospitals connected with a convent. The Sisters of Charity

informed him that one bleak day when the rain was falling drearily,

they chanced to see a woman stagger and drop on the pavement before

their door, and, hurrying to her assistance, discovered that she had

swooned from exhaustion. A bundle of unfinished needlework was hidden

under her shawl, and they soon ascertained that she was delirious from

some low typhus fever that had utterly prostrated her. For several

weeks she was dangerously ill, and was just able to sit up when Mr.

Minge discovered her. He told me that it was distressing and painful

beyond expression to witness her humiliation, her wounded pride, her

defiant rejection of his renewed offer of marriage. One day he took

his sister Constance and a minister of the gospel to the hospital, and

implored Salome to become his wife, then and there. He said she wept

bitterly, and thanked him, thanked his sister also, but solemnly

assured him she could never marry any one,--she would sooner starve in

the--"

Dr. Grey raised his hand, signalling for silence, and for some moments

he leaned his forehead against the chair directly in front of him.

Mr. Granville cleared his throat several times, and loosened his

neck-tie, which seemed to impede his breathing.

"Shall I go on? There is little more to tell."

"If you please, Granville."

"Mr. Minge would not abandon the hope of finally persuading her to

accept his hand, but next day when he called to inquire about her

health, and to request the sisters to watch her movements, and

prevent her escape, he was shocked to learn that she had disappeared

the previous night, leaving a few lines written in pencil on a

handkerchief, in which she had wrapped her superb suit of hair. They

were addressed to the Sisters of Charity, and briefly expressed her

gratitude for their kindness in providing for her wants, while she

assured them that as soon as possible she would return and compensate

them for their services in her behalf. Meantime, knowing the high

price of hair, she had carefully cut off her own, which was

unusually long and thick, and tendered it in part payment. When she

was taken into the building, her nurse found concealed in her dress a

very elegant watch, bearing her name in diamond letters, and she

requested that the sisters would hold it in pawn, until she was able

to redeem it. During her illness, it had been locked up, and they

supposed she left it, fearing that an application for it would arouse

suspicions of her intended flight. Mr. Minge bought the hair and

handkerchief, and, after a liberal remuneration for their care of

the invalid, he took charge of the watch, and left his address to be

given her when she called for her property. That her mind had become

seriously impaired, there can be little doubt, since nothing but

insanity can explain her refusal to accept one of the handsomest

estates in America. Unfortunately, a few days subsequent to her

departure from the hospital, Mr. Minge was taken very violently ill

with pneumonia, and died. Conscious of his condition, he prepared a

codicil to his will, and bequeathed to Salome twenty-five thousand

dollars, and an elegant house and lot in New York City. He exacted

from his sister a solemn promise that she would leave no means

untried to ferret out the wanderer, to whom he was so devotedly

attached; and, should all efforts fail, at the expiration of five

years the legacy should revert to the hospital which had sheltered

her in the hour of her destitution. The watch he left with his sister

Constance; the hair, he ordered buried with him. Three months have

elapsed, and no tidings have reached Miss Minge, who remains in

Paris for the purpose of complying with her brother's dying request."

"My poor, perverse Salome! To what desperate extremities has she been

reduced by her unfortunate wilfulness. Gerard, will you tell me

frankly your own conjecture concerning her fate?"

"If alive, I believe she has left Europe."

"Upon what do you base your supposition?"

"Mr. Minge was convinced that her attachment to some one in America

was the insurmountable barrier to his success as a suitor; and, if

so, she probably returned to her native land. Dr. Grey, I will speak

candidly to you of a matter which has doubtless given you some

disquiet. Muriel informs me that you have no confidence in the

sincerity of my attachment to her, and that upon that fact is founded

your refusal to allow the consummation of our engagement, so long as

she continues your ward. I confess I am not free from censure, but,

while I have acted weakly, I am not devoid of principle. Sir, I was

strangely and powerfully attracted to Salome Owen, and she exerted

a species of fascination over me which I scarcely endeavored to

resist. In an evil hour, infatuated by her face and her marvellous

voice, I was wild enough to offer her my hand, and resolved to ask

Muriel to release me. Dr. Grey, even at my own expense, I wish to

exonerate Salome, who never for an instant, by word or look,

encouraged my madness. She repulsed my advances, refused every

attention, and when I rashly uttered words, which, I admit, were

treasonable to Muriel, she almost overwhelmed me with her fiery

contempt and indignation,--threatening to acquaint Muriel with my

inconstancy, and appealing to my honor as a gentleman to keep

inviolate my betrothal vows. Dr. Grey, if my heart temporarily

wandered from its allegiance to your ward, it was not Salome's

fault, for in every respect her conduct towards me was that of a

noble, unselfish woman, who scorned to gratify her vanity at the

expense of another's happiness. She shamed me out of my folly, and

her stern honesty and nobility saved me from a brief and humiliating

career of dishonorable duplicity. Whether living or dead, I owe this

tribute to the pure character of Salome Owen."

"Thank Heaven! I had faith in her. I believed her too generous to

stoop to a flirtation with the lover of her friend; and, deplorable as

was your own weakness, I am rejoiced, Gerard, to find that you have

conquered it. Tell Muriel all that you have confided to me, and in her

hands we will leave the decision."

"Do you intend to prosecute the search which has proved so fruitless?"

"I do. She has not returned to America,--she is here somewhere; and,

living or dead, I must and will find her."

Dr. Grey seemed lost in perplexing thought for some time, then drew a

sheet of paper before him, and wrote, "Ulpian Grey wishes to see

Salome Owen, in order to communicate some facts which will induce her

return to her family; and he hopes she will call immediately at No.

Rue ----."

"Gerard, please be so good as to have this inserted in all the leading

journals in the city; and give me the address of Mr. Minge's agent."

At the expiration of a month, spent in the most diligent yet

unsuccessful efforts to obtain some information of the wanderer, Dr.

Grey began to feel discouraged,--to yield to melancholy forebodings

that an untimely death had ended her struggles and suffering.

Once, while pacing the walks in the Champs-Elysees, he caught a

glimpse of a face that recalled Salome's, and started eagerly forward;

but it proved that of a Parisian _bonne_, who was romping with her

juvenile charge.

Again, one afternoon, as he came out of the Church of St. Sulpice, his

heart bounded at sight of a woman who leaned against the railing, and

watched the play of the fountain. When he approached her and peered

eagerly into her countenance, blue eyes and yellow curls mocked his

hopes. One morning, while he walked slowly along the _Rue du Faubourg

St. Honore_, his attention was attracted by the glitter of pretty

baubles in the _Maison de la Pensee_, and he entered the establishment

to purchase something for Jessie.

While waiting for his parcel, a woman came out of a rear apartment and

passed into the street, and, almost snatching his package from the

counter, he followed.

A few yards in advance was a graceful but thin figure, clad in a

violet-colored muslin, with a rather dingy silk scarf wound around her

shoulders. A straw hat, with a wreath of faded pink roses, drooped

over her face, and streamers of black lace hung behind, while over the

whole she had thrown a thin gray veil.

Dr. Grey had not seen a feature, but the _pose_ of the shoulders, the

haughty poise of the head, the quick, nervous, elastic step, and,

above all, the peculiar, free, childish swinging of the left arm, made

his despondent heart throb with renewed hope.

Keeping sufficiently near not to lose sight of her, he walked on and

on, down cross streets, up narrow alleys, towards a quarter of the

city with which he was unacquainted. The woman never looked back,

rarely turned her head, even to glance at those who passed her, and

only once she paused before a flower-stall, and seemed to price a

bunch of carnations, which she smelled, laid down again, and then

hurried on.

Dr. Grey quickly paid for the cluster, and hastened after her.

In turning a corner, she dropped a small parcel that she had carried

under her scarf, and as she stooped to pick it up, her veil floated

off. She caught it ere it reached the ground, and when she raised her

hands to spread it over her hat, the loose open sleeves of her dress

slipped back, and there, on the left arm, was a long, zigzag scar,

like a serpentine bracelet.

With great difficulty Dr. Grey stifled a cry of joy, and waited until

she had gained some yards in advance.

The woman was so absorbed in reverie that she did not notice the

steady tramp of her pursuer, but as the number of persons on the

street gradually diminished, he prudently fell back, fearing lest her

suspicion should be excited.

At a sudden bend in the crooked alley which she rapidly threaded, he

lost sight of her, and, running a few yards, he turned the angle just

in time to see the flutter of her dress and scarf, as she disappeared

through a postern, that opened in a crumbling brick wall.

Above the gate a battered tin sign swung in the wind, and dim letters,

almost effaced by elemental warfare, announced, "_Adele Aubin,

Blanchisseuse_."

Dr. Grey passed through the postern, and found himself in a narrow,

dark court, near a tall, dingy, dilapidated house, where a girl ten

years of age sat playing with two ragged, untidy children.

It was a dreary, comfortless, uninviting place, and a greenish slime

overspread the lower portions of the wall, and coated the uneven

pavement.

From the girl, who chatted with genuine French volubility and freedom,

Dr. Grey learned that her father was an attache of a barber-shop, and

her mother a washer and renovater of laces and embroideries. The

latter was absent, and, in answer to his inquiries, the child informed

him that an upper room in this cheerless building was occupied by a

young female lodger, who held no intercourse with its other inmates.

Placing a five-franc piece in her hand, the visitor asked the name of

the lodger, but the girl replied that she was known to them only as

"_La Dentelliere_," and lived quite alone in the right-hand room at

the top of the third flight of stairs.

The parley had already occupied twenty minutes, when Dr. Grey cut it

short by mounting the narrow, winding steps. The atmosphere was close,

and redolent of the fumes of dishes not so popular in America as in

France, and he saw that the different doors of this old tenement were

rented to lodgers who cooked, ate, and slept in the same apartment. At

the top of the last dim flight of steps, Dr. Grey paused, almost out

of breath; and found himself on a narrow landing-place, fronting two

attic rooms. The one on the right was closed, but as he softly took

the bolt in his hand and turned it, there floated through the key-hole

the low subdued sound of a sweet voice, humming "_Infelice_."

It was not the deep, rich, melting voice, that had arrested his drive

when first he heard it on the beach, but a plaintive, thrilling echo,

full of pathos, yet lacking power; like the notes of birds when

moulting-season ends, and the warblers essay their old strains.

Cautiously he opened the door wide enough to permit him to observe

what passed within.

The room was large, low, and irregularly shaped, with neither

fire-place nor stove, and only one dormer window opening to the south,

and upon a wide waste of tiled roofs and smoking chimneys. The floor

was bare, except a strip of faded carpet stretched in front of a small

single bedstead; and the additional furniture consisted of two chairs,

a tall table where hung a mirror, and a washstand that held beside

bowl and pitcher a candlestick and china cup. On the table were

several books, a plate and knife, and a partially opened package

disclosed a loaf of bread, some cheese, and an apple.

In front of the window a piece of plank had been rudely fastened, and

here stood two wooden boxes containing a few violets, mignonette, and

one very luxuriant rose-geranium.

The faded blue cambric curtain was twisted into a knot, and as it was

now nearly noon, the sun shone in and made a patch of gold on the

stained and dusky floor.

On the bed lay the straw hat, garlanded with roses that had lost their

primitive tints, and before the window in a low chair sat the lonely

lodger.

On her knees rested a cushion, across which was stretched a parchment

pattern bristling with pins, and with bobbins she was swiftly knitting

a piece of gossamer lace, by throwing the fine threads around the

pins.

Over the floor floated her delicate lilac dress, and the sleeves were

looped back to escape the forest of pins.

Dr. Grey had only a three-quarter view of the face that bent over the

cushion, and though it was sadly altered in every lineament,--was

whiter and thinner than he had ever seen it,--yet it was impossible to

mistake the emaciated features of Salome Owen.

The large, handsome head, had been shorn of its crown of glossy braids

that once encircled it like a jet tiara, and the short locks clustered

with childlike grace and beauty around the gleaming white brow and

temples.

There was not a vestige of color in the whilom scarlet mouth, whose

thin lines were now scarcely perceptible; and, in the finer oval of

her cheeks, and along the polished chin, the purplish veins showed

their delicate tracery. The hands were waxen and almost transparent,

and the figure was wasted beyond the boundaries of symmetry.

In the knot of ribbon that fastened her narrow linen collar, she had

arranged a sprig of mignonette, that now dropped upon the cushion as

she bent over it. She paused, brushed it off, and for a few seconds

her beautiful hazel eyes were fixed on the blue sky that bordered her

window.

The whole expression of her countenance had changed, and the

passionate defiance of other days had given place to a sad, patient

hopelessness, touching indeed, when seen on her proud features. Slowly

she threw her bobbins, and a fragment of "_Infelice_" seemed to drift

across her trembling lips, that showed some lines of bitterness in

their time-chiselling.

As Dr. Grey watched her, tears which he could not restrain trickled

down his face, and he was starting forward, when she said, as if

communing with her own desolate soul,--

"I wonder if I am growing superstitious. Last night I dreamed

incessantly of Jessie and home, and to-day I cannot help thinking that

something has happened there. Home! When people no longer have a home,

how hard it is to forget that blessed home which sheltered them in the

early years. Homeless! that is the dreariest word that human misery

ever conjectured or human language clothed. Never mind, Salome Owen,

when God snatched your voice from you, He became responsible; and your

claims are like the ravens and sparrows, and He must provide. After

all, it matters little where we are housed here in the clay, and

Hobbs was astute when he selected for the epitaph on his tombstone,

'This is the true philosopher's stone.' Home! Ah, if I sadly missed my

heart's home, here in the flesh, I shall surely find it up yonder in

the blessed land of blue."

A tear glided down her cheek, glistened an instant on her chin, and

fell on her pattern. She brushed it away, and smiled sorrowfully,--

"It is ill-omened to sprinkle bridal lace with tears. Some day this

fine web will droop around a bride's white shoulders and after a time

it may serve to deck the cold limbs of some dead child. If I could

only have my shroud now, I would not make lace a _desideratum_; serge

or sackcloth would be welcome. Patience,--

... 'What if the bread

Be bitter in thine inn, and thou unshod

To meet the flints? At least it may be said,

Because the way is _short_, I thank thee, God!'"

She partially rose in her chair, and took from the table a volume of

poems. After some search, she found the desired passage, and, rocking

herself to and fro, she read it aloud in a low, measured tone,--

"O dreary life! we cry, 'O dreary life!'

And still the generations of the birds

Sing through our sighing, and the flocks and herds

Serenely live, while we are keeping strife

With heaven's true purpose in us, as a knife

Against which we may struggle! Ocean girds

Unslackened the dry land, savannah-swards

Unweary sweep,--hills watch unworn; and rife

Meek leaves drop yearly from the forest-trees,

To show above the unwasted stars that pass

In their old glory. '_O thou God of old,

Grant me some smaller grace than comes to these!

But even so much patience, as a blade of grass

Grows by, contented through the heat and cold._'"

The book slipped from her fingers and fell upon the floor, and with a

sob the girl bowed her head in her hands.

Quickly the intruder glided unseen into the room, and stood at the

back of her chair.

He knew she was praying, and almost breathlessly waited several

minutes.

At last she raised her face, and while tears trembled on her lashes,

she said meekly,--

"I ought not to complain and repine. I will be patient and trust God;

for I can afford to suffer all through time, provided I may spend

eternity with Christ and Dr. Grey."

"Oh, Salome! Thank God, we shall be separated neither in time nor in

eternity! Dear wanderer, come back to your brother!"

He stepped before her, and involuntarily held out his arms.

She neither screamed nor fainted, but sprang to her feet, and a

rapture that beggars all description irradiated her worn, weary,

pallid face.

"Is it really you? Oh! a thousand times I have dreamed that I saw

you,--stood by you; but when I tried to touch you, there was nothing

but empty air! Oh, Dr. Grey!--my Dr. Grey! Am I only dreaming, here in

the sunshine, or is it you bodily? Did you care for me a _little_? Did

you come to find _me_?"

She grasped his arm, swept her hands up and down his sleeve, and then

he saw her reel, and shut her eyes, and shudder.

"My poor child, I came to Paris solely to hunt for my wayward Salome,

and, thank God! I have found her."

He put his arm around her, and placed her head against his shoulder.

Ah, how his generous heart ached, as he noted the hungry delight with

which her splendid eyes lingered on his features, and the convulsive

tenacity with which she clung to him, trembling with excess of joy

that brought back carmine to her wasted lips and carnation bloom to

her blanched cheeks.

He heard her whispering, and knew it was a prayer of thanksgiving for

the blessing of his presence.

But very soon a change came over her sparkling, happy face, like an

inky cloud across a noon sky, and he felt a shiver stealing through

her form.

"Let me go! You said once, that when I came to Europe to enter on my

professional career, you wished never to touch my hands again,--you

would consider them polluted."

"Dear Salome, I recant all those harsh, unjust words, which were

uttered when I was not fully aware of the latent strength of your

character. Since then, I have learned much from Professor V----, and

from Gerard Granville, that assures me my noble friend is all I could

desire her,--that she has grandly conquered her faults, and is worthy

of the admiration, the perfect confidence, the earnest affection,

which her adopted brother offers her. Your pure, true heart makes pure

hands, and as such I reverently salute them."

He took her hands, raised and kissed them respectfully, tenderly.

She hid her burning face on his bosom, and there was a short pause.

"Salome, sit down and let me talk to you of home,--your home. Have you

no questions to ask about your pet sister and brother?"

He attempted to release himself, but she clung to him, and clasping

her arms around his neck, said in a strained, husky tone,--

"Dr. Grey, did you bring your--your wife to Paris?"

"I have no wife."

She uttered a thrilling cry of delight, threw her head back, and gazed

steadily into his clear, calm, blue eyes.

"Oh, sir, they told me you had married Mrs. Gerome."

He placed her in the chair, and kneeling down beside her, took her

quivering face in his palms and touched her forehead softly with his

lips.

"The only woman I ever wished to make my wife is bound for life to a

worthless husband. Salome, I loved her before I knew this fact; and,

since I learned (soon after your departure) that she was separated

from the man whom she had wedded, I have not seen her, although she

still resides at 'Solitude.' Salome, I shall never marry, and I ask

you now to come back to Jessie and Stanley, who will soon require your

care and guidance, for it is my intention to return to the position in

the U.S. naval service, which only Janet's feeble health induced me to

resign. God bless you, dear child! I wish you were indeed my own

sister, for I am growing very proud of my brave, honest friend,--my

patient lace-weaver."

The girl's head sank lower and lower until it touched her knees, and

sobs rendered her words scarcely audible.

"If you deem me worthy to be called your friend, it is because of your

example, your influence. Oh, Dr. Grey,--but for you,--but for my hope

of meeting you in the kingdom of Christ, I shudder to think what I

might have been! Under all circumstances I have been guided by what I

imagined would have been your wishes,--your advice; and my reward is

rich indeed! Your confidence, your approbation! Earth holds no

recompense half so precious."

"Thank God! my prayers have been abundantly answered, my highest hopes

of your future fully realized. Henceforth, let us with renewed energy

labor faithfully in the vast, whitening fields of Him who declares,

'The harvest is plentiful, but the laborers are few.'"

"O human soul! as long as thou canst so

Set up a mark of everlasting light,

Above the howling senses' ebb and flow,

To cheer thee and to right thee if thou roam,

Not with lost toil thou laborest through the night,

Thou makest the heaven thou hopest indeed thy home."

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