CHAPTER XXIV

SUNDAY

Grafton got up on Sunday morning and carried his cup of tea along the

corridor towards Caroline's room, but met the girls' maid who told him

that Miss Beatrix wanted him to go and see her.

He felt a little glow of pleasure at the message. The evening before

Beatrix had been very gay and loving with him. They had spent a family

evening, talking over the events of the day, and playing a rubber of

bridge, which had not been succeeded by another because their talk had

so amused them. There had been no shadow of the trouble that had of late

overcast their happy family intimacy. Lassigny was as far removed from

them in spirit as he was in body. Beatrix had been her old-time self,

and in high, untroubled spirits, which kept them all going, as she most

of all of them could do if she were in one of her merry extravagant

moods. She had said "Good-night, my darling old Daddy," with her arm

thrown round his neck, when they had parted at a comparatively early

hour, owing to the fatigues of the day. She had not bid him good-night

like that for months past, though there had been times when her attitude

almost of hostility towards him had relaxed. But for the closing down

again that had followed those relaxations he might have comforted

himself with the reflection that the trouble between them was over. But

he had become wary. Her exhibition of affection had sent him to bed

happy, but on rising in the morning he had set out for Caroline's room

and not for hers. He had jibbed at the thought of that photograph of

Lassigny, propped for her opening eye.

The summons, however, seemed to show that the respite had not yet run

its course, and he went to her gladly.

She was sitting up in bed with a letter in her hand. Her tea-tray was on

the table by her side, and Lassigny's photograph was not. But perhaps

she had put it under her pillow. She looked a very child, in her blue

silk pyjamas, with her pretty fair hair tumbling over her shoulders.

"Such an excitement, Dad," she said, holding up the letter. "I have sent

for the others, but I wanted to tell you first. It's Mollie."

The momentary alarm he had felt as to what a letter that brought

excitement to Beatrix could portend was dispersed.

"Mollie and Bertie Pemberton," she said by way of further elucidation as

he kissed her.

"Oh, they've fixed it up, have they?" he said as he took the letter and

sat on the bed to read it. Caroline and Barbara came in as he was doing

so. Young George, who had also received a summons, was too deep in the

realms of sleep to obey it.

The letter ran:

"Darling B,--

"I am so happy. Bertie came here this afternoon, and we are

engaged. I should have come to tell you all about it but

Mother isn't well, and I can't leave her. He is coming here

to-morrow morning and we should both like to come and see

you all after church time. So we will if Mother is well

enough for me to leave her.

"Ever your loving

"MOLLIE."

There was a chatter of delight mixed with some surprise, and then

Beatrix told them, which she had not done before, of Bertie's

preparatory investigations in the hunting-field. "It is really I who

have brought it on," she said, "and I am very proud of myself. She is a

darling, and he is much better than any one would give him credit for."

"I have always given him credit for being a good sort," said Barbara.

"It's only that he makes more noise in being a good sort than most

people. I wonder how Lord Salisbury will take it."

"Perhaps they will break it to him after church," said Caroline.

"I don't imagine that Master Bertie is coming over here to go to

church," said Grafton. "He will have something better to do. Can't you

ask them all to lunch, B?"

Beatrix said she must go and have a word with Mollie directly after

breakfast. At this point Young George came in, rubbing his eyes, and

with all the signs on him of acute fatigue. He received the news calmly

and said: "I wonder what Jimmy will say. You know he's coming over here

to lunch, to talk about the show."

"The blessed infant!" said Beatrix. "He will give them his blessing,

like a solemn old grandfather."

"It's rather an important thing for him, you know," said Young George

seriously. "He's rather interested in the Pembertons. I can't say more

than that at present."

This speech was received with whoops of delight, and Young George was

embraced for having made it, but struggled free, and said: "No, but I

say you know, you must be careful what you say to Jimmy. It's pretty

serious with him, and I shouldn't wonder if something didn't come of it

before long."

"They might have the two marriages at the same time," suggested Barbara.

"Jimmy could carry Mollie's train as a page in white satin, and then

step into his own place as bridegroom."

Young George expostulated at this disrespectful treatment of his friend.

"Jimmy isn't a fool," he said, "and he knows it couldn't come off yet.

But I'll tell you this, just to show you, though you mustn't let it go

any further. He's chucked the idea of going to Oxford. He says directly

he leaves Eton he must begin to make money."

"Well that shows he's in earnest," said Grafton. "I admire a fellow who

can make sacrifices for the girl he loves."

The Grafton family went to church. On their way across they met the

Vicar and Mrs. Mercer. The little lady was full of smiles. "I know you

must have heard our great news," she said, "for I saw Beatrix coming

from Stone Cottage half an hour ago. We are so pleased about it. It's a

great thing for dear Mollie, though, of course, we shall hate losing

her."

The Vicar, if not all smiles like his wife, also expressed his pleasure

over the affair, rather as if it had been of his own making. Beatrix had

heard something of what had happened the evening before from Mollie, but

by no means all. Mollie had also spoken of a note of congratulation that

had come from the Vicarage that morning, so she took it that he had

swallowed his chagrin, and that matters were to be on the same footing

between the Vicarage and Stone Cottage as before.

The Vicar's letter, indeed, had been a masterpiece of capitulation.

Going home the night before, he had seen that it was necessary to cover

up his mistakes by whatever art he could summon, unless he was prepared

for an open breach with the Walters, which if it came would react on his

own position in a way that would make it almost impossible. In view of

his behaviour towards Bertie it was not certain that this could be done,

but he had at least to make his effort. He had first of all set the mind

of his wife at ease by giving her a garbled account of what had taken

place in the drawing-room of Stone Cottage, from which she had drawn the

conclusion that he had felt it his duty to ask young Pemberton what his

intentions were towards the girl whom he looked upon as being in some

sense under his protection, and that his intervention had brought about

an immediate proposal of marriage. This had, of course, set his own mind

at rest, and had indeed brought him considerable pleasure. She was not,

however, to say a word outside about his part in the affair.

It had been enough for her to have those fears under which she had made

her escape from Stone Cottage set at rest, and she had not examined too

closely into the story, though she had asked a few questions as to the

somewhat remarkable fact of the proposal having been made in his

presence and accepted within the quarter of an hour that had elapsed

between her home-coming and his. If she had known that he had left Stone

Cottage within about three minutes, and had spent the rest of the time

calming himself by a walk up the village street, she might have found

it, in fact, still more remarkable. She was so relieved, however, at

finding her husband prepared to accept Mollie's engagement, and to act

in a fatherly way towards the young couple, that she rested herself upon

that, and let her own pleasure in the happiness that had come to the

girl she loved have its full flow.

Mrs. Mercer having been satisfied, and her mouth incidentally closed, by

order, the more difficult task remained to placate Mollie and Pemberton.

On thinking it over carefully, with wits sharpened by a real and

increasing alarm, the Vicar had decided that neither of those two would

wish an open breach, and would welcome an assumption upon which they

could avoid it. This enabled him to put a little more dignity into his

letter than the facts entitled him to. He had, he wrote, entirely

misjudged the situation. Nothing, naturally, could please him better

than that the girl in whom he had taken so warm an interest should find

happiness in a suitable marriage. He had no hesitation in saying that

this struck him as an eminently suitable marriage, and he asked her to

believe that he was sincere in wishing her all joy and blessing from it.

Anything that he may have said in the heat of the moment to Mr.

Pemberton, under the impression that his attentions had not been

serious, he should wish unreservedly to apologise for. When one had made

a mistake, it was the part of an honest man to acknowledge it frankly,

and make an end of it. He thought that it might be more agreeable to Mr.

Pemberton that this acknowledgment should be conveyed to him through

Mollie. He did not, therefore, propose to write to him himself, but

trusted that no more would be thought or said of what had passed.

The letter ended tentatively on the note of his old intercourse with

Mollie, and the last sentences gave him more trouble than all the rest

put together. He knew well enough that if his overtures were not

accepted this claim to something special in the way of affection on both

sides could only be contemptuously rejected, and that in any case he had

no right left upon which to found it.

It was gall and bitterness to him to recall her standing up to confront

him with her clear quiet eyes fixed upon him, searching out his

meanness, and of her lover with his hand resting on her shoulder to show

that it was he in whom she could place her confidence to protect her

against the claims of an unworthy jealousy. And he touched the bottom of

the cup when he figured them reading his letter together and accepting

his compact because he was not worth while their making trouble about,

his sting once drawn; and not at all because they believed in its

sincerity. They would know well enough why he had written it, especially

in the light of his wife's ignorance of what had happened, which he

would not be able to prevent her showing them. That ignorant

loud-mannered young man who had to be apologised to, in such a way that

he could hardly accept the apology without feeling if not showing

contempt! It shook him with passion to think of his degradation before

him, and of what was being given to him so beautifully and freely. There

was not in his thoughts a vestige of the feeling that he would have to

act before the world--of pleasure that the girl towards whom he claimed

to have given nothing but protecting affection should have found her

happiness in a promising love. It was all black jealousy and resentment

on his own behalf, and resentment against her as well as against the man

whom she had chosen for herself.

And yet by the next morning he had persuaded himself that some of those

feelings which he would have to act were really his. Perhaps in some

sense they were, for right feelings can be induced where the necessity

for them is recognised, and his affection for Mollie had actually

included those elements which he had so steadfastly kept in the

foreground. Also, his arrogance and self-satisfaction had prevented him

in his bitterest moments from recognising all the baseness in himself,

and gave him a poor support in thinking that, after all, his letter

showed manliness and generosity, and might be accepted so. He had, at

any rate, to keep up his front before the world, and by the time he met

and talked to the Graftons between their house and the church his good

opinion of himself had begun to revive. He was still troubled with fears

as to how his overtures would be received. Mollie would have received

his letter early that morning, and might have come over with her answer;

but she had evidently waited to consult over it with her lover. He had

prevented his wife running over to the Cottage, saying that they would

meet Mollie either before or after church. And so it had to be left,

with tremors and deceptions that, one would have thought, must have

disturbed him greatly in the duties he would have to fulfil before his

parishioners. Yet he preached a sermon about the approaching festival of

the church, which denoted in his view, amongst other things, that the

evil passions under which mankind had laboured since the creation of the

world had in the fulness of time found their remedy, and told his

hearers, with the air of one who knew what he was talking about, that

there was no excuse for them if they gave way to any evil passion

whatsoever, since the remedy was always to their hand. And in this

connection he wished to point out to them, as he had done constantly

throughout his ministry, that the highest means of grace were there at

their very doors in that place in which they were gathered together. He

himself was always to be found at his post, and woe betide any of them

who neglected to take advantage of what he as a priest of the church was

there to give them. The sermon, delivered with his usual confidence, not

to say pomposity, did him good. He felt small doubt after it of being

able to control the situation in support of his own dignity, whatever

attitude towards him Mollie and Bertie Pemberton should decide to adopt.

In the meantime those young lovers were spending an hour of bliss

together. They talked over all that had led up to their present happy

agreement, and found each other more exactly what they wanted every

minute that passed. A very short time was devoted to consideration of

the Vicar's letter. "Oh, tear it up and forget all about the blighter,"

said Bertie, handing it back to her. But there was a little more to be

settled than that. Mrs. Mercer must be considered, for her own sake as

well as for Mrs. Walter's. "Well then, you can say 'how do you do' to

the fellow and leave it at that," said Bertie. "If he's got any decency

in him he won't want to push himself, and if he does you let me know,

and I'll deal with him. I'm letting him off cheap, but we don't want to

bother our heads with him. You needn't answer his letter. Tear it up."

So Mollie tore it up and put it in the fire, and the Vicar was

forgotten until they met him and Mrs. Mercer on their way to the Abbey.

The meeting passed off with less awkwardness than might have been

expected, as such reparatory meetings generally do, where both sides are

willing to ignore the past. Mrs. Walter was with them, having been

persuaded to lunch at the Abbey. The Vicar addressed himself chiefly to

her, while his wife gushed happily over Mollie, and included Bertie in

her address in a way which gave him a good opinion of her, and enabled

him to accept the Vicar's stiff word of congratulation with one of

thanks before he turned his back upon him. It was over in a very short

time, and Mr. and Mrs. Mercer pursued their way homewards, the lady

chattering freely, the lord holding his head on high and accepting with

patronising affability the salutations of such of his parishioners as he

passed on the way. He was already reinstated in his good opinion of

himself, and said to his wife as they let themselves into their house:

"We must think about a present for Mollie. We ought to be the first. We

shall see her often, I hope, after she's married, as she won't be living

very far away."

The greetings and congratulations at the Abbey were such as to reduce

Mollie almost to tears of emotion, and to give Bertie a higher opinion

of his new neighbours than he had had before, though his opinion of them

had always been high. They were among warm personal friends, and they

were Mollie's friends, knitted to her by what she had shown herself to

be. As country neighbours they would have as much to offer as any

within reach of the place where these two would live out their lives,

but Bertie Pemberton would never have enjoyed the fullest intimacy with

them apart from Mollie. She wanted no exaltation in his eyes, but it

gave him an added pride in her to see how she was valued by these people

so thoroughly worth knowing, and of pleasure that they should be so

ready to take him into their friendship as the chosen of their dear

Mollie.

There were no guests from outside staying at the Abbey, but Worthing,

Maurice Bradby and Jimmy Beckley were lunching there. Worthing's

congratulations were hearty, Bradby's shy, and Jimmy's solemn and

weighty. "My dear chap," he said with a tight grip of Bertie's hand, and

looking straight into his eyes, "I congratulate you on taking the

plunge. It's the best thing a man can do. I'm sure you've chosen well

for yourself, and I don't believe you'll ever regret it."

"Thanks, old boy," said Bertie, "I hope I shall be able to say the same

to you some day."

"It may be sooner than you think," said Barbara, who was a trifle

annoyed with Jimmy at the moment for having given himself airs over her

in these matters. "The little man is only waiting till he grows up--say

in about ten years' time."

Jimmy turned a wrathful face upon her, and Young George frowned his

displeasure at this tactless humour. "You're inclined to let your tongue

run away with you, Barbara," said Jimmy, with great dignity. "I need

only point out that I shall be leaving school in three years, to show

how absurd your speech is."

"You really do overdo it, Barbara!" expostulated Young George.

"He got a swishing last half for trying to smoke," said Barbara

remorselessly. "I don't suppose he succeeded, because it would have made

him sick."

Jimmy and Young George then withdrew, to concoct plans for bringing

Barbara to a right sense of what was due to men of their age, and

Barbara, to consolidate her victory, called out after them, "You'll find

cigarettes in Dad's room, if you'd like to try again."

"Barbara darling," said Miss Waterhouse, "I don't think you should tease

Jimmy so unmercifully as you do. Children of that age are apt to be

sensitive."

The whole of the Pemberton family motored over in the afternoon, and

Mollie's acceptance into the bosom of it left nothing to be desired in

heartiness or goodwill. Old Mr. Pemberton kissed her, and said that

though he'd never been more surprised in his life, he had never been

more pleased. He thought that the sooner they were married the better,

and he should see about getting a house ready for them the next day.

Mrs. Pemberton said she had never credited Bertie with so much sense. He

wasn't all that Mollie probably thought he was, but they would all be

there to keep him in order if she found the task too much for her. A

slight moisture of the eyes, as she warmly embraced the girl, belied the

sharpness of her speech, and she talked afterwards to Mrs. Walter in a

way that showed she had already taken Mollie into a heart that was full

of warmth and kindness. There was no doubt about the genuineness of the

pleasure expressed by Nora, Effie and Kate, who were loud and tender at

the same time, and amply supported their widespread reputation as real

good sorts.

Beatrix was rather ashamed of herself for the doubts she had felt as to

whether the Pemberton family would think that the heir to its dignities

and estates was doing well enough for himself in marrying, as they might

have put it from their standpoint and in their lingo, out of their beat.

But they made it plain that their beat took in all that Mollie

represented in sweet and desirable girlhood as of chief account, and

were rejoiced that she should tread it with them.

Mrs. Walter was almost overcome by the suddenness of the occurrence, and

the strong flood of kindness and happiness that it had set in motion.

She was a woman with a meek habit of mind, which her long years of

servitude had not lessened. She had accepted the insinuation that had

run all through the Vicar's addresses on the subject of Mollie and

Bertie Pemberton--that the Pembertons were in a social position much

superior to her own, though not, as it had always been implied, to his,

and that in any attentions that the young man might give to her daughter

there could be no design of ultimate marriage. Her dignity had not been

wounded by the presentation of the Pemberton superiority, and had only

asserted itself when he had seemed to hint that she might be anxious to

bridge the gulf between them. But here were these people, whom she had

been invited to look upon in that way, welcoming not only her daughter

as a particular treasure that she was to be thanked for giving up to

them, but including herself in their welcome. Old Mr. Pemberton told her

that if she would like to live nearer to her daughter after her marriage

he would find a little house for her too; and Mrs. Pemberton seemed

anxious to assure her that they did not want to take Mollie away from

her altogether, but wished her to share in all that the marriage would

bring to them. Bertie was admirable with her. It was a sign of the

rightness of his love for Mollie, which had changed him in so many

respects, that he should be able to present himself to this mild faded

elderly woman, to whom he would certainly not have troubled to commend

himself before, as a considerate and affectionate son. He had already

embarked upon a way of treating her--with a sort of protecting humour,

compounded of mild chaff and little careful attentions--which gave her

the sensation of being looked after and made much of in a way that no

man had done since the death of her husband. So she was to be looked

after for the rest of her life, not to be parted from her daughter, but

to have a son given her in addition. She had begun the day with fears

and tremors. She ended it in deep thankfulness, and happiness such as

she had never thought would be hers again.

Bertie found opportunity for a little word alone with Beatrix in the

course of the afternoon.

"Well, I've fixed it up, you see," he said, with a happy grin, "thanks

to you."

"I saw you going to do it," said Beatrix. "You looked very determined.

Was there much difficulty?"

"Seemed to come about quite natural somehow," he said. "But I haven't

got used to my luck yet, all the same. You were right when you said I

wasn't good enough for that angel."

"I don't say it now," said Beatrix. "I think you'll do very well. But

she _is_ an angel, and you're never to forget it."

"Not likely to," said Bertie.

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