CHAPTER XVIII

An Unexpected Holiday

WHEN Felicia arrived at the Vicarage on the following morning, her aunt

met her in the hall, and inquired for the latest news of the invalid.

"He is much better to-day," Felicia answered, with a ring of gladness

in her voice; "I saw him for a few minutes after breakfast, and he said

he had passed a most restful night without any pain, and he asked me to

tell you that if you can spare the time to sit an hour or so with him,

he will be delighted to have a chat with you."

"Oh, then he must be feeling much better!" Mrs. Pring exclaimed

joyfully. "What do you say to the prospect of a week's holiday?" she

continued, with a smile. "As a rule, Miss Barton goes home during

August and the first half of September, but this year, on account of

her mother's illness, she had to have her holiday earlier—it could not

have been much of a holiday for her, poor girl—so I have suggested that

she should take a week now, before the fine weather breaks up, and it

has been arranged for her to go home this afternoon. So you children

will have no lessons to-day, or for a week to come. Miss Barton is

preparing for her journey; but Doris and Molly are, I believe, in the

schoolroom. Run upstairs, my dear."

Felicia found her cousins in high spirits. They were engaged in packing

their lesson books away in a cupboard, to get them out of sight as well

as out of mind, as Molly explained. Both expressed pleasure on hearing

their uncle was so much better, and then fell to discussing how the

week's holiday was to be spent.

"I consider it is very hard lines we are not going to the sea-side this

year," Doris observed with a sigh of regret; "it was most unfortunate

that Miss Barton's mother should have been ill in June and upset our

plans. It would have been so much nicer to have had our six weeks'

holiday later on as usual. Father said something at breakfast about

mother taking us to Weston-super-Mare for a week, but she did not like

the thought of leaving home now Uncle Guy is ill. The doctor says he

has been worse than he has ever been before."

"He looks dreadfully bad," Felicia said, shaking her head sadly.

"Have you seen him?" Molly inquired in surprise.

"Yes, last night, and for a few minutes this morning. Your mother is

going to sit awhile with him by-and-by. He is quite out of pain now.

Oh, here comes Miss Barton!"

The governess entered the room, looking very bright and happy, and

immediately addressed herself to Felicia.

"I was wondering if you would like me to go to see your friend, Mrs.

M'Cosh, whilst I am in Bristol, my dear," she said kindly; "don't you

think she would like to hear how you are getting on?"

"Oh, I am sure she would!" Felicia cried. "How very good of you to

think of it, Miss Barton."

"Not at all. What shall I tell her about you?"

"That I am very happy at the Priory, and that grandfather is very, very

kind to me. And please say I shall never forget all she did for mother

and me, and that I think of her and dear Mr. M'Cosh every day of my

life."

"Anything else?"

"Yes, I should like you to tell her what a beautiful old house the

Priory is, and about Uncle Guy, and Uncle Nathaniel, and Aunt Mary,

and—"

"Really, Felicia, there is no necessity that Mrs. M'Cosh should know

all about us," Doris interposed impatiently in a displeased tone.

Felicia looked snubbed, and grew very red, whilst Miss Barton turned a

reproachful glance upon her eldest pupil, who pretended not to notice

it, and Molly spoke out in her usual impetuous way—

"Tell Mrs. M'Cosh all about me, Miss Barton, do, and be sure you say

Felicia and I are the greatest friends."

"I will tell Mrs. M'Cosh everything in connection with Felicia that I

think will interest her," Miss Barton said quietly; "and I should not

have suggested calling on her, Doris, if I had not already mentioned

the matter to your mother and heard that she approved of my doing so."

"I did not know that," Doris murmured in some confusion.

"No, my dear, how should you?" There was a brief pause, after which

Miss Barton remarked in a lighter tone: "I hope you will all have a

pleasant time in my absence, and make the most of this unexpected

holiday, as I intend to do."

"We shall go to the station to see you off," declared Molly.

This the young folks accordingly did, accompanied by the Vicar, and

when Miss Barton had gone, they all went for a most enjoyable ramble

through the woods, now turning golden, and across stubbly fields from

which the corn had lately been carried. Felicia, unaccustomed to

walking in the country, was very tired when, at length, she parted from

her uncle and her cousins at the entrance to the Priory grounds; but

she had spent a most pleasant afternoon, and she hummed a little tune

as she passed up the carriage drive.

The first person she encountered in the house was Mrs. Price, who

informed her that Mr. Guy was stronger than he had been in the morning,

and the doctor was very satisfied with his condition. The little

girl had her tea in the housekeeper's room, and was going upstairs

afterwards, when the sound of the study door opening caused her to

pause. Glancing over the balusters she saw her grandfather crossing

the hall with Price, and Brown, the gamekeeper. Price opened the front

door, and Mr. Renford and Brown went out together.

"Is anything amiss, Price?" Felicia asked, her curiosity prompting her

to put the question.

"Why, yes, miss," was the answer; "the gipsies have been up to

mischief, and there's a fine to-do."

"What have they been doing?"

"Setting snares for rabbits, and allowing dogs in the preserves,

disturbing the game. Brown's put out because the master won't let him

shoot a lurcher he's seen continually; it seems it belongs to a gipsy

called Reuben Smallridge, who owns one of the caravans on the common,

and to-day it's commenced carrying off the ducks from the lake; one

was missing this morning, and Brown says he's certain the lurcher has

had it. I declare it's too bad. Mr. Renford's going to see the village

policeman, to tell him to keep an eye on the doings of this man,

Smallridge—he's a youngish man, with a wife and two children."

Felicia wondered if Reuben Smallridge was the father of the two

children she had befriended—it seemed very likely—but she questioned

Price no further. A short while later she went to visit her uncle, and

found him expecting her.

"So you are to have a week's holiday, Mary has been telling me," he

said, as she drew a chair to his bedside and sat down to talk to him.

"Where have you been all the afternoon? Out in the sunshine, that I can

see by your complexion."

"I have been for a long walk with Uncle Nathaniel, and Doris, and

Molly. Have you wanted me, Uncle Guy? I'll stay with you all day

to-morrow."

"I shall not permit that, though I have no doubt you would make an

excellent nurse, you are so quiet in your movements, and yet I believe

you are naturally a merry little soul."

"I believe I am," Felicia admitted with a soft laugh; "mother was, too,

when she was well. Oh, you don't know what fun we used to have together

sometimes; we were never dull. Mother used to say people ought to try

to make the best of things and be happy, because if they did not it was

as though they had no faith in God. When she was a girl she used to be

very dissatisfied and unhappy, often—"

"Yes? Go on. Tell me some more about your mother. Why was she

dissatisfied and unhappy?"

"Well, you see, mother never knew who she really was, and that used to

trouble her."

"Did you ever hear the history of your mother's early days, Felicia?"

he asked curiously.

"Oh, yes! It is such an interesting story. I never used to tire of

listening to it."

"I wish you would tell it to me some day, will you?"

"Yes, indeed I will—to-morrow, if you like, Uncle Guy."

"Thank you; I should much like to hear it. I fear I shall not be strong

enough to get up to-morrow. It is wearisome lying here on my back, and

I get tired of reading, so if you will spare me an hour of your society

during the afternoon, I shall be very glad. Your aunt will be here in

the morning, and father's sure to spend awhile with me after breakfast.

By the way, what sort of friends are you and Doris now?"

"Uncle Guy, how did you know—who told you—" Felicia stammered, flushing

and looking confused. "We are not friends at all," she admitted

dejectedly.

"I imagined not."

"I—I believe Doris rather despises me," the little girl said in a

faltering voice, "and—and it makes me so angry to know it is because

of—of mother. Doris doesn't say so, but I know, and she looks down

on me because we lived in an attic—I am not ashamed of that, I hope

I never shall be. Mother said I was to remember that if she was a

'nobody,' and not very wise—that is what she said—she tried to teach me

to be a good girl and did the best she could. And she said God doesn't

ask more than that. Oh, it hurts me to think anyone should—should—"

Felicia's voice faltered, and she could not finish her sentence.

Glancing at her uncle's countenance, she saw it bore the traces of

strong emotion. She knew she ought not to excite him, and for his sake

she strove to restrain her tears.

"I'm very silly," she continued, as soon as she could speak, "and

I know I ought not to be so angry with Doris, because she doesn't

understand how dearly I loved mother; but you understand, you always

have." And the look she gave him was full of confidence and affection.

"Because I loved my own mother dearly," he replied, much touched; "and

yet I was often cross and unkind to her, and I can never think of her

without a feeling of remorse. I might have let her see how dear she

was to me, but I never did; I might have listened to her when she

would have talked to me of—of things she loved to speak about but I

would not. And now it is too late. Often I used to bring the tears to

her eyes; but she was always patient with me, and never reproached

me—never! I did not realise all she had been to me till she was gone,

and now there is not anything I would not give to be able to look in

her face for a moment."

"Oh, I know exactly how you feel, Uncle Guy. It's—it's agony. But you

mustn't think of your mother with tears in her eyes, because, you know,

God has wiped them away, and she's perfectly happy where she's gone."

"You are a rare little comforter, Felicia," he told her, a tender smile

driving the look of sorrow and regret from his face.

"Am I?" she asked earnestly. "You would not like me to be sent away

from the Priory, Uncle Guy?"

"No, child, certainly not. But who would think of sending you away? Not

my father. We cannot part with our ditch flower now."

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