From _The Metropolitan_

"I get afraid when you leave me alone this way at night."

The big man, Tolliver, patted his wife's head. His coarse laughter was

meant to reassure, but, as he glanced about the living-room of his

remote and cheerless house, his eyes were uneasy. The little boy, just

six years old, crouched by the cook-stove, whimpering over the remains

of his supper.

"What are you afraid of?" Tolliver scoffed.

The stagnant loneliness, the perpetual drudgery, had not yet conquered

his wife's beauty, dark and desirable. She motioned towards the boy.

"He's afraid, too, when the sun goes down."

For a time Tolliver listened to the wind, which assaulted the frame

house with the furious voices of witches demanding admittance.

"It's that----" he commenced.

She cut him short, almost angrily.

"It isn't that with me," she whispered.

He lifted the tin pail that contained a small bottle of coffee and some

sandwiches. He started for the door, but she ran after him, dragging at

his arm.

"Don't go! I'm afraid!"

The child was quiet now, staring at them with round, reflective eyes.

"Joe," Tolliver said gently, "will be sore if I don't relieve him on

time."

She pressed her head against his coat and clung tighter. He closed his

eyes.

"You're afraid of Joe," he said wearily.

Without looking up, she nodded. Her voice was muffled.

"He came last night after you relieved him at the tower. He knocked, and

I wouldn't let him in. It made him mad. He swore. He threatened. He said

he'd come back. He said he'd show us we couldn't kick him out of the

house just because he couldn't help liking me. We never ought to have

let him board here at all."

"Why didn't you tell me before?"

"I was afraid you'd be fighting each other in the tower; and it didn't

seem so bad until dark came on. Why didn't you complain to the railroad

when--when he tried to kiss me the other night?"

"I thought that was finished," Tolliver answered slowly, "when I kicked

him out, when I told him I'd punish him if he bothered you again. And

I--I was a little ashamed to complain to the superintendent about that.

Don't you worry about Joe, Sally, I'll talk to him now, before I let him

out of the tower. He's due to relieve me again at midnight, and I'll be

home then."

He put on his great coat. He pulled his cap over his ears. The child

spoke in a high, apprehensive voice.

"Don't go away, papa."

He stared at the child, considering.

"Put his things on, Sally," he directed at last.

"What for?"

"I'll send him back from the tower with something that will make you

feel easier."

Her eyes brightened.

"Isn't that against the rules?"

"Guess I can afford to break one for a change," he said. "I'm not likely

to need it myself to-night. Come, Sonny."

The child shrank in the corner, his pudgy hands raised defensively.

"It's only a little ways, and Sonny can run home fast," his mother

coaxed.

Against his ineffective reluctance she put on his coat and hat. Tolliver

took the child by the hand and led him, sobbing unevenly, into the

wind-haunted darkness. The father chatted encouragingly, pointing to two

or three lights, scattered, barely visible; beacons that marked

unprofitable farms.

It was, in fact, only a short distance to the single track railroad and

the signal tower, near one end of a long siding. In the heavy,

boisterous night the yellow glow from the upper windows, and the red and

green of the switch lamps, close to the ground, had a festive

appearance. The child's sobs drifted away. His father swung him in his

arms, entered the tower, and climbed the stairs. Above, feet stirred

restlessly. A surly voice came down.

"Here at last, eh?"

When Tolliver's head was above the level of the flooring he could see

the switch levers, and the table, gleaming with the telegraph

instruments, and dull with untidy clips of yellow paper; but the detail

that held him was the gross, expectant face of Joe.

Joe was as large as Tolliver, and younger. From that commanding

position, he appeared gigantic.

"Cutting it pretty fine," he grumbled.

Tolliver came on up, set the child down, and took off his overcoat.

"Fact is," he drawled, "I got held back a minute--sort of unexpected."

His eyes fixed the impatient man.

"What you planning to do, Joe, between now and relieving me at

midnight?"

Joe shifted his feet.

"Don't know," he said uncomfortably. "What you bring the kid for? Want

me to drop him at the house?"

Tolliver shook his head. He placed his hands on his hips.

"That's one thing I want to say to you, Joe. Just you keep away from the

house. Thought you understood that when you got fresh with Sally the

other night."

Joe's face flushed angrily.

"Guess I was a fool to say I was sorry about that. Guess I got to teach

you I got a right to go where I please."

Tolliver shook his head.

"Not to our house, if we don't want you."

The other leered.

"You so darned sure Sally don't want me?"

Impulsively Tolliver stepped forward, closing his fists.

"You drop that sort of talk, or----"

Joe interrupted, laughing.

"One thing's sure, Tolliver. If it came to a fight between me and you

I'd be almost ashamed to hit you."

Through his passion Tolliver recognized the justice of that appraisal.

Physically he was no match for the younger man.

"Things," he said softly, "are getting so we can't work here together."

"Then," Joe flung back, as he went down the stairs, "you'd better be

looking for another job."

Tolliver sighed, turning to the table. The boy played there, fumbling

with the yellow forms. Tolliver glanced at the top one. He called out

quickly to the departing man.

"What's this special, Joe?"

The other's feet stumped on the stairs again.

"Forgot," he said as his head came through the trap. "Some big-wigs

coming through on a special train along about midnight. Division

headquarters got nothing definite yet, but figure we'll have to get her

past thirty-three somewheres on this stretch. So keep awake."

Tolliver with an increasing anxiety continued to examine the yellow

slips.

"And thirty-three's late, and still losing."

Joe nodded.

"Makes it sort of uncertain."

"Seems to me," Tolliver said, "you might have mentioned it."

"Maybe," Joe sneered, "you'd like me to stay and do your job."

He went down the stairs and slammed the lower door.

Tolliver studied the slips, his ears alert for the rattling of the

telegraph sounder. After a time he replaced the file on the table and

looked up. The boy, quite contented now in the warm, interesting room,

stretched his fingers towards the sending key, with the air of a culprit

dazzled into attempting an incredible crime.

"Hands off, Sonny!" Tolliver said kindly. "You must run back to mother

now."

He opened a drawer beneath the table and drew out a polished

six-shooter--railroad property, designed for the defense of the tower

against tramps or bandits. The boy reached his hand eagerly for it. His

father shook his head.

"Not to play with, Sonny. That's for business. If you promise not to

touch it 'till you get home and hand it to mama, to-morrow I'll give you

a nickel."

The child nodded. Tolliver placed the revolver in the side pocket of the

little overcoat, and, the boy following him, went down stairs.

"You run home fast as you can," Tolliver directed. "Don't you be afraid.

I'll stand right here in the door 'till you get there. Nothing shall

hurt you."

The child glanced back at the festive lights with an anguished

hesitation. Tolliver had to thrust him away from the tower.

"A nickel in the morning----" he bribed.

The child commenced to run. Long after he had disappeared the troubled

man heard the sound of tiny feet scuffling with panic along the road to

home.

When the sound had died away Tolliver slammed the door and climbed the

stairs. He studied the yellow slips again, striving to fix in his mind

this problem, involving the safety of numerous human beings, that would

probably become his. He had a fear of abnormal changes in the schedule.

It had been impressed upon every signalman that thirty-three was the

road's most precious responsibility. It was the only solid Pullman train

that passed over the division. This time of year it ran crowded and was

erratic; more often than not, late. That fact created few difficulties

on an ordinary night; but, combined with such uncertainty of schedule,

it worried the entire division, undoubtedly, to have running, also on an

uncertain schedule, and in the opposite direction on that single track,

an eager special carrying important men. The superintendent, of course,

would want to get those flashy trains past each other without delay to

either. That was why these lonely towers, without receiving definite

instructions yet, had been warned to increase watchfulness.

Tolliver's restlessness grew. He hoped the meeting would take place

after Joe had relieved him, or else to the north or south.

It was difficult, moreover, for him to fix his mind to-night on his

professional responsibility. His duty towards his family was so much

more compelling. While he sat here, listening to every word beaten out

by the sounder, he pictured his wife and son, alone in the little house

nearly a half a mile away. And he wondered, while he, their only

protector, was imprisoned, what Joe was up to.

Joe must have been drunk when he tried to get in the house last night.

Had he been drinking to-night?

The sounder jarred rapidly.

"LR. LR. LR."

That was for the tower to the north. It was hard to tell from Joe's

manner. Perhaps that would account for his not having called attention

to the approaching presence of the special on the division.

Pound. Pound. Pound. The hard striking of the metal had the effect of a

trip-hammer on his brain.

"Allen reports special left Oldtown at 9.45."

Joe had certainly been drinking that night last week when he had got

fresh with Sally.

"Thirty-three still losing south of Anderson."

He jotted the words down and sent his O.K.'s while his head, it seemed

to him, recoiled physically from each rapid stroke of the little brass

bar.

Sonny, sent by his mother, had come to tell him that night, panting up

the stairs, his eyes wide and excited. Tolliver had looked from the

window towards his home, his face flushed, his fists clenched, his heart

almost choking him. Then he had seen Joe, loafing along the road in the

moonlight, and he had relaxed, scarcely aware of the abominable choice

he had faced.

"NT. NT. NT."

His own call. Tolliver shrank from the sharp blows. He forced himself to

a minute attention. It was division headquarters.

"Holding twenty-one here until thirty-three and the special have

cleared."

Twenty-one was a freight. It was a relief to have that off the road for

the emergency. He lay back when the striking at his head had ceased.

It was unfortunate that Joe and he alone should be employed at the

tower. Relieving each other at regular intervals, they had never been at

the house together. Either Tolliver had been there alone with his wife

and his son--or Joe had been. The two men had seen each other too

little, only momentarily in this busy room. They didn't really know each

other.

"LR. LR. LR."

Tolliver shook his head savagely. It had been a mistake letting Joe

board with them at all. Any man would fall in love with Sally. Yet

Tolliver had thought after that definite quarrel Joe would have known

his place; the danger would have ended.

It was probably this drinking at the country inn where Joe lived now

that had made the man brood. The inn was too small and removed to

attract the revenue officers, and the liquid manufactured and sold there

was designed to make a man daring, irrational, deadly.

Tolliver shrank from the assaults of the sounder.

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