"I must do the manager justice; I had hurt myself in order to oblige

him, and he had my injury attended to; the surgeon went about it so

skilfully that I shall limp all my life. Thus the theatrical career was

closed to me, for you can't play Buridan or Kean with a limp. By way of

compensation, the manager offered me the post of prompter. I accepted.

'Prompting isn't acting,' I thought. 'But as I can't act any more, I may

as well prompt! it's a theatrical post; and although the audience

doesn't see you, still you're a useful member of the cast, for you

sometimes play all the parts.'--So I became prompter to the troupe; I

was not discontented, for, after my accident, they gave a performance

for my benefit, which was quite a success. I had passed more than a

month in that position, when--I may as well confess it--my fatal passion

for practical jokes attacked me with more violence than ever. We had a

young fellow for the lovers' parts, who claimed that he had never made a

mistake in his lines. One evening, when I was in rather a merry mood,

our lover was on the stage with a princess with whom the plot required

him to run away; and when she said to him, weeping bitterly: 'What are

you going to do with me?' he looked at me and motioned to me to help

him; so I whispered: 'Oh! how you tire me!'--and the poor devil made

that reply to the princess. You can imagine the effect that produced;

the audience laughed and yelled, and shouted _encore!_ and the actress

who took the princess's part boxed her lover's ears, with a: 'Let that

teach you not to say such things to me on the stage.'

"The _jeune premier_ succeeded, not without difficulty, in justifying

himself; it was discovered that I was the only culprit, and the result

was my dismissal. I returned to Paris, where I am reduced to the

necessity of prompting in what used to be the suburbs.--That's my story,

and this is what I have come to!"

"Pardieu! my poor Dodichet," said Dubotté, "it would seem as if this

ought to have cured you, at last, of your mania for practical jokes."

"What would you have, noble Phoebus? that seems to have been my real

vocation. But here comes our fourth man. Bless my soul! he must have

arrived; for he has a most radiant expression, and there's a great

change in his dress as well as in his face."

In truth, Lucien Grischard, who had just entered the café, was no longer

the poverty-stricken youth, in a threadbare coat, with traces of grief

and privation on his pinched features. To-day, his eyes were bright, and

the expression of his face announced the contentment of his mind; his

costume, while not dandified, denoted that its owner was in comfortable

circumstances; lastly, his face wore a cordial smile, as he shook hands

with the three persons whom he joined, and who had already noted with

pleasure the happy change that had taken place in him.

"Good-morning, messieurs, good-morning!" he said, with a joyous

intonation in his voice. "I am the last to come, but you will forgive me

when you know what has detained me."

"How are you, Lucien? This much we see already, with the greatest

pleasure--that your position has changed for the better; for you seem

perfectly content; we can read that in your face."

"And why should I not be, messieurs! I am going to marry the woman I

love. In a week, Juliette will be my wife. Monsieur Mirotaine has

consented at last to call me his son-in-law. My dearest wish is

fulfilled."

"How did you succeed in gaining your end? Tell us about it."

"By hard work and perseverance; my pins were a success, and I was making

money; I invented something else, so that I made still more, and I

succeeded in extending my business. But how was I to let Monsieur

Mirotaine know that, when he had forbidden me to go to his house? That

was the difficulty; it was absolutely necessary that I should see

Juliette, in order to tell her all that I was doing; it was necessary to

have a definite understanding with her, and to give her precise details

concerning my position and prospects, so that she could say to her

father: 'You can go to this place and that place, and there you will

learn where Lucien stands.'--Luckily, Juliette has a friend, who came to

our assistance. This friend obtained permission quite often to take

Juliette out with her, sometimes to bathe, sometimes to go shopping;

but, as a matter of fact, the two ladies would meet me at the Jardin des

Plantes; there I could arrange with Juliette what she was to say to her

father about my position."

"At the Jardin des Plantes!" interposed Adhémar; "you say those ladies

used to meet you there?"

"To be sure. And one day, when I had some very good news to tell

Juliette,--I wanted to tell her that I had succeeded in a new business

undertaking,--as she was not very well, her friend, Madame Dermont, was

kind enough to come alone to our usual place of meeting. I told her that

I had succeeded, and she lost no time in going to tell Juliette the good

news; and it was then that Monsieur Mirotaine, convinced at last that we

were not imposing on him and that I really was able to earn money,

opened his house to me again, and consented to give me his daughter's

hand."

Dubotté and Dodichet congratulated Lucien. But Adhémar did not say a

word to him; for what he had just heard had produced such a revolution

in his whole being, that he was like one turned to stone, and had not

the strength to speak.

"Well!" said Dubotté, rising and taking his hat; "it is a satisfaction

to me to know that we have all arrived at the goal we had in view. Poor

Dodichet alone has steadily fallen lower and lower. Though, after all,

it's his own fault! He shouldn't have prompted a lover to say: 'Oh! how

you tire me!'--But, no matter; you know my address, Dodichet, don't you?

And when you are--cleaned out, come and dine with me; I always have a

cover laid for an old friend who is in hard luck. Excuse me for leaving

you, messieurs; but I must go and make sure that Callé can take my wife

to the theatre to-night."

Dubotté having departed, Dodichet prepared to follow his example.

"No, indeed I wont go and dine with him!" he said. "If I should ever be

too hard up, I wouldn't apply to him. There are some people whose

benefactions are too heavy a load to carry. Au revoir, messieurs! I have

eleven acts to prompt to-night, and I must go to my post--or my

hole--it's the same thing. I sometimes am tempted to take a syringe with

me and prompt with that. That would be a good joke. I think I'll wait

till they play _Porceaugnac_."

"I don't ask you to dinner, Dodichet," said Lucien, "but I shall never

forget that you tried to help me. If you ever find yourself without

employment, come to see me; I shall always be able to find you something

at which you can earn your living."

"Thanks, my boy; a little tobacco with it, and it will be all right."

"My purse is at your service, Dodichet," said Adhémar.

"I know it; I know you, my friend! But I am going to try to take care of

myself. Besides, I am very fond of snails now, and they're cheap. I

have a mind to raise them in my hole; that will give me something to do

in the entr'actes. Au revoir, my children!"

When he and Adhémar were left alone, Lucien said:

"You haven't congratulated me on my good fortune, on my approaching

marriage. You have a very unhappy look; and yet I know you too well not

to be sure that you are glad for my happiness."

"Yes, Lucien; yes, I am, indeed! But if you knew what it has cost me! So

it was you whom Madame Dermont went to the Jardin des Plantes to meet?"

"To be sure. Juliette wasn't able to come that day."

"Did Nathalie come in a cab?"

"Yes, she left the cab at the gate; I took her back to it and put her

in, after thanking her for her kindness in coming."

"Oh! my friend, if you had only told me this sooner! I should not have

suspected a woman whom I adored."

"I couldn't tell you any sooner, as you had gone to England. I couldn't

go there after you! So you are at odds with Madame Dermont again, are

you?"

"Yes. My infernal jealousy! I wrote her a letter--which was utterly

without sense! I see it now."

"Have courage! she will forgive you."

"Oh, no! it's all over; she can't forgive me again; indeed, I feel that

I don't deserve to be forgiven."

"Adieu, my dear Adhémar! excuse me for leaving you so soon. But Juliette

is waiting for me, and we have so many preparations to make for our

marriage."

"Go, my friend, go! Because I am unhappy, I have no wish to delay the

happiness of other people."

XX

THE LITTLE STREAMS

Adhémar returned home alone. What he had learned, while it proved to him

that he had wrongfully suspected Madame Dermont's loyalty, caused him

more pleasure than pain, none the less; he was grieved, he was in

despair, because he had broken his repeated promises and had had no

confidence in Nathalie's love; but he was happy, very happy, to know

that she had not deceived him, and to be able to say to himself: "She

did love me!" So that, even in his grief, there was a something that

made his heart beat joyously, and that allayed in some degree the

bitterness of his regrets.

On reaching home, Adhémar attempted to work. But it is very difficult to

write novels or plays when the heart is full, when a single thought

forces itself constantly on the mind. As he reflected on what his three

friends and himself had done during the past year, he thought:

"Proverbs are always right: little streams make great rivers; for the

little streams act with equal effect for our good or our ruin. Philémon

Dubotté had a wife who adored him, who would have liked to be always on

his arm; instead of congratulating himself because he had found a

phoenix, he was always on the lookout for opportunities to go about

without his wife; he ridiculed her affection; he left her evening after

evening alone with a young man, who was infinitely more agreeable to her

than her husband was. All these ill-advised acts were the little

streams which were certain to bring about the result which husbands

ought, by every means, to try to avoid.

"Lucien Grischard was without means; but he had the most useful, the

most reliable of all the elements of fortune: courage, perseverance,

love of work. By dint of patience and privation, he succeeded in

starting a small business, in making himself known, and in winning

esteem by his probity; little by little, he has extended his connections

and increased his business, and, insignificant as it was at first, he

has made it lucrative. All these little streams have carried him on to

his goal--to happiness. He has well earned it!

"Dodichet had everything that might make a man happy: sufficient means,

health, and high spirits. But an unfortunate mania, an incessant

inclination to make sport of others, to play practical jokes on his

friends and acquaintances, led him into a path where he began by

spending all that he possessed, and ended by living at the expense of

other people. He was so incapable of behaving decently in any sort of

position that he actually found a way to lose his place as prompter at a

provincial theatre; and now he is reduced to poverty, as the result of

all these follies piled one upon another, which some day will carry him

off to the great river. For these _blagueurs_ who are so agreeable in

society often end in that way.

"As for myself--ah, me! if I am unhappy now, I have only myself to blame

for it. After many unimportant liaisons, I met such a woman as I had

dreamed of, and I had the good fortune to be loved by her; at last I

knew that true, genuine love, which is so sweet to the heart; that love

which leaves so far behind all those mad passions of a moment in which

our youth is drowned. I was happy, ah! yes, very happy! But my infernal

jealousy gave me no rest. Having been deceived a hundred times by women

who did not know the meaning of love, I could not persuade myself that a

woman was really faithful to me. My suspicions were unjust; that was

proved to me several times, and yet it did not prevent me from

conceiving new ones. These insults, so often repeated, have lost me

Nathalie's heart. She has forgiven me many times, but I cannot hope that

she will forgive me again, after that letter, in which, in my frenzy, I

did not hesitate to tell her that her treachery was shameful, when her

only purpose was to ensure Juliette's and Lucien's happiness! And I went

off, without seeing her, without even asking her to explain her conduct!

Oh! ghastly effects of jealousy! I had promised so solemnly to mend my

ways; and, instead of that, I kept repeating my offence! Oh! I did not

deserve to be loved sincerely!"

And Adhémar, whose arm was resting on his desk, laid his burning head on

his hand; and would perhaps have remained a long while in that position,

had he not felt the touch of a little hand upon his shoulder, while a

well-known voice said to him:

"And yet, she loves you still, monsieur!"

The words echoed in the depths of the poor fellow's heart. He raised his

head: Nathalie was beside him, smiling at him and looking into his face

as lovingly as ever.

He uttered a cry, and stammered:

"Is it possible? Can it be that you forgive me again?"

"Yes, my friend, I must. Look--at that scar--the burn on your wrist----

You see that I must forgive you always!"

"Great God! I am afraid that my happiness is a dream."

"No, monsieur. Lucien came just now and told me how sad and unhappy you

were. I thought that you were punished enough, so I came. Did I do

wrong?"

"Oh! how good you are! Really I do not deserve to be loved like this!"

"Are you going to begin again?"

"Oh! this time, Nathalie, I swear----"

"Don't swear! Believe me, oaths amount to nothing. It ought not to be

necessary to promise, in order to do what is right."

* * * * *

And now, readers, do you wish to know what has become of the small

number of persons who have played a part in this simple study of

contemporary manners?

First, Dubotté has continued to be perfectly content; his wife is no

longer constantly clinging to his arm, but lets him go out alone as much

as he pleases. Sometimes, indeed, she refuses to go with him; she has

taken a great fancy to the game of bézique, and young Callé is always

ready to come and play with her.

Lucien Grischard, on becoming Juliette's husband, did not cease to love

his wife and hard work; consequently, his business is flourishing, and

his married life is one long honeymoon.

Dodichet, having conceived the droll idea of smoking in his prompter's

hole, set the stage on fire and was found roasted, as a result of his

last practical joke.

Monsieur Mirotaine, being unable at last to find anybody who cared to

come to his evening parties in winter, where hot cocoa was served to the

company, concluded to provide no other refreshment than that caused by

opening the windows; but when he is invited to breakfast or dine at a

restaurant, he never fails to empty the salt cellars and pepper boxes

into little paper bags which he carries in his pocket.

Monsieur Brid'oison still goes into ecstasies over his son's skill and

agility in gymnastics. Little Artaban never enters a salon without

making a handspring, and his papa is confident that that fashion will

soon be adopted by the fair sex.

Madame Putiphar, the dealer in second-hand clothes, still arranges

marriages, in the interest, not of the young ladies concerned, but of

the second-hand cashmere shawls which she slips among the wedding gifts.

Mademoiselle Boulotte is still trying to make mineral rouge with--no

matter what!

We all have our inclinations, our _little streams_, which bear us on,

some toward good, some toward evil. We must try to avoid the latter, and

follow those whose water is pure and whose banks are bright with

flowers: they are the ones that lead to good.

FOOTNOTES:

[A] _Ficelle_, literally, "packthread": vulgarly, a "trick," or a

"trickster."

[B] _Pochetées_--that is, mellowed in the pocket.

[C] _Mistigri_, _misti_, or _misty_: in the game of bouillotte, the

knave of clubs.

[D] _Cateau_, an abbreviation of Catherine, used among the common

people; vulgarly, a girl of slovenly habits and loose life.

[E] There is, or was, a game called _brelan_; but the term was sometimes

applied, in bouillotte, to a hand consisting of two aces and a king,

when the other king of the same color was turned.

[F] Substantially a repetition, in thieves' slang, of the clause

beginning: "when the secretary----"

[G] As there were but twelve arrondissements in Paris, this expression

was used to denote an illicit connection.

[H] _Atelier_--usually, an artist's studio; also, workroom.

[I] A particular kind of roll.

[J] The word _marron_, in the original, has a significance here that

cannot be well rendered in English. It means, variously: an interloper,

a runaway, an unlicensed broker.

[K] _Cerf_, stag (in argot, cuckold); _cerf-volant_, kite (in argot,

thief).

[L] A female supernumerary in a ballet.

[M] Street walkers.

[N] Much obliged.

[O] Literally, "lioness."

[P] _Miroton_ is a dish in which onions are freely used.

[Q] The same French word--_broche_--means "brooch" and "spit."

[R]

Long have I travelled the wide world o'er,

And you have seen me, and you have seen me.

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