CHAPTER XXIV

Abashed by Betty's unexpected appearance at his home and with a sudden

fear that something had happened to Consuello possessing him, John

waited for her to speak. He noticed that she had not dismissed the cab

that waited at the curb.

"Can you come with me immediately?" she asked, quickly. "I want you to

see Consuello, tonight."

"Did she send you for me?" he entreated.

"No, but I know that she wants you," she replied.

"Are you sure?" he persisted.

"Don't be a foolish boy," she said, with a gesture of impatience. "No

one in the world knows Consuello as well as I do. I am doing this for

her. Do you think for a moment that I would be here if I wasn't certain

I was doing the proper thing?"

"I know she trusts you," he said, reassured by her mild vexation.

"Hurry, then; I'll explain things while we're on our way. I'll wait for

you in the cab," she said.

Mrs. Sprockett's husband answered the door when he crossed the street to

the Sprockett home to tell his mother he had been called away.

"Tell mother that I'm going to see a friend and that I'll be home before

it is late," he said. "Tell her there's no need to worry about me."

"Just a minute and I'll call her," Mrs. Sprockett's husband suggested.

"No, just give her my message," he said, apprehensive of the probable

consequences of telling his mother that it was Consuello he was going to

meet.

As the cab started away from the curb he turned to Betty with the

question that, in his mind, had been begging for an answer from the

moment he recognized her.

"How is she?" he asked, his voice betraying his anxiety.

"She is very brave," Betty said, earnestly.

"Perhaps I should not ask you this, but has she seen--Gibson?" So much,

he felt, depended on her reply to this question. If Consuello had

already talked with Gibson and Betty divined that she wanted to see him,

then----

"Perhaps I should not tell you, but--she has talked to him. That's as

much as I will tell you. The rest must come from her," Betty replied.

She had talked with Gibson and yet she wanted to see him! Or, could

Betty be mistaken? Had she interpreted Consuello's mood erroneously in

coming for him?

"Forgive me for my doubtfulness," he said, "but are you certain that she

wants to see me?"

A shade of exasperation crossed Betty's face.

"You said a moment ago that you knew Consuello trusted me," she said.

"If she trusts me, then why can't you?"

Reassured by this pertinent counter question he deduced that Betty, with

the welfare of Consuello at heart, had concluded that he might be able

to furnish the solace her companion needed in her hour of trial. The

ecstasy that had thrilled him when he first realized that he loved

Consuello returned to him as the cab sped through the streets. She knew

now why he had beseeched her to think of him as doing what he thought

was right. And she had kept her promise! A glance through the window of

the cab at a lighted corner told him that they were nearing their

destination.

"I'm going to leave you alone with her," Betty said, with the frankness

that she had displayed when they first met. "I need not ask you to be

very considerate, to do everything you can to comfort her. In my heart I

feel that what has happened is all for the best. How dreadful it would

have been if she had been compelled to make this discovery for herself

after they were married.

"I told her that I would be away until late; that I was busy. We'll

stop at the corner to let you out, because she knows that I took a cab

when I left and she might suspect that I went for you. Here we are."

She called to the driver to stop.

"It was kind of you----" he began as he stood at the cab door after

alighting. She stopped him with a gesture of her hand. Then, leaning

forward a little, her eyes dancing with a smile, she said:

"Don't you know that I know you love her?"

The door closed quickly and the cab spurted away from the curb, leaving

him standing bewildered and yet overjoyed by the audacious words she had

spoken. So that was why she had called him to Consuello! If Betty knew

it, then Consuello, too, must realize that he loved her. The thought

frightened him. It had never occurred to him before that she might know.

Somehow, he had not dared to imagine that she cared enough even to guess

that he loved her.

He went slowly to the opening in the hedge of boxwood that lined the

sidewalk in front of Consuello's artistic little dream home and turned

into the pathway between the patches of rosebushes. A heavy fragrance

from the blossoms filled the still night air. As he stepped on to the

porch and reached for the knocker with his left hand he recalled

suddenly that his face bore strips of plaster over his wounds and that

his right hand was held rigid in splints. The hesitancy that this

recollection gave forsook him when he remembered that Betty had made no

comment on his appearance, probably because she had seen the photograph

of him that had been published in the paper. Emboldened he rapped with

the knocker.

She wore the same simple white frock that he had admired when they first

met. For a moment she stood with her hand on the knob of the door, the

look of surprise in her eyes fading to an expression of mingled pleasure

and perplexity.

"Come in," she invited.

He saw that a tender light, the softness of sympathy, came into her eyes

when she noticed the plasters on his forehead and cheek. Then, when she

extended her hand to him and he stood awkwardly unable to take it

without first disposing of the hat he held, she apologized for her

forgetfulness.

"I'm sorry," she said, quickly compassionate.

"It's nothing," he said. "Only a scratch or two, that's all."

They crossed to the fireplace, where she took a chair near the rose

shaded table lamp, the only illumination in the room. He sat opposite

her, his back toward the door, waiting for her to speak.

"I was thinking of you when you rapped on the door," she said. "I was

alone beside my window looking out toward my hill. The darkness of the

night prevented me from seeing it, but I knew it was there. Though I

could not see it, I looked to it for comfort."

"It won't be hidden from you long," he said. "When the morning comes it

will be there and the darkness will be gone."

"When the morning comes," she said, softly, "there'll be sunshine and

flowers and birds--and happiness. But it is there for me now, steadfast,

loyal, abiding. I know now why I love the hills more than the ocean.

They are so fixed, so permanent; unchanging, unmoving; while the ocean

storms and calms, thunders and ripples, lures you to its depths

and--drowns you."

John knew the inner meaning of her words. Sincerity and deceit.

Trustworthiness and treachery. Genuineness and make-believe.

"Was it difficult for you to keep your promise?" he asked, breaking the

silence that had followed after she had spoken.

"To understand that you did what you thought was right?" she inquired.

He nodded.

"No," she said, "I never doubted that. But I was never really put to

the test. My decision was made before I thought of what I had promised

you."

She paused and then, lifting her eyes to meet his, she continued:

"You see, I believe there is only one real love between a man and a

woman and that is the love that endures all things. I have always

thought--and I still do--that a woman who sincerely loves a man will

stay by his side even if the whole world is against him. Unless a woman

can do that willingly, gladly, I do not believe that it is real love.

"He came here early Sunday morning and asked me to go away with him. I

could not understand and he did not explain. He simply said that

something had happened that would prevent him from ever becoming mayor

of Los Angeles and that he was going away, never to return.

"'If you love me, you will come with me,' he said. I was bewildered, of

course, but I knew that he was right. It was the test, a test far

greater than I had ever dreamed would come to me.

"I asked him why it was that he should be compelled to leave the city.

He assured me that he had committed no crime. He was very earnest as he

spoke and so serious that I knew something terrible had happened. He

declared again and again that he loved me and that if I loved him I

would go with him and ask no questions. It was all so overwhelming that

I begged him to leave me, to let me decide alone.

"'I will let you know, tonight,' I told him. 'Unless you hear from me

you will know that I have decided I cannot do what you have asked me.'

"Soon after he was gone I realized that--that I did not love him with

the one great love. I knew that I didn't because I had not thrown myself

into his arms and told him, as Ruth told Naomi, 'For whither thou goest

I will go; and where thou lodgest I will lodge.'

"I need not tell you in details of how bewildered I was by his strange

request and what I went through when I found that I did not really love

him. Of course, I tried to imagine what had occurred that caused him to

ask me to leave everything and go away with him. Whatever it was, I felt

it was cowardly of him to leave unless it was all his own fault.

"So he did not hear from me last night and this morning I read of what

he stands accused. But I was prepared. I had chosen my course and what I

read only made me certain that I was right; that I did not truly love

him, never had and never could. I pitied his weakness. I could see how

he had gone astray. You see, I have often wondered how it was he had

money so suddenly after everything he once had had gone from him. The

source of his wealth was always a mystery to me."

She paused and looking toward the casement window with its red

geraniums, she added, softly: "That is my story. That is what has

happened."

In the silence that followed they were both startled to hear footsteps

on the porch outside. Consuello looked toward him, quickly, with an

expression that warned him. The door swung open and Gibson stepped in,

closing it behind him.

"I thought I'd find you here," he said.

His face was pale and a smile that was half a sneer was on his lips as

he stood looking at them. John was on his feet facing him and a glance

showed that Consuello had also risen from her chair at Gibson's

unexpected entrance.

"The girl who said that she loved me and the man who pretended he was my

friend," said Gibson, sarcastically.

John's muscles tightened and he bit his lip to restrain the words of

warning to Gibson that he was about to speak.

"If you have come here to----" he heard Consuello say, coolly, evenly.

"I came here to say good-by to you," Gibson interrupted, "and to make

certain that there had not been some mistake. I thought you might have

tried to reach me last night and failed, or that you might have changed

your mind." He paused a moment before adding, "But I know better now."

"You should have known last night," Consuello said. "You should have

known that if I had decided to do what you asked me I would have come to

you, found you wherever you were."

"I should have known months ago, if I had not been such a blind fool,"

said Gibson bitterly.

"You were a blind fool," said Consuello, "but not as I suspect you

think. You were blinded by your own selfish indolence. You said a moment

ago that I told you I loved you. I did tell you that and I thought that

I meant it, but when I found that I could not go with you as you asked I

knew I had been mistaken. You must remember that I decided against you

before I knew the reason you wanted me to leave."

The half-sarcastic smile curled Gibson's lips.

"Then you'll admit that something else--someone else, perhaps----" he

said.

"I saw no one, except Betty, from the time you left until Mr. Gallant

came this evening," Consuello said. "I'm thankful that I was able to

decide before I read what was in the paper today. Reggie, how often have

I told you my conception of love. Don't you know that if I cared for

you nothing would have kept me from you? I cannot tell you why it was; I

can only tell you how. I knew as soon as I realized that I had refused

to go with you blindly that it was not love, the real love, that I had

in my heart for you."

"And suppose I had not asked you to go away with me? Suppose I came to

you tonight and asked you to stand by me, right here in Los Angeles?"

"It would have been the same," Consuello replied quietly. "I would have

given you the same answer."

As she spoke Gibson gazed at her intently and the anger that had

smouldered in his eyes disappeared and he forced a smile to his lips as

he turned toward John.

"Gallant," he said, "I saw you take terrible punishment one night and

stagger to your feet until you were knocked senseless. I admired you

that night, Gallant; I envied your courage. When Charlie Murray made his

little talk I think I was the first to respond. If you found a $50 bill

in what Charlie turned over to you, you know now who tossed it into the

ring." He paused, looked to the floor and then back into John's face.

"Tonight you have watched me take my punishment," he continued. "I

stood on my feet and cheered when you came back into the ring and when

you left. I don't want pity or sympathy, but I want you to have a cheer

in your heart for me when I go."

Gibson's change from sarcasm and bitterness to a show of manliness

relieved the tenseness of the situation. Consuello sank into a chair and

gazing into the fireplace, where flames had once sparkled as bright as

her romance with Gibson and now only cold ashes remained, left the two

men facing each other.

"No one has ever doubted your courage," John said.

"I hope you do not think that I had anything to do with the death of

Murphy or the attack upon yourself," said Gibson. "If I had known what

they were going to do I would have died fighting them. I took Cummings'

gun from him when he fired at you and the others in the automobile. From

that minute I have neither seen nor heard from him. If I ever run across

him I'll bring him back and surrender him to the district attorney. That

is the way I hope to win condonement for what I've done. That is where

I'm going when I leave here tonight, to search for him, to the ends of

the earth if it is necessary."

"If ever, while you're away, you need help, let me know," John said,

with an impulsive desire to take Gibson's hand. But he stood still,

waiting for the other to continue.

"When I came here tonight and found you two together I said things that

I'm sorry ever escaped my lips," said Gibson. "I was a cad and no matter

what you may think of me for the other things I've done, I want you to

forgive me--both of you--for that alone."

Their silence assured him that they were anxious to forget his display

of bitterness.

"Will you do me this favor, Gallant?" he continued. "Will you publish

tomorrow that you have seen me and that I've started search for Cummings

and won't return to Los Angeles until I bring him back with me? Just

that much and no more."

"That much and no more," John promised.

Then Gibson turned toward Consuello. She had bowed her head in her hand.

He hesitated a moment and then walked slowly to the side of her chair.

"Good-by, Conny," he said.

She looked up at him, tears brimming in her eyes, her under lip caught

between her teeth. He tried to force a smile to his lips, but it balked.

"Good-by," she said, and her voice trembled.

He turned away quickly, as if he felt he could not trust himself to be

at her side a second longer. He stopped again, facing John.

"Just one thing more, Gallant," he said.

"Yes," said John, his voice queerly out of pitch.

Gibson looked him straight in the eyes.

"You love her, don't you?" he asked.

Unable to speak what was in his heart, John stood silent. He moistened

his lips with his tongue and wondered why it was he could not shout back

his answer. Flustered by the boldness of the question put to him so

directly, a thought flashed into his mind of Betty's frank declaration

that she knew he loved Consuello. Then he discovered the reason why his

mother had been so perturbed by his frequent meetings with her. She,

too, undoubtedly knew he was in love!

While these thoughts were racing through his head, Gibson put his hand

on his shoulder.

"You need not answer, Gallant," he said, "because your silence is

enough. Regardless of how incongruous it seems in view of the great

wrong I have done her, I love her, too. And, because I love her I can

tell that you do. I can see it by the way you speak to her, the way you

look at her and unless I am greatly mistaken she knows it as well as you

and I do."

He grasped John's left hand in his own.

"Take care of her, Gallant; love her and try to make her happy," he

said. He turned and walked to the door, leaving John speechless and

motionless, staring after him. At the threshold he wheeled to face them

again.

"Exit, the villain," he said slowly and smiling.

The door closed behind him and his footsteps, taking him steadily, not

too fast, not too slowly, from the house, diminished until the only

sound audible in the room was the ticking of the clock on the mantel of

the fireplace.

John, his back toward Consuello, his eyes on the door, wondering whether

it was all a dream, a cheer in his heart for the man who had left them

so dramatically, feared to move.

"Exit, the villain"--Gibson's last words--echoed in his brain.

He imagined he heard Brennan saying: "A grandstander, a grandstander to

the last."

When he finally turned around, Consuello was standing by the open

casement window, looking out into the night, her fingers touching the

petals of the geraniums on the sill, in the same position in which she

had stood when she had recited to him the little verse with its simple,

homely philosophy.

He moved to her side, marveling at her unaffected beauty.

Looking out of the window he saw that the moon, which had been hidden by

the clouds an hour before, had crested her "green and friendly hill"

with an outline of silvery-blue.

Something in her pose that suggested to him that she was waiting for him

to speak gave him the courage. Yet he was afraid to look at her as he

spoke, afraid to see what effect his words had upon her.

"I do--love you," he said.

That little gasp as she caught her breath, what did it mean? Still

unable to face her, he continued:

"He knew it; Betty knows it; mother knows it and I want the whole world

to know it--I love you." He could say no more.

Gently, caressingly, her small white fingers touched his unbandaged

hand. Tremulously he turned his head and saw her answer in her eyes and

slowly, almost reverently, he lifted her hand to his lips. A mocking

bird broke into joyous song in a tree outside, a golden flood of music

to mock the silent song in his heart.

* * *

Lights were shining through the curtains on the windows of the Sprockett

house and his mother was waiting up for him when he returned home. As he

took her in his arms to kiss her forehead tenderly he had a fantasy that

the wonderfulness of his requited love had miraculously altered his

mother's opinion of Consuello. But it was a fantasy, only that.

"Mother, dearest," he whispered, "I'm the happiest man in the world,

tonight."

His mother drew back from him and the intuition that had advised her

that her son was in love with Consuello, long before he realized it

himself, told her the reason for his happiness. She turned away and

pressing a handkerchief to her eyes left him with a discordant note

breaking the harmony of his ecstasy.

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