CHAPTER XV

"Graduation from high school" ranks second in importance only to a

wedding in rural New England families. For not only the "Graduating

Exercises" themselves, with their "Salutatory" and "Valedictory"

addresses, their "Class History" and "Class Prophecy," their essays and

songs, constitute a great occasion, but there is also the all-day

excursion of picnic character; the "Baccalaureate Sermon" in the largest

church; the "Prize Speaking" in the nearest "Opera House"; and last, but

not least, the "Graduation Ball" in the Town Hall. The boys suffer

agonies in patent-leather boots, high, stiff collars and blue serge

suits; the girls suffer torments of jealousy over the fortunate few whose

white organdie dresses come "ready-made" straight from Boston. The

Valedictorian, the winner at "Prize Speaking," the belle of the parties,

are great and glorious beings somewhat set apart from the rest of the

graduates; and long after housework and farming are peacefully resumed

again, the success of "our class" is a topic of enduring interest.

A wedding brings even more in its train. The bride's house, where the

marriage service, as well as the wedding reception, generally takes

place, must be swept and scoured from attic to cellar, and, if possible,

painted and papered as well. Guest-rooms must be set in order for

visiting members of the family, and the bridal feast prepared and served

without the help of caterers. The express office is haunted for incoming

wedding presents, and though the destination of "the trip"--generally to

Montreal or Niagara Falls if the happy pair can afford it--is a

well-guarded secret, the trousseau and the gifts, as they arrive, stand

in proud display for the neighbors to run in and admire, and the

prospective bride and groom, self-conscious and blushing, attend divine

service together in the face of a smiling and whispering congregation.

It was small wonder, then, that the Gray family, with the prospect of a

graduation and a wedding within a few days of each other before it, was

thrown into a ferment of excitement compared to which the hilarity of the

Christmas holidays was but a mild ripple. Molly had won a scholarship at

the Conservatory, and was beginning to show some talent for musical

composition; Katherine was the Valedictorian of her class; Edith had

every dance engaged for the ball; and though Thomas had not distinguished

himself in any special way, he had kept a good average all the year in

his studies, and managed to be very nearly self-supporting by the outside

"chores" he had done at college, and it was felt that he, too, deserved

much credit, and that his home-coming would be a joyful event. He was

trying out "practical experiments" with his class, and could promise only

to arrive "just in time"; but Molly, who headed her letters with the

notes of the wedding march, and said that she was practising it every

night, wrote that she would be home _plenty_ long enough beforehand to

help with _everything_, and that mother _simply mustn't_ get all worn out

working too hard with the house-cleaning; Sadie and James were coming

home for a week, to take in both festivities, though Sadie must be

"careful not to overdo just now." Katherine was entirely absorbed in her

determination to get "over ninety" in every one of her final

examinations; and Mr. and Mrs. Gray were both so busy and so preoccupied

that Edith and Peter were left to pursue the course of true love

unobserved and undisturbed.

The effect which Austin's letter to his mother, written the night after

he reached New York, produced in a household already pitched so high, may

readily be imagined. A thunderbolt casually exploding in their midst

could not have effected half such a shock of surprise, or the gift of all

the riches of the Orient so much joy. And when, a week later, he came

home bringing Sylvia with him--a new Sylvia, laughing, crying, blushing,

as shy as a girl surprised at her first tête-à-tête, Mr. and Mrs. Gray

welcomed the little lady they loved so well as their daughter.

Those were great days for Mrs. Elliott, who, as mother of the prospective

bridegroom, as well as Mrs. Gray's most intimate friend, enjoyed especial

privileges; and as she was not averse to sharing her information and

experiences, the entire village joyfully fell upon the morsels of choice

gossip with which she regaled them.

"I don't believe any house in the village ever held so many elegant

clothes at once," she declared. "For besides all Sally's things, which

are just too sweet for anything, there's Katherine's graduation dress an'

ball-dress, an' a third one, mind, to wear when she's bridesmaid--most

girls would think they was pretty lucky to have any one of the three!

Edith has a bridesmaid's dress just like hers, an' a bright yellow one

for the ball, an' Molly's maid-of-honor's outfit is handsomest of

all--pale pink silk, draped over kind of careless-like with chif_fon_,

an' shoes an' silk stockin's to match. An' Mis' Gray, besides that

pearl-colored satin Austin brought her from Europe, has a lavender

brocade! 'I didn't feel to need it at all,' she told me, 'but Sylvia just

insisted. "Two nice dresses aren't a bit too many for you to have," says

Sylvia; "the gray one will be lovely for church all summer, an' after

Sally's weddin', you can put away the lavender for--Austin's," she

finished up, blushin' like a rose.' 'Have you any idea when that's goin'

to be?' I couldn't help askin'. 'No,' says Mis' Gray, 'I wish I had.

Howard an' I tried to persuade her to be married the same night as Sally!

I've always admired a double-weddin'. But she wouldn't hear of it, an' I

must say I was surprised to see her so set against it, an' that Austin

didn't urge her a bit, either, for they just set their eyes by each

other, any one can see that, an' there ain't a thing to hinder 'em from

gettin' married to-morrow, that I know of, if they want to--unless

perhaps they think it's too soon,' she ended up, kinder meanin'-like."

"The presents are somethin' wonderful," Mrs. Elliott related on another

occasion. "Sally's uncle out in Seattle--widower of her that left Austin

all that money--has sent her a whole dinner-set, white with pink roses on

it--twelve dozen pieces in all, countin' vegetable dishes, bone-plates,

an' a soup-tureen. She's had sixteen pickle-forks, ten bon-bon spoons,

an' eight cut-glass whipped-cream bowls, but I dare say they'll all come

in handy, one way or another, an' it makes you feel good to have so many

generous friends. Austin's insisted on givin' her one of them Holst_een_

cows he fetched over from Holland, an' Fred says it's one of the most

valuable things she's got, though I should feel as if any good bossy,

raised right here in Hamstead, would probably do 'em just as well, an'

that he might have chosen somethin' a little more tasty. Ain't men queer?

Sylvia? Oh, she's given her a whackin' big check--enough so Sally can pay

all her 'personal expenses,' as she calls 'em all her life, an' never

touch the principal at that; an' a big box of knives an' forks an'

spoons--'a chest of flat silver' she calls it, an' a silver tea-set to

match--awful plain pattern they are, but Sally likes 'em. Yes, it's nice

of her, but it ain't any more than I expected. She's got plenty of

money--why shouldn't she spend it?"

Only once did Mrs. Elliott say anything unpleasant, and the village,

knowing her usually sharp tongue, thought she did remarkably well, and

took but little stock in this particular speech.

"I'm glad it's Sally Fred picked out, an' not one of the other girls,"

she declared; "she's twenty-nine years old now--a good, sensible

age--pleasant an' easy-goin', same's her mother is, an' yet real capable.

Ruth always was a silly, incompetent little thing--she has to hire help

most of the time, with nothin' in the world to do but cook for Frank,

look after that little tiny house, take care of them two babies, an' go

into the store off an' on when business is rushin'. Molly's head is full

of nothin' but music, an' Katherine's of books. As to that pretty little

fool, Edith, I'm glad she ain't my daughter, runnin' round all the time

with that Dutch boy, an' her parents both so possessed with the idea that

she ain't out of her cradle yet--she bein' the youngest--that they can't

see it. Peter ain't the only one she keeps company with either--if he

was, it wouldn't be so bad, for I guess he's a good enough boy, though I

can't understand a mortal word he says, an' them foreigners all have a

kinder vacant look, to me. But the other night I was took awful sudden

with one of them horrible attacks of indigestion I'm subject to--we'd had

rhubarb pie for supper, an' 'twas just elegant, but I guess I ate too

much of it, an' the telephone wouldn't work on account of the

thunderstorm we'd had that day--seems like that there'd been a lot of

them this season--so Joe had to hitch up an' go for the doctor. As he

went past the cemetery, he see Edith leanin' over the fence with that

no-count Jack Weston--an' it was past midnight, too!"

In the midst of such general satisfaction, it was perhaps inevitable that

at least one person should not be pleased. And that person, as will be

readily guessed, was Thomas. Sylvia, thinking the blow might fall more

bearably from his brother's hand than from hers, relegated the task of

writing him to Austin; and Austin, with a wicked twinkle in his eye,

wrote him in this wise:

DEAR THOMAS:

When you made that little break that I warned you against this spring,

Sylvia probably offered to be a sister to you. I believe that is usual on

such occasions. You have doubtless noticed that she is exceptionally

truthful for a girl, so--largely to keep her word to you, perhaps--she

decided a little while ago to marry me. Of course, I tried to dissuade

her from this plan, but you know she is also stubborn. There seems to be

nothing for me to do but to fall in with it. I don't know yet when the

execution is going to take place, and though, of course, it would be a

relief in a way if I did, I am not finding the death sentence without its

compensations. Why don't you come home over some Sunday, and see how well

I am bearing up? Sylvia told me to ask you, with her love, or I should

not bother, for I am naturally a little loath, even now, to have so

dangerous a rival, as you proved yourself in your spring vacation, too

much in evidence.

Your affectionate brother

AUSTIN

P.S. Have you taken any more ladies to Moving-Picture Palaces lately?

Needless to say, if Sylvia had seen this epistle, it would not have gone.

But she did not. Austin took good care of that. And Thomas did come

home--without waiting for Sunday. He rushed to the Dean's office, and

told him there had been a death in the family. It is probable that, at

the moment, he felt that this was true. At any rate, the Dean, looking at

the boy's flushed cheeks and heavy eyes, did not doubt it for an instant.

"Of course, you must go home at once," he said kindly; "wait a minute, my

Ford's at the door. I'll run you down to the station--you can just catch

the one o'clock. I'll tell one of the fellows to express a suit-case to

you this evening."

Travel on the Central Vermont Railroad is safe, but its best friend

cannot maintain that it is swift. To get from Lake Champlain to the

Connecticut River requires several changes, much patient waiting in small

and uninteresting stations for connections, and the consumption of

considerable time. It was a little after seven when Thomas, dinnerless

and supperless, reached Hamstead, and plodding doggedly up the road in a

heavy rain, met Mr. and Mrs. Elliott just starting out in their buggy for

Thursday evening prayer meeting.

"Pull up, Joe," the latter said excitedly, as she spied the boy advancing

towards them. "I do declare, there's Thomas Gray comin' up the road. I

wonder if he's been expelled, or only suspended. I must find out, so's I

can tell the folks about it after meetin', an' go down an' comfort Mary

the first thing in the mornin' after I get them tomato plants set out. I

always thought Thomas was some steadier than Austin, but Burlington's a

gay place, an' he's probably got in with wild companions up there. Do you

suppose it's some cheap little show girl, or gettin' in liquor by express

from over in New York State, or forgin' a check on account of gamblin'

debts? I know how boys spend their time while they're gettin' educated,

you can't tell me. Or maybe he hasn't passed some examination. He never

was extra bright. Failed everything, probably.--Good-evenin', Thomas,

it's nice to see you back, but quite a surprise, it not bein' vacation

time or nothin'. I suppose everything's goin' fine at college, ain't it?"

Thomas had never loved Mrs. Elliott, and lately he had come as near

hating her as he was capable of hating anybody. He longed inexpressibly

to cast a withering scowl in her direction, and pass on without

answering. But his inborn civility was greater than his aversion. He

pulled off his cap and stopped.

"Yes, everything's all right--I guess," he said, rather stupidly. Then a

brilliant inspiration struck him. "I've been doing so well in my studies

that they've given me a few days off to come home. That doesn't often

happen--they made an exception in my case."

It was seldom that the slow-witted Thomas was blessed with one of

these flights of fancy. For a minute he felt almost cheered. Mrs.

Elliott was baffled.

"Do tell," she exclaimed. "It must be a rare thing--I never hear the like

of it before. I'm most surprised you didn't take advantage of such a

chance to go down to Boston an' see Molly. Didn't feel's you could afford

it, I suppose. I guess she's kinder lonely down there. She don't seem to

get acquainted real fast. You'd think, with all the people there _are_ in

Boston, she wouldn't ha' had much trouble, but then Molly's manner ain't

in her favor, an' I suppose folks in the city is real busy--must be awful

hard to keep house, livin' the way they do. I don't think much of city

life. The last time Joe an' I went down on the excursion, we see the

Charles River, an' the Old Ladies' Home, an' the Chamber of Horrors down

on Washington Street, but we was real glad to come home. There was

somethin' the matter with the lock to our suit-case, an' we couldn't get

it undone all the time we was there, but fortunately it was real warm

weather, so we really didn't suffer none. I thought by this time Molly

might have a beau, but then, Molly's real plain. If the looks could ha'

ben divided up more even between her an' Edith, same's the brains between

you an' Austin, 'twould ha' ben a good thing, wouldn't it? But then you

say you're gettin' on well now, an' in time some man may marry her, so's

he can set an' listen to her play when he comes in tired from his chores

at night. I've heard of sech things. An' then there's quite a bunch of

love-affairs in the family already, ain't there?"

"Yes," said Thomas angrily, "there is."

Mrs. Elliott was quick to mark his tone. She nudged her husband.

"Well, well," she said playfully, "Austin's cut you out, ain't he? Mr.

Jessup was in the race for a while, too, an' I thought he was runnin'

pretty good, but you know we read in the Bible it don't always go to the

swift. An' Austin may not get her after all--I hear there's several in

New York as well an' she might change her mind. I never set much stock in

young men marryin' widows myself. Seems like there's plenty of nice girls

as ought to have a chance. An' Sylvia's awful high-toned, an' stubborn as

a mule--I dunno's she an' Austin will be able to stick it out, he's some

set himself. I shouldn't wonder if it all got broke off, an' I'm not

sayin' it mightn't be for the best if it was. But I don't deny Sylvia's

real pretty an' generous, an' I like her spunk. I was tellin' Joe only

yesterday--"

"I'm afraid I'm keeping you from meeting," said Thomas desperately, and

strode off down the road.

The barn--the beautiful new barn that Sylvia had made possible and that

had filled his heart with such joy and pride--was still lighted. He

walked straight to it, and met Peter coming out of the door. Peter

stared his surprise.

"Where's my brother?" asked Thomas roughly.

"Mr. Gray ben still in the barn vorking. It's too bad he haf so much to

do--he don't get much time mit de missus--den she tink he don't vant to

come. I'm glad you're back, Mr. Thomas. I vas yust gon in to get ve herd

book for him. I took it in to show Edit' someting I vant to explain to

her, and left it in ve house. Most dum."

"You needn't bring it back. I want to see him alone."

Peter nodded, his bewilderment growing, and disappeared. Thomas flung

himself down the long stable, without once glancing at the row of

beautiful cows, his footsteps echoing on the concrete, to the office at

the farther end. The door was open, and Austin sat at the roll-top desk,

which was littered with account books, transfer sheets, and pedigree

cards, typewriting vigorously. He sprang up in surprise.

"Why, Thomas!" he exclaimed cordially. "Where did you drop from? I'm

awfully glad to see you!"

"You damned mean deceitful skunk!" cried the boy, slamming the door

behind him, and ignoring his brother's outstretched hand. "I'd like to

smash every bone in your body until there wasn't a piece as big as a

toothpick left of you! You made me think you didn't care a rap about

her--you said I wasn't worthy of her--that I was an ignorant farmer and

she was a great lady. That's true enough--but I'm just as good as you

are, every bit! I know you've done all sorts of rotten things I never

have! But just the same this is the first time I ever thought that

you--or any Gray--wasn't _square_! And then you write me a letter about

her like that--as if she'd flung herself at your head--_Sylvia_!"

Austin's conscience smote him. He had never seen Thomas's side before;

and neither he nor any other member of the family had guessed how much

their incessant teasing had hurt, or how hard the younger brother had

been hit. In the extremely unsentimental way common in New England, these

two were very fond of each other, and he realized that Thomas's

affection, which was very precious to him, would be gone forever if he

did not set him right at once.

"Look here," he said, forcing Thomas into the swivel chair, and seating

himself on the desk, ignoring the papers that fell fluttering to the

floor, "you listen to me. You've got everything crooked, and it's my

fault, and I'm darned sorry. I never told you I cared for Sylvia, not

because I wanted to deceive you, but because I cared so everlasting

_much_, from the first moment I set eyes on her, that I couldn't talk

about it. No one else guessed either--you weren't the only one. The

funny part of it is, that _she_ didn't! She thought, because I steered

pretty clear of her, out of a sense of duty, that I didn't like her

especially. Imagine--not liking Sylvia! Ever hear of any one who didn't

like roses, Thomas? But I never dreamed that she'd have me--or even of

asking her to! As to throwing herself at my head--well, she put it that

way herself once, and I shut her up pretty quick--you'll find out how to

do it yourself some day, with some other girl, though, of course, it

doesn't look that way to you now--but I can't give you that treatment! I

guess I'll have to tell you--though I never expected to tell a living

soul--just how it did happen. It's--it's the sort of thing that is too

sacred to share with any one, even any one that I think as much of as I

do of you--but I've got to make you believe that, five minutes

beforehand, I had no idea it was going to occur." And as briefly and

honestly as he could, he told Thomas how Sylvia had come to him while he

was making his bonfire, and what had taken place afterwards. Then, with

still greater feeling in his voice, he went on: "There's something else I

haven't told any one else either, and that is, that I can't for a single

instant get away from the thought that, even now, I'm not going to get

her. I know I haven't any right to her and I don't feel sure that I can

make her happy--that she can respect me as much as a girl ought to respect

the man she's going to marry. I certainly don't think I'm any worthier of

her than you--or as worthy--never did for a minute. I _have_ done lots of

rotten things, and you've always been as straight as a string--and you'd

better thank the Lord you have! When you get engaged you won't have to go

through what I have! But you see the difference is, as far as Sylvia and

you and I are concerned"--he hesitated, his throat growing rough, his

ready eloquence checked--"Sylvia likes you ever so much; she thinks

you're a fine boy, and that by and by you'll want to marry a fine girl;

but I'm a man already, and young as she is, Sylvia's a woman--and God

knows why--she loves me!"

Austin glanced at Thomas. The anger was dying out of the boy's face, and

unashamed tears were standing in his eyes.

"A lot," added Austin huskily. Then, after a long pause: "Won't you have

a whiskey-and-soda with me--I've got some in the cupboard here for

emergencies, while we talk over some of this business I was deep in when

you came in? There are any number of things I've been anxious to get your

opinion on--you've got lots of practical ability and good judgment in

places where I'm weak, and I miss you no end when you're where I can't

get at you--I certainly shall be glad when you're through your course,

and home for good! And after we get this mess straightened out"--he bent

over to pick up the scattered sheets--"we'd better go in together and

find Sylvia, hadn't we?"

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