CHAPTER IX

Uncle Mat made a determined effort to persuade Sylvia to return to New

York with him; and though he was not successful, he was not altogether

discouraged by her reply.

"I _have_ been thinking of it," she said, "but I promised Mrs. Gray

I'd stay here through the winter, and she'd be hurt and disappointed

now if I didn't; besides, I don't feel quite ready for New York myself

yet. I realize that I've remained--nearly long enough--and as soon as

the warm weather comes, I'm going to have my own little house

remodelled and put in order, and move there for the summer. It'll be

such fun--just like doll's housekeeping! Then in the fall--I wont

promise--but perhaps if you still want me, I'll come to you, at least

until I decide what to do next."

"Come now for a visit, if you won't for the rest of the winter."

"Not yet; by spring I'm afraid I'll have to have some new clothes--I've

had nothing since I came here except a fur coat, which arrived by

parcel post! Sally wants to go away in the Easter vacation, and if you

can squeeze us both into your little guest-room, perhaps we'll come

together then."

"You're determined to have some sort of a bodyguard in the shape of your

new friends to protect you from your old ones?"

"Not quite that. I'll come alone if you prefer it," said Sylvia quickly.

"No, no, my dear; I should be glad to have Sally. How about Austin, too?

He could sleep on the living-room sofa, you know, and that would make

four of us to go about together, which is always a pleasant number.

Thomas would be home at that time, and Austin could probably leave more

easily than at any other."

"Ask him by all means. I think he would be glad to go."

Austin was accordingly invited, and accepted with enthusiasm. Uncle

Mat found him in the barn, where he was separating cream with the

new electric separator, but he nodded, with a smile which showed all

his white teeth, as his voice could not be heard above the noise of

the machine.

"Indeed, I will," he said heartily, when the current was switched off

again. "How unfortunate that Easter comes so late this year--but that

will give us all the longer to look forward to it in! I hate to have you

go back, Mr. Stevens, but I suppose the inevitable call of the siren city

is too much for your easily tempted nature!"

Mr. Stevens laughed, and assented. "How that boy has changed!" he said

to himself as he walked back to the house. "He fairly radiates

enthusiasm and wholesomeness. Well, I'm sorry for him. I wish Sylvia

would leave now instead of in the spring, in spite of her promises and

scruples and what-not. And I wish, darn it all, that she were as easy to

read as he is."

Austin's existence, just at that time, seemed even more rose-colored than

Uncle Mat could suspect. The day after Christmas he pondered for a long

time on the events of the night before, and gave some very anxious

thought to his future line of conduct. At first he decided that it would

be best to avoid Sylvia altogether, and thus show her that she had

nothing to dread from him, for her sudden fear had been very hard to

bear; but before night another and wiser course presented itself to

him--the idea of going on exactly as if nothing had happened that was in

the least extraordinary, and prove to her that he was to be trusted.

Accordingly, assuming a calmness which he was very far from feeling, he

stopped at her door again before going upstairs, saying cheerfully:

"Tell me to go away if you want to; if not, I've come for my first

French lesson."

Sylvia looked up with a smile from the book she was reading. "Entrez,

monsieur," she said gayly; "avez-vous apporté votre livre, votre cahier,

et votre plume? Comment va l'oncle de votre ami? Le chat de votre mère,

est-il noir?"

Austin burst out laughing at her mimicry of the typical conversation in a

beginner's grammar, and she joined him. The critical moment had passed.

He saw that he was welcome, that he had risen and not fallen in her

regard, though he was far from guessing how much, and opening his book,

drew another chair near the fire and sat down beside her.

"You must have some romances as well as this dry stuff," she said, when

he had pegged away at Chardenal for over an hour. "We'll read Dumas

together, beginning with the Valois romances, and going straight along in

the proper order. You'll learn a lot of history, as well as considerable

French. Some of it is rather indiscreet but--"

"Which of us do you think it is most likely to shock?" he asked, with

such an expression of mock-alarm that they both burst out laughing again;

and when they had sobered down, "Now may we have some Browning, please?"

So Sylvia reached for a volume from her shelf, and began to read aloud,

while Austin smoked; she read extremely well, and she loved it. She went

from "The Last Duchess" to "The Statue and the Bust," from "Fra Filippo

Lippi" to "Andrea del Sarto." And Austin sat before the fire, smoking and

listening, until the little clock again roused them to consciousness by

striking twelve.

"This will never do!" he exclaimed, jumping up. "I must have regular

hours, like any schoolboy. What do you say to Monday, Wednesday, and

Friday evenings, from seven-thirty to ten? The other nights I'll bend my

energies to preparing my lessons."

"A capital idea. Good-night, Austin."

"Good-night, Sylvia."

There were, however, no more French lessons that week. The next evening

twenty young people went off together in sleighs, got their supper at

White Water, danced there until midnight, and did not reach home until

three in the morning. The following night there was a "show" in

Wallacetown, and although they had all declared at their respective

breakfast-tables--for breakfast is served anywhere from five-thirty to

six-thirty in Hamstead, Vermont--that nothing would keep them out of bed

after supper _that_ night, off they all went again. A "ball" followed the

"show," and the memory of the first sleigh-ride proved so agreeable that

another was undertaken. And finally, on New Year's Eve the Grays

themselves gave a party, opening wide the doors of the fine old house for

the first time in many years. Sylvia played for the others to dance on

this occasion, as she had done at Christmas, but in the rest of the

merry-making she naturally could take no part. Austin, however, proved

the most enthusiastic reveller of all, put through his work like chain

lightning, and was out and off before the plodding Thomas had fairly

begun. Manlike, it did not occur to him to give up any of these

festivities because Sylvia could not join in them. For years he had

hungered and thirsted, as most boys do, for "a good time"--and done so in

vain. For years his work had seemed so endless and yet so futile--for

what was it all leading to?--that it had been heartlessly and hopelessly

done, and when it was finished, it had left him so weary that he had no

spirit for anything else much of the time. Now the old order had, indeed,

changed, yielding place to new. Good looks, good health, and a good mind

he had always possessed, but they had availed him little, as they have

many another person, until good courage and high ideals had been added to

them. He scarcely saw Sylvia for several days, and did not even realize

it, they seemed so full and so delightful; then coming out of the house

early one afternoon intending to go to the barn to do some little odd

jobs of cleaning up, he met her, coming towards him on snowshoes, her

cheeks glowing, and her eyes sparkling. She waved her hand and hurried

towards him.

"Oh, _Austin_! Are you awfully busy?"

"No, not at all. Why?"

"I've just been over to my house, for the first time--you know in the

fall, I couldn't walk, and then I lost the key, and--well, one thing

after another has kept me away--lately the deep snow. But these last few

days I got to thinking about it--you've all been gone so much I've been

alone, you see--so I decided to try getting there on snowshoes--just

think of having a house that's so quiet that there isn't even a _road_ to

it any more! It was quite a tramp, but I made it and went in, and, oh!

it's so _wonderful_--so exactly like what I hoped it was going to

be--that I hurried back to see if you wouldn't come and see it too, and

let me tell you everything I'm planning to do to it?"

She stopped, entirely out of breath. In a flash, Austin realized, first,

that she had been lonely and neglected in the midst of the good times

that all the others had been having; realized, too, that he had never

before seen her so full of vitality and enthusiasm; and then, that,

without being even conscious of it, she had come instinctively to him to

share her new-found joy, while he had almost forgotten her in his. He was

not sufficiently versed in the study of human nature to know that it has

always been thus with men and women, since Eve tried to share her apple

with Adam and only got blamed for her pains. Austin blamed himself,

bitterly and resentfully, and decided afresh that he was the most utterly

ungrateful and unworthy of men. His reflections made him slow in

answering.

"Don't you _want_ to come?"

"Of course I want to come! I was just thinking--wait a second, I'll get

my snowshoes."

"I'm going to tear down a partition," she went on excitedly as they

ploughed through the snow together, "and have one big living-room on the

left of the front door; on the right of it a big bedroom--I've always

_pined_ for a downstairs bedroom--I don't know why, but I never had one

till I came to your house--with a bathroom and dressing-room behind it;

the dining-room and kitchen will be in the ell. I'm sure I can make that

unfinished attic into three more bedrooms, and another bathroom, but I

want to see what you think. I'm going to have a great deep piazza all

around it, and a flower-garden--and--"

She could hardly wait to get there. Her enthusiasm was contagious. Austin

soon found himself making suggestions, helping her in her plans. They

went through every nook and corner of the tiny cottage; he had not

dreamed that it possessed the possibilities that Sylvia immediately found

in it. They stayed a long time, and walked home over fields of snow which

the sinking sun was turning rosy in its glowing light. That evening

Austin came for his lesson again.

By the second of January, the last of the visitors had gone, and the old

Gray place was restored to the order and quiet which had reigned before

the holidays began. Mrs. Gray was lonely, but her mind was at ease. She

had been watching Austin closely, and it seemed quite clear to her that

Uncle Mat was mistaken about him. The idea that her favorite son was

going to be made unhappy was quickly dismissed; and in her rejoicing over

the first payment on their debt at the bank, and in the new position of

importance and consequence which her husband was beginning to occupy in

the neighborhood, it was soon completely forgotten. The succeeding months

seemed to prove her right; and the all-absorbing interest in the family

was Mr. Gray's election to the Presidency of the Cooperative Creamery

Association of Hamstead, and his probable chances of being nominated as

First Selectman--in place of Silas Jones, recently deceased--at March

Town Meeting.

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