CHAPTER XVI.

THE GOOD SHEPHERD.

MISS SEABROOK did not come that afternoon, and her bust had to be

set aside to await her pleasure for its completion. Wilfred was not

permitted to make his engagement an excuse for any relaxation from

toil. Antonio had appeared very pleased to know that Wilfred and Ida

were betrothed, but when he had expressed his sanction and uttered

tender wishes for their future, he intimated to Wilfred that he had

better return to the studio and work whilst the light lasted. Wilfred

went reluctantly enough, and in the days that followed, he thought it

hard that neither Ida nor her father seemed to wish for more of his

company than they had been wont to enjoy.

Wilfred was engaged upon work which taxed his skill to the utmost;

nothing less than giving the final touches to the marble Psyche. He

strove hard to do justice to his master’s fine conception, and the

result was a work of art which attested the genius of Antonio Nicolari.

The exquisite ethereal grace of the delicately moulded figure, the pure

beauty of the upturned face, with its rapt, adoring gaze, the lovely

hands and arms, the perfection which marked every detail, were such as

only power of the highest order could produce.

Ida would not listen to Wilfred when he told her that the beauty of

the statue did not equal the beauty of the original. Such a speech was

excusable from a lover, but she knew well that though the features were

modelled from her own, her father had idealised the countenance and

glorified it with a beauty not of earth. As she looked at it, Ida could

not help weeping to think that this, her father’s greatest work, must

be his last.

And there were tears in Antonio’s eyes as he laid his trembling hand on

the statue which he could not see, and listened to the eager, faltering

tones in which Ida tried to tell him how beautiful it was. Bitter,

beyond words to express, was his sense of loss as he stood there in his

blindness, powerless to effect another stroke with chisel. Oh for one

moment of sight in which to gaze on his loved work!

“No, no, Ida, it is not perfect,” he said sorrowfully. “If I could but

look on it, I should see something to alter or to add, some touch that

is needed to complete the harmony or more fully develop the meaning of

the work. But it is vain to think of it. I am powerless now.”

The anguish in his tones pierced Ida’s heart. It was seldom such

words escaped him. The artists and connoisseurs who flocked to the

studio when it was known that a fresh masterpiece was on view there,

were amazed to see in what calm, philosophic fashion Antonio Nicolari

endured his affliction.

“I cannot understand Nicolari,” said a young artist to a friend,

as they were leaving the sculptor’s house. “Such an enthusiast for

work as he was, sparing himself neither night nor day, I should have

thought this misfortune would have driven him half mad, but he seems as

resigned to sit in darkness as if he had been blind from his birth. I

could not have believed that he would take the thing so tamely.”

“Tamely, do you call it?” returned the other, an older and more

experienced man. “To me there is something inexpressibly grand in

Nicolari’s resignation. I always thought him allied in spirit to the

old Greek heroes, and now I am sure that he is. Only a brave heroic

spirit is capable of such resignation, such grand self-compression. I

tell you, young man, it takes courage of the highest kind to endure

a trial like Nicolari’s without breaking into wild rebellion against

fate. It is touching to see how Nicolari withdraws his thoughts and

hopes from self, and concentrates them on Ormiston’s future.”

“What do you think of Ormiston’s work?” inquired the younger man. “Will

he ever do anything worth doing?”

“I dare not prophesy,” was the reply. “Ormiston is clever, some of his

things are very well conceived, but I fear he’s too lazy, too unstable,

to do anything great.”

“You think he lacks the capacity for taking infinite pains which is

said to constitute genius?”

“Yes, and he is too well off. An easy, luxurious life rarely produces

work or the best kind. Art is spiritual, and 'the flesh lusteth against

the spirit.’ Plain living and high thinking may not be inseparable, but

it is certain that they consort well.”

One day Ida took Mrs. Tregoning into the studio to see the Psyche.

She admired it warmly. “I know little of Art, and am not in the least

fitted to pronounce upon sculpture,” she said, “but I see, I feel, that

this is perfect. Even a child would be conscious of its loveliness. I

wish Theodore could see it. Would you be afraid for him to come?”

“Afraid?” repeated Ida, looking puzzled. “Oh, for fear of infection,

you mean. I should not be in the least afraid of that, for I know he

would take every precaution. Do tell him that we should be happy to see

him.”

“Thank you, dear,” said Mrs. Tregoning. “But now will you run and put

on your hat? For your father says that he will spare you to me for an

hour. I am going to drive to Westminster, and should be glad of your

company. If you have not yet seen your father’s sculpture of the Good

Shepherd, we might look into St. Cuthbert’s as we pass.”

“Oh, I should be glad to do so,” said Ida, eagerly; “I have been

longing to see that sculpture, but have had no opportunity of getting

so far.”

In a few minutes, Ida was ready, and they drove from the house.

“I have a word to say to you, Ida, now that we are alone,” said Mrs.

Tregoning. “Your father has told me of your engagement. I hope you will

be very happy, dear. No friend cares more for your happiness than I do,

both for your own and for your mother’s sake.”

A hot flush dyed the girl’s cheeks as she became aware to what Mrs.

Tregoning was alluding, but ere that lady’s words came to an end, the

colour had faded, and Ida’s face was remarkably pale.

“You are very kind,” she said tremulously.

“I know so little of Mr. Ormiston that I cannot judge whether he is

worthy of you,” continued Mrs. Tregoning, “but your father tells

me he is very clever, and will be a great sculptor some day, so I

suppose, since your father seems pleased, that it must be a matter for

congratulation. You care a great deal for him, of course, Ida?”

“Yes,” faltered Ida, “Wilfred is very kind. I have known him all my

life, and I have always been fond of him.”

“Then it has been an understood thing for some time, I suppose,” said

Mrs. Tregoning. “You might have given me a hint of it, Ida. As your

mother’s friend, could you not have trusted me?”

“I would have told you had there been anything to tell,” replied Ida,

with deepening confusion, “but I did not know—it came so suddenly.”

“Oh, well, I can forgive you,” said Mrs. Tregoning, smiling, and

imagining that Ida’s confusion could have but one explanation. Yet, as

she observed the girl, she felt some wonder. What a weary look Ida’s

young face wore!—Not at all the look of one into whose life a new joy

had come.

They alighted at the old-fashioned Church of St. Cuthbert, standing

in a back street, and forsaken now by the fashionable world which in

former times had gone in state to worship there. Mrs. Tregoning led

Ida to a wall at the left of the chancel, from which stood out the

bas-relief of the Good Shepherd.

For some minutes Ida gazed on it without saying a word, though her

face showed that she was greatly moved. Mrs. Tregoning left her, and

strolled away to another part of the church. When she came back, Ida

was kneeling in one of the pews, with her face hidden in her hands, and

her friend turned away again. Presently, as she lingered at the end of

the church, reading the mural tablets or examining the quaint carvings,

she saw Ida coming towards her.

“Well, Ida,” said Mrs. Tregoning as they met, “what do you think of it?”

“It is beautiful,” said the girl, with tears in her eyes. “Come and

look at it. Oh, surely he believed in the Good Shepherd when he did

that. It is impossible to think otherwise.”

“Yes, he must have felt differently when he worked at that,” said Mrs.

Tregoning; “your mother was living then, and her influence over him was

strong. Oh, it is indeed beautiful!”

It was; and it was more than beautiful. The old, old subject, the

Shepherd bearing in His arms the sheep which had been lost, was imaged

not only with the best skill the sculptor’s hand could command, but

with all the power of mind and heart that he could bring to bear on

it. The mingling of majesty and tenderness, of love and strength, in

the face divinely grand yet truly human, could not fail to touch every

Christian heart. It seemed to Ida, as she noted the care with which

every detail was wrought, the beauty of the hands which clasped the

sheep, and the love and pity expressed by form and attitude as well as

by the features of the Shepherd, that her father in working at this

must have been inspired by the glory of that truth, the first we teach

to little children, for it has power to comfort their childish sorrows

and allay their childish fears, and that to which the spirit clings at

the last as it passes through the valley of the shadow of death—the

love of the Good Shepherd who laid down His life for the sheep.

“Oh!” said Ida, turning suddenly to Mrs. Tregoning. “This is beyond

comparison the finest thing my father has ever done.”

“I think it the best I have seen,” replied Mrs. Tregoning, “but you

know I am no judge.”

Ida would fain have lingered longer in the church. She was surprised

when Mrs. Tregoning told her how late it was getting.

“Indeed it is time to go,” she exclaimed; “father will wonder what has

become of me.”

He had wondered why she was gone so long, but he made no complaint when

she came in, though the time had been tedious as he awaited her return.

“Father, I am sorry to be so late,” said his daughter, gently, putting

her arm about his neck as she bent to kiss him. “Mrs. Tregoning has

taken me to St. Cuthbert’s Church, and I have seen your sculpture of

the Good Shepherd. It was that kept me so long.”

“Ah, have you seen that?” he replied, surprise and some keener emotion

thrilling his voice as he spoke. “What led you to go there?”

“Mrs. Tregoning wished me to see it; she remembered my mother showing

it to her years ago. I wish I had known of it before—it is so lovely.

Why did you never tell me it was there?”

Antonio did not reply to that question. “So you call it lovely,” he

said.

“Most lovely,” said Ida, warmly. “Father, it is the grandest thing you

have ever done. It is far above the Psyche.”

“No, no, it cannot be!” he cried, with pain in his voice. “Why, it is

twenty years since I did that. Do you mean to tell me that I have made

no progress, that I have attained to nothing higher during those years?”

“I do not mean that,” said Ida; “you may have gained in skill, in

'technique,’ but, father, you have conceived nothing nobler than the

Good Shepherd. Surely you must have believed in Jesus when you wrought

that sculpture?”

“I thought so, perhaps,” said Antonio, his voice betraying that he was

deeply moved, “but it was your mother’s faith, not mine, which inspired

that work. I caught somewhat of her enthusiasm, I suppose. She thought

it my greatest work, and you think like her because you too believe in

Christianity. Am I not right, Ida?”

“Yes, father,” she answered with deep emotion, “I too desire to be

a Christian, a follower of Christ. Oh, it was not my mother’s faith

only, you must have believed in Christ when you did that work. You who

have always taught me that Goodness is the highest Beauty, and that

we ought to seek it wherever it may be found, you must have felt the

beauty of that sublime life, and the grandeur of that death of willing

self-sacrifice.”

He was silent, and after a pause Ida went on:

“Father, the ideal beauty for which we yearn in our noblest moments is

no vain dream; it lives, it breathes, it shines forth in the face of

Jesus Christ. He is altogether lovely. All we have hoped or dreamed of

good, of power, of beauty is found in Him, and more than all. Ah, if

you could see His beauty as I see it, and I see it but imperfectly!”

Antonio did not reply immediately. He sat with his grey head resting

on his hand and his eyes closed, apparently unmoved by his daughter’s

fervent words, but his firm lips had quivered for a moment as she

spoke, and now he was saying to himself, “It might be her mother’s

voice—just such words as she used to say. Can it be that religious

emotion is transmitted from mother to child?”

“Child,” he said at last, and his tone was grave and even solemn; “you

speak with the joy of one who has found new truth. It may be that the

vision you see is indeed the vision of God. I do not know; my eyes are

sealed from that vision. But what to you seems so new and wonderful is

no new thing to me. I have always said that the life of the Founder of

Christianity was most noble, and His ethics pure. In my early life, I

was taught all the Christian doctrines, and yet—I am not a Christian.”

“I know little of the doctrines,” said Ida, simply—“I do not want to

talk of them, but—oh, father, I do want you to see the Man—the Man

Christ Jesus!”

“But I am blind,” he replied, with the saddest meaning in his play upon

the word.

“Jesus gives sight to the blind,” said Ida. Then with a swift impulse,

she added—“Father, you say that the life is noble, I wish you would

let me read you some of the records of that life. You do not know how

beautiful they are.”

“You shall read me whatever you please, dear child,” said her father,

tenderly. “But the Gospels are not new to me; you must not expect that

they will influence me as they do you.”

Ida was satisfied that he was willing to hear them. She trusted that

the simple words of truth would not be without their power over him.

That very evening she began to read the Gospel of St. John to her

father.

Some days later Theodore Tregoning appeared at Cheyne Walk. His visit

was to the studio, but when he had seen and admired the sculptor’s last

work, Wilfred brought him upstairs to the drawing-room, where were

Antonio and Ida. The old man had a warm welcome for Tregoning, whom he

held in high esteem. For a while they discussed the Psyche, and from

that the talk turned on Art in general.

“I have been asking Mr. Ormiston what will be the subject of his next

work,” said Tregoning, “but he does not seem quite to know.”

“I have almost made up my mind to try the subject you, sir, suggested

to me the other day,” said Wilfred, turning to Antonio—“Œdipus and

Antigone, if you and Ida would sit for me.”

Antonio shook his head and smiled sadly. “That was but a jest, Wilfred,

and a sorry jest. Neither Ida nor I are stoical enough so to make

profit of our misfortune. But if you wish to represent the calamity

of blindness, why not make a sculpture showing Jesus in the act of

anointing the eyes of the blind man with clay? However we may judge of

the New Testament narratives, it is certain that they give to Art many

a heart-stirring theme.”

Wilfred stared at his master, amazed to hear from him such words as

these. Ida’s lips were trembling, but a glad light had come into her

eyes. It was Tregoning who replied to the remark.

“That is true indeed,” he said. “It seems to me that Art must ever draw

its highest inspiration from religion. I am reminded of what Charles

Kingsley says in one of his books—'Art is never Art till it is more

than Art; the Finite exists as a body of the Infinite, and the man of

genius must first know the Infinite, unless, he wishes to become, not a

poet, but a maker of idols.’”

Ida gave him a smile of ready sympathy. He had lent her several of

Charles Kingsley’s works, and she knew in what high admiration he held

this writer as a “practical man” and a man of science, who had exerted

himself strenuously in the cause of sanitary reform, and dared to

uphold “muscular Christianity.”

Antonio appeared to be disturbed by the words Tregoning had quoted. “A

maker of idols,” he murmured to himself; “a maker of idols!”

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