CHAPTER XXIX

One morning, several days after the annual meeting, Gus Briskow opened

the door between his and Gray's office and inquired, "Busy?"

The new vice-president of the Security National raised a preoccupied

face to the new president and said: "I'm never too busy to talk to you.

What is it?"

"Nothing! I'm just kinda lonesome; kinda tired of lookin' bright about

things I don't savvy." Gus seated himself and crossed his thin legs.

"Folks give an owl credit for bein' wise just because he keeps his

mouth shut. Prob'ly he's got nothing of interest to say."

"Perhaps. But you can say 'no,' Gus, and that's about all the average

banker is called upon to say."

"Um-m!" The elder man nodded reflectively. "I heard about a captain of

industry that allus smelled a pink when he did his heavy thinkin'. Now

me, I'm goin' in for bananas. I keep a bag of 'em in my desk. I 'most

killed myself on bananas when our first well came in--never thought I'd

be able to afford all I wanted. How's the bank?"

"Why, it's still here, as you see."

"I know. That's the remarkable part. I keep thinkin' it's goin' to

bust--I mean blow up an' disappear. I wake up nights dreamin' it's

gone. It's all right, is it?"

"Positively! I put an accountant at work on the books and he should be

ready to report any time now."

"No chance of Bell Nelson throwin' us out, is there? He's in Dallas

tryin' to stir up money--"

"Not a chance, unless you want him to do so; unless you're afraid we'll

make a failure of the business."

"_We?_" Gus smiled quizzically. "_You_ won't fail. Folks around town

are talkin' about how quick you're takin' hold, an' they're beginning

to think you'll make a better banker than the Nelsons. Funny, ain't it,

how easy reconciled folks is to losin' a coupla prominent citizens like

that? Looks like Bell an' Henry are about the only ones that take it

hard."

"The funny thing is"--Gray frowned, perplexedly--"they _don't_ take it

hard. At least, Henry doesn't appear to do so. That's what puzzles me.

No move of any sort--That's not like him."

Gus agreed to this. "I been expectin' him to cut some capers. That's

why I been hangin' around so steady."

"I know."

"Every time I peel a banana I peel an eye for Henry. I worry whenever

you go out alone."

The younger man rose and nervously paced the floor. "I'm completely

mystified," he admitted. "The whole affair has been a great

disappointment to me. I thought I'd sprung a coup, but--I'm at a

standstill. I'm stumped--checkmated."

"About that trouble between you an' him, eh? Why, we took your word for

that."

"Unfortunately, that didn't help me very greatly. Other people aren't

so easily convinced as you and Swope and Gage and Murphy. Damnation! I

thought my troubles were over."

"Well, your money troubles is over--"

"They're the smallest part. I'd go back and start all over again if I

could clean up that--that army record. It's a pretty flat triumph."

"Humph! Most triumphs is. A feller has a dream--a longin', an' he bows

his back an' works his life away tryin' to realize it. If he does, the

chances is he's disappointed. He finds he's kep' his back bent so long

he can't straighten it. Look at me--pore as dirt an' scarcely enough to

eat! I used to pray for a miracle; pray for money enough to do

something for Ma an' the children--for a thousan' dollars. Here I am,

president of a whole bank, but Ma's sick, Allie's miserable, an' I

can't sleep nights for fear I'll lose what I got!"

"Poverty wouldn't have helped Ma's health--"

"Oh, I ain't sayin' I'd trade!" Gus wagged his sandy head. "I get my

shoes shined every two hours because that bootblackin' stand is a nice

place to look at the bank from. I set there an' tell myself I'm

president of it! But that's the biggest dividend I've got, so far--five

shines a day an' all the bananas I can eat. 'Flat' is the word."

Gray smiled affectionately at the speaker. "At least Buddy is happy.

He's reaping his dividends, if I'm any judge."

"I figger he's in love again."

"Good heavens!" Gray paused in his restless pacing and turned an

expression of almost comic dread upon the father. "With that woman, eh?

Well, I refuse to interfere again. I haven't fully recovered from his

first infatuation for her."

"I can tell the boy's symptoms. I felt the same way when I was courtin'

Ma. I acted just like him."

"He has been trying to tell me something for a week, but I've been too

busy and too worried to listen."

Briskow's kindly face had settled into graver lines when next he spoke.

"You prob'ly wonder why I take it so easy. Well, I remember what you

told me once about judgin' people I don't know. Mebbe Allie was right,

too, when she said a little genuine happiness is worth all it costs.

Anyhow, if Buddy wants that woman, I won't say a word. She's turned out

pretty good, an' people speak well of her. Buddy's a man, an' some men

just _have_ to get married--the sooner it's over, the better for 'em.

He's like that. But what's more 'n all that, love between two young

people is a pretty sacred thing, an' when old folks keep interferin' it

seems to me they're settin' themselves up to be wiser than God. Ma's

folks didn't care much for me."

"I feel a rebuke in your words," Gray said; "and no doubt I've earned

it, for it has always been my weakness to rearrange the lives of those

I love. But--who am I, after all? If I were so divinely wise, why is my

own life what it is? When I marry, perhaps I shall have to ask B--ask

the girl to ignore in me things as--as disagreeable to think about as

those which Buddy will have to ignore in Margie's past. That boy, in

fact all you Briskows, have put me so deeply in your debt that I'm

afraid I shall have to conquer my meddlesome instincts." The speaker

looked up suddenly. "You'll never know, by the way, how deep is my debt

of gratitude. When a vainglorious, supersensitive man finds himself

under a cloud, it is pretty nice to know that there is somebody whose

faith is unshakable; somebody who needs no legal proof that

he's--Proof! Here I am, back again right where I was when you came in;

back to my own selfish concerns. I can't get away from them. What to do

next? The Nelsons are on their last legs. The loss of this bank will

certainly destroy what credit remained, and even a good well now would

scarcely tide them over. But--damn it, Gus, I can't kick a man if he

refuses to stand up! I can't beat a corpse!"

There came a rap at the door, and the accountant whom Gray had put to

work upon the bank's books entered. "I'd like to talk to you about this

report," the man began.

"Don't go," Gray said, as Briskow unfolded his legs and rose.

But the president of the Security National shook his head, saying:

"Bookkeepin' is all Choctaw to me. I saw one statement an' I thought

'liquid assets' meant that bottle of whisky Bell left in his desk."

"Mr. Gray," the auditor announced, when they were alone, "I wish you'd

ask somebody else to take this job off my hands."

"Why?"

"Well, somebody else could probably do it better." There was a pause.

"I've known Bell Nelson all my life--"

"That is why I engaged you. You've been over these books before." Again

there was an instant of silence, then into Gray's face there flashed a

curious alertness. "Come!" he cried, sharply. "What is it?"

"I'm sorry to be the one to--" The auditor shrugged. "If you insist on

an explanation, I suppose I shall have to tell you. Perhaps it's just

as well, anyhow. They say figures don't lie, but you and I know better.

I only wish they didn't."

"Have you caught them lying, here?"

"I have. And--it has made me rather ill. You'd better prepare yourself

for a shock."

It was nearly an hour later that Gray telephoned to Senator Lowe, the

bank's attorney, and to Bennett Swope, the latter being the only member

of the board available at short notice. This done, he wrote a note to

Henry Nelson. In spite of his effort to control his hand, it shook when

he signed his name, and on second thought he destroyed the missive.

There is something ominous about the written word. If Nelson grew

suspicious, he'd never come.

Gray stepped into Gus Briskow's office and asked him to call the former

vice-president, first, however, explaining exactly what he wished Gus

to say. The ruse succeeded; then Gray returned to his own office. He

drew a deep breath. Within him he felt a ferocious eagerness take fire,

for it seemed to him that the day of reckoning had come. Henry's

behavior was now easily understandable; the fellow was cringing,

cowering in anticipation of a second blow. Well, the whip was in Gray's

hands, and he proposed to use it ruthlessly--to sink the lash, to cut

to the bone, to leave scars such as Henry had left upon him. Nor was

that his only weapon. There was, for instance, Old Bell Nelson's honor.

If coercion failed, there were rewards, inducements. Oh, Henry would

have to speak! The Nelson fortune, or what remained for salvage from

the wreck thereof, the bank itself, they were pawns which Gray could,

and would, sacrifice, if necessary. His hunger for a sight of "Bob" had

become unbearable. Freedom to declare his overwhelming love--and that

love he knew was no immature infatuation, but the deep-set passion of a

full-grown man--was worth any price he might be called upon to pay.

Yes, Henry would speak the truth to-day or--for one of them, at least,

there would be an end to the feud.

Gray, too, kept a revolver in his desk. He removed it and placed it in

his pocket.

Buddy Briskow chose this, of all moments, to thrust his grinning visage

into the door and to inquire, "Got time for me now, Mr. Gray?"

"Not now, Buddy."

"When?"

"Why--almost any other time."

"I wouldn't bother you, but it's important and I--I promised a certain

party--" The youth's face reddened, his smile widened vacuously.

"Later, if you don't mind."

It was plain that Buddy did mind; nevertheless, he withdrew.

When Swope and Lowe arrived, Gray could with difficulty restrain

himself from blurting out the reason for his urgent summons, but he

contented himself by asking them to wait in the president's office.

Henry Nelson entered the bank with his head up, with a contemptuous

smile upon his lips and an easy confidence in his bearing. His hand was

outstretched toward the knob of Briskow's door, when the one adjoining

opened and, from the office he himself had so long occupied, Calvin

Gray spoke to him.

"Please step in here, Colonel."

Nelson recoiled. "No, thank you!" he said, curtly.

"Briskow and I are amateur bankers; there is a matter upon which we

need your advice."

"Indeed? Finding it isn't as easy to run a bank as a drilling rig? He

said you were out, otherwise--"

"Will you come in?"

Stiffly, reluctantly, as if impelled by some force outside of himself,

Nelson stepped within, but he ignored the chair that was proffered him.

Gray closed the door before saying: "The deception was mine, not

Briskow's. You prefer to stand? Um-m--I appreciate your feeling of

formality. I felt a bit ill at ease on the occasion of my first call

here, when our positions were reversed--"

"If you got me here just to be nasty--"

"By no means. Nevertheless, it gratifies my vanity to remind you that

you considered me a braggart, a bluffer, whereas--"

"I haven't changed my opinion."

"So be it. One matter, only, remains between us. I am about to ring up

on the last act of our little comedy."

"Theatrical, as always, aren't you?" Nelson's lip curled.

For a moment Gray stared at the speaker curiously; his tone had altered

when he said: "You're a better poker player than I thought. You're

almost as good a bluffer as I am. That, by the way, is probably the

last compliment I shall pay you."

"Come! I've no time to waste."

"You will soon have ample time--if not to waste, at least to meditate--"

"What do you mean by that?" The query came sharply.

"I've had an examination of the bank's books. That, as you will readily

understand, explains why I sent for you."

"Why--no. I don't--"

"I wondered how you and your father got the money to keep going so

long, for I discovered you were in a bad way even before I turned up.

It is no longer a mystery. When you and he, as directors of the

Security National, lent yourselves money, as individuals, you must have

realized that you were--well, arranging ample leisure for yourselves in

which to meditate upon the stringency of the banking laws--"

"Nonsense! That's n-nothing--nothing serious." Nelson's ruddy color had

slowly vanished; with uncertain hand he reached for the nearest chair,

and upon it he leaned as he continued, jerkily: "Irregular,

perhaps--I'll admit it was irregular, but--there's nothing _wrong_--Oh,

you'll make it look as bad as possible, I dare say! But you don't

understand the circumstances. Anyhow, father is getting it straightened

out; all he needs is time. We'll be able to handle it, all right. We're

good, you know, perfectly good--"

"You're broke! Everybody else knows it, if you don't. '_Irregular_'!

Ha! There's a choice of words!" The speaker laughed silently. "It is an

'irregularity' that carries with it free board and lodging at the

state's expense."

An incoherent protest issued from Nelson's throat. When next he managed

to make himself audible, his words were such as really to amaze his

hearer. "_I_ didn't do it," he cried, in a panic-stricken voice. "It

was father's idea! You had us crowded--there was no other way. I warned

him--"

"Wait a minute! You blame it on _him_?" Gray's inquiry was harsh,

incredulous. After a momentary pause his lips moved, but for once he

stammered, his ready tongue refused its duty. He exploded, finally,

with an oath; he jerked open a drawer in his desk. From his pocket he

removed his revolver, flung it inside, then jammed the drawer back into

place with a crash. "You--_rat_!" he exclaimed. He turned his back upon

Henry Nelson and made a circuit of the little room.

"It's a thing you and I can easily fix up," the latter feebly insisted.

"Now that personal matter of yours--Perhaps I could help you reopen it

somehow, clear it up."

"Ah! Indeed!"

"Give and take, I say. I'm willing to do anything I can, if--"

"There won't be any 'ifs'! No conditions whatever."

"Is that so?" Nelson flamed forth, in a momentary explosion of

resentment. "If you think I intend to stand the brunt of this, you're

crazy. I can't afford to figure in a scandal--banking scandal--like

this. I'm a young man. Bell has had his day. He's old. You can hush

this up. There are lots of ways to do that. Keep me out of it and--and

I'll do what's right by you; I'll do anything you say."

"You'll do that, anyhow," Gray replied, in a voice that grated. He

flung himself into his desk chair and, seizing pen and paper, he began

to write rapidly, shakily.

"I want to see what I'm signing," Nelson warned. A growl was his answer.

For an interminable time the only sound in the office was the

scratching of that pen. When at last it came to an end, Gray rose,

thrust the loose sheets into Nelson's hand, then, indicating the vacant

chair, said:

"Sign that!"

The wretched recipient of this curt command read the lines carefully.

He read them twice, thrice, for his mind no longer functioned clearly.

He raised a sick face, finally, and shook his head.

"Wouldn't I be a fool?" he queried.

"Listen, you--" Gray's body was shaking, his words were uneven. "I'm

sorry for Bell, but not for you. I'll never forget nor forgive what you

did to me. Nothing can undo that. Disgrace clings to a man. You're

going to get yours, now, and you can't squirm out of it, or lie out of

it, no matter how you try, for I sha'n't let you. You're ruined,

discredited, blown up, but--I don't think I want to send you to the

penitentiary. I'd rather see you walking the streets with dandruff on

your collar. I'd rather keep you to look at. Anyhow, you'll have to

sign that."

"If you'll guarantee to keep this bank matter quiet--if you'll protect

me, I'll sign. Otherwise, you can go to hell. We'll beat it out,

somehow. We can do it."

Inflexibly Gray asserted: "I'm going to turn you over, whether or no.

But I'll help Bell get the money to repay those loans. He'll probably

manage to save himself and--save you, too."

"I won't do it!" Nelson flung down the pen. "Not on those conditions.

You can't bulldoze me. It's your day to crow, but, I warn you, don't

push me too far."

Gray voiced an epithet. It was low pitched, but its explosive force,

the impelling fury back of it, fairly caused the room to vibrate. He

was white of lip, his rage had reached the foaming point.

"Don't make me lay hands on you--choke you into it," he cried,

hoarsely. "If you do, by God, I'll finish you!"

Like a man fighting some hypnotic influence stronger than his will,

Henry Nelson took up the pen and signed his name waveringly. The next

moment Gray smote the door to Briskow's office a heavy blow and, as it

flew open, he barked:

"Come in here! All three of you!" He stood aside as Gus, Bennett Swope,

and Senator Lowe entered. "Yonder is a statement which I want you to

read and witness. When you've done that, I'm going to tell you why

Henry Nelson signed it. The rest will be up to you."

It was midafternoon. Swope and Lowe had left the bank. Briskow drew a

deep breath and said, with genuine relief: "I'm glad _that's_ over. We

can handle the debt between us, an', after all, Old Bell's a pretty

good citizen. As for Henry, I s'pose he'll wiggle out of it, somehow. I

dunno as I'd of been so easy on him if I'd been in your place."

"I'll tell you why I was easy on him," Gray confessed. "I'm tired of

fighting; I'm worn out. I've won my point, and he'll carry the sort of

load I've been carrying. But there is this difference: for him there

will be no vindication at the end." Taking from his pocket Nelson's

statement, he stared at it, then slowly his face lightened. "I was

blind mad at first. I felt as if I couldn't keep my hands off him. It

was such a dirty trick he did me and so reasonless! He had no excuse

whatever for injuring me, Gus. However, I suppose most quarrels sprout

from tiny seeds. Well, I'm square with the game! I--I'm afraid, even

yet, that it's all a dream. I've wanted to yell--" The speaker

chuckled; the chuckle grew to a laugh. "There's magic in this document,

Gus, old boy. I've grown young all at once."

"You needn't of took it so hard. Us fellers would have stood by you if

you'd turned out to be a horse thief. Texas men are like that."

"You proved it. But that wasn't enough. A man's business associates

will frequently overlook a lot more than their wives and daughters will

overlook. There's a certain loyalty that doesn't apply outside of the

office." Gray rose and filled his lungs. "D'you know why I felt this

thing so keenly? Why I fought so long? Of course you don't, for I've

held out on you. Fact! I've held out on my partner--had a secret from

him. Now then, steel yourself for a surprise. I'm suffering from

Buddy's complaint, only ten times aggravated!"

"What?" Briskow stared up at the animated countenance above him. "You

thinkin' about gettin' _married_?"

"I'm thinking about nothing else. That's what ails me. Why, Gus, you've

no idea what a perfectly charming person I can be when--when I can be

what I am. I thought I was too old and too blase ever to become

seriously interested in a woman, above all in a girl, but--Do you

remember when Ma and Allie came to Dallas that first time? Something

happened about then to upset all my ideas."

Briskow's sun-parched face slowly lightened, his bright, inquisitive

eyes grew bluer, brighter. "I'm--mighty glad! I allus hoped--" He tried

to finish his sentence, then shook his head and murmured, huskily,

"Mighty glad!"

Here was a marvel, a miracle, for which he had never dared even hope.

He thought of Allie and a lump came into his throat. She had reached

the stars. His girl! he would be mighty glad, too--

Gray was speaking, and in his voice was a new, vibrant quality, a new

vigor. "Now you'll know why this is the biggest day of my life; why I

thought those men would never go. I'm shaking all over, Gus. You'll

have to run the bank for a while; I'm too young and irresponsible. I'm

going out to buy a hoop and a jumping rope and a pair of roller

skates." Again he laughed, boyishly; then, with a slap that knocked the

breath from Briskow's lungs, he walked lightly into his own office and

seized his hat.

For a long time the father sat at his big, empty desk, staring, smiling

into space. This would make Ma well. Money wasn't altogether a worry,

after all; it bought things that nothing else could buy--stars and--and

things.

From the expressions upon the faces Gray passed in leaving the bank, he

realized that his own must wear a grin; but, in spite of his dignified

effort to wipe it off, he felt it widening. Well, this was his day to

grin; his day to dance and caper. People were too grave, anyhow. They

should feel free to vent their joy in living. Why act as if the world

were a place of gloom and shadow? Why shouldn't they hop, skip, and

jump to and from business, if so inclined? He visualized the streets of

the city peopled with pedestrians, old and young, fat and thin, thus

engaged, and he laughed aloud. Nevertheless, it was a good idea, and

when he became mayor, or perhaps the junior Senator from Texas, he'd

advocate public playgrounds for grown-ups. "Bob" would help him put it

through. There was a girl who would never grow old. They would grow

young together. He caught sight of his reflection in a shop window and

slowed down his gait, telling himself that pending the time his new

idea was definitely planted it might be well to walk in the

old-fashioned manner. Men of substance, bankers, for instance,

shouldn't rush through the streets as if going to a fire; they

shouldn't dash over crossings and take curbstones as if they were

hurdles. It wasn't being done. No reason, however, why a banker

shouldn't throw his shoulders back and walk springily upon his toes.

When he beheld the familiar painted sign, "Tom and Bob Parker. Real

Estate and Insurance," he paused. The mere sight of the little wooden

building, the name, gave him an odd shortness of breath. It was weeks

since he had been here.

He realized of a sudden that he had brought nothing with him; no gift,

not even flowers. But there was enough to talk about. She'd forget

that. What a shower of gifts he would pour upon her--and upon Old Tom,

too! Good Old Tom! Tom had wanted to believe. Tom and he would be great

pals. They couldn't help being pals with just one thing, between them,

to love; one thing in all the world!

It was a disappointment to find the office empty, except for the father

himself, but Gray began with a rush, "Well, I told you I'd clear

myself, and--here I am, walking on air."

"You did it, eh? That's good news."

"We had a show-down at the bank. Henry Nelson and I locked horns

and--But here! Read what he signed. That cleans the slate. He'll do

anything further that may be necessary, officially. Where's "Bob"?"

"They're fishin' for a bit in one of your Avenger wells. She's out

there."

"So? I'd forgotten."

"Did you see--? Did Buddy have a talk with you? To-day, I mean?"

"Buddy? Oh, Buddy Briskow! I saw him for a moment only. She'll be back

soon, I dare say?"

Tom Parker stirred; it was a moment before he spoke, then it was with

apparent irrelevance that he said: "I'm sorry you and he didn't have a

good talk. 'Bob' asked him to see you--sent him there a-purpose." The

sight of Gray's smiling, eager, uncomprehending face caused the old

man's steady gaze to waver. He cleared his throat. "Buddy's a fine boy."

"Finest in the world! I claim responsibility for him, in a way. He's

part mine." Gray laughed; his eyes sparkled.

"Him and 'Bob' are out there together. They've been together a lot, Mr.

Gray. Both of 'em young, that-away--"

"Of course. I knew you'd both like--" Some quality in Tom's voice, some

reluctant evasiveness to his eyes, bore a belated message to the

younger man--snapped his chain of thought--dried the words upon his

lips. Into his eyes leaped a sudden, strained incredulity. Sharply, he

cried, "What do you mean?" Then, after an instant, "Why did he want to

see me?" The two men gazed squarely at each other for the first time.

"My God! Why--that's absurd! I--I brought him here. He's just a _boy_!"

"And she's just a girl, Mr. Gray."

The younger man shrank as if at a blow. He closed his eyes; he raised a

shaking hand to his face, which was slowly assuming the color of ashes.

"That's too--rottenly unfair!" he said, faintly. "I brought him

here--made a man of him. Of course he doesn't know--" His eyes opened;

eagerly he ran on: "Why, Tom, it's just the boy and girl of it! Puppy

love! You know how that is."

"I didn't notice how things was going till if was too late. We might as

well talk frankly, Mr. Gray. Prob'ly it's well you saw me first, eh?

Well, when I understood where they was heading, I worried a lot--after

what you said that day, understand? But those two! Pshaw! It was like

they had known each other always. It was like 'Bob's' mother and me

when we first met; her beautiful and fine and educated, and me rough

and awkward. Only Buddy's a better boy than I was. He's got more in

him. I s'pose all womenfolks have that mother feeling that makes 'em

yearn over the unlikeliest fellers." Parker looked appealingly at his

stricken hearer, then quickly dropped his eyes, for Gray's countenance

was like that of a dying man--or of a man suffering the stroke of a

surgeon's knife.

"After all, it's youth. You're a good deal older than 'Bob,' and I

s'pose you sort of dazzled her. She likes you. She thinks you're great.

You kinda thrill her, but--I don't believe she ever dreamed you was

actually--that you actually cared for her. You've got a grand way, you

know, and she ain't a bit conceited about herself. Why, I _know_ she

never figgered it that way, because she made Buddy promise to tell you

the first thing; sent him to the bank a-purpose, thinking you'd be so

glad on his account."

"Then they've--settled it between them?"

Tom nodded gravely. "She told me last night. And from the way she told

me, I know it's not just boy and girl love. She's been singing like a

bird all day. And Buddy! He's breathless. I know how he feels. I

couldn't draw a full breath for two weeks after 'Bob's' mother--"

Gray uttered a wordless, gasping cry. He moved unsteadily toward the

door, then paused with his hand upon the knob. Tom Parker was surprised

when, after a moment, he saw the man's shoulders shake and heard him

utter a thin, cackling laugh. "Time is a grim old joker, isn't he? No

way of beating him, none at all. Now I thought I was young, but--Lucky

I found you here and spared my vanity." He turned, exposing a face

strangely contorted. "You won't mention my foolish mistake, will you?

No use hurting the ones we love. You know how we feel--fatherly. That's

it, fatherly love. I was a silly old fool. They'll be happy. Young

people like that--" The speaker choked. "Young people--Well, _adios_,

old man!" He opened the door and walked blindly forth.

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