CHAPTER XVII

They sat side by side in the autumn sunshine, reading of places

drenched with blood,--Liége, Louvain, Charleroi, Mons, Cambrai,

Namur. The battle of the Marne was over. The prolonged battle of

the Aisne was at its height. Rod had commandeered every paper in the

camp. Page by page, column by column, they conned that incredible

account, piecing it out by inference, filling the terrible gaps by

vivid conjecture. There remained the primal fact that all Europe was

in arms, that men perished by thousands daily, that their own

countrymen were crossing the seas to fight.

"Phil's gone," Rod broke a long silence. "Says so here. He left for

Valcartier the other day."

He looked out over the inlet's benign face.

"He'd do that," he said absently. "They'd give him a command at

once. He's trained--went to Kingston."

He sat with hands clasped over his knees, silent, absent-eyed. And

Mary looked at him with a catch in her throat, filled with intuitive

foreboding. Words, of which each had a better command than falls to

most, failed them. They sat there wandering in the maze of their own

thoughts until the shrill whistle of the approaching steamer woke an

echo in the hills.

A day and a night on this slow-footed vessel brought them to

Vancouver. They passed through the Narrows at dusk, cleared Brockton

Point and stood up to the dusky wharves ranged below a vast haze of

reflected light. Roof signs twinkled in all the colored extravagance

electrical sign experts could devise. Looming high on a square

office building stood Grove's heraldry:

THE NORQUAY TRUST

Rod's upper lip drew in a curl. He could not exactly say why. It

was involuntary, instinctive. That sign offended him. The taxi that

wheeled them to the Vancouver Hotel passed the place, and Rod's lip

curled again at sight of the chaste illumination upon richly polished

mahogany revealed through immense windows of plate glass. Again in

their room that curious distaste for his brother's works came over

him at an advertisement of the Norquay Trust Company in one of the

evening papers he bought. It ran thusly:

Your country calls you. Before you go overseas put your affairs in

the capable hands of

THE NORQUAY TRUST COMPANY

Then he turned to the war news.

Wherever he went in the city for the next two days the war topic

hovered on men's lips. The streets wore the panoply of war in the

recruiting aspect. Troops drilled in parks, on playgrounds. Bands

marched abroad to stir men's blood. There was an edge of expectancy

in the air, for the _Leipsig_, the _Dresden_, the _Nuremberg_, and

two unknown battleships were loose in the Pacific. No one knew what

truth lay in the rumor that any hour might see their shells dropping

in the downtown section. There was nothing to stop them. They

outsteamed and outgunned any British Squadron in those waters.

Amid this ferment Rod walked the streets, bodily restless, uneasy in

his mind. For he had somehow none of the illusions about war that

carried many a young man lightly along the line of least resistance

in those hectic days. There was no glamor for him in a purely

military adventure.

He loved his native country. He was proud of it. It had bestowed

upon him a splendid heritage. He did not question a matter of duty.

With his temperament and traditions such a questioning was

impossible. But he revolted against being a pawn in the European

game. He could not muster up an excited, voluble hate of the enemy.

He did not respond so readily as some to the propaganda already

loosed so effectively. He wondered a little at the execration and

exhortation and invective that poured from the press, the pulpit, the

fulminations from every public speaker, the vixenish resolutions of

the women's societies. It was as if they were urging each other on

to a task for which few had much stomach. It perplexed Rod. If

one's country was at war, one must fight. That was plain to him as

two plus two. Why should all these non-combatants lash themselves

into such a fury over a European frontier, over the ancient feud

between the Teuton and the Gaul? It amounted to this in his mind: we

must fight because our statesmen have committed us to the task; but

we will not whip the German by foaming at the mouth. That's childish.

He met Andy Hall the second day. Before the _Province_ office on

Hastings Street there was always a crowd reading the bulletins posted

from time to time, studying the war map on which the positions of the

opposing armies were kept up to date by little flag-headed pins. The

curbstone Boards of Strategy functioned there. Knots of men held

heated discussion, or stood silently digesting news. There was a

sprinkling of the indifferent, the merely curious.

A man at Rod's elbow broke out:

"I'll go. Damn right I'll go--in the ranks of a regiment made up of

bankers, bond owners, and politicians. But I don't see them breakin'

their necks to sign up. Why should I? I never had nothin' but a

job, and poor ones at that. I ain't goin' to fight just for a job."

"Maybe you'll fight for that?" a voice taunted,--and with the words

came the sound of a blow, and then a scuffle and oaths. Rod turned

to look. The bystanders were parting two struggling men. Andy

Hall's freckled face glowed genially beside him.

"Even in these times the dissenter is with us," Andy indicated the

brawlers. "How are you?"

"So, so," Rod shook hands with the high-rigger. "Still working for

us? How did the strike pan out?"

"Oh, they got what they asked. I got fired as soon as old Handy

thought things had settled down. About two weeks later. I guess he

was afraid I might rib them up to ask for something else," Andy

smiled amiably.

"Oh, that was rotten," Rod sympathized.

"Fortunes of war," Hall observed lightly. "Don't do to criticize

your master's methods; not if you make your criticism so effective

that it costs them money. Then they say you're an agitator and they

can you off the job. The working man is mostly a sheep. The bosses

know that. When a fellow like me--who isn't a sheep, but who

understands and pities the sheep--sets out to show 'em how to get

better pasture, he either gets taken into the fold and becomes a

minor boss or he gets outlawed. Perfectly simple. You must not

disorganize a profitable industry by demanding better pay. Industry

doesn't like that."

"What do you think of this fracas across the pond?" Rod changed the

subject to one that was for him personally, at that moment, much more

important.

"Come and have a drink, and I'll tell you," Andy suggested.

They walked west to the Strand bar. Rod looked at his companion as

they stood ordering their liquor. The Strand was a far cry from the

usual haunt of the logger. He flourished in what Andy called the

"slave market" down on Cordova Street, a region of Semitic clothing

stores, cheap hotels, employment agencies where the woodsmen flocked

in hundreds, gathered in groups along the sidewalk, rioted in the

bars, or sought a job with empty pockets.

And Andy Hall was a logger from his head to his heels. That was his

trade, the only means of livelihood he ever practiced. But he did

not look the typical logger now. Apparently he did not follow the

average logger's cycle of a red-hot time in town as a reaction from

intensive labor in the woods.

"This fracas interests me more than you'd think, maybe," Andy

proceeded over his glass. "In the first place it was inevitable as

the result of the constant extension of spheres of influence--which

is merely a euphemism for control of certain markets. The world's

getting too small for the competitive system. Commercial interests

are bound to clash. Armies are the policemen of trade."

Rod smiled. It was not a new nor in any way revolutionary statement.

He had heard the same interpretation of world affairs, more subtly

expressed, in university classrooms.

"What's the navy?"

"The water patrol," Andy bantered.

"'Oh, the liner she's a lady

An' she never looks nor 'eeds.

The man o' war's 'er 'usband--'

"Out of the mouth of the greatest drum-beater in English letters I

answer you."

"It's a wonder you aren't away," Hall changed his tone abruptly.

"Your brother's gone. Or have you got better sense?"

"Sense? Is there any sense in a war?" Rod countered. "But we're in

it. If fellows like me won't go, who will?"

"You've said something," Andy replied quietly. "Leaving aside the

sordid causes of war, war itself is the most senseless pastime any

nation can engage in. There's a confusion of sentiments, a queer

mixture of anger and defiance, vindictive cravings for retaliation,

and hatreds that civilized men should have outgrown. An ingrowing

fever to see your own side win. Once the first gun pops, it doesn't

seem to matter _why_--any more than it matters to two men scrapping

what the scrap started over. What each wants is to whip the other.

But this particular war--commerce is at the bottom of it. You know

it. You're too wise not to know. Struggle for commercial supremacy

has started every war since the Crusades, and a few of the dynastic

rumpuses. This is a row over property rights, real or potential.

And as a member of the propertied class you have a vital interest in

it. The bird who started that fuss in front of the _Province_ wasn't

so far wrong. He has nothing to fight for--nothing worth fighting

for. You have."

"From a purely material point of view, certainly," Rod answered.

"But can't you see any more in it than that?"

"Should I?" Andy asked musingly. "Can there be an obligation of

service to one's country without one's country assuming some

obligation in return? And does one's country assume any obligation

toward such men as me? If it does I don't know what it consists of.

The man with nothing but his hands has few rights and no privileges.

What does the casual worker, the completely propertyless man receive

from his country that he should gladly cross the seas to die for it

on foreign soil? Can you tell me? I don't think you can. In that

sense one doesn't mean one's country geographically. These mountains

we call ours will stand unchanged, the forests will grow, the rivers

run to the sea, the salmon go up to the spawning grounds, the birds

will mate and sing, whether we win or the Germans, or if both sides

fight to the last man and the two races expire. So that really one's

country means Bill Jones and Sam Smith and Jack Robinson--human

society--the national unit. If Sam Smith, by skilful exercise of the

acquisitive instinct, acquires ownership of the hills and the forest,

and permits me and Bill Jones and Jack Robinson to work for him

whenever he can profitably use our labor, and has no responsibility

for our welfare at such times as he can't employ and pay us wages,

why should we shoot and kill, and be ourselves shot and killed in

defense of his hills and forests?

"That," Andy went on in his low, deliberate voice, "is one way of

looking at it, one way of putting it. I'm what they call a common

worker. So far as I know, my people have never been anything else

but workers, tied to a job because they knew nothing else. I've

never had anything but a job myself. I've dug up quite a lot of

assorted facts and a variety of knowledge out of books between hours

on the job. I've done quite a bit of thinking about what I've seen,

and heard and read. Every dollar I've ever had, the food I've eaten,

the clothes on my back--since I was nine years old I've earned 'em

all by sweat and aching flesh. By way of illustration I'll cite the

fact--with no personal reflection, you understand--that the Norquay

estate employed last year on its timber operations upward of three

hundred men. The net profits for the year run over two hundred

thousand dollars. That's what your country means to you. But that

means nothing to me. I have only myself, my energy, the strength of

my arms and a certain skill to sell. And you don't employ me because

I'm hungry or need clothes, or because I'm ambitious to better my

condition. Oh, no. You don't recognize me as having the slightest

claim on you for subsistence. You will only hire me at a wage where

my labor can be transformed into cash at a profit to yourself. In

slack times I can starve. It doesn't make any difference to you.

That attitude and practice is typical of the industrial system of

every civilized nation. I present you with the case of the

intelligent worker, when he analyzes his situation in and relation to

society. I ask you if we, who are the have-nots, should be proud and

glad--as they tell us we should be--to die for the perpetuation of

this state of affairs?"

Rod had an uncomfortable impression of the perfectly ordered and

smoothly moving world he knew being critically examined and condemned

by a dispassionate, impartial, and very acute intelligence. As Andy

Hall put it, there seemed no bond of common interest, of sentiment,

even of common justice to bind them together. Andy did not ask on

behalf of his class, nor of himself as an individual, "What is there

in it for us?" He only asked in moody accents, "Why should we, who

have only the shadow, sacrifice ourselves for those who have the

substance?"

Only a sophist could make other than one reply. And Rod was no

sophist. He was only an earnest and troubled youngster reacting to

the day and hour, according to the best traditions of the best of his

class. He felt that there was more to be said on the subject than a

laconic answer to Andy's "why?" There must be, or his world was a

sham, thriving on social usury, and patriotism was a farce. It did

not seem to Rod this could be possible. But he could not voice the

thing that was in him. It was an emotional certainty, not a reasoned

conviction. And he knew that as an impulsion to act the first was by

far the greatest driving force in all men.

"I don't know. A man,--each man--must answer that for himself," he

spluttered. "It's like this. We're all in the same boat. If

everybody stands on his rights and demands a readjustment of a faulty

arrangement of things before he will make a single defensive

move--we'll be whipped out of hand. In fact, it looks as if the

Germans had us staggering now. And I daresay two thirds of their

armies are made up of the working class of Germany--who seem to be

quite in accord with their masters' policy of conquest, or they

wouldn't put up such a corking fight. If you fellows as a class

refuse to meet them at their own game----" he threw out his hands in

an eloquent gesture.

"Hell, you think I'm so thick-headed I can't see both sides of the

fence?" Andy grunted. "I wasn't speaking for my own class. It's

speaking for itself every day--to the recruiting sergeant. I'm

speaking to you as a thinking, feeling individual who sees himself

being sucked into a whirlpool. I'm trying to point out to you in the

most rational manner possible what the real situation is. You can't

deny it. It exists. Why, if the bulk, even a working majority of

the damn fools that call themselves men, had a few glimmerings of

social and economic wisdom there wouldn't be any German or French or

Russian or British armies in the field. Only a few handfuls of

atavistic adventurers. I'm not by nature a humble, peaceful toiler.

I'd just as soon as not fight for anything that's worth fighting

for--and all the hard fighting isn't done with guns, either. All my

life I've seen the show run by arrogant, power-proud people who

aren't nearly so clever as they seem to be. They make a mess of

things too often to be really clever. And the rest of us growl and

knuckle down to our jobs. We're slaves, not so much to our masters,

as to our own inertia, our own lack of intelligence, slaves to the

common, well-nourished illusion that to get something for nothing is

the solution for all our difficulties. We merit contempt. No one

among the well-fed and the cultured who have never soiled their hands

with common work has more impatience with the bovine mass than some

of us who are of the mass. We lose faith in ourselves and our own

kind--but our masters never lose faith in us--in our docility to

fetch and carry. They know how to use us without our knowing how

it's done. They tell us now that the Germans threaten our lives, our

freedom, our country and its cherished institutions. That's true

enough. But we risk our lives daily in industry with very much less

freedom of choice in the matter than even primitive man had in

pursuing his food, clothing, and shelter. What cherished

institutions of ours are threatened that we should go five thousand

miles to fight in a quarrel between Russians, Germans and French?

"And still," Andy drummed on the polished bar with his finger tips,

"in spite of my reasoned convictions I find myself as much of a herd

animal as the rest. Logic tells me this row is the same old thing on

a larger scale--an affair in which the have-nots will do the fighting

as they do the work. But logic doesn't help me where I live, inside

of me, when I see fellows I know, fellows I like, getting ready to

go. The old tribal instincts that are stronger and deeper than

civilization and industry keep stirring up in me, nagging at me. The

flag--it's only a symbol. Patriotism, patriotic duty has only a

hollow sound when I hear the phrase used. And still--something gets

me--I don't know quite what it is--but it's there.

"It's a queer pass for me to come to," he finished whimsically.

"Wouldn't it be? Me to go and fight for things and people that I

don't believe in? Why should a man find his rational conclusions

upset by an emotion he can't define? I stood looking at the Gulf the

other day, and I thought how easy it would be for those German

cruisers that are reported off the West Coast to start slinging

shells in here. And the picture of 'em potting at us made me sort of

swell up and get all hot and angry inside. It's illogical and absurd

for me to feel that way about what's going on in Europe. And

still--there it is. Some of these days I'll find myself in the army

headed overseas. And I'll be wondering how in hell I got there.

How, I ask you, can a man who thinks as I do, _feel_ the way I do,

about this?"

But that was as difficult of answer as Andy's other question,--and

Rod was too deeply involved in a personal problem of his own, a

conflict between two powerful sets of feelings, to consider Andy's

psychological _impasse_. They had another drink and went about their

separate affairs.

For another forty-eight hours Rod stirred uneasily about the town.

He met his father by chance, talked with him briefly. He spent a

little time each day in one or the other of two clubs in which he

held membership. He and Mary went once to dinner at the home of a

classmate, married now and frankly unsettled by the war cloud. He

met other young men he knew. He missed a great many others, but he

knew where they were. He heard the one thing discussed in clubs, in

hotels, on the streets. People lived the war in public and private.

Rod wondered if they dreamed about it in their sleep, as he sometimes

did.

Between himself and Mary a singular constraint had arisen. It was as

if some impalpable substance enfolded them, sealing their lips upon

things they both felt and feared but could not embody in speech.

Where the unspoken thought had scarcely needed words, so perfect an

accord of mind had they attained, now each was locked in a separate

chamber of his soul, brooding inscrutably, wordlessly even when they

sat knee to knee by their room window or lay wide-eyed in the night,

flesh touching flesh, mute in the face of an ache to speak and be

understood.

Rod came in one evening after dusk. Mary had begun to dress for

dinner. She sat on the edge of their bed, hair down, a silver

slipper hanging idly from one hand. She looked at Rod when he came

in, a silent question, almost an appeal, and then her eyes dropped to

the floor.

"Dorothy is over from Victoria," she said tonelessly. "She

telephoned half an hour ago. Charlie has been offered a commission.

She's planning to go east with him and later across to London."

Rod sat down beside her, put his arms about her. His fingers stroked

her thick, soft hair.

"I have to go," he said quietly. "I've hammered it out for myself.

I can't keep out of it."

She laid her face against his breast. Her arms pressed tightly about

him. A little shudder shook her.

"Oh, Rod, Rod," she whispered. "I can't bear it. I've seen it

coming. We've just begun to live. And I'm going to have a baby."

He sat holding her close. She did not cry. She clung to him

silently. The slow heave of her bosom, the occasional shiver, that

desperate struggle for calmness, made him ache.

And he thought, with a slowly rising tide of bewilderment, of the

wholly inadequate preparation that had been bestowed upon them for

such a bitter sip of life's cup. For her a lonely childhood, an

education frugally achieved, and marriage. For him eighteen years of

a sheltered, tutored existence, four years of college, twelve months

in a logging camp, three months of inconceivable happiness--and the

war.

The Great War--which in five years was to bestow upon his country, at

the price of many lives and out-poured treasure, such priceless

victories as a scramble for oil and a squabble over debts!

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