CHAPTER XVIII. A GREAT DECISION

Months went by. In them Destiny made new drawings. With his mother,

Carnac went to paint at a place called Charlemont. Tarboe pursued his

work at the mills successfully; Junia saw nothing of Carnac, but she

had a letter from him, and it might have been written by a man to his

friend, yet with an undercurrent of sadness that troubled her.

She might, perhaps, have yielded to the attentions of Tarboe, had not an

appealing message come from her aunt, and at an hour’s notice went West

again on her mission of sick-service.

Politically the Province of Quebec was in turmoil. The time was drawing

near when the Dominion Government must go to the polls, and in the most

secluded cottage on the St. Lawrence, the virtues and defects of the

administration were vital questions. Voters knew as much of technical

law-making as the average voter everywhere, but no more, and sometimes

less. Yet there was in the mind of the French-Canadian an intuition,

which was as valuable as the deeper knowledge of a trained politician.

The two great parties in the Province were led by Frenchmen. The English

people, however, were chiefly identified with the party opposed to

Barode Barouche, the Secretary of State.

As the agitation began in the late spring, Carnac became suddenly

interested in everything political.

He realized what John Grier had said concerning politics--that, given

other characteristics, the making of laws meant success or failure for

every profession or trade, for every interest in the country. He had

known a few politicians; though he had never yet met the most dominant

figure in the Province--Barode Barouche, who had a singular fascination

for him. He seemed a man dominant and plausible, with a right-minded

impulsiveness. Things John Grier had said about Barouche rang in his

ears.

As the autumn drew near excitement increased. Political meetings were

being held everywhere. There was one feature more common in Canada than

in any other country; opposing candidates met on the same platform and

fought their fight out in the hearing of those whom they were wooing.

One day Carnac read in a newspaper that Barode Barouche was to speak at

St. Annabel. As that was not far from Charlemont he determined to

hear Barouche for the first time. He had for him a sympathy which, to

himself, seemed a matter of temperament.

“Mother,” he said, “wouldn’t you like to go and hear Barode Barouche at

St. Annabel? You know him--I mean personally?”

“Yes, I knew him long ago,” was the scarcely vocal reply.

“He’s a great, fine man, isn’t he? Wrong-headed, wrong-purposed, but a

big fine fellow.”

“If a man is wrong-headed and wrong-purposed, it isn’t easy for him to

be fine, is it?”

“That depends. A man might want to save his country by making some good

law, and be mistaken both as to the result of that law and the right

methods in making it. I’d like you to be with me when I hear him for the

first time. I’ve got a feeling he’s one of the biggest men of our day.

Of course he isn’t perfect. A man might want to save another’s life,

but he might choose the wrong way to do it, and that’s wrongheaded; and

perhaps he oughtn’t to save the man’s life, and that’s wrong-purposed.

There’s no crime in either. Let’s go and hear Monsieur Barouche.”

He did not see the flush which suddenly filled her face; and, if he had,

he would not have understood. For her a long twenty-seven years rolled

back to the day when she was a young neglected wife, full of life’s

vitalities, out on a junction of the river and the wild woods, with

Barode Barouche’s fishing-camp near by. She shivered now as she thought

of it. It was all so strange, and heart-breaking. For long years she

had paid the price of her mistake. She knew how eloquent Barode Barouche

could be; she knew how his voice had all the ravishment of silver bells

to the unsuspecting. How well she knew him; how deeply she realized the

darkness of his nature! Once she had said to him:

“Sometimes I think that for duty’s sake you would cling like a leech.”

It was true. For thirty long years he had been in one sense homeless,

his wife having lost her reason three years after they were married. In

that time he had faithfully visited the place of her confinement every

month of his life, sobered, chastened, at first hopeful, defiant. At the

bottom of his heart Barode Barouche did not want marital freedom. He had

loved the mad woman. He remembered her in the glory of her youth, in the

splendour of her beauty. The insane asylum did not destroy his memory.

Mrs. Grier remembered too, but in a different way. Her relations with

him had been one swift, absorbing fever--a mad dream, a moment of rash

impulse, a yielding to the natural feeling which her own husband had

aroused: the husband who now neglected her while Barode Barouche treated

her so well, until a day when under his beguilement a stormy impulse

gave--Carnac. Then the end came, instant and final; she bolted, barred

and locked the door against Barode and he had made little effort to open

it. So they had parted, and had never clasped hands or kissed again. To

him she was a sin of which he never repented. He had watched the growth

and development of Carnac with a sharp sympathy. He was not a good man;

but in him were seeds of goodness. To her he was the lash searing her

flesh, day in day out, year in year out, which kept her sacred to her

home. For her children’s sake she did not tell her husband, and she had

emptied out her heart over Carnac with overwhelming fondness.

“Yes, I’ll go, Carnac,” she said at last, for it seemed the easier way.

“I haven’t been to a political meeting for many years.”

“That’s right. I like your being with me.”

The meeting was held in what had been a skating-rink and drill-hall. On

the platform in the centre was the chairman, with Barode Barouche on

his right. There was some preliminary speech-making from the chairman.

A resolution was moved supporting Barouche, his party and policy, and

there were little explosions of merriment at strokes of unconscious

humour made by the speakers; and especially by one old farmer who made

his jokes on the spot, and who now tried to embalm Barouche with praise.

He drew attention to Barouche’s leonine head and beard, to his alert

eyes and quizzical face, and said he was as strong in the field of

legislation as he was in body and mind. Carnac noticed that Barouche

listened good-naturedly, and now and then cocked his head and looked up

at the ceiling as though to find something there.

There was a curious familiarity in the action of the head which struck

Carnac. He and his mother were seated about five rows back from

the front row on the edge of the aisle. As the meeting progressed,

Barouche’s eyes wandered slowly over the faces of his audience.

Presently he saw Carnac and his mother. Mrs. Grier was conscious of a

shock upon the mind of Barouche. She saw his eyes go misty with feeling.

For him the world was suddenly shut out, and he only saw the woods of

a late summer’s afternoon, a lonely tent--and a woman. A flush crept up

his face. Then he made a spasmodic gesture of the hand, outward, which

again Carnac recognized as familiar. It was the kind of thing he did

himself.

So absorbed was Barode Barouche that he only mechanically heard the

chairman announce himself, but when he got to his feet his full senses

came back. The sight of the woman to whom he had been so much, and who

had been so much to him for one short month, magnetized him; the face of

the boy, so like his own as he remembered it thirty years ago, stirred

his veins. There before him was his own one unacknowledged child--the

only child ever born to him. His heart throbbed. Then he began to speak.

Never in all his life had he spoken as he did this day. It was only

a rural audience; there was not much intelligence in it; but it had a

character all its own. It was alive to its own interests, chiefly of

agriculture and the river. It was composed of both parties, and he could

stimulate his own side, and, perhaps, win the other.

Thus it was that, with the blood pounding through his veins, the

inspired sensualist began his speech. It was his duty to map out a

policy for the future; to give the people an idea of what his party

meant to do; to guide, to inspire, to inflame.

As Carnac listened he kept framing the words not yet issued, but which

did issue from Barouche’s mouth; his quick intelligence correctly

imagined the line Barouche would take; again and again Barouche made a

gesture, or tossed his head, or swung upon his feet to right and left

in harmony with Carnac’s own mind. Carnac would say to himself: “Why,

that’s what I’d have done--that’s what I’d have said, if I had his

policy.” More than once, in some inspired moment of the speech, he

caught his mother’s hand, and he did not notice that her hand trembled.

But as for one of Barouche’s chapter of policy Carnac almost sprang to

his feet in protest when Barouche declared it. To Carnac it seemed fatal

to French Canada, though it was expounded with a taking air; yet as he

himself had said it was “wrong-headed and wrong-purposed.”

When the speech had finished to great cheering, Carnac suddenly turned

to his mother:

“He’s on the wrong track. I know the policy to down his. He’s got no

opponent. I’m going to stand against him at the polls.”

She clutched his arm. “Carnac--Carnac! You don’t know what you’re

doing.”

“Well, I will pretty quick,” he replied stoutly. “I’m out after him, if

they’ll have me.”

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