CHAPTER VIII. JOHN GRIER MAKES ANOTHER OFFER

“I’ve been keeping my eye on you, Tarboe,” John Grier said presently,

his right hand clutching unconsciously the statue which his boy had left

with him.

“I didn’t suppose you’d forget me when I was making or breaking you.”

“You’re a winner, Tarboe. You’ve got sense and judgment, and you ain’t

afraid to get your own way by any route.”

He paused, and gripped the statue closely in his hands.

Tarboe nodded. In the backwoods he had been without ambition save to be

master of what he was doing and of the men who were part of his world of

responsibility. Then John Grier had pulled him back into industry and

he had since desired to ascend, to “make good.” Also, he had seen Junia

often, and for her an aspiration had sprung up in him like a fire in a

wild place.

When he first saw her, she was standing in the doorway through which

Carnac had just passed. The brightness of her face, the wonder of her

eyes, the glow of her cheek, had made his pulses throb as they had never

throbbed before. He had put the thought of her away from him, but it had

come back constantly until he had found himself looking for her in the

street, and on the hill that led to John Grier’s house.

Tarboe realized that the girl was drawn towards Carnac, and that Carnac

was drawn towards the girl, but that some dark depths lay between. The

letter Carnac had just received seemed to him the plumbline of that

abyss. Carnac and the girl were suited to each other--that was clear;

and the girl was enticing, provoking and bewildering--that was the

modelling fact. He had satisfaction that he had displaced Carnac in this

great business, and there was growing in him a desire to take away the

chances of the girl from Carnac also. With his nature it was inevitable.

Life to him was now a puzzle towards the solution of which he moved with

conquering conviction.

From John Grier’s face now, he realized that something was to be said

affecting his whole career. It would, he was sure, alter his foot-steps

in the future. He had a profound respect for the little wiry man, with

the firm body and shrivelled face.

Tarboe watched the revealing expression of the old man’s face and the

motions of his body. He noticed that the tight grip of the hand on the

little statue of the riverman had made the fingers pale. He realized how

absorbed was the lumber-king, who had given him more confidence than

he had given to anyone else in the world. As near as he could come to

anyone, he had come to John Grier. There had been differences between

them, but he, Tarboe, fought for his own idea, and, in nine cases out

of ten, had conquered. John Grier had even treated Tarboe’s solutions

as though they were his own. He had a weird faith in the young giant. He

saw now Tarboe’s eyes fixed on his fingers, and he released his grip.

“That’s the thing between him and me, Tarboe,” he said, nodding towards

the virile bronze. “Think of my son doing that when he could do all

this!” He swept his arm in a great circle which included the horizon

beyond the doors and the windows. “It beats me, and because it beats me,

and because he defies me, I’ve made up my mind what to do.”

“Don’t do anything you’d be sorry for, boss. He ain’t a fool because

he’s not what you are.” He nodded towards the statue. “You think that’s

pottering. I think it’s good stuff. It will last, perhaps, when what you

and I do is forgotten.”

There was something big and moving in Tarboe. He was a contradiction. A

lover of life, he was also reckless in how he got what he wanted. If it

could not be got by the straight means, then it must be by the crooked,

and that was where he and Grier lay down together, as it were. Yet

he had some knowledge that was denied to John Grier. The soul of the

greater things was in him.

“Give the boy a chance to work out his life in his own way,” he said

manfully. “You gave him a chance to do it in your way, and you were

turned down. Have faith in him. He’ll probably come out all right in the

end.

“You mean he’ll come my way?” asked the old man almost rabidly. “You

mean he’ll do the things I want him to do here, as you’ve done?”

“I guess so,” answered Tarboe, but without conviction in his tone. “I’m

not sure whether it will be like that or not, but I know you’ve got a

son as honest as the stars, and the honest man gets his own in the end.”

There was silence for some time, then the old man began walking up and

down the room, softly, noiselessly.

“You talk sense,” he said. “I care for that boy, but I care for my

life’s work more. Day in, day out, night in, night out, I’ve slaved for

it, prayed for it, believed in it, and tried to make my wife and my

boys feel as I do about it, and none of them cares as I care. Look at

Fabian--over with the enemy, fighting his own father; look at Carnac,

out in the open, taking his own way.” He paused.

“And your wife?” asked Tarboe almost furtively, because it seemed to him

that the old man was most unhappy in that particular field.

“She’s been a good wife, but she don’t care as I do for success and

money.”

“Perhaps you never taught her,” remarked Tarboe with silky irony.

“Taught her! What was there to teach? She saw me working; she knew

the life I had to live; she was lifted up with me. I was giving her

everything in me to give.”

“You mean money and a big house and servants and comfort,” said Tarboe

sardonically.

“Well, ain’t that right?” snapped the other.

“Yes, it’s all right, but it don’t always bring you what you want. It’s

right, but it’s wrong too. Women want more than that, boss. Women want

to be loved--sky high.”

All at once Grier felt himself as far removed from Tarboe as he had ever

been from Carnac, or his wife. Why was it? Suddenly Tarboe understood

that between him and John Grier there must always be a flood. He

realized that there was in Grier some touch of the insane thing;

something apart, remote and terrible. He was convinced of it, when he

saw Grier suddenly spring up, and pace the room again like a tortured

animal.

“You’ve got great influence with me,” he said. “I was just going to tell

you something that’d give you pleasure, but what you’ve said about my

boy coming back has made me change what I was going to do. I don’t need

to say I like you. We were born in the same nest almost. We’ve got the

same ideas.”

“Almost,” intervened Tarboe. “Not quite, but almost.”

“Well, this is what I’ve got to say. You’ve got youth, courage, and good

sense, and business ability, and what more does a man want in life, I

ask you that?” Tarboe nodded, but made no reply.

“Well, I don’t feel as strong as I used to do. I’ve been breaking

up this last year, just when we’ve been knitting the cracks in the

building. What was in my mind is this--to leave you when I die the whole

of my business to keep it a success, and get in the way of Belloc, and

pay my wife so much a year to live on.”

“That wouldn’t be fair to your wife or your sons.”

“As for Carnac, if I left him the business it’d be dead in two years.

Nothing could save it. He’d spoil it, because he don’t care for it. I

bought Fabian out. As for my wife, she couldn’t run it, and--”

“You could sell it,” interrupted Tarboe.

“Sell it! Sell it!” said Grier wildly. “Sell it to whom?”

“To Belloc,” was the malicious reply. The demon of anger seized the old

man.

“You say that to me--you--that I should sell to Belloc! By hell, I’d

rather burn every stick and board and tree I’ve got--sweep it out of

existence, and die a beggar than sell it to Belloc!” Froth gathered at

the corners of his mouth, there was tumult in his eyes. “Belloc! Knuckle

down to him! Sell out to him!”

“Well, if you got a profit of twenty per cent. above what it’s worth it

might be well. That’d be a triumph, not a defeat.”

“I see what you mean,” said John Grier, the passion slowly going from

his eyes. “I see what you mean, but that ain’t my way. I want this

business to live. I want Grier’s business to live long after John Grier

has gone. That’s why I was going to say to you that in my will I’m

going to leave you this business, you to pay my wife every year twenty

thousand dollars.”

“And your son, Carnac?”

“Not a sou-not a sou--not a sou--nothing--that’s what I meant at first.

But I’ve changed my mind now. I’m going to leave you the business, if

you’ll make a bargain with me. I want you to run it for three years,

and take for yourself all the profits over the twenty thousand dollars

a year that goes to my wife. There’s a lot of money in it, the way you’d

work it.”

“I don’t understand about the three years,” said Tarboe, with rising

colour.

“No, because I haven’t told you, but you’ll take it in now. I’m going to

leave you the business as though you were going to have it for ever,

but I’ll make another will dated a week later, in which I leave it to

Carnac. Something you said makes me think he might come right, and it

will be playing fair to him to let him run himself alone, maybe with

help from his mother, for three years. That’s long enough, and perhaps

the thought of what he might have had will work its way with him. If it

don’t--well, it won’t; that’s all; but I want you to have the business

long enough to baulk Belloc and Fabian the deserter. I want you for

three years to fight this fight after I’m gone. In that second secret

will, I’ll leave you two hundred thousand dollars. Are you game for it?

Is it worthwhile?”

The old man paused, his head bent forward, his eyes alert and searching,

both hands gripping the table. There was a long silence, in which the

ticking of the clock upon the wall seemed unduly loud and in which the

buzz of cross-cut saws came sounding through the evening air. Yet Tarboe

did not reply.

“Have you nothing to say?” asked Grier at last. “Won’t you do it--eh?”

“I’m studying the thing out,” answered Tarboe quietly. “I don’t quite

see about these two wills. Why shouldn’t the second will be found

first?”

“Because you and I will be the only ones that’ll know of it. That shows

how much I trust you, Tarboe. I’ll put it away where nobody can get it

except you or me.”

“But if anything should happen to me?”

“Well, I’d leave a letter with my bank, not to be opened for three

years, or unless you died, and it would say that the will existed, where

it was, and what its terms were.”

“That sounds all right,” but there was a cloud on Tarboe’s face.

“It’s a great business,” said Grier, seeing Tarboe’s doubt. “It’s the

biggest thing a man can do--and I’m breaking up.”

The old man had said the right thing--“It’s a great business!” It was

the greatness of the thing that had absorbed Tarboe. It was the bigness

made him feel life could be worth living, if the huge machinery were

always in his fingers. Yet he had never expected it, and life was a

problem. Who could tell? Perhaps--perhaps, the business would always be

his in spite of the second will! Perhaps, he would have his chance to

make good. He got to his feet; he held out his hand.

“I’ll do it.”

“Ain’t it worth any thanks?”

“Not between us,” declared Tarboe.

“When are you going to do it?”

“To-night--now.” He drew out some paper and sat down with a pen in his

hand.

“Now,” John Grier repeated.

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