CHAPTER XVII.

AN UNCONVENTIONAL GUEST.

When Hubert Blake returned to Highgate after his hurried journey to

Scotland, it was evident to Sophy’s eyes that something had happened

to him. Before he went north he was bright and full of spirits. Now he

was listless, moody, and unsociable. If he had been his own master, he

would not have gone back to London at all. He would have set off at

once for another long, aimless tour. But he felt that something was due

to his uncle, and shortly after he left the Castle Farm, he made his

appearance without warning at Grove House.

‘Why didn’t you write and say you were coming?’ asked old Mr. Blake,

in his usual peevish tone.

‘Really, sir, I didn’t think of it. I didn’t suppose it mattered.’

‘One always likes to know when anything is going to happen,’ said the

old man, half offended at his nephew’s want of courtesy.

And Hubert, totally unconscious that he had given any offence,

sauntered out into the garden. Sophy was there, sitting on her

favourite garden-seat, and as Hubert came forward she rose to meet him,

with a smile on her face.

‘Well, Sophy,’ was his greeting, as he sat down beside her, ‘how have

you been getting on?’

‘Exactly as usual. And you?’

‘Oh, I? Well; I found that the matter I went to Scotland about had got

settled without my intervention, as things have a habit of doing if you

only let them alone. So I stayed a few days at the farm; and then I

came back. That’s all.’

‘You might have told us you were coming.’

‘So my uncle said to me. Perhaps it would have been more polite; but

what’s the use of making a fuss? My coming or going isn’t a thing of so

much importance.’

After that nothing was said for a minute or two; and Hubert, stooping

down, picked up a few pebbles, and began jerking them with his thumb

into the laurels.

‘Have you come back to town for the winter?’ asked Sophy at length.

‘I don’t know,’ said the other absently.

Sophy stole a glance at her companion.

‘I don’t think uncle will be able to make up his mind to go away at all

this autumn. I think it such a pity.’

To this Blake made no reply; he only went on pelting the bushes.

‘The Colmans called here yesterday,’ began Sophy once more. ‘They came

to tell us that Edmund Colman has taken a first-class.’

‘Most awful prig!’ murmured Hubert under his breath.

‘I am going to have three hundred snowdrop bulbs set in the

grass-borders in October,’ said Sophy, changing the subject. ‘Don’t you

think they will look very nice?’

‘I dare say.’

Sophy said no more; and Hubert got up to return to the house. As he

looked round before moving away, he was struck by the expression on

Sophy’s face, as she bent over her work, and he sat down again.

‘What’s the matter, Sophy? Have I offended you in any way?’

‘No.’

‘Is it because I didn’t write to say I was coming? Surely----’

‘Oh no; not at all.’

‘There is something. Don’t let us have a misunderstanding, for Heaven’s

sake. If I have hurt you, tell me frankly what it is.’

‘It is only this,’ said Sophy, gathering courage, ‘that our old

relations seem to have changed entirely. Before you went away you used

to be interested in our little doings. Now you don’t care at all. We

don’t seem to belong to the same family now. You tell us nothing about

yourself. You go away for two years, and----’

Sophy stopped suddenly.

‘Oh, dear me!’ Hubert groaned within himself; but when he spoke his

tone was kind and gentle.

‘The fact is, Sophy, I’m spoiled for want of something to do. It would

do me all the good in the world to be forced to earn my bread as a

day-labourer for twelve months. But I haven’t the pluck to do it.’

‘You have your profession,’ said Sophy.

‘I’m sick of it. Everything seems so dull and tasteless, as if nothing

were really worth anything. I’m tired of my life--tired of myself, I

suppose, that is. Do you never feel like that?’

Sophy sighed inaudibly, and made no reply.

‘I’ve a great mind to put twenty pounds in my pocket, go to New York,

and try to make a living there somehow. I suppose I’d fail: and I don’t

see that it would very much matter. Nothing does matter very much, does

it?’

‘Not if one lives for one’s self,’ said Sophy.

She feared she had said too much, but her companion did not seem to

notice it.

‘By the way,’ he said after a pause, ‘that young cousin you’ve heard me

speak of, Alec Lindsay, has just come up to town. I ought to be civil

to him. He’s not a bad sort of fellow--a little countrified, that’s

all. He gives one the feeling of there being a good deal in him, that

will come out some day. Do you mind my asking my uncle if I may invite

him to come here and dine some evening?’

‘Of course I don’t mind. I shall be very pleased to see him.’

‘I’m afraid you won’t find him amusing. He’s very simple and outspoken.

In fact, he is one of those fellows who don’t need to be outspoken.

His face always tells you what he is thinking of before he opens his

lips.’

At this point a servant came in and intimated that Mr. Blake was tired

of his own company, and Hubert and Sophy went into the house together.

Some days passed before Blake could procure Alec’s address by means of

a letter to the farm; and then he asked his Scotch cousin to dinner.

It was a new experience for Alec. Everything at Grove House seemed

daintier, more delicate, and more precise than what he had been

accustomed to. Never in his life had he seen so much money and trouble

lavished upon the petty details of existence; never had he seen the art

of comfortable living carried to such perfection.

When the little party adjourned to the drawing-room after dinner, this

impression was strengthened. The soft low seats, the thick carpet--for

Mr. Blake would not tolerate stained boards and Eastern mats--the

softly shaded and tinted lights, the delicate china, all helped to

produce the effect. The young Scotchman felt too big, too strong and

awkward, for these luxurious surroundings.

Sophy could scarcely tell what to make of her guest. She liked him; she

liked his frank, open face, and his unconventional, unaffected manners;

she liked his strong northern speech. But she hardly knew how to talk

to him. He had no idea of the art of saying little polite nothings for

the sake of keeping conversation going.

‘You have only come south lately?’ she asked, with a smile.

‘Only ten days ago.’

‘And how do you like London?’

‘What do you mean by London?’

Sophy was naturally at a loss for an answer, and Alec went on:

‘London means so many things. The houses are very mean-looking.’

‘But the people?’ asked Sophy, hiding her amusement under a

conventional smile. ‘How do you like them?’

‘They are very smart,’ answered Alec, speaking with great deliberation,

‘and quick in all they do, and selfish, and always in a hurry; and they

think that London is all the world.’

‘You have seen some of the sights, I suppose?’

‘Yes. I went to the National Gallery to see the pictures. Some of them

I couldn’t make anything of. But some of them were simply splendid. And

Westminster Abbey! I never saw anything like it!’

‘You admired the Abbey, then?’

‘It is--oh! I can’t find words to tell you what I thought of it! It

provoked me so, to see the stupid people going about with their faces

as calm as if they were going to dinner, or staring at one lump of a

monument after another. It seems as if it were alive, and knew how

beautiful it is. The columns seem never tired of springing up, and up,

and up, as if they would reach to heaven; and yet they are satisfied

when they join each other in a perfect arch. Who built it? Who imagined

it?’

‘I’m sure I don’t know, Mr. Lindsay,’ said Sophy, glancing to Hubert

for information. He had been watching Sophy, amused by her wonder at

the boy’s enthusiasm.

‘It was built by the Benedictines, I believe,’ said he.

‘I thought nothing could be finer than Glasgow Cathedral till I saw

Westminster,’ said Alec simply.

‘Have you a cathedral at Glasgow? I thought you were all Presbyterians

in Scotland,’ said Sophy.

‘Oh, a very fine one,’ said Hubert, answering for his cousin--‘small,

but a good specimen of its era. And the crypt is particularly good, the

finest in Britain, I believe.’ (This gratified Alec immensely.) ‘And

what did you think of St. Paul’s? You have seen St. Paul’s, I suppose?’

‘I liked the outside; at least, it seems very grand. And when I first

went under the dome I felt as if I had been on the top of a mountain.’

‘When you went to the top of the dome, the stone gallery, I suppose you

mean,’ said Sophy.

‘No; when I went under the dome.’

‘I understand you,’ said Hubert. ‘It gives you something of the same

sense of space and vastness.’

‘But there’s very little beauty about it,’ continued Alec. ‘It’s big,

and that is about all. It’s nothing to be compared with Westminster.’

‘Will you give us some music, Sophy?’ asked Hubert, moving towards the

piano.

Sophy could play well--she had plenty of time for practice--and she

chose one of Beethoven’s sonatas.

‘Do you like that?’ she asked at the end of the first movement, turning

to Alec.

He shook his head.

‘I dare say it’s very beautiful, but I don’t understand what it means

in the least. I don’t care for it.’

‘Frank, at least,’ murmured Sophy to herself, as she turned over

the leaves of her music-book. Then she began to play the ‘Moonlight

Sonata,’ and at the end of the second movement she stopped again. ‘Do

you like that any better?’ she asked.

Alec did not answer at once, and she rose from her seat, a little

piqued at what she thought his rudeness. But Blake saw that he was

trying to steady his voice before replying.

‘Would you be so kind, if you don’t mind the trouble,’ he said in a

very low tone, ‘as to play that piece over again, from the beginning?’

Sophy consented, of course, and as she finished she asked Alec if he

would care to hear anything else.

‘Not just now, please; anything else would sound coarse after that,

wouldn’t it?’

‘Perhaps you are right,’ said Sophy, with a smile.

‘How happy you must be, to be able to play all that whenever you like!’

exclaimed Alec.

‘Do you think so? It is a very easy passage,’ said Sophy, again a

little at a loss how to answer her unconventional guest.

‘Will you give us a song now?’ asked Hubert.

But unfortunately Sophy chose one or two drawing-room songs of no

musical character whatever; and as Alec thought them very poor, he was

so much occupied in trying to find something to say that would not

be absolutely rude, that he forgot to thank the performer; and Sophy

noticed the omission.

‘Well, what do you think of the young Scotchman, Sophy?’ asked Hubert

on his return to the drawing-room, after Alec had taken his leave.

Sophy raised her eyebrows, and dropped the corners of her mouth.

‘I hardly know,’ she replied. ‘He is very unconventional; not

commonplace certainly. I rather like him. He has fine, expressive

eyes. But he has no manners.’

‘That will come in time,’ said Hubert, stifling a yawn. ‘You can’t

expect fine manners from a farmhouse.’

Hubert was right. As the months went on Alec unconsciously learned to

adapt his manners to those of the Londoners. He lost, in part, the

roughness of his Scottish speech; and he insensibly acquired a more

polished and conventional style of address. He visited not infrequently

at Grove House, even when Blake was no longer to be found there; and

Sophy began to take quite a strong liking for him.

‘Take care, Sophy,’ said Hubert one day laughingly, as he noticed what

good friends the two had become; ‘take care, or Alec’s _beaux yeux_

will be too much for you.’

Sophy turned away; and Hubert thought she looked hurt, he didn’t know

why.

Alec had been at Messrs. Hatchett’s office for some months, when one

day, as he passed through the outer office, Beattie came downstairs

with a small sheaf of papers in his hand.

‘Where’s MacGowan?’ he asked sharply.

‘He’s not come down to-day yet, sir,’ answered one of the other clerks.

‘I believe he’s not very well.’

Beattie made no reply, but his face wore a very ugly look as he turned

and left the room.

‘’E’ll get the sack _this_ time, and no mistake,’ Alec overheard one of

the clerks say to another, as he went out.

He went on to Lincoln’s Inn, and on his way back to the office he

met MacGowan coming, apparently, away from the office, with a very

miserable expression of countenance. He looked, indeed, a pitiable

object, even more dilapidated than usual, while his pale face and

trembling hands showed that he had not yet recovered from the effects

of his last drinking-bout. Over his arm hung a tattered coat, in which

he had laboured at the desk for the last six years.

This garment he changed to his left arm on Alec’s approach, and held

out his right hand.

‘Fareweel, Maister Lindsay,’ said the poor fellow, with an air half

sad, half comical. ‘They’ve gien me the sack. That’s the result o’

bein’ conveevial. Weel. It’s a wide warl, an’ a chancey; but we’ll

maybe foregather[3] again some day. Ye’ve been a guid freen’ to me,

Maister Lindsay. As for that sma’ maitter o’ the five shillin’s ye lent

me--perhaps ye’ll allow me--tae----’

The sentence was artistically constructed. It was capable of being

turned into an offer of repayment or a request that the matter might

be allowed to stand over for a time, according as circumstances might

direct; and it was accompanied by the production of an extremely shabby

leathern purse, which evidently was but scantily furnished.

‘Oh, never mind, never mind,’ said Alec hastily. ‘Any time will do for

that--when you get rich. But has Mr. Hatchett really turned you away?’

‘Aye; or raither that stuck-up deevil, Wullie Beattie. But I’ll be even

wi’ him yet; him and his scunnersome[4] pride!’

‘Have you any prospect of finding another situation?’ asked Alec.

The other slowly but decisively shook his head.

‘What will you do, then?’

For answer MacGowan carefully emptied his purse into his left palm, and

took one or two coins out of the tiny heap.

‘I owe this to my landlady,’ he said, referring to the two sovereigns

in his right hand.

There were only three or four left.

‘And is that all you have between you and----’

MacGowan nodded.

‘Stay here a minute,’ said Alec, after a moment’s thought. ‘I’ll see if

I can make your peace for you. I can but try.’ And without waiting for

MacGowan’s thanks he went on with quick steps to the office.

‘So you have dismissed MacGowan,’ said Alec as soon as he reached the

managing clerk’s room.

‘Yes; lazy, drunken vagabond that he is!’ said Beattie spitefully.

‘I told him that I should not advise Mr. Hatchett to look over this

offence; so I suppose he took that as equivalent to a dismissal.’

‘But he will starve! He can’t find another place without a character

for steadiness; and he has only got three or four pounds in the world.’

‘What’s that to me?’

‘Beattie, I wish you would give the poor fellow another chance,’ said

Alec, after a pause. ‘You have only to say nothing of his absence,

and it will never be noticed; or if you do mention it, say a word in

excuse, and I’m sure Mr. Hatchett would never think of dismissing him.’

‘Probably not,’ said Beattie drily.

‘Then why won’t you do it?’

‘Because I don’t want a drunken impertinent fellow like that about the

place. And I don’t see why _you_ need trouble yourself about him;’ and

Beattie turned again to his papers with something like a sneer on his

face.

This was all that was needed to set Alec’s blood in a flame. He took

a step or two forward, his eyes in a blaze, his hands involuntarily

clenched at his side.

‘Then you prefer to be my enemy rather than my friend?’ he said,

between his teeth.

Beattie looked up in astonishment.

‘What do you mean?’ he asked.

‘Only that I count no man my friend who refuses me so small a favour.’

And Alec looked as if he meant to have his way, whether it pleased Mr.

William Beattie or not.

Beattie was half inclined to laugh in the other’s face, and yet he was

impressed in spite of himself. In one moment he had mentally run over

the circumstances again. It was one of his maxims never to make an

enemy if he could help it. Was it worth while making an enemy of young

Lindsay? True, he saw no way in which Lindsay could injure him--things

were rather the other way. But he might be a rich and influential man

some day. He might have it in his power to refuse a request from _him_,

or to advance his interests. These things passed through the managing

clerk’s mind in less than a second.

‘Oh, if you put it in that way, Lindsay, to oblige you--I don’t mind

looking over it this time. But you’d better tell him this is his last

chance. And I wish you would let me have the draft of Sir Joseph

Wilson’s settlement to-night if you can.’

Alec, who was secretly a little ashamed of his own vehemence, muttered

a few words of thanks; and, going to his own room, scribbled on a

piece of paper, ‘Come back to your old seat, and say nothing about

it.--A. L.’ This he sent on to MacGowan by one of the clerks in the

outer office.

‘It doesn’t matter,’ said Beattie to himself, as Alec left him; ‘the

creature’s sure to break out again in a month or two, so it comes very

much to the same thing.’

As Alec left the office that night he found himself overtaken by

MacGowan.

‘Oh, Mr. Lindsay, sir!’ cried MacGowan, ‘I just canna thank ye ava’!’

‘There’s no need for that,’ said Alec; ‘but I may as well say this--I

shan’t be able to stand your friend another time; I shall not, indeed.

And I very much fear that if you misbehave again, Mr. Beattie will turn

you away for good and all.’

‘I dare say, but I’ll no gie him the chance. I’ll swear to you I’ll

keep sober, Mr. Lindsay. I’ll swear’t to you on my Bible oath. I ken

fine what gar’d him pack me awa’. The ither clerks ca’ed us “The Twa

Scotties,” him and me; and he didna like it.’

‘Well, I’m glad things have gone all right. Good-night,’ said Alec,

quickening his pace.

Before he had gone much farther he met Hubert Blake.

‘By the way,’ said Blake, when they had exchanged greetings, ‘do you

know whom I saw the other day in Regent Street--an old friend of

yours--that young lady who used to stay with your uncle--what was her

name?’

‘You mean Miss Mowbray,’ said Alec quietly.

He spoke in his ordinary tone, but he could not prevent the quick blush

mounting to his forehead.

After a few unimportant sentences Blake bade Alec good-night. A smile

was on his lips as he turned away.

‘Poor fellow!’ he said to himself, ‘so he has not forgotten her!’

FOOTNOTES:

[3] Meet.

[4] Disgusting.

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