CHAPTER XV

AT THE FIFIELDS’

The Fifields were the oldest family in Farmdale, and lived in the most

pretentious house. Rose had greatly admired the old home with its

high-pillared porch set behind tall hedges of prim cedar, and a view of

the interior only increased the feeling. To her eyes the claw-footed

tables and tall bedsteads with canopy tops were most imposing; and the

dimly lighted, seldom used parlor with its real lace curtains, its

carpet laid in great wreaths of roses, its gilt-framed mirror, and

its damask upholstered, mahogany furniture, was a really magnificent

apartment, including as it did the family portraits, and Miss Eudora’s

girlish efforts at painting on velvet.

Rose’s position in the family had been the subject of some discussion,

for Eudora Fifield had all her life sighed for a maid arrayed in a

white cap and apron, and it had been one of her numerous grievances

that of the array of independent spirited help who had filed in and out

of the Fifield kitchen one and all had flatly refused to conform to

such usage.

“But Rose,” she argued, “has been brought up in a city, where the

manners of the lower classes are so different. Why, when I visited Aunt

Morgan in Albany, her servants treated me with a deference you never

see here. Her parlor-maid always brought in the callers’ cards and the

letters on a salver; perhaps she would be willing to do that.”

Jane Fifield gave a snort, “As long as Nathan brings your letters in

his coat pocket and hands them to you, and we haven’t a caller once

a month, I think you won’t have much use for a salver. Besides the

Blossoms make her one of the family, and Mrs. Blossom particularly said

that she should never consent to her going to any place where she would

not be taken an interest in, but simply thought of as a little drudge.”

Miss Eudora drew a little sigh at the vanishing of the cap and salver,

but quickly caught herself as she remembered the dish-washing. “Well,”

she admitted, “I suppose it’s better to concede some points than not

have her come at all.”

* * * * *

“I wonder,” suddenly spoke Silence Blossom as she sat basting the

facing on a skirt the day after Rose left, “how Rose is getting on at

the Fifields’, and if she has heard anything yet about Eudora’s visit

to Albany? I don’t believe I’ve seen her any time since that she hasn’t

made some reference to it. I have often wondered what she would have

done if she hadn’t made that visit.”

“But you know,” urged Mrs. Patience, “she and Jane both live such

monotonous lives, with hardly an interest outside themselves, how can

they help but go over the same thing again and again?”

“I can tell one thing that would have happened if Eudora had not made

that Albany visit,” remarked Mrs. Blossom, who from an adjoining room

had overheard the conversation, “she would have been a happier woman

to-day. She came back from that taste of city life completely out of

tune with everything and everybody in Farmdale, and she has never got

in tune since.”

“I am afraid,” observed Grandmother Sweet placidly, “that thee is

sitting in judgment on thy neighbors.”

“La, Grandmother,” and Miss Silence’s brisk, heartsome laugh rippled

out, “a body can’t help having opinions, though I don’t always express

mine outside the family. And you know what we said of Jane and Eudora

was true.”

“I know,” admitted Grandmother Sweet with a sigh, “though we ought to

look even at truth with the eyes of charity. But I have a hope that the

coming of a fresh young life, like Rose’s, into the Fifield home, if

only for a season, will bring a fresh interest and brightness with it.”

* * * * *

As for Rose, she had been but a little while with the Fifields till

she began to realize the difference between that and the Blossoms.

Especially was she quick to notice the petty friction, the note of

jarring discord, that made up the atmosphere at the Fifields’. What one

wanted another was sure to object to, what one said was immediately

disputed; the sisters nagged Mr. Nathan, and he in turn nagged his

sisters. No doubt at heart they loved each other, but the delicate

consideration for each other’s wishes, and the gentle courtesy of

affection, that so brightened the Blossom home was wholly absent here.

Another thing she could not but see was the prevailing tone of

discontent. Though the lives of Miss Fifield and Miss Eudora were

much easier than those of Miss Silence and Mrs. Patience, the one was

always complaining of the dullness of Farmdale, and the other making

bitter reflections on life in general. Had Rose come directly from Mrs.

Hagood’s all this might have escaped her notice, but her stay in the

white cottage with its sweet-spirited inmates had given her a glimpse

of a different life, an ideal that would always linger with her.

As the two houses were not the length of the green apart Rose was a

frequent visitor at the Blossoms’. “Did your plants freeze last night?”

she asked as she came in one afternoon. “Miss Eudora lost some of

her very prettiest ones. She says it was because Mr. Nathan didn’t

fix the fire right, and he says it was because she didn’t put the

window down tight. They were quarreling over it when I came away, and

yesterday they disputed all day whether the meat bill came in Tuesday

or Wednesday.”

“There, there, Rose,” interrupted Mrs. Blossom, “you are a member of

the Fifield family now, and have no right to repeat or we to listen to

anything you may see or hear there.”

Grandmother Sweet laid down her knitting, “As thee goes through life,

Rose, thee will find many people whose lives seem not to be ordered by

the law of love; at such times always remember that silence is not only

the part of prudence but of true charity. At the same time thee can

learn to avoid the mistakes thee sees others make.”

“Well,” Rose spoke with emphasis, “I will try to avoid the mistake

of squabbling all the time over trifles—I’m not saying that any one

does so, you know, and when I get to be an old lady I’m going to be as

gentle and lovely as Grandmother Sweet,” and she gave her a hug and a

kiss.

On her part Rose had gone to the Fifields’ with the firm resolve to do

her very best. On her first coming to the Blossoms’, while her nerves

were still keyed up in a tension of excitement, little had been said to

her in regard to the manner of her leaving Mrs. Hagood. But after she

had calmed down to her normal self Mrs. Blossom had talked to her very

seriously of the danger of yielding to passion and impulse, and had

shown her that in spite of all she had to endure what trouble she might

easily have brought on herself, and how much worse off she might have

been because of her hasty action. So that Rose instead of thinking it

a very fine, brave act to have run away, as she was at first inclined,

began to feel that it was something to regret, and be ashamed of, and

because of which she must do exceedingly well indeed, to win and hold a

high opinion.

As Rose was neat and deft, and above all anxious to please, she soon

became quite a favorite with the two middle-aged Fifield sisters, and

Miss Eudora inclined to make a confidante of her.

“So you have lived in cities most of your life?” she said one morning

as Rose was dusting her room.

“Yes, but I like the country better.”

“You do?” exclaimed Miss Eudora, pausing with a curl half brushed,

for, unlike her sister, she affected the willowy, the languishing; she

liked garments that flowed, ribbons that fluttered, and still framed

her little wrinkled face in the curls that had been the pride of her

girlhood.

“Now, I think it is perfectly delightful to live in a city. I spent a

winter in Albany, with my Aunt Morgan some years ago. What a winter

that was—” and she clasped her hands, “one round of gayety and

amusement. Aunt made a large party for me, I shall have to show you a

piece of the dress I wore. Aunt said she was proud of me that night,

and I’m sure,” with a little simper, “I had compliments enough. I

suppose,” and she gave her grey curls a toss, “it’s my own fault that

I’m not living in Albany to-day.”

“If you liked it so well why didn’t you stay?” asked Rose.

“When a young girl has the admiration I had, she doesn’t always know

what she does want. But I can tell you I made quite an impression on

Some One that evening.”

“How did you look then?” Rose was trying to imagine Miss Eudora as a

young girl.

“Oh, just as I do now,” with a complacent glance in her mirror. “I

haven’t changed as some people do. Not long ago I met a friend—well,

an old admirer, and he said he would like to know what I did to keep

myself so young; that I didn’t look any older than I did when he first

knew me. I think my hair may have something to do with that; curls do

have a youthful effect. That’s the reason, I believe, Jane is always

wanting me to put mine back.

“Jane,” and she sank her voice to a whisper, “was always plain, and

never received the admiration, or was the favorite with gentlemen I

was, and it has always made her jealous of me. But I’m fond of my

curls,” giving them a shake. “Why, I even had a poem written on them

once, and I sha’n’t put them up, at least not till I begin to grow old.”

Rose listened in amazement. She was sure Miss Silence was younger

than Miss Eudora, her hair was not grey, nor her face marked with such

little fine lines, and neither she nor Mrs. Patience ever talked like

that. It was all very queer, and most of all that Miss Eudora _could_

fancy that she looked young.

“You were a long time doing the chamberwork,” Miss Fifield remarked

when Rose went downstairs. Miss Fifield was in the kitchen baking, her

scant house dress clinging to her angular figure, and her grey hair

drawn back with painful tightness.

Rose noted the contrast between the two sisters as she answered, “Miss

Eudora was talking to me.”

“What about?” a trifle sharply.

Rose hesitated slightly. “Several things; her visit to the city for

one.”

“I’ll warrant. Perhaps you found it interesting, but when you have

heard the same story twenty-seven years, as I have, twenty-seven years

this winter, it will get to be a weariness of the flesh; that and her

lovers.” She shot a keen glance at Rose, who could not help a giggle.

Miss Jane Fifield shook the flour from her hands with energy. “I used

to hope that Eudora would grow sensible sometime, but I’ve about given

it up. One thing I am thankful for, that there is something inside of

my head, and not all put on the outside!” and she shut the oven door

with a force that threatened danger to the lightness of the pound cake

she was baking.

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