CHAPTER XI

Without a cloud arose on the horizon the first dawn of day, the round,

rosy-coloured morning glimmer. And in the dawn appeared the horizon,

and bordered the sandy plain.

In the rosy light, gigantic, towered the gloomy Sphinx. Psyche

slept. But through her weary eyelids, the light softly sent its

rays, coral-red, and suddenly she awoke. She opened her eyes, but

did not move.

She remained in her slumbering attitude, but her eyes looked about. She

saw the desert, without an oasis, only the brooklet of tears that

meandered far away from whence she had come. It was like a silver

thread in the rosy light of the dawn, and she followed its windings

with her eye as long as she could. And when she thus looked, she

began to weep again. The tears fell on the feet of the Sphinx, and

Psyche wept, in her slumbering position. There was a mist before her

eyes, and through the mist glimmered the rosy desert and the little

glistening stream.

But now she wiped away her tears, which trickled through her fingers,

for she thought she saw ... and that was so improbable. She wiped

her eyes again, and saw. She thought she saw ... and it was so

improbable.... But yet it was so: she saw. She saw someone coming;

along every winding of the brook, she saw someone approaching.... Who

was it coming there? She knew not.... He came nearer and nearer. Was

she dreaming? No, she was awake. He came, whoever he was. He was

approaching....

She remained sitting in the same attitude. And he came nearer

and nearer, following the briny track, till he stood before the

Sphinx. The Sphinx was so great and Psyche so little, that at first

he did not see her. But because she was so white, with crimson wings,

he saw her, a little thing red and white!

He approached between the feet of the Sphinx till he stood right

before her.

He approached reverentially, because she had wept so much. When he

was quite close, he knelt down and folded his hands.

Through her tears she did not recognise him.

"Who are you?" she asked in a faint voice.

He stood up and approached still closer, and then she recognised

him. He was Prince Eros, the King of the Present.

"I know who you are," said Psyche. "You are Prince Eros, who was to

have married Emeralda, or Astra."

He smiled, and she said:

"Why do you come here in the desert? Are you seeking here for the

Jewel, or the Glass that magnifies?"

He smiled and shook his head.

"No, Psyche," he said gently. "I have never sought for the Jewel nor

for the Glass.

"But first tell me: why are you here and sleeping by the Sphinx?"

She told him. She spoke of her father who was dead, of the light-gold

Chimera, of the purple desert and the sorrowful night. She told him

of her tears.

"I have followed them, O Psyche!" he replied. "I have come ever since

I saw you before your father's throne--a day never to be forgotten!

"I have come here every day. Every day I leave my garden of the

Present, to ask the awful Sphinx for the solution of my problem."

"What problem, Prince Eros?"

"The problem of my grief. For I am grieved about you, Psyche, because

you would not follow me and stayed with your father.... Now I know

why. You loved the Chimera...."

She blushed, and hid her face in her hands.

"Who could see the Chimera and not love him more than me?" said Eros

gently. "Who could love him, and not weep over him?" he whispered

still more gently; but she did not hear him.

Then he spoke louder.

"Every morning, Psyche, I come to ask the Sphinx how long I must

still suffer, and why I must suffer. And still much more, O Psyche,

I ask the Sphinx, that I will not tell you now, because...."

"Because...?"

"Because it would perhaps pain you to hear the question of my heart. So

I came now, O Psyche, and then I espied a brooklet meandering through

the sand. I did not know it; I was thirsty, for I am always thirsty. I

stooped down and scooped up the clear water in my hand. It tasted salt,

Psyche: they were tears."

"My tears ..." she said, and wept.

"Psyche, I drank them. Tell me, do you forgive me for that?"

"Yes...."

"I followed the brook, and now I have found you here."

She was silent; she looked at him. He knelt down by her.

"Psyche," said he gently, "I love you. Because I saw you little and

naked and winged, standing amongst your proud sisters--Psyche, I love

you. I love you so much, that I would weep all your tears for you,

and would give you ... the Chimera."

"You can't do that," she said sadly.

"No, Psyche," answered he, "that cannot, alas! be done. I can only

weep for myself; and the Chimera ... nobody can catch him."

"He flies too fast," she said, "and he is much too strong; but it is

very kind of you, Prince Eros...."

She stretched out her hand, and he kissed it reverentially.

Then he looked at her for a long time.

"Psyche," said he, gently, "will the Sphinx give me an answer to my

question this morning?"

She cast down her eyes.

"Psyche," he went on, "I have drunk your tears; I respect your

grief, too great for your little heart. But may I suffer it with

you? O Psyche, little Psyche, little, in the great desert, now your

father is dead, now the Chimera is away, now you are all alone.... O

Psyche, now come with me! Oh, let me now love you! O Psyche, come now

with me! Psyche, alone in the desert, a little butterfly in a sandy

plain--Psyche, oh, come with me! I will give you a summer-house to

live in, a garden to play in, and all my love to comfort you. Don't

despise them. All that I have will I give! Small is my palace and

small my garden round it, but greater than the desert and the sky

is my great love. O Psyche, come with me now! Then you will suffer

cold and hunger and thirst no more, and the grief that your heart

now suffers, Psyche, ... we will bear together."

He stretched out his arms. She smiled, tired and pale from weeping,

slid from the foot of the Sphinx, and nestled to his heart.

"Eros," she murmured, "I suffer. I pine. I weep. I gave away all that

I had. I have nothing more than my grief. Can grief ... be happiness

in the Present?"

He smiled.

"From grief ... comes happiness," he answered. "From grief will come

happiness, not in the Present, but ... in the Future!"

She looked at him inquiringly.

"What is that?" she asked. "Future...! It is a very sweet word.... I do

not know what it is, but I have heard it before.... Father sometimes

spoke of it with an affected voice.... It seems to be something

far away, far, far away.... From grief will come ... in the Future

... happiness!

"Far behind me lies the Past.... Then I was a child. Now I am a

woman.... A woman.... Now I am, Eros, a woman, a woman, who has wept

and suffered, and asked of the silent Sphinx.... Now I am no longer

a princess, but a woman, a queen ... of the Present....!"

She fell against his shoulder and fainted. He gave a sign, and out

of the air flew a glittering golden chariot, drawn by two panting

griffons. He lifted her into the chariot. He held her tight in his

arm, and pressed her to his heart. With his other hand he guided his

two dragon-winged lions through the glowing air of the desert.

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