II

Concurrently with writing the last chapter of this book I have been

much engaged by the affairs of a new destroyer we have completed. It

has been an oddly complementary alternation of occupations. Three weeks

or so ago this novel had to be put aside in order that I might give all

my time day and night to the fitting and finishing of the engines. Last

Thursday X 2, for so we call her, was done and I took her down the

Thames and went out nearly to Texel for a trial of speed.

It is curious how at times one’s impressions will all fuse and run

together into a sort of unity and become continuous with things that

have hitherto been utterly alien and remote. That rush down the river

became mysteriously connected with this book.

As I passed down the Thames I seemed in a new and parallel manner to be

passing all England in review. I saw it then as I had wanted my readers

to see it. The thought came to me slowly as I picked my way through the

Pool; it stood out clear as I went dreaming into the night out upon the

wide North Sea.

It wasn’t so much thinking at the time as a sort of photographic

thought that came and grew clear. X2 went ripping through the dirty

oily water as scissors rip through canvas, and the front of my mind was

all intent with getting her through under the bridges and in and out

among the steam-boats and barges and rowing-boats and piers. I lived

with my hands and eyes hard ahead. I thought nothing then of any

appearances but obstacles, but for all that the back of my mind took

the photographic memory of it complete and vivid....

“This,” it came to me, “is England. That is what I wanted to give in my

book. This!”

We started in the late afternoon. We throbbed out of our yard above

Hammersmith Bridge, fussed about for a moment, and headed down stream.

We came at an easy rush down Craven Reach, past Fulham and Hurlingham,

past the long stretches of muddy meadow And muddy suburb to Battersea

and Chelsea, round the cape of tidy frontage that is Grosvenor Road and

under Vauxhall Bridge, and Westminster opened before us. We cleared a

string of coal barges and there on the left in the October sunshine

stood the Parliament houses, and the flag was flying and Parliament was

sitting.

I saw it at the time unseeingly; afterwards it came into my mind as the

centre of the whole broad panoramic effect of that afternoon. The stiff

square lace of Victorian Gothic with its Dutch clock of a tower came

upon me suddenly and stared and whirled past in a slow half pirouette

and became still, I know, behind me as if watching me recede. “Aren’t

you going to respect me, then?” it seemed to say.

Not I! There in that great pile of Victorian architecture the landlords

and the lawyers, the bishops, the railway men and the magnates of

commerce go to and fro—in their incurable tradition of commercialised

Bladesovery, of meretricious gentry and nobility sold for riches. I

have been near enough to know. The Irish and the Labour-men run about

among their feet, making a fuss, effecting little, they’ve got no

better plans that I can see. Respect it indeed! There’s a certain

paraphernalia of dignity, but whom does it deceive? The King comes down

in a gilt coach to open the show and wears long robes and a crown; and

there’s a display of stout and slender legs in white stockings and

stout and slender legs in black stockings and artful old gentlemen in

ermine. I was reminded of one congested afternoon I had spent with my

aunt amidst a cluster of agitated women’s hats in the Royal Gallery of

the House of Lords and how I saw the King going to open Parliament, and

the Duke of Devonshire looking like a gorgeous pedlar and terribly

bored with the cap of maintenance on a tray before him hung by slings

from his shoulder. A wonderful spectacle!

It is quaint, no doubt, this England—it is even dignified in places—and

full of mellow associations. That does not alter the quality of the

realities these robes conceal. The realities are greedy trade, base

profit—seeking, bold advertisement; and kingship and chivalry, spite of

this wearing of treasured robes, are as dead among it all as that

crusader my uncle championed against the nettles outside the Duffield

church.

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