I had a ridiculous persuasion that I was “saving the situation.”

“I’m going,” I said quite consciously and dramatically. I saw the whole

affair—how shall I put it?—in American colours.

I sat down beside him. “Give me all the data you’ve got,” I said, “and

I’ll pull this thing off.”

“But nobody knows exactly where—”

“Nasmyth does, and he’ll tell me.”

“He’s been very close,” said my uncle, and regarded me.

“He’ll tell me all right, now he’s smashed.”

He thought. “I believe he will.”

“George,” he said, “if you pull this thing off—Once or twice before

you’ve stepped in—with that sort of Woosh of yours—”

He left the sentence unfinished.

“Give me that note-book,” I said, “and tell me all you know. Where’s

the ship? Where’s Pollack? And where’s that telegram from? If that

quap’s to be got, I’ll get it or bust. If you’ll hold on here until I

get back with it.”...

And so it was I jumped into the wildest adventure of my life.

I requisitioned my uncle’s best car forthwith. I went down that night

to the place of despatch named on Nasmyth’s telegram, Bampton S.O.

Oxon, routed him out with a little trouble from that centre, made

things right with him and got his explicit directions; and I was

inspecting the _Maud Mary_ with young Pollack, his cousin and aide, the

following afternoon. She was rather a shock to me and not at all in my

style, a beast of a brig inured to the potato trade, and she reeked

from end to end with the faint, subtle smell of raw potatoes so that it

prevailed even over the temporary smell of new paint. She was a beast

of a brig, all hold and dirty framework, and they had ballasted her

with old iron and old rails and iron sleepers, and got a miscellaneous

lot of spades and iron wheelbarrows against the loading of the quap. I

thought her over with Pollack, one of those tall blond young men who

smoke pipes and don’t help much, and then by myself, and as a result I

did my best to sweep Gravesend clean of wheeling planks, and got in as

much cord and small rope as I could for lashing. I had an idea we might

need to run up a jetty. In addition to much ballast she held, remotely

hidden in a sort of inadvertent way a certain number of ambiguous cases

which I didn’t examine, but which I gathered were a provision against

the need of a trade.

The captain was a most extraordinary creature, under the impression we

were after copper ore; he was a Roumanian Jew, with twitching,

excitable features, who had made his way to a certificate after some

preliminary naval experiences in the Black Sea. The mate was an Essex

man of impenetrable reserve. The crew were astoundingly ill-clad and

destitute and dirty; most of them youths, unwashed, out of colliers.

One, the cook was a mulatto; and one, the best-built fellow of them

all, was a Breton. There was some subterfuge about our position on

board—I forget the particulars now—I was called the supercargo and

Pollack was the steward. This added to the piratical flavour that

insufficient funds and Gordon-Nasmyth’s original genius had already

given the enterprise.

Those two days of bustle at Gravesend, under dingy skies, in narrow,

dirty streets, were a new experience for me. It is like nothing else in

my life. I realised that I was a modern and a civilised man. I found

the food filthy and the coffee horrible; the whole town stank in my

nostrils, the landlord of the Good Intent on the quay had a stand-up

quarrel with us before I could get even a hot bath, and the bedroom I

slept in was infested by a quantity of exotic but voracious flat

parasites called locally “bugs,” in the walls, in the woodwork,

everywhere. I fought them with insect powder, and found them comatose

in the morning. I was dipping down into the dingy underworld of the

contemporary state, and I liked it no better than I did my first dip

into it when I stayed with my Uncle Nicodemus Frapp at the bakery at

Chatham—where, by-the-by, we had to deal with cockroaches of a smaller,

darker variety, and also with bugs of sorts.

Let me confess that through all this time before we started I was

immensely self-conscious, and that Beatrice played the part of audience

in my imagination throughout. I was, as I say, “saving the situation,”

and I was acutely aware of that. The evening before we sailed, instead

of revising our medicine-chest as I had intended, I took the car and

ran across country to Lady Grove to tell my aunt of the journey I was

making, dress, and astonish Lady Osprey by an after dinner call.

The two ladies were at home and alone beside a big fire that seemed

wonderfully cheerful after the winter night. I remember the effect of

the little parlour in which they sat as very bright and domestic. Lady

Osprey, in a costume of mauve and lace, sat on a chintz sofa and played

an elaborately spread-out patience by the light of a tall shaded lamp;

Beatrice, in a whiteness that showed her throat, smoked a cigarette in

an armchair and read with a lamp at her elbow. The room was

white-panelled and chintz-curtained. About those two bright centres of

light were warm dark shadow, in which a circular mirror shone like a

pool of brown water. I carried off my raid by behaving like a slave of

etiquette. There were moments when I think I really made Lady Osprey

believe that my call was an unavoidable necessity, that it would have

been negligent of me not to call just how and when I did. But at the

best those were transitory moments.

They received me with disciplined amazement. Lady Osprey was interested

in my face and scrutinised the scar. Beatrice stood behind her

solicitude. Our eyes met, and in hers I could see startled

interrogations.

“I’m going,” I said, “to the west coast of Africa.”

They asked questions, but it suited my mood to be vague.

“We’ve interests there. It is urgent I should go. I don’t know when I

may return.”

After that I perceived Beatrice surveyed me steadily.

The conversation was rather difficult. I embarked upon lengthy thanks

for their kindness to me after my accident. I tried to understand Lady

Osprey’s game of patience, but it didn’t appear that Lady Osprey was

anxious for me to understand her patience. I came to the verge of

taking my leave.

“You needn’t go yet,” said Beatrice, abruptly.

She walked across to the piano, took a pile of music from the cabinet

near, surveyed Lady Osprey’s back, and with a gesture to me dropped it

all deliberately on to the floor.

“Must talk,” she said, kneeling close to me as I helped her to pick it

up. “Turn my pages. At the piano.”

“I can’t read music.”

“Turn my pages.”

Presently we were at the piano, and Beatrice was playing with noisy

inaccuracy. She glanced over her shoulder and Lady Osprey had resumed

her patience. The old lady was very pink, and appeared to be absorbed

in some attempt to cheat herself without our observing it.

“Isn’t West Africa a vile climate?” “Are you going to live there?” “Why

are you going?”

Beatrice asked these questions in a low voice and gave me no chance to

answer. Then taking a rhythm from the music before her, she said—

“At the back of the house is a garden—a door in the wall—on the lane.

Understand?”

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