weakness, which cannot last in the presence of death--the end of all
human joys and sorrows. What, did you intend to leave him alone in the
hardest trial of his life? Can you really doubt that he will be truly
miserable for the first time, when he loses you? The old disease has
attacked him again, but would he have instantly placed himself in your
care, if he had not felt that he could only be cured with the aid and
under the protection of the old, sacred, eternal powers of true love
and faith? And must he now find an empty house, a cold hearth, darkness
around him, and the threshold from which hostile spectres are wont to
recoil, no longer guarded by good household spirits? And will she, who
is about to inflict this pain upon him, attempt to delude herself and
him with the fancy that she is making a sacrifice for his sake? For her
own sake, she ought to say, for the sake of her pride, her jealous,
offended heart, that cannot endure the thought of not making this
beloved husband forget every thing beside itself.
"Forgive these harsh words, dear Leah," he pleaded, approaching her and
trying to take her hand. "If you were not the woman, whom I have so
heartily rejoiced that he obtained for a wife, a woman as high-hearted
and brave as himself, perhaps you would be right in what you are doing.
One would scarcely dissuade a woman of the ordinary stamp, from making
the attempt to bring her husband back to her, by leaving him for a
time. But you, dear Leah, ought not to allow any petty arts, any
sensitive pouting and reserve, to come between yourself and him. If he
has caused you pain, has he not suffered most bitterly himself? Would
he have left you again now, if he had not felt how it must torture you
to see his condition? He--that I know--feels that he could not be cured
anywhere so quickly as near you. If you had heard how he talked to me
about you--oh! dear Leah, no man has ever struggled more honestly
against the powers of evil, and shall his natural champion, from whose
presence he might draw new strength, desert her colors?
"Come. Compose yourself. Turn your eyes away from that glorified
face--it moves you too deeply. Oh! dearest Leah, you're not the first
who has learned from the dead, what we owe to the living. I've sat in
this very chair through many an hour of bitter conflict, when I knew
not what to do; and when it has sometimes happened that my dear wife
and I did not agree, we came quietly up here, first I, and ere long
she, and we soon saw clearly what we ought to do. You know yourself,
dear friend, every thing in life is not as plain as a sum in
arithmetic, where we only need to write down the fraction that is left
over. Therefore we must question our dead, our immortal ones, and they
will not leave us long in doubt about the answer."
He had taken both her hands, and was gazing down at her with a look of
the tenderest love. She suddenly rose and threw her arms around his
neck. "Dear--true--only friend," was all she could falter amid her
sobs.
After a time some one knocked gently at the door, and Reginchen's voice
said that her father was going and wanted to take leave of Reinhold. As
there was no sound from the attic room, the little wife then opened the
door and timidly entered.
Reinhold gently released himself from Leah, who was still clinging to
him in violent agitation. "Do you take charge of her now," he said to
Reginchen, "we shall keep her."
"I knew it, Reinhold," replied the little wife, smiling through her
tears; "you don't talk often, but when you do speak, you can move
mountains. Has he turned your heart, you naughty woman, when you
wouldn't be touched by my fondest words? Now I find her here on the
most affectionate terms with my own husband, and must get jealous of my
only friend forsooth, in my old age."
Long after Reinhold had left the house and was on his way to the
railway station with his father-in-law, who understood nothing about
the matter, the two friends remained clasped in each other's arms, Leah
seated in the lap of Reginchen, who often pressed her to her heart with
almost motherly tenderness. They said nothing, but leaned their heads
against each other and looked up to the bracket from which the dead
man's gentle face gazed down upon them in pure and calm majesty.
CHAPTER VII.
Meantime the two friends had spent their day in a somewhat grave mood.
It was easy to say and sing:
"How joyous he, who leaves his home,
To wander at his will,"
but difficult to realize it. After Mohr had sung all the verses in his
best style, and Edwin at the conclusion had only remarked absently,
that the air was very gay--a recognition the composer's husband did not
consider sufficiently warm--they walked on for an hour without
speaking, except in monosyllables. "You'll forgive my old uncivil
habit, Heinz," Edwin had said. "The morning hour to me has gold in its
mouth, and silence is golden."
"Hm!" muttered Mohr, "I don't know what we two should have to say to
each other."
Nor did aught of importance occur to him in the second or third hour.
The day was hot, the road through the forest cool and pleasant, but as
it led into the mountains, both men, who were usually such sturdy
pedestrians, seemed to find every step a burden.
The sun blazed hotly down, as they climbed a height overgrown with low
bushes, from which the ruins of a stately castle overlooked a broad
extent of country. They had hoped to find an inn here, but the little
house which had formerly been used for that purpose, was deserted, and
the tiny garden full of weeds and robbed of its summer fruits; only the
well was still ready to do its duty. When they had partially quenched
their thirst, they stretched themselves on the turf under the shadow of
the ruined barbican, and Mohr began to make a cigarette.
"If we could only have a rubber of whist or a game of piquet," he
sighed.
"In broad daylight, here on the green grass?" replied Edwin smiling.
"Incorrigible sinner."
Mohr looked askance at him and shrugged his shoulders. "My worthy
saint," he growled, "how often have I told you that this is one of your
limitations; you've no taste for play. But just wait till you've
written your book, completed your system. Then you'll have satisfied
your soul's longing, and your eyes will be opened to the fact that a
sensible man can take even play seriously."
"'There's often a deep meaning in children's games:' a wise man said
that."
"Yes indeed, and a philosopher by trade ought to be the last to scoff
at it. A game of whist, my dear fellow, is life in miniature, where one
has more luck than judgment, another more judgment than luck, a third
who holds the best trumps doesn't know what to do with them, while the
fourth, who would probably have made the most of them, loses the cards
at last by his partner's awkwardness, at the utmost counting only his
honors. I never take a hand at cards, without a certain feeling of
solemnity, as if we then compelled fate, which usually only allows
herself to be seen through a rift in the clouds, to sit down close
beside us and show her real colors. What, on the contrary, is a
melodrama, comedy, or tragedy, at which fate is separated from us by
the orchestra and prompter's box, and we can lose nothing except our
admission fee and faith in a new development of the German stage?
Instead of the 'stage,' we ought to talk of 'the cards' that parody the
world."
"A fine world, in which there are only knaves, kings, and queens, with
the exception of a few insignificant mutes; and all this for a few
penitents! No, my dear fellow, as I lack an appreciation of money, even
more than an appreciation of play--"
Mohr puffed huge clouds of smoke into the air. "If you only say that,
to avoid being compelled to acknowledge that I'm right, I'll forgive
you," he said calmly. "But if you really made such a worthless remark
in earnest, I pity you. You're generally clever, Edwin, or rather you
think it worth while, when we're talking together, not only to pour out
pure wine for me, but, as I'm a connoisseur, your best brands. Shall I
tell you why, at this moment, you don't care a straw what you say?
Because, for the last three hours, I've only rejoiced in your bodily
presence, your soul has been far away."
"And where has it taken up its abode, omniscient friend?"
"Hm! do you see the telegraph poles, which appear between the pines
yonder, and show that iron rails run through the forest beneath them?
If, for a few hours, you follow toward the East the wires which are
scarcely visible from here, in the direction from whence we have just
come, your worthy body will reach the spot where your honored soul is
at the present moment, and which it has not left five minutes today."
"You maybe right, my dear fellow," replied Edwin gravely. "I confess
I've been thinking all the morning, whether it was not ridiculous
nonsense to leave my little wife again, and without even a farewell
kiss. She cannot feel happy, and I'm very miserable, while you, poor
martyr to friendship, must be bored with me, whether you like it or
not. No"--and he sprang to his feet with sudden resolution--"we must
not carry anything too far, even want of consideration for our friends.
Do you think I don't know that by following the telegraph wire toward
the _West_, we shall in a few hours reach the spot where your heart
dwells, though your mind, even if not in its most brilliant mood, may
be beside me."
"Pray leave my insignificant self entirely out of the question. The
matter under discussion is what's best for you, and with all due
deference to Frau Leah's worldly wisdom, I think she made a mistake
this time."
"Do you think so too?" cried Edwin with beaming eyes. "Well, my
Socratic fiend has been saying the same thing, but the habit of
respecting superior wisdom--no, I'll emancipate myself, I frankly
declare that this distasteful bodily exercise, while the soul remains
immovable in one spot, is unworthy of a sensible man and does more harm
than good; in a word, I absolve you from the painful duty of acting as
bear leader, and will go back at full speed, until I see the smoke of
my own chimney."
"Stop," exclaimed Mohr, throwing his cigarette over the precipice.
"Praiseworthy as this hasty resolution appears, for this day you belong
to me; in the first place, because it will be salutary for your wife to
do without you again for a whole day, and secondly, because neither at
my home, nor during these last few days of travel, have we said
anything about your work. That book my friend, must eventually be
written. I should like to know how far you have progressed with the
system, or whether the old step-mother, Mathematics, has so maltreated
the tender little soul. Psychology, which cannot live without fancy,
that we must despair of its attaining any further growth. Who
knows when we shall see each other again. That we shall not write
very frequently is unfortunately more than probable, and besides,
now-a-days, letters contain nothing of any real importance. So be kind
enough to sit down beside me again and submit to an examination. Or
still better, let us drag ourselves to the next village, breakfast, and
then begin."
They did so. Mohr was well aware that next to the gentle but powerful
magic of Leah's presence, nothing could be so soothing to his friend's
agitated soul, as to resolve to do what in his modesty he had always
deferred, collect the work of the last few years in a large volume.
Now, for the first time, while sketching the outlines to his
sympathizing listener, Edwin felt that nothing essential was really
lacking, that he only needed to go to work with a firm purpose and a
good heart. Heinrich encouraged him in his resolve in every possible
way.
"If you want to wait till you have nothing more to learn, before you
begin to teach, you can write only posthumous books. I must preach very
nearly the same sermon with which I yesterday converted a much more
eccentric Christian; your head has reached its full growth, I think. It
may be refurnished in one way or another; have a window cut here or
there, but the foundations will not enlarge. And as it is tolerably
spacious and not ill planned, it will be useful for the world to know
how it (the world, I mean,) is reflected in this head. For my part, I
have a special interest in wishing the book to be written soon; in the
first place, because it must be dedicated to me and our ex-tribune of
the people; and secondly, because in my own unfruitfulness, it is a
satisfaction to have friends who can make themselves talked about and
accomplish something entire."
When, toward evening, they parted, and Mohr went to the station, to
return to his wife and child, both, though without showing it except by
a somewhat over-strained gayety, were very much agitated. They had
again shared what binds human beings most closely to each other, pure,
unselfish hours of grave meditation and quiet sympathy, in the
contemplation of the eternal verities. And moreover they felt
themselves bound more strongly to each other by a renewal of the old
friendship which may, even when the thoughts are unlike, and the
topmost branches as it were divide, forever entwine the roots of two
lives.
It was already dark, when Edwin also set out by rail to return to the
little city which he had left in the morning. The unconquerable longing
for home had increased to an actual fever, during the hour he was
obliged to wait at the station. When the train at last stopped in the
town, which now contained his world, he sprang hastily out, looking
neither to the right nor left, lest he should see some acquaintance who
might detain him. He did not notice the two men who had been waiting
for the arrival of the same train, Reinhold and Herr Feyertag, the
latter, being as we know, about to return to Berlin. They, also, were
too much engrossed in conversation, to heed the traveler in a suit of
grey, who rushed blindly past them and instantly turned toward the
city.
When at last, panting for breath and wiping the perspiration from his
brow, he reached his house, he was surprised to find the windows dark,
but instantly said to himself: "She's with Reginchen." The delay
annoyed him, it had never entered his mind that he should not find her
at home. He hastily entered resolved to send the maid-servant for her,
for he felt unable to see others to-day, even though they might be his
dearest friends. But when he opened the door of his room, the girl came
toward him with a light.
"Herr Doctor!" she exclaimed, almost dropping the lamp in her surprise.
"Good gracious, to-day! And my mistress--"
"Where's my wife? At the next house, I suppose?"
"Preserve us! Gone away entirely, an hour ago--you must have met her at
the railway station."
"At the station? What are you talking about, Kathrin? Where should she
go--alone--without me--"
"She's gone to Berlin with Herr Feyertag, and she said she didn't know
when she'd come back, but she'd write, and as the Herr Doctor wouldn't
return for a week--"
"Gone? To Berlin?"
"Why yes, to see her father--and she made up her mind very suddenly.
Herr Feyertag said it would be a good opportunity, because he was going
himself this evening, but my mistress would not hear of such a thing at
first, but the other visitor had scarcely gone--"
"Another visitor? Who--don't make me drag the words out of you so--"
"But how should I know who it was? I never saw the lady in my life, she
didn't tell her name, and I could not hear what she said to my
mistress. She was very beautiful, and very elegantly dressed; after
she'd gone the room smelt of violets a long time, and my mistress paced
up and down, looking very pale and talking to herself. And then when I
brought her dinner she didn't touch a mouthful, and I didn't dare to
ask her any questions; she said nothing to me, except that she'd made
up her mind to go to Berlin. So about twilight she went out with a
little satchel, and didn't even allow me to go with her to the station.
When she'd gone, I felt very sad and anxious, though I didn't know why,
and I was just going to bed--but what ails you, Herr Doctor? Shall I
get you a glass of water?"
He had sunk down on the sofa and his eyes were closed as if a stroke of
apoplexy had benumbed his brain.
When, after some time, he opened his eyes again, he saw the
maid-servant, who had no idea what all this could mean, still standing
helplessly in the middle of the room. "What are you doing here,
Kathrin?" he said harshly. "Go to bed, leave me, I want nothing more
to-day. No, no light. I can see well enough. Good night."
The faithful servant glided silently out of the room, and he sank back
again in the corner of the sofa, helplessly giving himself up, in the
loneliness and darkness, to his bitter anguish.
CHAPTER VIII.
So he had lost her--his brave little wife, his good comrade, the friend
who sympathized with all his moods and thoughts, all his feelings and
wishes! The right hand must do without the left, the complete man had
become a pitiful fragment, a crumbling mass of ruin.
The blow was so sudden, so unexpected, that for the first hour his
bewilderment swallowed up all sense of pain. If anything earthly had
ever seemed positive and secure from loss, it had been the possession
of this heart. The secret fear (which sometimes blends with the joy of
passionate love,) that exuberance of feeling may fall from its
exaltation and undergo the common lot of change, he had never known. He
had never toiled in anxiety and doubt to win the woman's love; it had
been his long before he suspected it; why should he fancy that it could
ever change! And now she had deserted him!
No feeling of reproach or bitterness, that she failed him now when he
needed her more than ever, rose in his heart. He esteemed her too
highly to believe her capable of any petty irritability, any ordinary
feminine weakness, such as going "to make herself missed." If she could
feel that her place was no longer beside him, she must have had good
reasons for her belief, reasons which would bear the examination not
only of her sorely tried heart, but of her reason. What they might be,
well as he knew her, was not clear to him. Did she not know him too,
and know he would never leave her? But he also knew whom she had seen,
and that this visitor had been the cause of her sudden resolution he
was perfectly convinced.
But however that might be--he had lost her. True--in the midst of his
deep sorrow, a voice within whispered consolingly it was not possible,
not conceivable that he could have lost her forever. If she had
suspected that he would return to her to-day, how desolate the lonely
house would seem, how sleepless the night would be--perhaps she would
have remained. And it could have needed only one word, one look into
each other's eyes, to have banished all the ghosts that had come
between them. But even if she returned with him--he missed her to-day,
and had been longing all day to see her, as he had never done before,
and only endured the weary hours, because he knew the last would bring
him to her arms.
In the midst of the bitterest grief and regret, his mind suddenly grew
strangely clear and calm. For the strength of a noble love that really
fills a man's heart, is such, that in its glorious fervor it consumes
all other feelings, and even in the denial of the beloved object, the
renunciation of the joy of her presence and reciprocating love, renders
him happy whose being it pervades. All the happiness Edwin had enjoyed
during these four years of quiet possession, seemed like a pale
twilight in comparison with the radiant brightness that suddenly burst
upon him in this separation. For the first time, the inmost depths of
his being were pervaded by the feeling that he would give the whole
world to call this woman his again.
With the rapturous timidity of a young man in love, but far distant
from the object of his longing, and who meantime indemnifies himself
for all deprivations by the boldness of his waking dreams, he conjured
up the image of his beloved wife and murmured confusedly a thousand
happy, sweet, and sorrowful words. He sued for her heart as if she had
never granted him a kind word, and in imagination whispered his
yearning love in her ear and waited with a throbbing heart for some
sound from her lips that might seem to favor his suit. Her little work
basket stood on the table before the sofa, where he still lay in the
dark. Just as she had toyed with his book, his pen, he now took up one
after another, the skeins of silk, silver thimble, and little scissors;
the thimble he put on and pressed to his lips. It was such a
consolation to him to be permitted to touch the things that had
belonged to her, as if they were hostages she would ransom when he had
her again. "To Berlin," he said suddenly to himself. "Why should we not
go there?" He said "we," as if they were to set out on their journey
the next morning together. For the moment he had entirely forgotten
that she was not sitting beside him.
So he lay in his dark corner in a condition between sleeping and
waking, while visions of all his past and future happiness successively
rose before him. He was so absorbed in his reverie that he did not hear
the noise in the street outside, a strange humming and buzzing, as if a
great crowd had assembled, but were moving gently about with subdued
voices and light steps, in order not to betray some secret design. It
was about nine o'clock, an hour at which such a gathering, except in
case of fire, was utterly unprecedented. Now the gleam of several
wavering lights penetrated the dark room seemingly stationary before
the house. Still the dreamer's attention was not aroused. Not until the
street had again become perfectly silent and a duet began, softly sung
by two voices without, did Edwin start up. What was that? Who was
singing that beautiful, familiar melody, which he could never hear
without deep emotion, since it had been the last greeting of Balder's
friends, ere they left him to his eternal repose? _Integer vitae_--now
it rose again, sung before his house by young, fresh voices, a greeting
of life to the living. At first he listened without thinking how it
happened that the old tune was now heard outside. Its melody fell so
softly on his heart, and the words, with which he was perfectly
familiar, seemed like the friendly consolation of a good spirit,
closely allied to him. When the fourth verse began, he rose gently and
approached the closed window. The street was crowded with people, whose
faces were all turned toward him, though he was evidently not yet
perceived against the dark background of the room for the expression of
expectation, which rested on every countenance, did not alter as he
approached. In the centre stood the singers, pupils belonging to the
first classes of his school; his colleague, the singing-master, had
stationed himself before the semi-circle, and by the light of some
torches was beating time as intently as if some grand musical
exhibition were taking place in a hall. Among the bystanders Edwin
recognized many of the most prominent citizens in the place, the
president of the workmen's society and several friends and neighbors,
and could no longer doubt that the serenade was intended for him, a
discovery, which even in his dark hiding place, made him blush to his
temples.
What could have induced these good people, who as he well knew, were
his friends, to express their feelings to him on this particular day,
and in such a manner? Who had arranged this conspiracy so secretly,
that even Franzelius, who would certainly have prepared him, had heard
nothing of it? He was just resolving to choose the simplest way of
solving the mystery, by going out and inquiring, when the door was
cautiously opened and one of his younger colleagues, the teacher of
history, with an exclamation of joy, entered the dark room. "So you are
at home!" he cried, eagerly grasping Edwin's hand. "As the windows
still remained dark, we were afraid that the beadle, who positively
declared he saw you return by the evening train, might have been
mistaken. It was known that you went away early this morning, and the
serenade which had been appointed for this evening was of course
deferred. But when you came back, there was no restraining them; all
who were to take part were hastily assembled, and now nothing will save
you; you must leave your hiding place and show yourself to the people,
although so far as speech making is concerned, we can't under present
circumstances stick to the original programme."
He then hastily told his astonished hearer, how all this had come to
pass. Notwithstanding the secrecy with which the affair was managed,
the rumor that Edwin was to be dismissed on account of his lecture
before the workmen's society and the freethinking he had never denied,
had spread itself among the pupils, who were greatly attached to him,
and through this channel had reached the citizens and workmen.
Instantly the thought occurred to them of averting the danger of losing
their dear teacher and friend, by a solemn demonstration. If the city
manifested its unanimous desire not to let Edwin go, those occupying
high places would perhaps be startled. So an address had been secretly
prepared, which was to be carried to Edwin escorted by a torchlight
procession, and followed by a supper at the citizen's club. A partial
knowledge of this had reached the ears of the principal of the school,
who in his fear of offending both parties, could think of no wiser
course than to telegraph to his superiors and beg them to adopt
moderate measures. As soon as he had received an answer conceding his
petition, he sent for the ringleaders among the pupils and told them no
one had any intention of depriving them of their teacher, only that
every thing must be avoided which would make an uproar and irritate the
ecclesiastical authorities. There must be no torchlight procession nor
any satirical addresses, either verbal or written; this was the
condition of a mutual good understanding, which no one desired more
than he, since he himself felt the highest esteem for the honored
colleague in question.
"So we were obliged to content ourselves by merely singing a few songs
to you, my dear friend," the young man concluded. "It is possible that
even this course may destroy our pastor's rest. But why does he meddle
with our affairs and disturb our little circle? It was hard enough for
the lads to pledge themselves to do nothing more. Our little head boy
had prepared a speech, which would have borne witness that he had read
Thucydides to some purpose. And it seems as if I had never heard them
sing so before!"
Edwin's only reply was to press his friend's hands; he then accompanied
him into the street, where the last song was being sung. All present
bared their heads, when they saw him, and seemed to expect a speech.
But he only went up to the old music teacher, uttered a few cordial
words, shook hands with him, and then embraced the head boy. "We know
each other, my young friends," he said, "we will hold to each other in
future, and I shall ever treasure it as one of my greatest joys, that
you sang this particular song. I will tell you why another time. But
here are other friends I must thank. Dear Herr Wolfhart," he said,
addressing an old white-haired cabinet-maker, "you, too, have taken the
trouble to come here to do me honor, although as I know, you are not a
good walker. How shall I thank you for it--and you--and all of you!
Well, I think the charming singing of our gallant lads will repay you
for the trouble, better than I could do if I made a long speech. True,
I might say a great deal to you all, but the street is not a suitable
place for it, and we shall meet each other again at some more fitting
opportunity. For your confidence in me and belief in my honest
intentions, I thank you cordially; and now we will beg our singers to
rejoice our hearts with a few more songs."
While the singing began again, many pressed around Edwin to shake hands
with him and whisper how delighted they were to have this opportunity
of showing their esteem for him and how the thought of losing him had
alarmed them all. He accepted these proofs of friendship in his usual
straight forward manner, said very little in reply, and escaped the
most enthusiastic, as well as he could, by pretending to be completely
absorbed in the music. But at heart he was strangely agitated and
touched by this beautiful and affectionate ceremonial, and yet amid his
joy he was deeply saddened by the thought that he must witness it
without her, whose existence was most closely interwoven with his. He
became more and more absorbed in this grief, which made him insensible
to all that was passing around him. When the last notes had died in the
air, the dark crowd silently melted away; the singers took leave of
him, and those colleagues who ventured to share in the ovation,
accompanied him to the door of the house with a last good night; he
crossed the deserted threshold with a sense of sorrowful oppression, as
if instead of this pleasurable event, some heavy grief had befallen
him, and he felt actual horror at the thought that he must now remain
through the long night alone with his despair.
Again he threw himself on the sofa, but the blissful certainty of
happiness, in which he had just rested there, had fled. He had never
felt more clearly, that he had lost the capacity for enjoying any
pleasure, which she did not share with him, that his weal and woe were
so indissolubly connected with this other self, that the mere thought
of losing her palsied every aspiration of his soul.
Suddenly he fancied he heard a light foot coming along the street--now
it ascended the steps--seemed to pause a moment at the door, which was
ajar--and then to come through the dark entry--a footstep he knew so
well! but no, impossible! She is far away or could his thoughts have
had the power--? A hand is laid on the door knob; Edwin starts up with
a beating heart, is about to say: "Who is there?" and prepares to
reconcile himself to see a strange form enter, when the door opens, and
Leah who has witnessed every thing that has just taken place before the
house,--with what emotion! standing unnoticed among the crowd, not
daring to approach!--appears, trembling from head to foot, like a
criminal before her judge, on the threshold of the room she had left
with such an agitated soul.
Another instant and she was clasped in his arms. As if beside himself
in the exuberance of this unprecedented happiness, he raised the
tottering form and carried, rather than led her to the sofa.
"Leah!" he exclaimed, "is it you?--you in bodily form clasped to my
heart again? I hold, I feel you, come, speak one word, compose
yourself--oh! you do not know what you have done for me in not going
away!"
Meantime she had recovered from her bewilderment, but was still
incapable of uttering a word. But he--all that he had just said in
imagination, his newly awakened, passionate love, his wooing for her
heart, the doubts and fears of a lover, he now poured forth aloud,
while again and again seeking with his quivering lips her hands, her
cheeks, the quiet mouth for which he had so ardently longed. "And you
are here," he cried, "you have not fled from me, have not left a poor
defenceless mortal alone in his need; no, my brave, faithful wife, now
for the first time wholly mine and fairer and happier than ever, and
all the idols which I had beside you, have crumbled into ruin forever."
"Oh Edwin," she whispered, "you make me both happy and miserable. You
do not know, I am a bad wife--mean and cowardly, and not worthy to have
you idolize me so. Oh! that this must be said now, but I must not allow
any falsehood to come between us--you must see me as I am, even if you
take back the treasure you have just poured into my lap."
"Speak out, if it must be told," he said with his brightest smile. "I
am curious to see how far a person who has just saved another's life,
can succeed in appearing odious."
He held her hands firmly clasped in his, but she glided down on the
carpet before him, and on her knees, like a grievous sinner, confessed
all that we already know. He let her talk on only interrupting now and
then by an ironical word or saucy laugh. "Have you finished?" he
asked, when she paused. She nodded, but made no effort to rise.
"Your sins are heavy," said he. "Above all, that of having given
another man, even though he be a friend, to whom I do not grudge any
good thing, the kiss which I myself so shamefully neglected to take
with me, when I set out early this morning. However, in consideration
that I too did not escape from the magic castle entirely unscathed, the
only penance imposed upon you shall be, that in the future, if you want
to kiss your own husband, you must never suppose that such folly does
not beseem thinking beings, who have made a sensible marriage, but
allow your heart every sweet absurdity--as in this hour. Leah, were
there ever two happier mortals?"
"I fear I shall not survive the joy--" she murmured. Then withdrawing
from his embrace she continued: "You are crushing me,--and you must be
very gentle with me now--not for my own sake--Edwin, you do not yet
know--I--I bear another life--"
This earth has joys that no heavenly joy can surpass, and which can be
described by no human tongue.
CHAPTER IX.
This night was succeeded by days, whose radiance and joy exceeded even
the far famed happiness of the honeymoon. And in fact many drops of
gall had mingled with the honey of our lovers' first days of wedlock;
the daughter's sorrowful parting from her beloved father, whose future
at that time seemed far more lonely and joyless, because there was not
the faintest thought of a marriage with his first love; the young
wife's many household cares, and for Edwin himself numerous annoyances
in his new position, where the reputation of being a philosopher who
believes neither in religion nor in God, had preceded him.
They had passed honestly through all troubles hand in hand. But much as
these trials aided in strengthening the foundation upon which their
home was to be built, the happy rapture of joy, the unrestrained,
tumultuous delight with which young couples usually enter upon a new
life, had been lacking in them. Now all this was bestowed in
overflowing measure, when as Leah smilingly said, "they had really been
married too long to be so childishly happy."
True, they did not allow, the outside world to see much of the treasure
they had so suddenly found under their own hearthstone, and he who had
entered the sitting room on the following day would hardly have taken
the quiet young teacher, who was writing the first chapter of his
philosophical work, and the young wife, who was painting a study in
water colors from a bouquet of fresh roses, for two newly married
people, in whose hearts amazement at all the wonders of happy love was
still burning with a bright flame. But the first chapter did not
progress very rapidly, or the bouquet bloom speedily on the paper.
Every ten minutes the writer had something to ask the artist, and the
question generally concerned some childish folly, such as is usually
discussed gravely and thoroughly only in the nursery; or the artist,
who had gone out of the room a moment, could not as usual, on
returning, find the way directly back to her own window, but being
obliged to pass the other, her dress, with all its appurtenances would
catch on something which was no rose bush, but two arms extended toward
her like a sign post, that would not let her go until she had paid a
suitable toll for crossing the boundary line.
"Since we have discovered that we are in love with each other, like
ordinary foolish mortals, we can no longer abide within the same four
walls!" said Edwin laughing. "It is fortunate that we shall soon need a
larger dwelling at any rate. At least the neighbors will not notice it,
if we, from pure love, cannot continue beside each other."
He threw his pen aside, gave his arm to his little wife, and went to
the printers with her. Reginchen received them with eyes sparkling with
delight, but Reinhold, after yesterday's rare expenditure of eloquence,
was as monosyllabic as if he were compelled to make up for his
unprecedented lavishness by redoubled parsimony. But the quiet smile
that gleamed through his bushy beard was enough to tell his friends how
the sun of their happiness warmed his heart. They must come again in
the evening he said; but Edwin instantly declined--they were going into
the country, or to the shooting match, or somewhere--in short, they did
not know what wise or foolish thing they might undertake, but two such
frivolous young people could not enter into any positive engagement.
The remainder of this last week of vacation passed in the same way.
They were only seen for very short periods, when they talked in a
courteous, but abstracted manner, smiled at vacancy, and suddenly
departed again, as if they had some important business to transact, and
at hours when no staid citizen would think of going to walk, would be
met on the wall of the town or in the neighboring forest, strolling
along hand in hand, or sitting on some bench engaged in eager
conversation or absorbed in happy silence.
Yet despite all this, the first chapter did make considerable
progress--more than the picture of the bouquet of roses, since the
original of the latter did not expand so quietly as Edwin's thoughts,
which had long before been bound into a beautiful wreath. "I know now,"
said he, "why I never could write the book before. Certain things
cannot be done by reason and calm judgment. A hazardous enterprise,
like the final expression of thought, can be undertaken only when, like
a somnambulist, we wander over the heights of life, intoxicated by the
winged flight of a rapturous happiness, or the march of a grand, solemn
fate, with a courage which helps us to surmount all heights and depths.
No can can be so bold, except he who has shaken off all the burdens of
mortality and escaped into eternity. When I woke last night, my
darling, and gazed at your sleeping face--the moon was still shining
brightly--you had a saucy smile on your lips, while your grave
brow--will you believe, that a light suddenly dawned upon that passage
in Kant, over which I have racked my brains so long? now my third
chapter need not end with an interrogation point."
Thus passed the bright time of this most cloudless summer. On Sunday,
the last day of vacation, they walked to a neighboring village and
passed the little church, just as the service was over. A flood of
melody from the organ floated solemnly through the open door, like an
invisible stream, which was bearing the church-goers into the world
again. The two lovers stood still and let the congregation pass slowly
by. A portion of it was composed of peasants with their wives and
children. Many residents of the city, who were spending the summer in
the country, had joined it, principally ladies, who nodded to Leah as
they passed, but owing to the religious views which the pair were known
to entertain, did not approach them at the moment.
"The pastor of this village is famed for his toleration and oratorical
talent," said Leah. "Does it not seem as if all these faces bore
witness, that a beautiful and noble gospel has just been preached, a
religion of love and charity? How differently the people look, when
they come from our city church, where your zealous opponent enters the
pulpit every Sunday with a heart full of hatred and desire for
persecution! These people have really been benefited; they have
sanctified their holiday, and we ought to thank them for secretly
pitying us, because they do not suspect we are doing so too, in our own
way."
"Certainly," replied Edwin, "so long as they confine themselves to
secret pity, and do not allow their acts to be affected by it, so long
as they do not force upon us the consciousness that we have other wants
and satisfy them in a different way. For after all the ultimate and
most common standard of a man's value is, whether he is capable of
devotion or not, whether he can raise his thoughts above the dust of
workday life and produce and worthily enjoy a holiday stillness. In
this alone men differ and foolishly wrangle about how it happens. Those
who only in dense crowds can succeed in remembering their common
humanity, their universal weakness, their need, and all that binds them
under the universal law, consider those persons arrogant and
presumptuous, who can only feel the presence of the eternal powers,
when communing with their own hearts in the deepest solitude, or with
their most intimate friends. Nothing alien and fortuitous must touch
me, if I am to approach what people have agreed to call God. The voice
of a good man, who wants to obtrude upon me his little well meant
passages from Scripture, the faces of his innocent hearers, to whom
each word is a revelation, baffle and destroy my best efforts to rise
above earthly appearances into the one and all. That which now speaks
to us from the open house of God, is a feeling so strangely made up of
memories of our childhood, universal philanthropy, the summer air, and
the notes of the organ, that we gladly allow it to produce its effect
upon us. But when we seriously reflect, it leads us away from, rather
than into ourselves. It draws us toward natures which have little in
common with us. We have often said, dearest, that mankind might be
divided into two great classes, those who strive toward what is
steadfast, calm, and limited, and those who never forget that every
thing is fleeting, and are only satisfied when they themselves are in
the current of the eternal stream. How could the piety of these two
classes be the same? When the former pass from the restless, ever
moving world, through a church door into their Sunday, where every
thing has remained the same from time immemorial, the inexpressible
appears before them confined within set forms, and for all new wants
and sorrows the same consolations are ready, which have soothed their
ancestors for a thousand years. How can it surprise us, that people who
find their salvation in remaining ever the same and prefer to stifle
certain instincts of the soul and mind, rather than be allured into the
illimitable, cannot understand us, whose piety is rooted in the
strength and boldness which in moments of enthusiasm, enable us to
burst the barriers that confine us, in order through presentments and
intuition, to grasp all space?"
"They do not know," said Leah gently, after a short pause, "how much
more courage and humility it requires, to confess that we cannot
recognize God, then to believe ourselves his pet children, in whose
ears He whispers the secret of the world, and thereby relieves from all
future care."
When they returned home in the evening and entered their cosy room,
they espied a letter lying on the desk. "I don't know why it is," said
Edwin, "but I fear this stranger which has crept in, will destroy the
pleasure of the last hours of vacation."
"Don't read it until to-morrow," pleaded Leah.
But Edwin had already opened the letter, and a smaller note fell out.
As Leah picked it up, he glanced at the signature of the large one.
"Doctor Basler," he read, and his light tone instantly grew sad. "A
letter from there--six closely written pages--strange, how far distant
it seems, all that transpired there, as if years had intervened; so
greatly does happiness harden us to the sorrows of others! And now once
more it appears like yesterday. Poor creature, to be so quickly
forgotten, even by your only friend! Perhaps though it may not contain
a word about her. Come we will sit down on the sofa and read the letter
together."
Leah had become perfectly silent. Without exactly concealing the note
she had picked up, she held it in her hand, so that for the instant
Edwin forgot it. They seated themselves near the lamp and read:
"Dear Sir and Friend!
"_I should consider it my duty, even without the count's express
command, to relate to my dear friend's son, the particulars of an event
extremely sad in its nature, and which if it should reach him in its
bare outlines through the medium of the press, would be doubly
agitating._
"_So_--sine ambagibus--_for so-called preparation in such cases only
increases anxiety and dread, and men, dear Herr Doctor, know that fate
strides rapidly--we have lost our beautiful young mistress, the
countess, in a manner as sudden as it is distressing._
"_You are already aware, that the writer of this letter did not enjoy
any special favor or regard from the lady who has died so young. Yet I
do not need to assure you, that the brevity of this account, which is
garnished by no expression of feeling, is due solely to the haste
imposed upon me by the pressure of circumstances, and not by any lack
of sympathy in my master's misfortune. Such a thing would not only be
inhuman in general, but ungrateful in particular, in so far as the
noble lady at last did justice to the good will of her faithful servant
and honored him with a priceless token of her confidence._
"_To tell everything in due order, the countess, during the first few
days after you left us, made no change in her mode of life, but on the
third or fourth day--Monday, if I am not mistaken--remained shut up in
her own room, allowing no one but her maid to attend her. On Thursday
she again appeared at dinner, and to her husband's evident joy, seemed
gayer and more cordial than was her habit in the family circle. The
Italian tour of the prince and his wife, introduced the subject of
traveling, and the countess jestingly remarked that she had become, so
to speak_, blase _through descriptions of travel in most foreign
countries, but if any thing could please her, it would be to go alone
to the promised land. This remark was taken seriously, both by Count
Gaston and the count himself, and the following day nothing was talked
of except rides through the desert, Jordan water, the infidels, and the
holy sepulchre. Therefore it afforded me special pleasure, that the
countess should be the first to say: 'of course we must not leave the
doctor--my insignificant self--at home.'_
"_Amid all this, it could not escape one familiar with the
circumstances, that the noble lady's feelings toward her husband had
softened, a fact which I could not help secretly attributing to your
influence, my worthy friend. Old diagnosticians, like ourselves, are
not deceived in such matters; the tone of the voice and the expression
of the eyes, which accompanied even the most insignificant words,
plainly showed me that her former harshness was softening, and I was
already cherishing the brightest expectations of a complete
reconciliation, expectations now unfortunately forever baffled, by this
terrible catastrophe._
"_A hunting party was arranged for Thursday, at which in addition to
the members of the household, no one was present except the barons
Thaddaeus and Matthaeus, who, however, were only spectators, as, since
the accident to the fat landed-proprietor, though the wound is healing,
the furrow made by the ball suppurating properly, and his general
health admirable, they have vowed not to touch a gun, except in defence
of their native land._
"_I, as usual, remained at home, and did not even see the party ride
away, but learned from the steward that Her Excellency had been
particularly gay and blooming, and in unusually good spirits, so that
the count really seemed to grow younger and the company moved off amid
jests and laughter._
"_The occupants of the castle were therefore the more alarmed, when,
soon after noon, the noble party entered the courtyard very quietly at
a walk, the countess lying in a carriage with a very pale face. Count
Gaston riding beside her on horseback, and her husband on the box. We
heard, that in the exuberance of her delight in hunting, Her Excellency
had proposed a steeplechase to the gentlemen, in which her English
chestnut horse instantly took the lead; but in leaping a high fence the
animal unfortunately fell, and though the countess was apparently
unhurt, the fright brought on a long fainting fit. The horse, which had
broken one of its fore legs, was instantly relieved from its sufferings
by a bullet from Count Gaston's pistol, at the express desire of its
mistress, who, however, as soon as the deed was done, burst into
violent sobs and afterwards did not utter a single word._
"_Leaning on her husband's arm, she ascended the stairs, greeting the
terrified servants only with a silent bend of the head and went at once
to her own rooms, where she shut herself up for several hours,
declaring that she was not hurt, and that she only needed rest. It was
not a matter of surprise, that she did not consult me, as I have
already told you, I was not in her favor, either as a physician or as a
man. But to my no small surprise, about six o'clock I was called to the
noble patient by the maid herself._
"_I found her attired in an elegant_ neglige, _sitting at a writing
table, as if nothing had happened; she was unusually pale however, and
her manner of receiving me was also surprising, for she was not in the
habit of treating me with so much kindness and condescension. While
sealing a letter and writing the address with a steady hand, she said
in reply to my question about her health, that she was sure she had
received no internal injury, but the dizziness which had recently
attacked her--you remember how she stumbled the morning after your
arrival, my dear sir--constantly hovered about her, and she wanted me
to bleed her. At first I hesitated, from scientific reasons, which it
would occupy too much space to explain here; but as I knew her, and
knew that if I refused, she would send for the village barber, I did
what she desired; it was the first time I had been permitted to touch
her arm or render her any medical service. 'What do you think of my
blood, Doctor?' she said, as it flowed into the silver basin. 'It is
healthy isn't it? With such blood one might live to be a hundred years
old!'_
"_When I put on the bandage, she expressly told me to fasten it
securely, she was often restless in her sleep she said, and it might,
easily become displaced. 'Well,' said I, 'in any case I will beg
permission to watch through the night with the maid in the ante-room.'
'If you want me not to close my eyes,' she replied, 'my nerves are so
irritated, that the slightest noise, even the mere vicinity of a man,
keeps me awake.' No, if I wished to do her a favor, I would not omit
the ride to the city I always took every Thursday, and I would carry
with me to mail, the letter she had just written._
"_You knew her, dear Herr Doctor, and therefore you know how difficult
it would have been to have refused her any thing, especially a first
service. So I bowed in silence, put the letter in my pocket, and gave
her all sorts of directions for the night. Then she held out her hand,
which I respectfully kissed, and at that moment it seemed as if no ill
feeling had ever existed between us. 'Goodnight, dear Doctor'--those
were the last words I ever heard her utter._
"_In the hall below I met the count, who asked how I had found her. I
told him, and also said I was going to the city--but did not mention
the letter_ (_although my motto has always been 'frankness and
honesty,' there are cases where discretion becomes a duty._) _The count
positively forbade me to ride to the city. If the countess asked about
the matter in the morning, he would be responsible for my disobedience.
Then he went to her himself remained in her apartments about half an
hour and returned in a mood I had scarcely ever remarked in him
before--gentle and kind, as if he felt all would now be well. Dear me
it was the first time for years, that he had been allowed to sit by her
bedside for half an hour._
"_Then night closed in. No one in the castle noticed anything unusual,
the supper was a little more quiet, and there was no card playing
afterwards, which greatly vexed the chevalier, who does not know how to
amuse himself without it. At eleven the count again sent to inquire
about his wife's health; the maid, who was to spend the night on the
sofa in the adjoining room, replied that the countess seemed to be
asleep, and she could not get in. Her Excellency had locked the door._
"_So all went to bed. What was to be feared? The symptoms were not
alarming; rest, sleep, and a Utile bleeding could only be beneficial._
"_But I was roused from, my sleep at five o'clock in the morning by the
maid, who was standing beside my bed. I must come up at once, she had
been aroused by a strange moan, had knocked at the countess' door and
called her and at last with the help of a servant, burst the lock;
there lay the poor countess weltering in her blood, with the bandage
stripped from her arm, unconscious but still alive._
"_Dear friend, you may suppose that our trade hardens us, but such a
sight!--the count like a madman--the grief of the whole household--and
I stood by, whose duty it was to help, and saw that all was useless!_
"_Had I not been convinced that the bandage--but why should I speak of
that--the change in her feelings for the previous few days, instantly
removed the supposition that otherwise might have arisen--besides no
amount of reasoning can restore her to life._
"_Suddenly I thought of the letter, which I still had in my pocket, and
I told the count about it, for all discretion was then superfluous. He
hastily seized it, for a moment I thought he would open it to see if it
contained any intimation that--but then he read the address aloud and
was gentleman enough to return it to me; 'take care of it,' said he,
'and write him about--' here his voice failed, and he sank down in a
chair beside the bed of his beautiful dead wife._
"_Here is the letter entrusted to me; I feel sure it will furnish no
new disclosures, none that could be new to me. I know what I know, and
voices from the grave even, could not change my conviction._
"_I have been very prolix, but you, as an intimate friend of the
departed, will not find these details too minute. Remember me to your
honored wife; I regret that there is so little prospect of a
continuance of our recent acquaintanceship, but the count leaves in a
few days for the East, and I accompany him. So with sincere regards, my
dear friend, I remain,_
"_Yours_
"Dr. Basler.
"_Address to the castle as before; all correspondence will be
forwarded!_"
The note enclosed in the doctor's letter ran as follows:
"_You will be alarmed, my dear friend, that I already write you again.
But fear nothing, it is for the last time, and means little more than
the card inscribed P. P. C. which we leave with our friends before a
long separation, I am going away on a journey, dear friend, far enough
away to enable you to feel perfectly secure from any molestation on my
part. How this has come about is a long story. Suffice it to say,
that it is not envy of the laurels won by my beautiful fair-haired
sister-in-law--_I_ mean those she will undoubtedly win as a high-born,
intellectual, and pious traveler--that induces me also to seek a change
of air. If that which I breathe were but conducive to my health, if I
could but sleep and wake, laugh and weep like other men and women, I
certainly would not stir from the spot. But even my worst enemy could
hardly fail to understand that matters can not go on any longer as they
are; so I prefer to go. The 'promised land' has long allured me. I
should have set out for it before, if I had not had much to expect, to
hope, and to wait for, and been hindered by a multitude, as I now see,
of very superfluous scruples, which are at least successfully
conquered._
"_Do you know that since I saw you I have made the acquaintance of your
dear wife? A very, very pleasant acquaintance; if I had only made it a
few years sooner, it might have been very useful to me. Well, even now
it is not too late to rejoice, that you have what you need, the
happiness you desire, in such a noble, wise, and loving life companion.
Give my kindest remembrances to her. In my incognito I may have behaved
strangely. But the idea of assuming it flashed upon me so suddenly,
and, with the help of my faithful maid, it was carried so quickly into
execution, that I had no time to consider what role I should play. So
every thing was done on the spur of the moment. To be sure, I had at
first a vague idea of proposing that you should accompany me on the
great journey. But one glance into your home quickly told me, that you
must be happiest there, that your 'promised land' is the room, where
your desk and the artist table of your wife stand so quietly and
peacefully side by side._
"_Farewell, 'dear friend!' I should like to talk with you still
longer--to philosophize as we used to call it; but what would be the
use? Or has any sage ever given a satisfactory answer to the question,
of how the commandment that the sins of the fathers must be visited on
the children, can be made to harmonize with the idea of a just
government of the world? Why should a freak of nature, an abnormal
creation, be expected to fulfil all the grave normal demands we are
justified in making upon ordinary human beings? Or why are we usually
punished by the gratification of our wishes, and allowed to perceive
what we ought to have desired, only when it cannot be attained?_
"_A fool, you know, can propound more questions than ten philosophers
can answer. Perhaps I shall receive special enlightenment in the
'promised land.' My memory is stored with much that is beautiful; even
many a trial that I have experienced in the grey twilight of this
strange, cold, inhospitable world, was not borne wholly without
recompense. I would not give up even my sorrows, for the dull happiness
of commonplace wiseacres, who in their limited sphere think all things
perfectly natural and cling closely to their clod._
"_Farewell, my dear friend. Let me hope that you will always wherever I
may be, remember me with as much sympathy as the great and pure
happiness you enjoy will allow, and that you will wish a pleasant
journey to_
"Toinette."
CHAPTER X.
Two winters and two summers have passed since the evening when the
honeymoon happiness of the newly united pair was so deeply shadowed.
The blow, however, left very different traces on each. While Edwin,
after the first sudden pang, almost felt a satisfaction in knowing that
the sad confusion of this noble life was ended by a heroic death, Leah
was assailed by a strange melancholy, which caused her constantly to
reflect whether she herself was not partly to blame for this terrible
death. If she had not stood between them, if, in that first and only
interview, she had treated the well known stranger differently,--! And
again, even if the living woman would have had no further power over
Edwin's heart, how the image of this wonderful creature, who had turned
away from a lost life with such calm dignity now transfigured by death,
must haunt his memory and overshadow every bodily form. Then a secret
pride rebelled against the thought, that this voluntary departure might
have been a favor bestowed upon, a sacrifice made for _her_; as if the
generous Toinette had said to herself: "so long as I breathe, this
woman cannot be sure of her happiness and peace; one of us must step
aside."
She carefully concealed this restless succession of thoughts from
Edwin, and as his profession and the now steady labor on his book gave
him enough to do, he did not continually watch Leah, and attributed
certain dark moods, which did not wholly escape his notice, to her
changed condition and the anxiety natural to one about for the first
time to become a mother. In fact, the fulfilment of this most ardent
wish appeared to instantly transform her nature, and when the child lay
in its cradle, all shadows of the past seemed driven from the house by
perpetual sunlight. Thus a second year passed away.
When we again meet our friends it is once more vacation; but this time
we do not find them among mountains and valleys, or within the cosy
precincts of their new home. Leah, with pardonable maternal pride,
unable to resist her own desires and the pressing invitation of her
parents, has taken her rosy little girl, "who is already so sensible
and gives no trouble at all," with her to Berlin. They arrived
yesterday evening at the pretty little house in the Thiergarten suburb,
where papa Koenig, since he left the lagune, has built his modest but
comfortable nest. Here, amid the green trees and under the care of his
faithful companion, the old gentleman has fairly blossomed again, and
the pleasure of embracing his daughter and grandchild has even made him
strip off the chains, with which in the shape of cloths, bandages, and
felt shoes, the gout usually makes his feet helpless. He came running
up to the carriage, far in advance of his much more active and still
charming wife, and would not be prevented from carrying the sleeping
infant, with all its pillows and wrappings through the garden into the
house, and then the rest of the day ran up and down stairs unweariedly,
to ask for the hundredth time if the children were comfortable and
wanted nothing, though his clever wife had provided every thing in the
most loving manner. "Oh! it is so pleasant to come home again," Leah
exclaimed, her eyes full of tears, and with grateful affection threw
herself into the arms of the new mother, whom she had secretly dreaded
to meet.
Edwin was also very gay. Meeting with these excellent people had done
him good. But in the depths of his soul there still lingered a gentle
melancholy, a quiet depression, which even the following morning, with
all its sunlight and the twittering of the birds before the windows,
could not dispel. Leah instantly understood his feelings, when, without
waiting for the early breakfast, he prepared to go out.
"Go, dearest," she said. "It must be done. I would accompany you, but
the baby is not yet dressed. Remember me to all."
She kissed him and waving her hand, looked after him as he walked
through the garden into the park. She knew that he would have no rest,
until he had revisited the places around which his dearest memories
clustered. He did not, however, as she anticipated, first turn his
steps toward the cemetery where Balder reposed. He had not even taken
any special interest in adorning the grave or providing a headstone,
and when long ago Leah had asked him about the inscription--her father
had quietly attended to every thing else--he had looked at her with an
almost bewildered expression, and merely replied: "whatever you think
best will suit me entirely," and then he had not gone there again. He
confessed that his dead never seemed farther from him, than when he was
near their graves, where he had never seen them while alive, and that
the beloved images there paled to shadows among other shadows. But now,
when in the quiet morning sunlight, he wandered across the deserted
Thiergarten, it suddenly seemed even in broad daylight, as if a
glorified spirit, that wore Balder's features, were walking close
beside him, till he closed his eyes in order not to destroy the waking
dream. All the events of the past, all the love and pleasure of their
young lives together crowded upon his mind, and as he involuntarily
stretched out his hand, for one moment he actually again experienced
the feeling he had had in former days, when he had gently stroked his
brother's soft hair.
Absorbed in these thoughts, he reached the neighborhood where the park
stopped and where new streets and houses, which had sprung from the
ground as if by magic, reminded him how many years he had been away. He
knew that Marquard lived here, nay he even fancied that at one of the
lofty windows, supported by caryatides, he recognized a face which
reminded him of Adele.
He turned away, that he might not be recognized. He did not desire to
meet old acquaintances this first morning. He soon reached the bank of
the Spree, turned to the right, and walked down along the quay,
watching the sparkling water. He thought how strange it was, that the
only thing in which he perceived no alteration, was that which was
constantly moving. While the firm brick and mortar had not resisted the
inroads of time, and house after house seemed to have been renovated,
the old Spree, on the contrary, showed the same face, the floating
houses on it had kept the form and color, and their occupants the
costume and customs they had had on the day, when with the little
artist, he first made his Canaletto studies.
He knew that he would find new buildings erected over the lagune and on
the site of the Venetian palace, and yet something attracted him first
to this part of the Schiffbauerdamm. But when he approached the spot
and saw every trace of the old scene effaced, a wide gateway in place
of the canal, and on the timber yard a tall, sombre building with
glittering windows, he stood still, overpowered by a sudden emotion of
sadness, and feeling as if he had found, on visiting the spot where he
had buried a treasure only a heap of valueless stones. Then he could
not help smiling at the vehemence of his feeling. "So it is that we
cling to tangible things!" he said to himself. "We may fancy ourselves
ever so secure in our idealism, the senses demand their share. What was
this wretched old barrack to me! And now, since I can no longer see it
with my bodily eyes, I feel as if barbarians had ransacked a temple
which contained the most beautiful images and where I had often been
disposed to devotion."
He slowly turned toward Friedrichstrasse, intending to go to the house
in Dorotheenstrasse, look around the old "tun," and then deliver the
messages Reginchen and Franzelius had sent to their mother. They could
send no remembrances to the father; the worthy shoemaker was no longer
among the living. The last autumn had torn this modest leaf from the
tree of humanity, before it showed any signs of withering. The latter
part of his life, in which, following Heinrich Mohr's counsel, he had
eagerly striven for progress in his own sphere of action and studied
the questions relating to the culture of humanity in the closest
proximity, had been the most enjoyable and richest of his life. To be
sure, he was at first very angry that "mother" could not be induced to
accompany him on his journeys of discovery through Berlin. But by
degrees he seemed to become reconciled to this obstinacy, nay he
confessed to his friends in the society, that the full depths of
certain abysses of modern civilization can be measured only when men
venture into them "without ladies." As he talked continually about
these "abysses," certain wags endeavored to persuade him to deliver a
lecture upon them. For a long time he modestly refused, but at last
consented, and to the great astonishment of his faithful wife, who saw
her husband become an author in his old age, he spent many weeks in
filling a few sheets with extremely strange, extraordinarily worded
sentences, in which he forgot eating, drinking, sleeping, walking, and
even his workshop, but was as happy as a student composing his first
love song in honor of a lady, to whom he had never spoken a word. When
he delivered this wonderful composition, under the title of "studies of
social abysses," before one of the informal meetings, as a sort of
rehearsal, he was rewarded for his trouble by great and universal
merriment, a form of applause, which as he had scattered through it the
spice of a few puns and anecdotes, seemed very flattering. To be sure,
the president, for very plausible reasons, did not think the subject of
the lecture judicious for a large audience, but thanked the assiduous
shoe-maker in the warmest manner for the interesting communication, so
that the old man, in an exalted mood which he had never experienced
before, ordered champagne, and broke the neck of more than one bottle
to the welfare of progress and the education of the people.
The following morning he was found dead in his bed from a stroke of
apoplexy, a triumphant smile still resting on his lips, which seemed to
ask the survivors whether his being so suddenly snatched away, when a
wider influence seemed about to be allotted to him, might not perhaps
have been destined to show that he possessed more than mediocre
ability.
But Edwin was not thinking of this worthy friend, as he walked down the
long street, and plucking up his courage, turned the corner. Here the
narrow little house with the steep roof and bright flesh colored paint
had formerly appeared at a distance. To-day--what has happened, that
his eyes at first failed to distinguish it? Had it been unwilling to
outlast its old master? No, it was still standing in its place, but its
appearance was completely transformed. The cheerful pink paint, which
contrasted too strongly with the feelings of its present owner, had
disappeared under a gloomy stone grey, with black stripes, so that it
seemed to be in mourning for its old master. The sign over the shop
door had been altered also, for a melancholy change had taken place in
the firm, whose name now read as follows: "Gottfried Feyertag's Widow &
Co.," which appendix of course meant none other than George, the head
journeyman.
All the windows on the first floor were wide open. In former days such
a thing had never been known to happen even in midsummer. But the
little old couple had left this peaceful dwelling several years ago, to
occupy that still more quiet last lodging, where protected from every
draught of air, we rest on our earthly laurels. Edwin had scarcely
exchanged a dozen words with these fellow lodgers, yet he now felt as
if they too had been a necessary part of his life, and that not to find
them again would be a real sorrow.
He approached the house with hesitating feet, ascended the few door
steps and went into the entry. Through the glass panes of the inner
door he could look into the shop, where Madame Feyertag, completely
attired in black with a large crepe cap, sat in the corner behind the
show case, sewing. He could not make up his mind to enter and deliver
Reginchen's message; an iron band seemed to compress his chest, he
feared that he should be unable to control his words. He glided
cautiously past with noiseless steps and opened the door leading into
the courtyard. He had intended to go up to the tun, an uncontrollable
longing drew him toward the old room. Every thing here was the same;
the bare, grey back building, the arbor overgrown with bean vines, the
shade loving plants, the acacia tree, which it is true was now wholly
dead, and did not even put forth one puny leaf--but what was that lying
among the dry branches like a little heap of last winter's snow? A cat?
Was it she herself, Balder's old friend, sunning her weary limbs on
this lofty perch, or was it a descendant, which bore such a striking
resemblance to its ancestress? He could not decide, his eyes grew dim
with tears and his feet seemed paralysed; in spite of his longing, he
could not cross the courtyard and mount the steep stairs. So he stood
leaning against the door post with closed eyes. Just at that moment
voices became audible in the workshop, and starting as if he feared to
be caught here like a thief, he tore himself away and with a beating
heart fled back into the street.
For a long time he walked on like a drunken man. He took no heed of the
people who passed by, the glittering shops, the throng of carriages,
the motley stir and bustle of life around him. But by degrees the
painful agitation of his soul subsided, isolated words recurred to his
mind involuntarily blended together, before he remembered that they
composed an old song of Balder's, which suddenly echoed from the depths
of his memory and soothed him with its mysterious magic:
Soul how thou roamest!
On wings of the wind,
Through high and through low,
Thy way thou dost find.
Though thou art poor,
What riches are thine!
Ceaselessly restless
What calmness divine!
Free above all,
Close, close thou art bound;
Soul, say, where hast thou
Thy resting place found?
Among stars and suns,
Thy wing circleth wide,
Yet with rapture,
Mid violet beds doth abide.
Where the lightning is cradled
Thy home thou hast made;
To the cloud's ample dwelling
As well hast thou strayed.
Yet in narrowest circle,
By joy art possessed,
And dost tenderly, timidly
Pensively rest.
As the ivy that creepeth
By lowly abodes,
On a thousand weak tendrils
Thou climb'st to the Gods.
Where memory glancing
The cleft ruins through,
As the sun to the vine
Giveth warm life anew.
Murmuring the last words aloud just as he turned into the Unter den
Linden, he suddenly felt his arm seized, and turning saw a face which
had been far from his thoughts.
The old Livonian baron, the enthusiastic connoisseur and friend of art,
who had formerly helped the worthy zaunkoenig to his short-lived dignity
of court painter, stood before him wearing an expression of the
greatest delight.
"Well," he cried, shaking Edwin's hand with boyish impetuosity, "this
is what I call 'talking of a wolf and seeing the tip of his tail.' Only
yesterday evening I was speaking of you for at least two hours, first
condemning and then defending you when others undertook to condemn; and
to-day, my dear fellow, you appear before me just as I was considering
whether I should go to your father-in-law, to get your address; you see
I wanted to write to you. I don't know how the worthy Herr Zaunkoenig
feels toward me, since that stupid piece of business; for gloriously as
he behaved in the matter, just as I expected him to do, I was at any
rate mixed up in it, and the wager--"
"You ought to know him better, my dear Baron," said Edwin, interrupting
the torrent of words. "True, he is by no means such a weak dove as not
to have been very much enraged against your prince at the first moment
of discovery, but it was less from offended personal dignity, than
indignation at the cold blooded frivolity, with which such noble
Maecenas' treat an insignificant artist. But then he grew quiet and
thoughtful, collected his studies and the few pictures he had finished,
and spread them before him. When I asked what he was doing, he replied:
'I am disgusting myself with my work. Let us be just: these things have
emanated from an aberration of the artistic instinct.' The next day
they had disappeared, and as I afterwards learned, were nailed up in a
chest, loaded with brick-bats, and sunk in the lagune."
"Oh! oh! oh!" said the old man, shaking his head, "then we have really
deprived him of the greatest pleasure of his life. I shall never look
at the Luini I won from the prince, without a pang of conscience. Oh!
oh!"
"Cheer up, dear Baron. You have only helped to prove his favorite
saying, that to those who love God all things are for the best. His
passion for art really emerged again, rejuvenated and vigorous, from
the lagune where he had expected to bury it. Since he has lived in the
suburbs, where in spite of his new and easier circumstances, he
continues his old modest mode of life and industriously pursues his
engraving, he has, it is true, made no attempt to return to his former
'specialty.' He says that now, when he daily sees the green fields, he
perceives for the first time the full extent of the frivolous boldness,
with which he daubed these wonders of God on his miserable canvass. To
make amends, since what is denied always charms the soul and excites
the fancy, he has how set up a new kind of _genre_ picture; he paints
views of the Spree and the green ditches, bridges, and steps leading to
the water, not without skill, as it seems to me. You may suppose that
he is more successful in reproducing the straight lines and grey tone,
than the succulent weeds and bright sky of his former zaunkoenigs. If
you would come out to his house--he has just finished something--"
"_Col sommo piacere!_ With the greatest pleasure. You take a hundred
pound weight from my heart. But what was I going to say--what were we
talking about just now? My head is growing old, friend, and nothing
makes one more confused and forgetful, than intercourse with silent
pictures."
"You were saying that you had been scolding about me yesterday for two
hours. I am curious--"
"Yes, that was it: your book was the subject of conversation, everybody
is talking about it now, so that I was at last ashamed of not having
read it, though I don't exactly feel compelled to be familiar with all
the new books that are talked about, not even those written by my
friends. But, my dear fellow, what have you done?"
"Nothing very bad, I hope. At the worst only written a bad book."
"Something far worse, my friend--a good book, a book which in all main
points is perfectly right and has the great majority of thinking men on
its side. You laugh. Oh! these young people! You think it is easy to be
in the right in this world. As if there could be any thing more
repulsive, uncomfortable, and contrary to police regulations, than
a person who looks neither to the right nor left, knows neither
caution nor discretion, but calls things by their right names. Such a
fool-hardy man had better go into the Theban wilderness and deliver his
wisdom to the stones; but if he supposes that he will be tolerated in a
society founded upon mutual cloaking and palliation of faults, feigned
respect for rotten rubbish, and the superficial varnish coated over old
cracks, where people do not even have the courage to lay aside the
humbug of false names in the catalogues of museums, let alone calling
other idols by their right names--you see, my friend, gall enters into
the construction of my sentences, and I no longer know how I began. But
this I do know, that if you acknowledge the authorship of such books,
you will never have any prospect of making a career in our dear native
land, and I sincerely regret it."
"I thank you for this regret," replied Edwin with a quiet smile. "Nay I
even share it in a certain sense, though not on my own account! I am
happy where I am, and offices and titles have as little charm for me,
as a heap of money, which at any rate if I were a little more careful,
I might procure by lecturing or writing. But in the interest of public
welfare, the health and morality of our political life, I can only
think with regret how far we still are, from possessing the much
praised and much scouted freedom of thought. So long as the patriarchal
delusion still exists, that the state has the right or even the duty,
of watching over the theoretical opinions of its members, while only
their acts belong to its tribunal, we shall not emerge from a dreamy
and trifling minority. And this rests upon a deeper error, against
which my whole book is directed, although it apparently turns upon an
objectless pyschological problem--the error that metaphysics and
morality are closely connected, nay are in a constant interchange of
influence."
"Freedom of thought!" cried the eager old gentleman, standing still and
baring his shinging bald head, as if his hat heated it, "as if it would
be of any special consequence to you to obtain, this miserable
acquisition, which you possess as much as the Spaniards themselves did
in the darkest ages. What you want and will not obtain for a long time,
is _freedom to teach_, freedom to transplant your thoughts into other
heads, not merely by books, which will only be read by a small number,
but by lectures in public halls, just as your colleague instils into
his hearers the condensed milk of piety carefully tested and proved
harmless. But you are wrong, my dear friend, in asking this, and that
is why I blamed you, because I regret that by a premature expression of
your secret thoughts, you render your own work difficult, if not
impossible. Dear me, the field of philosophy is so terribly barren,
people would be glad to foster and cherish a new power; but if it deals
such blows to the right and left, loosens with its roots the soil on
which tame kitchen vegetables have hitherto peacefully slept their
nourishing plant-sleep--you have too clear a head, dear Herr Doctor,
not to understand that the time has not yet come when we can need you
among us."
"Not yet _come_, certainly, but it is near, nearer perhaps than those
in high places suppose. Or how long do you think it will be, before
shame at the incompleteness and artificially fostered self-deception,
which is palliated by pedagogical considerations, will flush the faces
of the leaders of the public, and compel them to openly acknowledge
what has long since been secretly perceived and recognized? It is true
that hitherto we have had other tasks to solve, questions of existence,
of defence in peril, and then of our power and honor. But after we have
advanced tolerably far in these, do you suppose that we, who have to
support our moral dignity before other nations, will continue in this
traditional track, and thereby allow the noblest intellectual
possessions to be endangered? For all the canonized myths and
metaphysical legends have also produced an ethical effect, not
according to the measure of their truth, but by the degree of veracity
in the author and hearer of the composition. And must the degree of
veracity no longer be the standard of the allowableness and moral power
of a lesson? Or is it not a great immorality, out of mere external
considerations relating to the political education of children, to give
us for the corner stone of our happiness, fairy tales and legends,
which all cultivated minds believe as little, as the Greeks of
Aristotle's time credited the fables of Homer and Hesiod. Of course we
must not pour away the dirty water before we have fresh; but who will
answer for it that we shall ever draw from the deepest, purest
fountain? And who would not quench his thirst with the wild fruit that
grows by the way side, rather than drink the water, which in spite of
all filtering, has constantly become darker and more slimy? Oh! my dear
friend, I see in your face the reply you wish to make, that the great
masses are not so particular, and are satisfied with the foul stream in
which weak minded theologians have washed their dirty linen for
centuries, while we educated people could support ourselves on the
fruits that philosophy and natural philosophy pluck from the tree of
knowledge. I, too, once held the same aristocratic notions. But I can
no longer reconcile myself to them. For--let alone every thing else--I
do not believe that it would be dangerous for the masses, if they were
educated to the truth instead of to a conventional fable, such as our
histories of dogmas offer them. But even if certain village and city
churches should become still more empty, than is now the case in
consequence of the deadness and constantly decreasing reality in our
forms of worship, has the state duties to perform only toward the
uneducated? Can it, without danger, lose in the eyes of the educated
that credit for veracity, which it might so easily maintain, if it did
not take sides, and venture to decide questions of conscience by state
institutions? Has it not also responsibilities toward the great strata
_between_ the educated and the simple people, those who will be
strengthened and almost confirmed in their own frivolity by all these
partly known, partly unknown things? The evil of shallowness and
secularization in its worst sense existing in these circle, the
preponderance of thoughtless pleasure, the whole despicable materialism
of our times--do you really suppose, my friend, that all this is to be
remedied by throwing up a dam composed of the crumbling ruins of a
faith, which for centuries the elements have shaken, disintegrated, and
scarcely left one stone upon another? I cannot believe it, even if I
desired to do so, and the patching and mending of the tottering
structure seems to me more wicked and dangerous, than erecting a new
dam--or at least measuring and marking out the foundations, on which
our children's children may put up the structure."
"Our children's children already? Oh! you sanguine mortal!"
"You are right. Who can tell? And yet how quickly intellectual
transitions take place now, in comparison with former days, when the
intercourse between minds was effected with so much greater difficulty!
Has a century elapsed since the time when Lessing's Nathan was a fact,
a challenge, a single burning need of that great heart, until now, when
his timid gospel of toleration for all religions has become a
commonplace, and honest toleration even of the irreligious ripened to
the silent need of countless numbers?"
"I hope your book will be introduced into German seminaries, but at any
rate Nathan will be turned into flesh and blood, so that a Jew may be
permitted, without hesitation, to read logic and metaphysics before
grown men."
"I hope the latter also," replied Edwin smiling. "The former would be a
sad token of the small progress science had made in a hundred years.
One of us will then I hope be a conquered station."
"No," exclaimed the old man with a solemnity which moved Edwin
strangely, and seizing both his companion's hands, while he looked him
steadily in the eyes, he continued: "I must tell you here, though it
probably will not signify much from an old enthusiast in art, in the
new building of which you speak, even though it too, after thousands of
years will become mouldy and tottering, and have to be rebuilt, the
foundation will remain, and among other mementoes of these days, which
will deserve to be placed in the corner stone, your book will find a
place. I bought it and wrote on the first page averse of the old poet
enlightened by divine frenzy the poet Holderlin:
"With shield divine, oh genius of the brave,
Desert not innocence, but swift to save
Ever be nigh; inspire and win to thee
The heart of youth with joy of victory.
Arouse, conquer, punish; do not delay,
The majesty of truth secure alway.
Till time's mysterious cradle shall release,
The child of Heaven, eternal peace.
"And may this peace be with you, my dear fellow. Farewell."
He embraced his silent companion and in spite of the throng of
pedestrians, kissed him on both cheeks, then hastily turned the nearest
street corner and vanished from Edwin's sight.
LAST CHAPTER.
This conversation echoed in Edwin's soul like a strong and solemn
harmony, as he continued his walk along the Unter den Linden.
But he was not to be permitted to return to his family in this exalted
mood. As he approached the Brandenbourg Gate, he saw a light elegant
carriage, drawn by two beautiful horses, pass through the central
portal and turn up the Unter den Linden. A gentleman with a carefully
trimmed beard, and regular, but shallow, vacant features, drove the
fiery animals, occasionally addressing a word to the young lady, who
sat beside him, leaning negligently back and casting smiling glances at
the passers by from under her pink parasol. Edwin had just noticed her
face in a photographer's show window, and beneath it the name of a well
known ballet dancer. Behind this couple, with his arms folded across
his breast in true jockey insolence, sat a tall, fair lad, in a green
livery embroidered with silver, with a stiff shirt collar reaching to
his ears, and the round glassy eyes in his beardless, boyish face, were
upturned with a saucy, yet wearied expression to the sky.
Neither of the three had noticed the unpretending pedestrian, who
remained rooted to the spot, as if he could not believe his eyes. A
feeling of repugnance, such as one experiences when rudely awakened
from enthusiastic dreams to a prosaic reality, where hopeless
commonplace or shallow every day life prevails or occupies the largest
place, overpowered Edwin and accompanied him as he walked through the
shady paths of the Thiergarten to his father-in-law's house. Even there
the painful impression did not instantly leave him. He was grave and
silent, and as the others knew, or fancied they knew, where he had been
that morning, they respected his feelings and did not trouble him with
questions.
In the afternoon he asked Leah to drive with him. She was unwilling to
leave the child, though it was well taken care of by the grandmother
and nurse, for in spite of her philosophy, she was the most anxious and
unreasonably careful of mothers. But she felt that Edwin needed to be
alone with her, and instantly prepared to accompany him.
They had driven quite a distance in the direction of Charlottenburg,
when he first broke the silence, and holding her hand in his, and now
and then gently pressing it, he told her the events and experiences of
his morning. When he mentioned his meeting with the count, he said: "I
do not understand why it moved me so deeply. To return from the
pilgrimage to the 'Promised Land,' and then fill the empty seat in the
carriage with such a creature--many of the most trivial natures could
not bring their hearts to it. But I did not know him, was not aware
what a 'perfect gentleman' he was, to be able to console himself by
'noble passions' for what he might have suffered in the higher
emotions. And yet I instantly felt as if I owed her memory a silent
ceremonial, to conciliate her insulted shade. The Catholics have the
clever invention of their silent masses. We must help ourselves in our
own way."
Meantime having reached the entrance to the park of Charlottenburg they
alighted from the carriage. Silence surrounded them; the atmosphere was
balmy, and the earth bathed in sunshine; not a leaf was stirring, and
scarce a bubble rose to the surface of the carp pond as a frog leaped
croaking from the hot grass into the water. There are hours when even
nature seems to be gazing at her reflection, conscious of her beauty,
as if in a dream.
The two, who walked arm in arm through the shaded avenue, felt the
magic of the midsummer noon in their own souls, which grew more and
more agitated, as if secret fountains were welling up within them
without overflowing at their lips. Thus silent, they at last reached
the mausoleum, which in the bright sunlight, looked specially grave and
solemn under the dark trees.
"I wanted to come here," said Edwin. "It was on this spot that she said
to me: 'There is but one real nobility: to be true to ourselves.' The
poor, brave, free-born heart--it has been true to its nobility,
faithful unto death. Let us enter the little temple, where beauty is
high priestess and conquers death by perpetuating the forms of noble
humanity. But we know that for that, marble is not necessary; for have
not we in our grief, engraved the transfigured image indefaceably upon
our hearts till we ourselves shall enter eternity?"
They passed into the silent chamber. When, after a considerable lapse
of time, they again emerged into the open air, the eyes of both were
dim with tears. They paused in the next deserted avenue, and as they
silently embraced each other, Leah gave free course to her grief.
"Weep your sorrow away, love," said Edwin at last. "Ought we to feel
ashamed of the best gift mother nature has bestowed upon us? With what
strange foresight she has arranged that the fountain of tears flows
whenever the greatest joys or the bitterest sorrows fall upon our
hearts! And is it not the same with all that is tragic in human
destiny? Are not the weal and woe of all lives inseparably interwoven
and blended in supreme moments into an emotion which lifts us above our
petty selves, and makes us smile at grief when we are too awed by its
solemnity to rejoice? Oh! dearest, a world in which we are permitted to
achieve such a triumph over fate, and not only over our own fate but
over that of our loved ones also, in which the tragic element is
glorified by a sense of beauty, and in the midst of our horror of death
we are thrilled with the comprehension of the highest earthly bliss,
till only tears can relieve our hearts--such a world is not utterly
cheerless. Come! Let us return to life, to our child, to our friends.
What does my old friend Catullus say?"
"Beloved, let us live and love!"
END.
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DUFFERIN.--Letters from High Latitudes. A Yacht Voyage to Iceland, Jan
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ELIZABETH BARRETT BROWNING'S POEMS.--The most satisfactory American
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GUNNING (William D.).--Life History of Our Planet. Illustrated with 80
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HISTORY AND ANTIQUITIES OF FREEMASONRY, as Connected with Ancient Norse
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LA FONTAINE'S FABLES.--Translated from the French by Elizur Wright, Jr.
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When the famous historian issued these lays, which have since become
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NAPOLEON.--Las Cases' Napoleon. Memoirs of the Life, Exile, and
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STAUFFER (Frank H.). The Queer, The Quaint, The Quizzical. A Cabinet
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TAINE. H. A.--History of English Literature. Translated by H. Van Laun,
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Fort Sumter to Roanoke Island. | Murfreesboro' to Fort Pillow.
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AESOP'S FABLES. New edition, profusely illustrated. 8vo, cloth, gilt,
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ANDERSEN'S FAIRY TALES.--By Hans Christian Andersen. New plates, large,
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ARABIAN NIGHTS ENTERTAINMENTS.--New edition. Edited by E. O. Chapman.
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BARON MUNCHAUSEN.--The Life, Travels, and Extraordinary Adventures of.
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The original Munchausen was an officer in the Russian service, who
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The best present anyone can make to bright boys. One ought always bear
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FOOTNOTES:
[Footnote 1: The word _koenig_ signifies "king."]
[Footnote 2: The German word for "fence" is _zaun_, and zaun-koenig
means "hedge-sparrow."--Tr.]
[Footnote 3: Commission paid a person who arranges marriages. Tr.]
[Footnote 4: Fee paid a marriage broker.]
[Footnote 5: The equivalent for "mitten." Tr.]
[Footnote 6: Epsom salts.]
[Footnote 7: Truffles are found by means of dogs which have an
unusually keen scent.]
[Footnote 8: A less ceremonious form of the pronoun you.]
[Footnote 9: The German phrase for being hen-pecked.]